Requested by @FireGirl_ThePhoenix

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Loki wanted the world to prove that he was worthy. He wanted approval. He just wanted to be loved for once, just to be the best or better.

And when he was in his lowest, the most disgraced person on Asgard. He disappointed his mother, the only person that stood by him. And he couldn't even win back her approval because she's gone.

He felt lost.

Loki was now lying in the abyss, his mind and heart was blank. He couldn't think. He didn't know what he was doing anything for anymore.

But still he wanted the world, hoping that his other would see him now. The best and always better for once in his life.

Feeling angry that he couldn't do anything right, his mind wandered. Everyone was moving on, but he was frozen. He didn't want to be frozen, but he couldn't move.

And no one waited for him.

But she did.

Y/N watched him through the crowd of people that was always moving, but he just stood there. She watched, intrigued, how he looked in the distance longingly.

Wanting to do something, she did.

She walked through the people and put a hand on his shoulder.

He hissed, making her step back a bit, but she stubbornly stayed. She stayed with him.

Maybe it was because she was lost too. She could go anywhere, but she didn't know which to choose.

And they were just two lost people in a world full of plans.

She learned that he too, once, had a plan. But it was halted and now he was frozen.

Having nothing else better to do, she was curious. Curious on why he shoved her back when she took a step further. What could hurt him so much to shove away everyone.

Loki didn't realize that he had a new goal until she knew what the answer to her question was.

Then, she was gone in a instant.

And there he was again. Lost and frozen in time with no exact purpose.

He was determine to find her again, to cherish her properly and and win her approval even if she was always gave it to him.