[Diary entry #13: February 14, 2020]

Guess who got fired on Valentine's Day Eve? Yes, a certain loser named Han Gyungtaeg.

Me.

I don't even know whether I should blame it on myself or those conniving bitches, Geum Heeae, her friend Mo Suhyun, and Lee Sangmi. I'm so tired of women belittling me because I can't apparently "swoon" them. I'm better off on my own than with those brats.

Worse still, when I got back home and told Mom the truth, she was anything but impressed. She knows that finding a new job is anything but a walk in the park, especially for a guy like me whose social skills are below zero.

To add insult to injury, anyway, when the drunkard from Seho's bachelor party came in "by chance" (I hope she did find me by chance, or else I'm going to reject her on the spot since I don't like creepy, stalker-ish bitches), Mom let her in!

And, no, she wasn't wearing anything like the sexy attire she had on that night. She just wore a plain white shirt, a plain black skirt, and had no make-up at all. I only recognized her because Mom, when introducing the girl to me, clearly pronounced her name. Min Seonghwa.

Oh shit.

She's so not my type. She gives me a creepy vibe. There's something off about her. Is she desperate to be married off? What the heck are her intentions?

Slow down, Gyungtaeg. She's just a random girl you met at a stupid bachelor party and that "casually" (or this is what I think) bumped into my mother, who took her to our house (for a cup of tea, or this is what I think again).

Anyway, I need a distraction. It's Valentine's Day, after all. Maybe "Siyeon" finally bothered answering my message, who knows?

By the way, I've just realized that I'm popular among fellow Insomnia, especially women. Most of them are gushing over Dreamcatcher's upcoming comeback. Followers are coming at light speed, people are starting to like my pictures and asking me about my interests.

It turns out, however, that most of those people are either gay or already in a relationship. I mean, what the heck are they even doing on Tinder? Isn't it supposed to be for looking for love? Or are those people just looking for a fling, someone to hook up with?

Do I want a longlasting relationship or a hook-up?