LISTEN. BEFORE READ THIS I'M JUST GOING TO SAY THAT JACK WILL BE GOING THROUGH SERIES OF MEMORIES. SOME ARE SAD WHILE OTHERS ARE HAPPY. JUST SAYING.

I stare in disbelief.

"Who are you?" I whisper out.

Who am I? I guess you can say that I am your subconscious. It says smiling even wider. I wince stepping backwards a little bit.

"S-stay away from me!" I stutter. That only added fuel to its fire.

Oh but you were the one who said that you could face me. That's true. I was the one who basically challenged it. But now, I wasn't so sure.

Jack, stay strong. Mark's voice echoes through my mind. I smile a little. I had to stay strong, for my friends, for my fans, for everyone.

"Alright. I'm not afraid of you." I growl. It laughs.

So be it. Was the only warning it gave before I was launched head first into a pit of darkness.

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"If you think you're strong enough." A familiar voice says sarcastically. I smile.

"Mark!"

"Shut up and let me finish my sentence." He growls. I shrink back a little. "Like I was trying to say, if you think you're strong enough, you would've let go already. You would've just let yourself die." Tears well up in my eyes. Why is Mark saying this? Didn't he want me to live?

That's not Mark, a tiny voice inside me whispers. Remember this?

Suddenly the meanness in Mark's eyes fades away and was replace by a sad look.

"I could never hurt you Jack," he whispers. My throat constricts as I smile a little bit at the happy thought. "You know that."

"I know," I whisper to the imaginary Mark that was in my mind. "But I'm scared that I will end up disappointing you so bad until one day you don't want to be my friend anymore." The imaginary Mark shakes his head.

"You could never disappoint me Jack. You will always be one of my best friends no matter what." I smile sadly at the memory as it slowly fades into another one.

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"How's it going bros? My name's Pewdiepie and let me tell you about someone I hate. His name is Jacksepticeye." My heart beats a little faster. What did I ever do to Felix?

Don't be fooled by his petty games, Jack. He is making you see your fears. See through them.

"I can't believe Jack thinks that we are friends!" The "evil" Felix says. "He is nothing but a huge disappointment to me and society." I whimper at the harsh words, trying not to cry.

Jack, it's not really Felix. Just some clone of him in your head.

"I wish Jacksepticeye would just go kill himself." Something in me snaps.

"Listen here you dumb fuck. I know that this isn't really Felix, so you can cut the act!"

Oh really? Trying to act tough? Try this on for size!

I was thrown head first into a dark tidal wave.

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There was nothing. No people, no objects, nothing. I was just floating around in a dark space. I try to speak but no sound escapes past my lips. This was when I started to freak out.

What's going on? What happened? In the distance there was a white orb floating in the distance. Part of me really wanted to touch it, but part of me wanted to stay as far away from it as possible.

Go towards it. Don't be afraid. I hesitate.

How can I trust you?

You trusted me on all of the other ones. That was true. I did trust him after all. I sigh, making my way towards the orb. Whatever happens, I just hope it doesn't end up killing me.

Hi there confused people. Before you guys comment saying I am so confused, I might as well explain what's happening. This chapter is suppose to be Jack having an internal conflict.. I felt like I have to explain every little detail because people keep saying that they are so confused... I tried my best to explain what is going on but I guess I just suck at trying to explain. Anyways good morning to you guys.

*hugs*

Kat