Ilusm by gnash.         It's a amazing song

The clock flashed 3:47am as moonlight poured in the window of Clarks small bedroom on the vast farm on Kent property.

Clark wrapped his arms around your waist as you breathed lightly beside his wide awake mind.

"I've been trying and finding things going right aren't as simple as everyone told me."

He felt at peace. He stopped running, running away from his feelings, his thoughts, his heritage.

So now, he was not running.

He was staying.

Staying beside you, like he always wanted to.

"Out of breath, out of time, is it your turn is it mine? I can't sleep tonight.

His thoughts wandered to your eyes, which were closed as the moonlight made shadows from your lashes.

Your lips where slightly parted, making Clark want to plant a kiss on them.

He just stayed there, thankful and taking every second he had with you.

"Is it fine, if we find that in time that this isn't right, I can't speak tonight."

The curtain drifted in the air, making the room in a blue-grey tint.

He could feel you legs tangled in his, he could feel you smooth skin as he tried hard not to disturb your sleep.

Your hair sprayed out across his light blue pillow, letting out your intoxicating scent.

Clark felt as if he was tiny when he was around you.

"Just make me special, make me feel loved, make me feel something, lately life's made me numb."

As if he was normal, as if he wasn't a alien, outcast, or a loner.

He felt as if he fit in, like puzzle pieces.

He laced his cold fingers into you warm ones as his face smiled lightly.

"I just want to hold you, for just long enough, so you won't get tired of me telling you I love you so much." 

Clark stared at you hands, how they held his so perfectly perfect, it was scary.

He knew he needed to sleep, but couldn't stop thinking about you.

"If I take care of you, will you take care of me?"

His electric blue eyes fluttered closed as he pressed his face into the crook of your neck trying to calm his rampaging thoughts.

Clark eventually convinced himself to sleep, even though he knew you would be in his dreams.

"I need sleep tonight, you'll be in my dreams tonight though."

Like every second of his life.