WARNING!!! Mentions rape, so be warned.

Positive. I can't believe it. I fall to the floor in tears. First I was raped in an alleyway by a man I didn't even know, now I'm having his baby.

I pull out my phone and press a number on my speed dial, my eyes blurred by my tears.

"Hello?" I say in a quivering voice. "Hey, what's wrong?" It was Mark, my best friend. We had been friends ever since they collaborated on each other's channels.

"Remember what happened two weeks ago?" I gasp. "Yes, what?" He says, worry in his voice.

"I'm... Mark, I'm pregnant" I sob. He is silent over the phone. Then, I hear him cry over the phone.

"Oh my gosh. (Y/N) I'm...I'm so sorry. Come over right now." I take a deep breath and get in the car and drive over to Mark's house.

I knock on the door. Mark opened the door, his eyes red with tears. "Oh (Y/N)!" We burst into tears again and I wrap my arms around him.

"Hey, what's going on?" Matt, Ryan, and Daniel were all standing there. "Well, I'm pregnant."

They sit there for a second, then their eyes fill with tears as they understand the implications. They in turn wrap their arms around me.

"Hey (Y/N)?" Mark says. "Yeah?" I reply. "Move in with us. You need protection and assistance. You shouldn't be living alone."

I look up at him. "Really? You'd do that, for me?" I say, eyes filling with tears of joy. "Of course." He says. "Thank you." I say, once more wrapping my arms around them.

TIME SKIP BROUGHT TO YOU BY TINY BOX TIM!

Mark and the cyndago boys didn't let me help move at all. They just told me to film as they did everything for me.

"I can't believe we're done moving!" Mark says. I laugh. "I know. Thank you so much for letting me live here."

"Of course." Mark says. He places a hand on her stomach. "We need to care for this baby." I smile. "Yeah..."

I think I love Mark. And, I think he loves me too. I go into my new room and lay on my bed. No, Mark can't love me. I'm a pregnant woman with a ton of problems. He can't love me.

I sigh and go into my recording room. I decide to record a video. I want to tell my fans why everything's been off lately.

"Hello my lovelies! It's LittleMissCrybaby here and I have news. As you have probably noticed, uploading has been weird lately, so I decided to explain."

I take a deep breath and continue. "I'm...I'm pregnant. I'm about three months along. No, I don't have a boyfriend or husband. It's... not a good situation. But, I made the decision to keep it."

I feel tears dripping down my face. "I want everyone to understand that this is really hard for me. Please be mindful in the next several months."

I wipe away my tears. "I love you all so much. Goodbye until the next video Bye!"

I turn off the camera and sit in the chair, tears pouring down my face.

"Hey. Are you alright?" Mark comes into the room. He puts his arm around me. I take a deep breath. "This baby won't have a father. Will...you be my baby's father?"

He looks me in the eye, and a large smile stretches across his face. "Of course! I would like nothing more." He wraps his arms around me and kisses my cheek.

"I will be this baby's best father ever." He says.

"Mark. I...I'm scared. Not of being in a relationship, but the person I trust and love abusing me. I love you Mark, but I'm scared."

He looks at me and smiles. "Okay."

TIME SKIP BROUGHT TO YOU BY SEPTIPLIER

It was the day of the gender reveal party. Tons of YouTuber friends were there.

"I'm so nervous! Rachel, where is Colleen?" I say. Colleen made cotton candy ice cream dip cones. "I'm here!" Colleen says.

"Oh, good." I say. I head outside. Among the many YouTubers there, there was Markiplier, Jacksepticeye, Cyndago, PewDiePie, AmazingPhil, Danisnotonfire, Tyler Oakley, Shane Dawson, Troye Sivan, Joe Sugg, Caspar Lee, Connor Franta, Joey Graceffa, along with many more.

"Listen up!" I say. They all look at me. I take a deep breath. "It's time." I pick up the ice cream cone and put it in my mouth.  I look down and stare.

"Colleen, are you serious?" She nods, happy tears streaming down her face. I burst into tears.

It was a swirled come which meant... Twins. I hold it up to show everyone. Everyone starts cheering. Mark comes up to me and embraces me.

"I love you, (Y/N), no matter what, and even if these babies aren't mine, I'll care for them as if they were." I lean in and kiss him, then turn to address everyone.

"I didn't want these babies. I don't want them to have to know the circumstances in which they were conceived. But, I'm happy that my have all of you, that I can call, I have uncles, aunts, godparents, and a substitute father. This is what YouTube is about. Family."

Afterwards, Mark comes up to me.

"I love you. No matter what, always."