Heyo. So yeah this is the more unflattering side of things coming to the front. Hope this is done okay. Enjoy!

CW: Non-con kissing, drunkenness, memory loss, mentions of sexual assault

Most of the UA classes went on to university for further training. Izuku, Bakugou, Shinsou, Uraraka, and Iida ended up in the same class again. Bakugou's long distance boyfriend showed up as well. Kirishima. He'd gotten into UA but hadn't had the money to move to Japan from Vietnam, so he'd gone to a local hero school in Ho Chi Minh and saved up to get to university in Japan. They were a class of twenty with various quirks, so it was hard to be exceptionally noteworthy, but somehow, Todoroki managed. It wasn't his father, or his quirk. Maybe it was his intense gaze, or his insistence of only using ice that lasted half the year.

But eventually, Midoriya went to his friends at lunch. He dropped onto a seat next to Uraraka. "I think I have a crush on Todoroki."

"No," Uraraka gasped. "Really?"

"We had no idea." Shinsou shook his head.

"Genuinely. Shocked." Kirishima grinned.

Bakugou just took a sip of water. "It was obvious, Deku. You're gay as shit."

Deku groaned and hit his forehead off the table.

Shortly after the beginning of first year, their class went out for a drink. A few couldn't make it – Todoroki had stuff with his father, and Monoma just never showed up anyway. It was just after Izuku finally managed to get his gender changed, and he beamed as the bouncer checked his passport.

Bakugou elbowed him. "Stop being such an idiot."

"Stop it." Uraraka grinned and took Izuku's elbow. "This is big."

Bakugou grunted and walked inside.

"You drinking tonight?" Shinsou asked as he joined them.

Izuku nodded. "Yeah." He hadn't taken his sertraline tablet specifically so that he could drink. It was his first night out as a legally recognised man, and he was going big.

"Nice!" Kirishima grinned at him. "Come on, let's go get some beer! It's the manliest drink, so it needs to be your first!"

"Hey, Kirishima – want to watch me chug a beer in six seconds?" Kaminari hopped up on the bar stools next to them.

"Fuck yes!"

It ended up being five seconds. Izuku timed it. Both he and Kirishima tried to beat Kaminari, but Kirishima only managed it in eight and it took Izuku thirteen. Jirou managed to chug a beer in three seconds with them recording, and it was one of the most terrifying things Izuku had seen.

By the time the first bar closed, Izuku was on two beers and a cider, and he was fine. Then Kaminari grabbed his arm. "Shit dude, they're doing jagerbombs for five hundred yen in there!" He pointed to a shitty bar above a vinyl store. Two neon signs displayed its name – Coyotes. One of the signs was broken, so it only read yotes.

Izuku grimaced. "No, I know someone who got spiked in there and the others are up ahead-"

"Oh come on!" Tetsutetsu threw an arm around Izuku's neck.

"I'm game if you guys are." Ashido grinned. She and Izuku had reconnected in UA, and though they were never particularly close again, they hung out occasionally.

Tetsutetsu cheered and ran inside.

"Guys, no!" Izuku protested, but the other two walked in anyway. Izuku glanced up the street, but the others were already gone, so he huffed and followed them in. Kaminari had already ordered four jagerbombs, and Izuku watched as they were all being made, just in case.

Tetsutetsu filmed them all downing it for Snapchat, and then they left. Izuku's head was starting to spin. When they caught up to their class at the next bar, Izuku ordered a mango daiquiri with Kirishima, who insisted that they were very manly, and sipped at it sitting next to Uraraka.

At some stage, Kirishima got exceptionally drunk and wandered over to them, and nearly started to cry when Uraraka called him 'the sun' because he was so bright and just lit up their lives. Izuku had his eyes closed for most of that. He lay his head on the table when Kirishima was gone. His daiquiri glass was empty. "I really want to kiss someone," he groaned. "Like... I just want to kiss someone." It would be so much easier. Just to forget the fact that Todoroki probably didn't like him in any way.

Uraraka laughed. "Oh, you're this kind of drunk. Don't worry, Deku. We'll find someone for you to kiss later."

"Yeah?"

