You awoke, the first thing coming to your mind being bathroom.

You jumped out of bed and ran straight to the toilet, where you threw up. And threw up.

And threw up a little more.

Finally, Spencer ran in, kneeling beside you.

"Are you okay?" He asked, bringing his hand up to your head to stroke your hair.

"I'm fine.." You Said.

Actually, you honestly weren't sure if you were fine.

Of course, you knew exactly what was going on, as you had found out a month ago.

You were pregnant.

And you had no idea if you were fine with it or not. What about Spencer? What would he think? The two of you had only been together for a year.

"Are you sure?" Spencer Said, breaking you out of your thoughts.

"I'm sure, Spence." You Said. "Let's just...get ready for work."

As you both worked together, it had been increasingly hard to hide your pregnancy. Thankfully, you were pretty sure he hadn't noticed anything yet.

You got off of the floor and went back to your room, grabbing your clothes, which you hoped you would still fit into.

Spencer closed the door to the bathroom, most likely going to take a fast shower, so, while he was gone, you took this chance to get out your 'What To Expect When Your Expecting' book, and read a bit of it.

After reading for a while, you glanced at the clock, and put the book away.

You went back to the pile of clothes that you would wear today, and undressed yourself, down to your underwear. You glanced At yourself in the mirror, wincing a bit.

Pretty soon, It would definitely be hard to hide your growing belly from Spencer.

At the time, your only hope was baggy clothes.

Suddenly, the bathroom door opened, and a dressed, wet haired Spencer walked out.

"Y/N, do you know where I put my striped socks?" He Asked, looking over at you.

You brought up the T-shirt that was in your hands, covering your stomach with it, while still trying to look casual.

"Yeah.." You Said. "I think they're on your dresser."

He turned around, picking up the socks from his dresser, just where you said they were.

"Oh!" He said. "Thank you!"

"You're welcome." You mumbled.

"I wonder if the coffee is ready yet.." he said.

"I'm sure it is.." You Replied, just hoping he would leave so you could put on your clothes without him being suspicious of anything.

"I'll pour you a cup." He said, coming over and kissing you on the cheek, before heading out of the room.

You sighed in relief, quickly putting your clothes on, sighing in relief again when they actually fit.

After brushing your hair and putting on your shoes, you went downstairs, where Spencer was leaning against the counter, sipping from his coffee mug.

He pointed at the coffee mug beside him, and you smiled.

"Thank you, Spence." You Said, going over and picking up the coffee mug.

Then you remembered something.

Your book had said not to drink coffee during pregnancy.

The inside of your mind was screaming; How the heck were you supposed to live without coffee for over nine months?

"Y/N?" Spencer Asked, noticing that your expression seemed troubled.

"Yeah?"

"Is the coffee bad?" He asked.

"No, no...not at all.." You Said. "I just..." You set down your coffee mug. "I'm not in the mood for coffee."

You had never seen Spencer more confused in your life than in that moment.

"Not in the mood for coffee?" He Asked. "Since when are you not in the mood for coffee?"

"I'm just...not.." You Said, swallowing nervously.

You could tell that his analytical mind was beginning to suspect something; most likely he noticed your altered body language, not to mention that saying you weren't in the mood for coffee was the most suspicious thing you could possibly say.

"Look at the time.." you said, looking up at the clock. "We should head to work, yeah?"

He looked up at the clock, and nodded.

The drive to work was incredibly quiet. Spencer didn't look at you once on the way. You were starting to worry that he might be suspecting something other than pregnancy.

When you got to the BAU office, Spencer ended up distancing himself from you, going straight to Morgan.

You went over to JJ immediately, since she was a mom, and might understand your situation.

"JJ.." You Said.

She turned around. "Yeah?" She Asked, then noticing the nervous expression on your face. "What's wrong?"

"I-I'm pregnant.." You Said.

"Oh.." She Said. "Who's it it..?"

