[EDDIE BROCK DRABBLE]
This was part of my 2k celebration in my Tumblr, I let my Spotify decide the songs for song drabbles. Lyrics are taken from Against the Current's version.
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Say another word, I can't hear you / The silence between us / Is starting to be louder than the word we scream / I take this chance that I make you mine / Taking in the fears I know, and knowing what I can barely say
When Eddie first started dating you, he hadn't planned for an alien to get attached to him. He distanced himself from you, afraid that Venom would do something to you - he ate people after all. You tried to talk to him about it, make him tell you what's wrong, but he never replied to your texts.
So stand up, stand up (Just gotta keep on running) / Wake up, wake up (Just tell me how I can) / Never give up / These moments of beauty makes me somber
The beauty of your relationship should have made him feel optimistic and hopeful, but instead it made him feel somber. He was too afraid - even after Venom gave his blessing to your relationship and promised not to eat you, Eddie was nervous about you getting scared of the fact that "he" was now "them". That he wasn't alone in his body anymore.
Just give me a reason / To keep my heart beating / Don't worry it's safe right here in my arms / Crying it's time to save the weaker / Reaching for something / So blinded I can't see the end
He hoped you could give him a reason to fight his fears, trust that you'd love him enough to see him behind Venom. Learn to cuddle or have dinner with him even if Venom would suddenly snake his way beside you and make a comment at you, embarrassing you both. Maybe he was blinded and couldn't see the end result, what it would truly be, but he was too afraid to find out.
This hand I've held tightly / To keep it close to me / I can't let it slip through these fingers I'll hold on / It's away with those old days back when I had nothing or no one to lose / I do now
He still found himself wanting to hold your hand in regular basis, keep it close to him. Hold on to it and press a kiss on top of it. They were those days when he wasn't like this, someone people could call a monster. Good old days when he had you, and thought that he would never lose you.
Just tell me why baby / They might call me crazy (crazy) / For saying I'll fight until there is no more (no more) / Forget how we felt about each other / It's time to get over / Blinded I can't see the end
People would call him crazy, call you crazy too, for dating someone who has another, people eating alien side. He was too afraid that you would run away from him, be scared of him for the rest of your lives, and that would have broken his heart a million times more - so he just hoped that you would both just forget how you felt for each other. Hope that you'd understand.
Maybe in the future you'd make it, and even though he'd never escape Venom, and wasn't even wanting to get rid of him anymore - maybe you would pull it through sometime in the future, and your life would finally begin.
Look how far we've made it (made it) / The pain I can't escape it (escape it) / Remember a time when I was on the outs and had nowhere to go / I know now that, no matter how I start I have to play my part / All the way through / It finally begins
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