Barry could still remember it like yesterday.

Her h/c hair blowing in the wind, e/c eyes shining, her smiling brightening his vision. His world was lifted from the dark cloak and made him forget Iris and reminding him that there's another way.

Just look harder.

Y/N smiled and stuck a tongue at him.

Barry tackled her with tickles and left her still giggling and laughing

Barry remembered her annoying, cute habits.

He remembered her morning kisses and pancakes.

Barry still kept the photos of her and still had her as his screensaver.

He just couldn't let go.

Barry remembered her melodic laugh and her graceful movements. Her strong opinions and her powerful confidence. Her undying passion and love.

He still can feel her soft kisses and her tight hugs. Their shared memories of late nights and deep talks.

It was all like a fairy tail. [ ;) ]

Too good to be true.

His trance and his dreams where all made up of you. You're his reasons. You're his support line.

He didn't want to fall in love, but you made him think otherwise.

He didn't want to get attached but he couldn't deny the attractions.

He remembered his shed tears and your reassuring smile and encouragement.

It just hurts too much

Barry laid every night, alone.

He never could've thought that he would be so attached and so fragile. He felt so happy yet weak around you.

You made his day, you built his confidence, you showed him new things, you guided his life.

At least before you betrayed him.

At least before you saved him.

At least before you died protecting him.