Heyz guys...Wasn't expecting to add another chapter so soon but I've been doin great on my exams *happy dance* so I was like 'I think I deserve a break' *pats head* :P ANYWAYYYYY

The song here is 'The Mess I Made' By 'Parachute'. I think this song is like perfect for What Damon is feeling and how he regrets rejecting Lux and her being with damon etc.

sooo Enjoy :) :P

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Damon's P.O.V.

I paced in my room trying to stop myself and my wolf from going down there and kick his ass again. I couldn't explain it; when I saw him in her bed, holding her, hugging her, I snapped. My wolf was going crazy and so was I.

And when he kissed her, it was the last straw. But now non of that was going through my mind. The only thing I was thinking about was what he said. Was she his girlfriend? She did look shocked when he said it but maybe she was shocked that he blurted it out. Maybe they were keeping it a secret.

"UGH" I groaned punching the wall. My wolf was pissed and if it hadn't been for Lux calming us down when I was fighting Jason I don't know what I would've done.

I closed my eyes and tried to think of the feel of her fur against mine, the heat of her body as she sat next to me on the ground. The image seemed to calm my wolf down so I could control him. I couldn't lose control like that again, not with them and Lux. Cause no how much it pissed me off all of these guys were important to her.

When I was sure I was in good control over my wolf I got out, I needed to talk to Lux. I closed my eyes and let myself follow her scent and found her in the drive way geting on her bike.

"Where you going?" I asked her calmly. She looked at me and shrugged

"Work" she answered me and I nodded thinking of what her work might be, she never mentioned it.

I walked towards her and put my hand over hers on the bike handle. Her head snapped and she stared at me

"is it true?" I asked knowing she'd understand what I meant. She stayed silent and I took a deep breath "tell me"

She nodded "yeah it's true" she said "bye Damon" and with that she turned on her bike and left. The pain I felt was unbearable, knowing my mate chose someone else over me. I closed my eyes and cursed myself, Karma really was a bitch. I deserved this, I deserved to feel what I made her feel.

I ran towards the woods and as soon as I reached it I changed and ran, letting my wolf take over so maybe for just a few hours I'd focus on nothing but the hunt and try to forget everything else

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Lux's P.O.V.

"Hey Dean" I said walking in the garage "Sorry for the no show yesterday I had a few...stuff I had to do" Like kicking rogue ass I thought. I was really thankful for my wolf healing now, if I had to keep my arm the way it was waiting for it to heal I would have gone crazy, not to mention I wouldn't have been able to ride my bike, my baby.

"S'okay we didn't have a lot to do yesterday anyways. But I do have something interesting for you" he said cleaning his hands on a rag "Follow me"

I nodded and followed him to the back and spotted a beat up Ford Mustang "For me? You shouldn't have" I laughed looking at the car that obviously wouldn't last a five minute drive.

Dean laughed "it's a challenge. Once a year there's a contest or something between mechanic shops they give them the the same beat up cars and they have to fix them. And I'm talking the whole package, engine, interior, graphics everything."

"And the prize" I asked walking towards the car, examining it.

"well other than the great advertisement for the store, free parts and updates for two years." he said and I nodded popping up the hood

"Well winning would help this shop a lot." I frowned at the engine "The engine needs almost complete changing, the wires are worn, battery completely thrown out... this is going to take some work"

"Yeahthat's why I'm giving it to you" Dean said and I looked at him in shock so he shrugged "your better with engines and each mechanic shop has to have two people to represent the shop one for the engine, wiring's etc. and one for the graphics and interiors. I'm going to talk to the guy that did the graphics on the Cadillac. Remember? the one you were drooling over?"

I laughed and nudged him on the arm "well it was drool worthy" I shrugged "and yeah great idea with him on our team we'll have a decent chance of winning. Got his number?" Dean nodded

"yeah somewhere under the bunch of papers in the office" he said

"Tell him to stop by tomorrow we'll go over what parts we need, write a list and get to work" I said closing the hood. "Now let's get back to work"

I spent a while at the shop just working trying to keep my mind on the cars but somehow the image of Damon and the look on his face when I told him I was really with Jason. Why did I feel like I hurt him? I didn't, right? his wolf may have been pissed sure but he told  Whitney he didn't want to be with me.

I sighed and put my jacket on, it was getting colder and older these days, and I was thankful I was a werewolf on days like these. I didn't know how humans could take so much cold.

I got to the house and went to the living room where my boys were. I flopped down next to Jason and he put his arm around me as I hugged myself to him. Jason and I were always like that even before we were together, it just seemed natural to cuddle to him. I never thought it meant anything more to him before.

"you tired?" Jason asked kissing my hair I nodded

"I think I'm gonna head upstairs to sleep" I said  yawning "see you in the morning goodnight guys"

I started to get up but Jason tugged my arm and brought me back down kissing me gently "goodnight" he said with a grin.

I ignored the wolf whistles and remarks from the guys and went upstairs. As soon as I reached the top step I saw Damon. His face was emotionless, his eyes blank. I didn't have a clue what he was feeling then.

He stared at me for a few moments and then, almost hesitantly he raised his hand and let his fingers brush my cheek. 

"I realised something" he said in a low voice

"what?" I asked him trying to keep my voice normal, ignoring the tingles that were spreading through my body

He leant forward and I was aout to pull away, afraid he might kiss me but he held me in place and kissed my forehead instead, taking a deep breath in the process.

He cleared his throat and blinked, pulling away and showing me a weak smile "There's one thing I haven't done that I should've when you first came back."

"And what's that?" I asked in a barely audible voice.

He smirked and tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear before leaning in, his breath on my neck causing me goosebumps "I'm so so sorry" he gulped "For everything" he kissed just below my earlobe, making me to shiver he pulled back and looked at me again "but I'm gonna show you Lux, that you belong with me. That I'm not the same anymore" he took a deep breath and determination flashed through his eyes "That you should be with me"

"Damon I--" 

"No! Don't!" he shook his head "You won't change my mind. I am going to make you trust me again. There's a reason you were made to be my mate Lux, I'm going to show you exactly what that reason is. We're supposed to be together" and with that he left.

I stood there trying to process the fact that Damon just apologised to me and said that he was going to...what? Fight for me? I actually never thought I'd hear him say he's sorry Because apologizing meant he regretted what he said, he regretted hurting me and rejecting me. Never did I ever think he'd say he wanted me.

I forced my legs to walk and went to my room. I couldn't wait to get in my bed and sleep already, but only one thought kept popping in my head as I constantly rolled and tossed and turned in my bed: Damon Lytton was going to fight for me.

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 hmmm will things get heated up with Damon's confession now? :P

like the video? Personally I think it's PERFECT for Damon's situation.

  hope you liked the chappie and I am off to study AGAIN *sighs* adios my peeps