CHAPTER 30
HANIA'S POV
Evening reception was lovely i had a great time with my family, my in-laws and ofcourse haadi. I liked that part the most when both my family came together on stage to remove a big family photo as one.
Marriage probably make two families one and it is so good to see every face with big smile and shiny eyes.
I loved that part the most when haadi stretched out his hand to hold my hand and make me step up on stage, our eyes met with each other for few seconds and i forced myself to look down. He was looking so handsome that my eyes weren't listening to my mind and when he hold my hands i felt butterflies in my stomach.
He didn't let go my hand and even i didn't try to take away, it just felt so perfect at that time. I felt so secured and safe, it just sooth my nerves. I was so calm and comfortable with him alone on stage all my nervesness flew away.
May be that's why people say that Nikkah is the best thing. It makes everything halal.
Haadi gave me flowers which i really liked, may be he is trying to impress me with this gestures or may be really trying to make this marriage work.
While i was crying in the car he offered me his handkerchief which was a kind gesture cute gesture i mean i was literally blushing and my tears stop automatically.
But i covered my face because of crying all my makeup would be have been wash out though makeup was waterproof but i saw kajal on his handerchief.
While sana was re-doing my makeup she asked me to relax as according to her haadi bhai won't eat me.. i know he won't eat me but what about this special night and what is he expecting from me tonight i have no idea and this is the only thing making me nervous.
So right now i am sitting on this bed waiting for my husband. Like Really? Husband? Oh god! I still can't believe that i am married, i am so damn nervous right now that my throat is getting dry every now and then.
I am actually in his room as his wife, sitting on bed as his bride and i don't even know what will happen next. I am not ready for anything right now. For me marriage itself is a big thing and that too arrange marriage which i never thought off. I am just scared.
Just scared because i have no idea how will haadi behave with me, i don't know much about him. We just met twice or thrice occassionaly that too formally.
I never asked sana about him, ofcourse why would you ask about haadi's well-being you duffer my mind mocked me and i was like, yeah! actually that's true he was never on my list let alone marriage.
The room was decorated with rose petals lots of flowers, scented candles and star lightings were everywhere in room.
I liked the interior of the room it is in cream colour with a pinch of gold and purple may be he like purple. The room looks royal and modern at the same time.
After seeing this room and this bed i got more nervous though i liked the decorations, the scented candles were soothing my nerves but purpose of this decoration scared me so much that i was shivering. It was a huge master bedroom and i am sitting alone on bed like a cherry on top of the cake.
Yeah! i know my sense of humour is gone now, actually my all senses are shut down.
My heart was hammering against my chest. Whole body was heated up but my hands were freezing cold. I felt butterflies in my stomach and my mouth and lips got dry due to this nervousness.
Suddenly i heard the voice of opening and closing of door, he is here.. ya allah what do i do now.. someone help me please my body became stiff and tears were on the tip anytime to come out.
Ya Allah help me.. i am stuck now!!!
I am really freaking out. I don't have any idea what will happen now. What he gonna say and ask me. What i am gonna answer him. I felt my body became numb as i was sitting like a dumb.
I immediately lower my red veil on my head. I interlinked my fingers with each other and closed my eyes tightly. I felt the bed dipped from my right hand side and then he said "Assalamu alaikum"
I was contemplating what to do should i reply but my mouth became so dry that words weren't coming out, i build some confidence and replied "Wa.. walekum.. Assalam".
I looked at him through the veil he was also looking at me, then i looked down as i can't gaze at him like this. "Hania" he called my name so softly that i felt my heart hammering against my chest as i could hear the voice of my own heartbeat.
Haadi's POV
I was waiting for her to reply but it seems she was also nervous just like me or may be more than me. I took a deep breath and again called her name Hania and this time she looked at me through the veil but she didn't say anything. She was all silent.
I took a deep breaths to calm myself and my heart, after building some confidence i slowly started lifting her veil which was covering her face. I slowly reveal her beautiful innocent face. As soon as i removed her veil her eyes met with mine and we were looking at each other.
Meanwhile, my heart skips its beats after seeing her beautiful face. Her hazel eyes were looking at me though she looked nervous but beautiful and innocent at the same time. We were literally gazing at each other she was looking so beautiful and hot in that maroon color lehenga.
Then her eyes lower down and now she was looking at her hand, i smiled looking at her sweet face. Something was happening inside me. I really like her so much or may be i am falling for my wife slowly.
She won't saying anything till i ask her something or she will just look at me and then lower her eyes, what do i do i have no idea. This is also my first time afterall and even i am damn nervous but i also know that i have to make her comfortable no matter what after she is my wife my responsibility. I have to remove this awkwardness between us.
I sat up in front of her on bed comfortably then took deep breaths and relaxed. I look deeply at her beautiful face her face was lower down.
Hania thank you so much for accepting me as your husband. She looked up at me and i continued..
I know you might have never thought of getting married this early that too an arrange marriage or i would say unwanted marraige, i also know you sacrifice your life your most desired wish to fulfill the promise you made my baby sister. Everyone wanted this marriage but i also know that you never wanted this. I know you have many dreams to fulfill and trust i will make sure to fulfill your every dream your every desire.
