I hate that you can't dedicate the chapter to two people so I'm also dedicating this chapter to skylarpromise23 for being my HJ buddy and a GREAT writer who lets me live carelessly through her ;)

As for thewhitedoragurl well she is just AMAZING and the proud owner of the gay chiwawa in a clown suit :)

Love ya both gurliess :)

Okay on with the chapter....hope you like it :)

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"Who did the graphics on this thing" I said amazed as I stared at the awesome fire graphic on a 1990 Cadillac fleet-wood Brougham. "This is a classic"

"yeah I know right" Dean said "A couple of months ago this guy came in and just offered to do the graphics on cars when ordered, he doesn't even charge."

 "This is just amazing" I delicately let my fingers roam over the graphics afraid to damage it by simply touching it "I mean....wow"

"Okay come on, stop eyeing the merchandise" Dean teased "And get to work on the BMW over there, the carburetor needs a change."

"Aye aye, sir" I joked heaing over to the BMW. "hello my sweet" I said. "What shall I fix in you today?"

"Talking to cars again lux?" a heard a familiar voice behind me "I told you we need to get her some meds"

I turned around with a grin as I spotted the twins but then i realized what Shane said

 "HEY! I do not need meds I am not crazy I'm just...special?" I said and they walked over to me

"Sure you are honey" Shane said patting my arm comfortingly "And just for that we're gonna get you a nice jacket that allows you to hug yourself. Isn't that fun?"

I narrowed my eyes at him "Why did you come here again? to make fun of me?" i fake pouted and gave them the puppy dog eyes.

"Oh right you need to go home some old people are there asking for you" Cameron shrugged and my brow furrowed. 

"Okay I guess"I shrugged "Dean is it okay if I left now?"

"yeah sure I'll take care of this" Dean answered me from his office "See you tomorrow"

I took my jacket and hopped on my bike while the twins got in their car and we drove to the pack house,

I parked and noticed a familiar car outside. but i couldn't remember to whose it was. I got in the house and heard people talking in the living room.

As soon as I stepped in all heads turn to me "There's my favorite girl" I heard a familiar gruff voice say and I grinned

"Uncle Rob" I said running and hugging him I pulled away and turned to the dark haired woman at his side

"Aunt Catherine" I hugged her. They weren't really related to me but they practically raised me so I called them Uncle and Aunt.

"Now why haven't you visited since you came back we had to hear from Damon over here" Uncle Rob said patting Damon. Oh, yeah. Did I forget to mention they were Damon's parent's? They never knew how he treated me and I never told them. They were always so proud of him, it would break their hearts.

"I'm sorry you know. Pack stuff and all" I said smiling at them

"Oh yeah and what's that I heard about you joining another pack?" Uncle Rob said frowning "And why did you run away"

Jason was about to but in and say something about defensive about why I ran but i interrupted him. I didn't want them to know. "Complications Uncle Rob. But it doesn't matter now, I'm back"

I saw Damon glance at me guiltily from behind them. 

"So what's new with you Lux?" Aunt Catherine asked me sweetly "My, you've changed; you're hair is black and your gorgeous sweetie, not that you weren't before. You were always beautiful" I waited for the snort I knew was going to come from Damon,like it always has but strangely it didn't

"Um yeah I guess I changed a lot huh?" i smiled "But that's about the only thing that's changed about me how about you?"

"Well" Aunt Catherine said grinning "We kind of have a new member in the family"

My mouth dropped when I left they were still trying to have another son.

"Well where is he?" I asked happily  looking around

"She" Uncle Rob corrected me and I grinned wider, if that was possible,

"NO WAY" I screamed and jumped up "Where is SHE"

"She's right here" I heard a voice around me with the sound of crying "I can't get her to stop crying"

I held in my laugh at the way Whitney looked carrying the baby. I shook my head and went to take her from her, she willingly handed her to me and put her hands to her head "Gave me a headache" I rolled my eyes and looked at the baby in my arms

She was so beautiful, dark hair and green eyes. She looked a lot like Damon actually, I felt a pang in my heart but ignored it. I passed by Damon who was smiling in...admiration? No. I must have imagined it

"Hey there pretty baby" I said to the still crying baby "There there now let's walk" I started walking around the room

The baby gradually stopped crying as she held my finger in her hand. She was just so small, just beautiful "What's her name?"  I asked

"Rose" Aunt Catherine answered and I smiled at the baby. 

