PAIN AND REGRET OF WEAKNESS
Shaylas pov
As soon as I ran out of alans room in embarrasment i slipped and i was awaiting a hard thump to my head but i hadnt felt anything i opened my eyes and i saw those beautiful green eyes that looked into your soul and the tingles that let me know it was Xanqou i got up with his help abd i forgot the reason why i ran in the first place when he asked in is arabic/egyptian accent
"Where were you going in a hurry my beautiful princess you do know that you have just about recovered from a very bad experience with death and your not strong enough to run around yet"
I smiled at his protective sterness abd i told him
"Sorry bossyboots i was looking for my daughters room and i slipped which is when you caught me"
I stuck my tongue out at him and he looked momenterly shocked then amused he pointed towards the door at the end and i thanked him and made my way towards her room i walked in and there i saw my beautiful baby lying there so still and if it werent for the heart monitor beeping to indicate her heart was beating i would have thought that i lost her i grabbed her hand which was warm but slightly and i kissed her hand and i spoke to her
"Anni darling its mummy here i am so sorry i couldn't save you from that monster i tried but i was so weak he knocked me out i wish i was stronger and i wish i could turn back the clock to that exact moment when he put his filthy feet in our home i would knock him out and i would ask aunty ruby to take you to her house and that filthy animal wouldn't get his paws on you alans ok hes playing with toys our super heros got him they got rid of the bad man who hurt us alot he calls them daddy and i know when you get better we will be a family again and you will like them too"
At that point i cried so much i was sobbing loudly until i sensed them behind me and i knew it was the twins some how i went back to sobbing loudly i felt four hands on my back rubbing me gently it was soothing i started operning up my heart to these sexy guy that i hardly know but i felt like i had a strong connection with them
"Merrick and Xanqou i failed my sister she told me to keep her kids safe if anything happend to her when i asked her what was wrong she told e she was suffering from stomach cancer and she was in her last stages i broke inside i started drinking excessively and i kissed any random person in my drunken state but i never slept with anyone but peoples would call me a slag or slut i cried everyday i hated myself thst i wasnt there when my sisters boyfreind hurt her she left him then she found out she was pregnant with annabeth she was the most beautifulest little baby when she was born then she met alans dad drake he was strong and powerful he accepted annabeth as his daughter and she thought she was finally happy but when a slut in his home said my sister was cheating on drake with a man whore he didnt believe her when she said she was pure to him he also denied her son was his she cried herself to sleep every night until she made her self ill and a few days after alan was born she found out in her blood was cancarous cells she raised them on her own before she died she was strong and my idol after i was given custody of the kids my brother simon ran away so i was alone i went to rehab to get rid of my alcohol addiction and i mived away from my past life but it came back and bit me very bad in my arse my neice was violated my nephew ended up bruised and his arm was broken amd i ended up unconcious and if it wasnt for you two god know what would have happend u save me and my kids my life and theres is your from now on please dont hurt us anymore"
They promised never to hurt us and kissed my head there kisses felt good on my head and i felt protected by them i felt happy i kissed annabeth on the head and i left her room in the arms of the egyptian hotties the next day i was discharged from hospital and i was going to take alan back to my home apartment when merrick touched my shoulder he said
" Angel i am so sorry the three weeks that you were in the hospital your land lord kicked you out of the apartment he was saying your payments were late and so he rang your phone which was by Xanqou since the day he brought you hospital he said and i quote"
"i am afraid Mrs McCracken was overdue for her payment in the apartment and since its a popular spot we have new residents living at the apartment and please take her junk and either drop her OFF to a brothel or find her a new place to live but shes no longer allowed in my building"
I fell to my knees crying as i said
"Now what do i do i havent got a place to live anymore where am i going to take my kids now oh good heavens why am i going through all of this for"
I cried and cried until Xanqou offered me to stay at there families hotel called alibabas hotel of luxury i was in shock i heard of the hotel it was made for rich people and princes and without proof or money you couldn't even enter the hotel after much consideration i agreed and it wasnt far from the hospital so i got into my truck but i was out of gas then the sexy hotties offered me a ride in there car it was posh and it looked expensive i got in and after a few hours we arrived to what looked like a car park there were many expensive car there once the sexy hot arabic twins parked they helped me with my luggage and i held a sleepy alan the elevator dinged to show we were in the reception area i was in awe of how the reception looked it had gold red it had the picture of a pyramid it was so breath taking i started to wonder how it would be like if i sang here instead of the sleazy club dont get me wrong i was so glad that i had a good job with a good wage but i hated the audience tgey alqays looked at me like i was a piece of meat that they wanted to devour while i was waiting
I felt a hard hand on my shoulders it was rough and calloused i grabbed it and i pulled him forward it was a heavy bulky guy and he got up and swore saying
"YOU BITCH HOW DARE YOU TOUCH ME LIKE THIS WHAT IS A SLUT LIKE YOU DOING IN A FAMOUSE HOTEL LIKE THIS YOU HERE TO GIVE OUR MALE CELEBS A QUICKIE WELL WHY DONT YOU START WITH ME HAHAHA"
I put Alan on the seat and i k8cked his nuts i punched his face and i broke his arm he swore at me and said
"FIRSTLY I WAS GOING TO PAY FOR YOUR SERVICES BUT NOW THST YPU BATTERED ME I WILL STEAL MY SERVICES FROM YOU GET READY TO BE RAPED BITCH"
I started thinking of phillip and what he did or was going to do and i screamed as loud as i possibly could he had his hand over my mouth and i felt him rip my shirt off he was going to rip my bra off before i heard a growl and i felt him beung lifted off me at this point alan was awake and i realised he saw what was going to happen to me i quickly grabbed him and hugged him and kissed him on his head i felt wetness on my naked chest before i realised alan was crying he was pouting his little lips and he said
"Mommy that bad man hurt you you cried like anni please dont go night night i cant wive without you mommy "
I kissed and cradled him after a while he fell asleep and i then realised my shirt was ripped I covered myself as best as i could but it was no good my shirts was compleatly ruined and the rest 8f my clothes were in the twins car after a while the twins came back there eyes were black with anger i had never seen anyones eyes change colour whether they were sad or happy something inside me told me to comfort them with a touch so following my instincts i touched both there arms and whispered in there ear like they had done to me so many times before surely enough they calmed down and they looked at me and my now naked body next thing i knew xanqou took his shirt off and gave me it.
And gor the first time ever i saw his body and let me tell you he looked soo hot he had a eight pack his biceps were huge and unknowingly my finger traced his abs and i felt him stiffen under my touch that just made him even more sexy he grabbed my hand and i shuddered with happiness as his touch made my skin tingle.
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