I promise to keep you happy always, i promise to be there for you whenever you need me, I promise to be with you in our good or bad times, i promise you that you will never sacrifice your wishes or dreams from now on because i am here to make it real. I also promise you that i will never ever break your trust, i promise you to understand you and make you comfort in every situation, hani you are my wife my responsibility now.
She was looking at me with tears in her eyes, may be she didn't like whatever i said. I tried to wipe her tears but then she was quick to wipe.
I am sorry hani, i said to her. I never wanted to make you cry i can't stand your tears, if i hurt you with my words then i am so sorry baby but please stop crying biwi.
She wiped her tears and said, "I am not hurt you didn't said anything wrong, Please continue what you were saying before". I felt happy that her tears were not because of hurt. I forward both my hands to hold hers. She immedietely hold my hands with her hands as if she was waiting for me to ask her.
I will protect you from every evil eyes, i will try my best to give you respect the way you deserve, i promise you that i will never allow any third wheel in between us, i promise you that i will never cheat you never disgrace you, i promise i will never pressurize you for anything, i promise to listen to you and your problems, i promise that you are and you will always be my wife in this world and hereafter.
I completed and took a deep sigh, i then took both hands and kissed it softly she shivered little getting nervous again. I unhold my left hand from hers and wiped her teary face, she was looking at me and then i saw i sweet smile on her face with lit my face too.
She took deep sighs and said, "Th.. thank y.. you s..o much haadi, she stammered then i just squeeze her hands to continue. I...i j..just want you to trust me, understand me, and give some time to understand you. I believe every word you said just now and trust you with my life but i..i w....want y...you to give me some.. sometime to..to.. i mean.. she stopped and looked down getting nervous all of a sudden but i got it what she is trying to say.
Wifey trust me on this completely i know what you wanna say let us fall in love with each other first. We will fall for each other crazily one day, as you know love is more important than pleasure. Then in coming future we will think about intimacy, I smiled nervously as the intimacy word wasn't coming out of my mouth. She looked at me and happily smiled getting relaxed.
We were now talking random things about each others likes and dislikes. She also loves beaches just like me, her favourite color is pink and red. I guessed it right because today after nikah when i entered her room i saw everything was in pink color. She loves non-vegetarian food specially her mother's dishes. She is loves her family the most but loves sania more. Hani also love sana more than anyone. They both can die for each other, i also got to know that sana is her only friend and no one else. My doll sister is pretty much possessive when it comes to her loved ones just like me.
She likes travelling but never got chance, she also love to play Badminton. My wife is good cook and is a real foodie just like me. I remember her plum cake which i ate it in one go. She likes reading and this is the only thing not similar. We have so many things common.
Hani is comfortable now so i took my time to admire her features, she was talking and i was just nodding with a smile. I was busy looking at her beautiful face and then suddenly i bend down towards her face and kiss her forehead to which she shivered by my touch and then closed her eyes.
Then I join my forehead with hers as she was looking so damn hot with crimson blush on her cheeks, i then slowly kissed her right cheek and then left cheek. I don't know why i kiss her but i felt like doing it, she opened her eyes to met with mine and we both were looking at each other. My eyes went down to red lips which were shivering now, i smiled and moved little back to look at view in front of me. My wife.....
Her hazel eyes, her blush, her shivering lips, her beautiful innocent face was all pulling me towards her. She was looking like an angel and then suddenly i remembered about the gift. My first gift for my wife.
I excused myself saying i will be here in 2 seconds and went inside the closet to bring her gifts.
After a while i came back with 2 bags and handover it to hani, she looked at me nervously but then took it with her shivering hands.
It is your wedding gift wifey, open it now. I wanted to see if you like or not. She smiled sweetly and open one bag and removed the box. She opened the box and then her eyes widened as if she is shocked to see her gift.
How do you know about this? She asked me still looking at the box..
I was confused so i asked her what??
She looked at me and said this ring.. how come you got me the same ring i wanted it for so long and i was like ohh..
I don't know what to say hani, this is just a coincidence that i choose the same ring which you desire to buy. I just thought about you when my eyes fell on it i said genuinely and smiled. She looked deep into my eyes for few seconds and then smile back.
I ask her that should i made her wear and she agreed in an instant.
Ring really suit her, it looked awesome on her fingers.
Now she is opening 2nd box and i can see excitement on her face, i hope she like this too.
Haadi...... She said my name and i feel current in my whole body.
This is so so beautiful she whispered as her eyes filled with tears again, ohh god why this girls always cry. She was crying and admiring it at the same time. Tha.. thank y..you haadi for so beautiful gifts she said while wiping her tears.
You liked it i asked her and she replied it with a nod, i leaned down to her face and kissed her cheek. She was shocked and then she became stiff. I don't know what was happening it to me but i leaned more and kissed her plum red lips lightly.
Long chapter guys.. i hope you like it
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I don't know if its romantic or not..
I don't have a single idea about first night specially when i myself is single with zero experience.
Arrange marriage is difficult at initial stage and i have just imagine myself at that moment and wrote this so i hope you all like it...
Next update will be soon may be before weekend.
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