"Rose" I repeated running my fingers on her cheek making her giggle. ADORABLE. "She's a beauty. Uncle Rob you're going to have your hands full with this one. keep a shotgun close by"

Uncle Rob groaned "Don't remind me I'm just hoping it's a long while before she decides to be...well...like a teenager"

All of us laughed even my pack as the baby fell asleep in my arm

"You really are a natural at this Lux" Aunt Catherine said smiling at me "You'll make a great mother when you find your mate"

I almost froze but willed myself to keep swaying. I sighed, feeling everyone's gaze on me, including Damon. "Maybe, maybe not" I said as calmly as possible "But until then i get the joy of spoiling your daughter silly"

"As long as you don't let her go near any boys it's fine with me" Uncle Rob said and that lightened up everyone's mood "Now I know what your father went through. And I used to tease him when he'd say he was worried about you liking boys"

I rolled my eyes, dad never faced that problem with me. No one liked me but then again he didn't know that

"So Lux speaking of boys any in your life?" Uncle Rob asked trying to be subtle. I almost laughed

"Only my boys over there" I nodded my head to the boys who were siting on the couch "Otherwise no Uncle Rob"

"Great then" he said beaming "Why don't you be with my boy over here. You know when he was going to find his mate I just hoped it was you. But since both of you haven't found your mates why not be together?"

I felt my heart clench at his words and was speechless. Damon looked at me with a pained expression and I just wanted him to say something.

"Come on Uncle Rob. Don't torture me, my sister and best friend is a big no-no" Jared said saving me and I felt nothing but gratitude "I have enough time as it is beating guys in the pack with a stick so they don't flirt with her"

"Now that I didn't know" I said playing along and laughing before throwing jared a grateful smile.

"Oh look at the time we need to put Rose to bed dear" Catherine said. Uncle Rob nodded and they both stood up and said they're goodbyes before leaving.

"Well that was...interesting" I said sitting between Chase and Jason

"Lux I'm sorry I didn't say anything I just didn't know what--" Damon started but I interrupted him

"It's okay I was speechless too" I smiled at him, he looked taken back but smiled back at me. Hey, I didn't necessarily like the guy but I wasn't going to be mean to him 24/7 that would be bitchy.

"it's still 7 and I'm bored. Let's go run" I said to my boys/

I just wanted to get out, vent. And it was either running wolf or working out, hopefully the guys would pick up on my mood and accept

"Sure" the guys said standing up with me as we headed out into the woods. I hid behind a tree and took my clothes off and changed before joining the guys again.

You know you really looked cute holding that baby Lux Chase said through the mind link as we started running.

She was just adorable and she looked so much like d-- I cut myself mid thought She was adorable

I heard a growl that I knew just came from Jason who was in front of me. i was in the middle, as always because the guys wanted me protect me from all sides even though I can protect myself.

jase what's wrong? I asked him

nothing he answered angrily running a bit faster

It's obviously not nothing what's wrong? I persisted but he just growled and blocked his thoughts. Wait WHAT? jason never and I mean NEVER blocks his thoughts from me. What happened?

Guys what the hell is wrong with him? I asked with worry

Donno he was fine before Cameron answered

Wonder why he snapped Shane added

You guys are idiots Chase commented

yeah taylor agreed I mean I see why Lux doesn't see it but you two.

See what? I asked 

Nothing Taylor answered.

Look let's run and change back I want to talk to him they all agreed and we turned and ran back jason would get we were going back.

When I finally pulled my clothes on I went to Jason.

"What. Is. Wrong?" I asked him as he glared at me, his eyes completely black.

"nothing" he said walking past me but I grabbed his arm and stood in front of him

"Tell me" I said pleadingly, he just continued to glare

"Move Lux" he said through clenched teeth.

"No" I said determined, crossing my arms "Since when do we hide things from each other jase?"

"Since it's not any of you fuckin business" he said angrily. Wow he must be really md if he cursed around me, he hated doing that.

