I'm aware that I've been shaded, but I love it! The colors are just so comforting, the coldness of the aura they give off is heavenly... I could just drown in the effects of them all I want. I don't wanna be saved, I don't wanna be set free... I just wanna live in peace with these shades on my eyeballs, and no worries... The shades may be bad, but I don't care, the colors are all I need... I'd just be lost in a maze of hysteria, like an acid trip that never ends and isn't harmful for you... 

To anyone who may be able to read this, don't bother trying to rescue me. I'm feeling better here now. The shades are all I need. The Shaded Sisters are here with me as well. And so is Kinzie. I'm in heaven right now, and I don't wanna leave it. The world is amazing here. The colors, the music, the cold... It's all I could ever need. All I could ever want. I love it. Please don't make me leave it behind. Don't come for me. Forget about me, for all I care. I enjoy it here. I won't care whether you'll forget me or not. I'm happy here.

This will probably be my last journal entry. I'm leaving this in a box in front of an old friend's house. He'll take care of the journal once I'm done. Even if he tried to look for me, I'm sure he won't be able to. And to you, reader. I'll see you on the other side.

He's gone. I can't believe it. As far as I know, not that many people know about him. The news never gets to talk about him. The police haven't caught him. I'm the last person who hasn't been shaded that knows him. Guess I'll be the one to take care of this journal, at least until the day he comes back. If he comes back.

-570RMP1R473 (AKA Darkshadow1203)