Randhir stepped back listening her  words. Sanyukta broke down on the floor crying bitterly. Randhir was looking at her. His heart ached in pain. His eyes glitters seeing her cry. He wanted to ..comfort her..but he knew his touch and his presence may worsen the situation. He quietly dashed out side the room to calm the things. Sanyukta was crying continuously cursing her life and faith."Why me god.. why me..?? Was it a crime to ask for a loving husband. Who loves me more than my body. I know he too has some physical needs but..but why don't he understand. everyday i try to love him..accept him as my husband...But whenever i try to do so...he do something which make me hate him more than before..i know are the man i should be thankful to. But the beast inside you make me loath you Randhir...how much hard i try to love you or how much effort i make to be a good wife..but my past and your deeds ruin everything Randhir."Sanyukta cried her heart and don't know when she fall asleep. It was 2am in the midnight when Randhir gathered all his courage to enter the room and face her. He swiftly open the door and sight in front of him made him guilty. Sanyukta was sleeping or rather say lying on the floor like a lifeless body. Kurti still slided down her shoulder reavealing her fair skin. Hair all messed up. Tears stain still visibile on her cheeks. Her hands were hugging her knees and she was shivering due to fear more than cold.Randhir felt a stab in his heart. Seeing his love in this condition...his heart broke into pieces. He wanted to kill himself for her condition. He knew it was all because of him. He slowly walked towards her n took her in his arms.He gently placed her on the bed and adjusted her dress properly... Then he covered her with blanket. All the while the tears made place from his eyes down his cheeks. He lovingly n kissed her forehead and  was about to leave when he saw Sanyukta holding his wrist. He tried to free himself from the grip but the hold was strong enough to make him defeat."Please don't leave me..i need u please..mat jao." Randhir heard Sanyukta murmuring. He  sat on d edge of the bed and started caressing her hair. "Im not going anywhere Sanyukta..im with you...i m always with you Sanyukta..i always want to protect you Sanyukta..i always wished to sit like this beside you holding your hand. Placing you in my arms...the most safest place for you. I was not a believer of  love Sanyukta..but you are one who build my trust in this word..i always thought the love at first sight is something which can be experienced in movies and novels only but after meeting you..i know it can happen in real life too. I still remember the day i saw you..that  day changed my life Sanyukta..i know I'm a beast..but I'm trying my best to change for you...i want to be a perfect husband..to give you all the comforts and happiness of world. I'm trying my level best to match up to your expectations...but Sanyukta in doing all this i need your support...i need you beside me to guide me to support me..to scold me when I'm wrong...to react on my deeds...to love me..i know for you loving someone again is hard..but I'm trying my best to make all this easy for you...i don't know where it all go wrong..Sanyukta i just need your love...I'm trying hard to change myself..but the beast inside me..and monster inside me always suppress the loving Randhir....i need your love Sanyukta to change me...whenever I love you...your hatred give rise to devil inside me.." Randhir sobbed. And all this while don't know when he fall asleep..
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Slowly morning crept. But this morning was unusual thn other mornings. Its has some calm and peace in it or it was just the beginning of the new phase. Randhir was still sitting on the edge of the bed resting his back with support to the wall. Sanyukta still holding his one hand n resting her head on his lap. Randhir was first one to wake up. He slowly freed himself from her grip and dashed inside d loo to freshen up. After good 15mins he came out and found his love still sleeping. He slowly caressed her head and  placed her kiss on her forehead."Sleep well he murmured  and Sanyukta slowly open her eye lids. Randhir quickly straighten himself and moved out of the room leaving a confused Sanyukta behind. Randhir came down. He was going for the office when Renuka asked him to have breakfast.
"Beta have your breakfast."
"Mom mood nahi hai."
"Accha beta where is Sanyukta."
"Mom she is bit tired so she is sleeping. Let her rest." Randhir said
"OK beta."
"Tired..!!!" Kaustuki giggled. Randhir without wasting a second dashed outside the house took his car and drove for the office. Here Sanyukta got up. Her head was paining. She rested her head between her knees and  pressed them hard to reduced pain. Suddenly she ran towards the loo and vomit her stomach out. She washed her face from the water..but the view infront of her was getting blur..her mind was getting black..she somehow came out of the washroom.
"Kaustuki beta go and see if Sanyukta is OK or not. If she is awake tell me i will send her breakfast."
"OK mom." Kaustuki chipped and stepped towards her room. The door was open. She stepped inside and "Mommmm!!!" She screamed.