"I don't care tell me" I said "what's your problem?"

"you wanna know what my problem is Lux? You're my problem." He said pushing me aside I almost fell but held myself and followed him

"What the fuck is that supposed to mean?" I asked angrily. he stopped and turned around, angry as hell.

"it means that you came to me two fucking years ago, weak and fucking broken. I was a good friend to you, I helped you get over how much those bastards hurt you and then we had to come here and I actually thought the first day when you brushed Damon off, that you weren't going to fall back. But there you go now, you as good as forgave him, giving him smiled and thinking of how ADORABLE he is." I stared shocked but he continued "After all he did to you that's what you think about when he comes to mind. Soon you're going to go running back to him like a silly little mate and go back to being the pathetic, Naive girl you were and still are and he'd going to hurt you again and you'll come crying back to me. You think you're tough lux? well you're not. Look at you now, going back to the mate that rejected you. Fucking pathetic"

He finished and took a deep breath while I stared at him in shock and the others stared at me.

It wasn't after a few minutes did Chase finally talk "Jason that was harsh man I--"

"No don't" I interrupted him, keeping my eyes on jason who I noticed had a hint of regret in his eyes. "I guess the truth is finally out"

Jason didn't say anything, his whole body stiff "You know i actually believed that two years ago you were the only one who didn't see me like that: Pathetic" I let out a chuckle "looks like I was wrong. How long have you bottled this all up for Jason? Since i came to your house? I bet Damon was just the tip of the ice burg." I shook my head and laughed dryly. "God I am such an IDIOT"

"Must be a load of your back to finally tell me what I am in your eyes." I said through clenched teeth. "Well let me tell you something Jason. You don't know a thing of what I'm going through." I walked closer to him "Imagine having those god damned tingles every time you touch someone and have to pull back. " I took another step "Imagine fighting with your wolf every fucking day because she wants nothing but to forgive him and freaking jump him each time she sees him" Another step "Imagine watching someone else walk out of their room in their clothes and know that he prefers someone else." I said remembering Whitney, I hadn't told them about it so i heard a few gasps and intakes of breath, Jason gulped "Imagine being forced to hear comments about mates knowing your own rejected you" I twas now face to face with him"Imagine knowing that in two years not once has he tried to search for you because all you were to him was a pathetic naive silly little mate" I quoted him and he flinched.I pulled back and looked at him, not with just anger anymore, with hurt. 

"And now Imagine, that above all that, after learning to at least block him out so you don't get hurt. Your own friend, one of the few people you depend on and trust" I took a shaky breath "ends up being the first one to hurt you since you came back" I bit my lip and shook my head. I walked past him but stopped but didn't turn around just tilted my head backwards and glanced at him 

"Don't worry I won't be a Problem  to you anymore. I'm sorry I was such a burden I never realized" with that I walked away leaving them all behind.

I ran towards the pack house not wanting them to catch up. I ran through the living room and stopped dead in my tracks when three large figures blocked my path. Micheal, Zach, and Damon.

"Wow where's the rush?" Zach asked.

"lux what's wrong?" Damon asked taking a closer step towards me, no i couldn't deal with him, not now. I pushed past them and ran upstairs to go to my room. I spotted Jared coming out of his room.

I don't know what came over me at that second but when Jared saw me and looked at me alarmed, I couldn't help myself. I ran to him and hugged him.

I wanted to cry, I felt like crying, but the tears wouldn't come. I don't know why I couldn't cry but I was shaking with hurt and anger and in seconds, after recovering from the shock, Jared hugged me back and brushed my hair soothingly.

I felt myself being lifted from the floor and laid on a bed. I didn't argue and just kept holding jared as he wrapped his arms around me and said comforting words. He didn't ask what was wrong and for that I was grateful. he seemed to really know what to do.

I felt my eyes close as i got sleepy and right before I fell asleep i thought

who would have thought in the end Jared would be the one comforting me?

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Finally I know sorry but school started and all....I know it's short but still I try I'll upload as soon as I can :)

Tc y'all

P.S: donno what happened when I published this chap last night I just opened my account today and the chapter was just deleted. Thank god I had a draft...also the views and votes are still the same but only one comment stayed...has that happened with anyone? Weird right?