Paro pov.

I snuggled more in my pillow. I love this warmness, I love this smell, I love this comfort but why I am feeling that my pillow is moving. How can a pillow move I want to see it but I am too tired to open my eyes

I opened my eyes slowly WAIT  why I am naked where are my clothes huh OH shit a pure shit did... I....did...I, I look up to see my husband he was smiling at me Oh my god my cheeks instantly turn red I covered my face with my palm, Oh shit yesterday we did it.

He laughed at me he removed my hands from my face but suddenly he became serious "I..is.. it paining" I bite my lower lip and shook my head in negative he again smiled at me and peck my lips

FLASHBACK

"Oh my god Shushant what's this" there was a bed decorated with rose petals

"What do you think" I really don't want to say anything and honestly I don't know anything it's j..just 

"Paro" he hugged me from behind and kissed me on my shoulder

"I want to start a family with you" I was very surprised am I ready for this or not. 

"What are you thinking" he asked. I blinked my eyes many times don't what to say. "If you are not ready I will not force you". See this why I hate my self he always thinks about me but what I am doing nothing just pushing him away from me. Its your duty Paro to full fill his needs. You never did anything for him.

"Shushant I am ready for this" he turned around but he was not looking happy I thought he would be happy. "Paro what I said I am not forcing you" 

"Yes I know you are not forcing me and I am definately ready for this" I said confirming him. "I know its not you who is saying this" Ughhh this is too much

"Do you want me to rape you" 

"What" he shocked by my words

"What Shushant I am ready for this how many times I have to say but you are denying it sometimes you irritate me so much that sometimes I want to break arms and legs"

"Uh-hh--h" I know he thinks that I am very naive but in reality I too bold but due to circumstances I had kept quite

When I saw him he was smirking at me and that he claimed my lips

PRESENT TIME

Shushant is still smiling at me. We are currently going to our home

When we reached home we were welcome by Sheru awwww my baby but suddenly he started pulling my saree

"oh--oo Sheru what are you doing. Do want me to took somewhere" in return he barked at me and started running towards living area 

But suddelny a very loud voice came "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" I gasped Oh shit today is my birthday how can I forget it

"Happy bornday beautiful" he kissed my forehead when I turned to look at the bunch of the people I caught one familiar face. So I was right

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Guys I have also updated author's note also please read it carefully