"You know I would never cheat on Spencer.." You Said. "I just...haven't told him yet."

"When did you find out?"

"Two months ago.." you said quietly.

"Two months ago?" She asked. "How far along?"

"Five months.." You Said. "JJ...I'm so scared to tell him.."

She held her arms out to hug you, and you walked into her embrace.

"I'm sure he'll understand.." she said.

"But we've only been together for a year.." You Said. "What If he's mad? What if he leaves me?"

"He won't leave you.." She Said. "I promise, everything will be alright."

Spencer has noticed your behavior change over the past couple of months. At first it was subtle, but now? He knew something was up. The first thing that came to his mind was cheating.

When you both got to work, he went straight to Morgan. He needed someone to talk to. He had never been in a situation like this before.

"Morgan?" He asked, entering the room that Derek was in.

"Yeah, Reid?" He asked, looking up at Spencer.

"Can we talk?" Spencer Asked, his voice becoming slightly higher pitched from holding back tears.

"Reid, what's wrong?" Morgan Asked.

"I...I think Y/N is cheating on me..." he said, looking down.

"Oh..." Morgan Said. "She would never.."

"The way her behavior has changed.." Spencer Said. "She's been distant. She avoids eye contact...she.."

"Reid." Morgan interrupted. "You can't be profiling your girlfriend. Leave your job out of your relationship."

"I-I can't help it.." he said. "It's just what I do.."

Tears streamed down Spencer's face as he looked out at you and JJ.

"I don't want to lose her."

"You need to tell him." JJ told you. "I'll take you in there, and Morgan and I will leave. He needs to know."

"What if he'll be angry with me?" You Asked. "I don't want to lose him."

"Everything will be okay.." She Said. "Come with me.."

You nodded, and followed her into the room where Morgan and Spencer were.

Spencer turned to face the wall, clearly in tears.

And all because of me, you thought. 

JJ walked over and whispered something to Morgan, then they both left the room, closing the door behind them.

There were a few moments of silence, before Spencer spoke. "Y/N, what's happening?"

Your breath hitched in your throat, anxiety rising into your chest. "I...I.." You stuttered.

He turned around, his eyes red and tear stained. "Tell me the truth," he said, his voice breaking. "Are you cheating on me?"

Your face fell. "Cheating?" You Asked. "Spencer...why would I..?"

"Something's changed, Y/N." He said.

You sighed. "With the way I've been acting, you have every right to think I'm cheating." You Said. "But that's not what's happening."

You walked over to him, and held his hands in yours. He looked back down at you questioningly.

"Spencer.." You Said. "I'm pregnant."

His eyes widened. "Pregnant?" He asked.

You nodded.

"With...my baby?"

You nodded again.

He wiped the tears from his eyes, smiling a bit. "I should've known..." he said. "The morning sickness...the lack of coffee."

"Are you mad?" You Asked.

"Mad? Why would I be mad?" He asked. "I'm going to be a father." He wrapped his arms around you. "I'm going to read to it." He said. "And when it's older, it'll go to Yale. If it wants to, of course."

"I'm so sorry for not telling you.." you said. "I just didn't want to lose you."

He laid his forehead against yours. "You'll never lose me." He said. "Unless it's to death or something unexpected." 

You laughed. "That's comforting."

"Can we tell everyone?" He asked.

"Sure."

He went over and opened the door, where everyone was standing outside.

"When were you gonna tell us?" Rossi Asked, then laughed. "I would've liked to be the first to know."

You laughed. "I guess you all heard, then?"

"Yep." Prentiss Said.

"Congrats guys!" Garcia Exclaimed, running over and hugging the both of you.

Spencer smiled at everyone. "Can you believe it? I'm going to be a dad."

"Welcome to the club." Hotch Said, actually cracking a bit of a smile.

"Spencer, a dad.." JJ Said. "Never thought I'd hear that."

Spencer hugged you from the side, kissing you on the cheek.

"I can't wait." He said.