[Diary entry #15: February 16, 2020]

At last! It turns out that "Siyeon" indeed replied to my message.

"Hi, sorry for the late reply! Thank you for always supporting us and being a loyal Insomnia! I hope you'll enjoy our upcoming comeback. Stay tuned!"

Not exactly what I expected, but it's actually a good thing. She mentioned "our comeback," which made me think that I'm talking to the real Lee Siyeon after all.

If this is the case, however, I'm still going to keep it a secret, at least for now. No-one would believe me, especially Mom, who would instead go on and set up more dates with more desperate people for me.

This is why I just left another message saying, "I will! You're all going to snap this era! P.S.: thank you for the support as well. By the way, I'd like to ask you a question if and when you have time to answer again."

That said, I've just promised myself I'll limit my activities on Tinder until "Siyeon" answers back and I'll try to endure this mess that is my life in this period. Easier said than done, though. Chances are that Min Seonghwa and her friends will try everything to lure me to give them another chance.

I need to make things clear with them. I need to tell them the truth, that they're not my type at all and that they should try to move on rather than insisting.

But how can I do so without being called asocial or dubbed as insensitive? Every time I have to make a step forward, I make two back instead.

I'm stuck. Someone gets me out of this huge pile of shit that is my love life.