Seeing my sister Jade crying breaks my heart knowing that she had just lost her mother after finding her.

Our family's main goal is to get her to be who she was before everything happened. But we all know that it will take some time to get used to but who am I kidding you will never get used to it.

She was always going to be her mother no matter what.

Yes, she has two mothers, one who gave birth to her and the other who raised her.

Before Warda died she gave a letter to give it to Jade when the right time comes.

Diary,

How does someone cope with losing a mother especially after finding her?

What am I even saying, there will never be a timeline to mourn your loved one? I know that because of Papa Hassan.

He was the best great-grandfather that any granddaughter will need.

He taught us that we shouldn't judge anyone by who they are. We should respect them and their lives.

We can be friends with anyone who isn't a Muslim.

But how do I get my sister to be happy especially after losing her mother?

The only thing that I will do is be there for her no matter what.

She is and will always be my sister.

It is time to give her the letter from her mother. Warda knew how much her daughter will need her so she prepared a letter for her to read whenever she needed her.

A letter that she gave me before she went to the hospital one last time.

Ya Allah, I pray that my sister and her brother will find happiness. I know that Maher will find it in dad's because he now can play football and also basketball with him.

But for now, I will give her the letter and then see if she will need anything but I doubt that because of her overprotective husband.

Alhamdullilah for him.

Anyways this is it.

Sighing off,

MayMay.