Requested by GeeklyGhostGirl

Pietro's POV

I sat in the church looking at the open casket. The priest droned on in a monotone voice about how she's in a better place but I wasn't listening, I was just thinking one thing...

This was my fault

The whole team had told me that I couldn't have saved her. But I could've. If I hadn't run in the  way of that stupid ship then she's still be here, cuddled up in my arms as we both watched netflix all day in our pyjamas. If I hadn't run infront of that stupid ship then I would be able to hear her laugh again and look into her beautiful hazel eyes again. I would've been able to see the way they light up with excitement whenever we had a mission or the way she smiled when she used her powers for good.

You killed her

I told myself, because it was true I killed her. I was the reason she was infront of that plane. I was the reason she died. My leg twitched as I wasn't used to staying still for this long but I promised my self I would stay still throughout all of this, for Emma.

The priest finnished what he was saying and everyone began to stand up to say their respects before she was puy into that God forbidden hole underground.

I lingered at the back of the line, wanting to be the last person she ever heard before she was buried. Before it was my turn Steve patted me on the shoulder and gave me solemn look. I just nodded before speeding towards her coffin, I knelt down and placed my hand on the side of her stone cold face "Hey Emma." I smiled slightly seeing she was holding the bunch of roses I bought for her when I proposed to her. "I know I'm probably the last person you want to listen to right now." Tears started to form in my eyes when I got no response "I'm really sorry." I croaked "I-I-I didn't expect you to use a force field around me and not yourself." I was fully sobbing now "I know you saved 3 lives that day b-but you didn't need to leave me." I cried.

Steve tapped me on the shoulder and I threw him off "I wish I got to  tell you how much I love you. How much I love your smile, and your laugh." I chuckled through my tears "And the face you would pull when I tried to be romantic. I will always love you Emma. Always" I wiped my tears away and placed the ring she was supposed to wear when we got married on her stomach and watched as they took her away to bury her 6 feet under.

Sorry it's late 😅. I fell asleep whilst writing it and then I've been busy all day. But it's up now!

-Lucy ^.^