"Yeah."

"Thanks, Uraraka. You're the best." Izuku reached up and booped her nose, and then closed his eyes again. "I just really want to kiss someone."

"I know." Uraraka laughed and hugged him.

Izuku groaned and leaned back as someone came over to talk to Uraraka. He couldn't even tell who. He was just... so tired. He heard someone say something about a photo as he turned his head to kiss Uraraka's hand with a giggle. He liked kissing hands. Why wasn't kissing hands more socially acceptable? Why wasn't kissing friends socially acceptable? "You're amazing, you know that? I don't know where I'd be without you."

"I know I am."

He groaned and leaned his head back. "I really want to kiss someone."

"You can kiss me if you want."

"Really?"

"Yeah, go ahead."

Izuku grinned and leaned in, kissing her forehead. Then he moved down to kiss her cheeks. He laughed and kept kissing them. "Your skin is really soft."

Uraraka snorted. "Okay, no. I can't fall in love with anymore friends."

Izuku pulled back and put his head on the table.

In another version, after kissing her hand, Izuku leaned into her and kissed the side of her shoulder. "You're amazing, you know that?" He giggled. "I don't know where I'd be without you."

"I know I am." Her tone sounded a bit off.

"You okay?"

"Yeah, of course."

Izuku leaned up to kiss her cheek, but his eyes were still closed and whatever he kissed didn't feel soft enough to be her cheek, so he tried again. He was pretty sure he kissed her cheek that time. Then he dropped his head on the table. "I really want to kiss someone."

"You can kiss me if you want."

Izuku leaned in to kiss her, but Uraraka moved away with an odd laugh before he could. "Okay, no, I was joking. I can't fall in love with anymore friends."

Izuku pulled back and put his head on the table.

At the last bar they went to, Izuku sobered up a little. He could remember the first version of the two happening, and it made his stomach turn. He walked up to Uraraka at the bar. "Hey, I'm really sorry if I made you uncomfortable there."

"No, it was fine," Uraraka assured him.

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah, totally."

"You're sure?"

"Yes. I'm sure, Midoriya."

They all got home after two that morning. None of them had gotten into student accommodation, and they hadn't wanted to deal with being trans and college administration, so Izuku had piled in with Bakugou, Uraraka, Iida, Kirishima, and Shinsou to rent a house near the college. Uraraka went to her room immediately after saying goodnight. Izuku followed her example, went into his room and locked the door. Then he rang his mom.

She picked up after a few dials. "Izuku?" She sounded groggy. "What's wrong?"

Izuku bit his lip. "I think I've screwed up," he whispered. "Badly."

The next day, Uraraka was downstairs on the couch watching the new Sabrina series when Izuku eventually came down. She looked up when she saw him. "Finally awake?"

"Yeah." He'd been awake for hours. He'd called his mom the second he got home and cried on the phone, unsure if he'd made Uraraka uncomfortable. Then, once he woke up, he'd sat on his bed for over two and a half hours, debating whether or not he should go downstairs and talk to her. "Not going to class today?"

Uraraka shook her head. "My only one was cancelled. You?"

"Already missed it. It was at nine." Izuku dropped onto the couch beside Uraraka but stared up at the ceiling. "Look... I'm really sorry if I made you uncomfortable last night."

"It's fine." Uraraka paused. "I mean, it's not, but really. I'm fine."

"Are you?" Izuku turned his head to look at her. "All I remember is kissing your hand and cheek. Did I-?"

"Yeah, that's not all you kissed."

"I'm sorry," he whispered. "I didn't- I-"

"Hey," Uraraka said gently, "it's okay. You didn't put me in the same position as that guy I told you about before, okay?" The one who kissed her even though she said no and put his hand on her thigh. "And you stopped."

"Did I stop when you wanted me to?"

Uraraka paused and Izuku winced.

"You stopped when I told you to," Uraraka said. "Deku, you were drunk. So was I. It's fine."

"But it's not."

Uraraka took a slow breath. "You're right." She shook her head. "But it happened, and we'll deal with it. Yeah?" She smiled at him.

After a minute, Izuku nodded. "Okay."

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