[Diary entry #3: February 4, 2020]

Although I perfectly understand that Hyena only had good intentions and that she didn't mean to make me miserable, her plan failed. I dressed up, borrowed Seho's cologne and did my hair to look a little more presentable. I even asked Mom if I looked good, and she said that I would make a pretty good impression.

The problem is, I didn't have to impress Mom, but the three girls I had the chance to talk to. The first one, Sa Hyoseo, was not bad, but we were simply too different. She said she likes heavy metal, has three black cats, loves binge watching series on Netflix and is interested in supernatural. Until this point, everything was okay.

Things started going south when, unfortunately, she mentioned adult videos. At first, I thought she only watched porn for entertainment purpose. It took me a while to realize that she actually acted in two of these movies. She perceived my concern and my fear of prejudice and we parted ways.

At least, however, she still acted amicably towards me, unlike the following two girls. Dan Heejin was the exact opposite of Hyoseo. A bubbly girl whose dress made her look like a giant pink Easter egg. Her obsession for pink was so noticeable that, at first, I felt like I was standing in front of a pink popsicle.

I decided to ask her about her interests. She likes Sailor Moon among others, much to my joy as I'm also a fan, and has a cute Hello Kitty plushy she sleeps with every night since she was five. And, no, this was not the creepy part.

She acted in a possessive way, as if we were already dating and no other girl could claim me. I told her to chill out, but she yelled at me, stating that I didn't care! After my failed attempts to calm her down, she strutted away without saying a word. Surprised that she didn't call me a loser, I yelled back at her, "I'm not your fucking possession!"

The last girl, Yoon Hyejin, was a handful. The first thing I did after greeting her was complimenting her for her stunning looks, her amazing smile and her excellent outfit choice. Still, she wasn't satisfied. She thought I was being trivial and openly told me.

So, I asked her about her interests and her family, sharing that I live with my mother and older brother. Yet, she snorted at me, calling me a loser. I kind of predicted it, so I wasn't particularly angry at her for her words.

What enraged me, however, was her inability to hold her tongue whenever she had anything mean to tell me. Although I like direct, straightforward, outspoken people, I felt that Hyejin was just being rude. When I pointed that out politely, she had an outburst. She accused me of being disrespectful and judgemental without even letting me defend myself!

Frustrated at her behavior, I left her behind, flipping her off, and left the dating house. Hopefully, she won't see me again and the other way round.

When I told Mom about this disastrous night, she cried rivers.

What am I doing wrong?