Title: Make me!

Pairing: Sirius Black x Reader

Word count: 3056

Published: 22 March, 2020 

Edited: 30 April, 2020 (Photo/Gif added)

Author: Heloise Daphne Brightmore

Warnings: Explicit public display of affection

"Sirius Orion Black, can't you just shut your little mouth for a second?" You growled at Sirius while he kept going on and on about something you didn't even pay attention to. The only thing that made you realised that he couldn't zip his mouth, was the throbbing going stronger in your head.

Sirius looked at you in surprise at first as you were clearly not part of the conversation, but then his plump red-tinted lips quickly formed into ones of those heart-fluttering cheeky grins.

"Well, I certainly could, love, but I'm unsure why would I do that?" He chuckled at your annoyance.

"Let me see..." You sighed while rubbing your temple. "Maybe because your voice is about to burst my head open?" You smiled innocently. "Or maybe because whenever you open your mouth, nothing else comes out, but bullshit?" You scoffed. Sirius didn't seem to be taking you seriously though. His grin grew bigger and in your head, you have imagined a thousand ways to get rid of it.

"I still don't see a reason to shut up. Hearing my voice is a blessing to all creatures." He winked at you playfully. You wanted to jump across the sofa to wipe that smug grin off his face, but you were smarter than that, to give him the satisfaction which he was clearly waiting for. You knew he was dancing on your nerves on purpose. You were friends. He was doing this to you on every occasion he could. But sometimes even friends get annoyed. And you were clearly at it now.

"Look Black, I don't think I am asking for much. I am only asking you to put a lock on your sweet little lips and be quite for a moment." You asked trying not to lower yourself to his level.

"Make me!" He said with his grin growing bigger. You weren't sure if it was even humanly possibly, but for him it was. You were shocked at his response and weren't sure how to take it. But then your annoyance got the worst of you and you jumped across the burgundy sofa to catch Sirius. You kneeled on top of the furniture hovering above the boy sitting on the other end of the couch, placing your hand in front of his mouth to keep it shut. He didn't seem to mind though. You could see his eyes getting smaller from the smile spreading across his face, under your palm. He was enjoying it and it made you want to scratch his eyes out. His arms wondered to the small of your back, hugging around your waist. You looked down to see what he was doing, but you couldn't react in time as he quickly pulled you on his lap.

You were surprised at his actions and you couldn't even comprehend the fact that you were sitting on his muscly thighs while your hand slipped from his mouth. You heard quite chuckles from behind you, but you didn't have time to react as Sirius opened his mouth again.

"That's one way to do it, love. But unfortunately it's not too efficient." He stated with his trade marked grin, still sitting on his face proudly. "You know, I could tell you how to shut me up." He offered and you squinted suspiciously.

"And why in Godric's name would you do that?" You questioned his intensions. He leaned closer to your face and pulled your body closer by your waist. You were surprised that you didn't even fight against his hands all over you, but for some unknown reason you didn't seem to mind his closeness.

"What if I said that you would enjoy shutting me up?" He asked licking his lips and biting down on the lower one. You were unsure when you started focusing on his lips, but now they seemed to distract you more than you dared to admit. You wanted to scold yourself for letting yourself go down that road, for him making you feel like all those girls he is after, but for Godric's sake, you started to understand what they were on and on about when they talked about Sirius' charm.

"I would definitely want to know how to do that." Your voice was lower than you wanted it to sound, but the sexual tension you felt, affected all of your body parts and that included your vocal cords which you were beating yourself up about.

"And if I show you how you can make that happen, what am I getting in return?" His grey eyes were concentrating on your now completely hypnotised ones as if he had control all over your body and mind. You couldn't even get your thoughts to come out the way you wanted them. It's like they were screaming for him to be even closer, which meant you being unable to do anything. Including speaking which you really needed to do as he was patiently waiting for a reply from you. You forced yourself to think about horrible and dark thoughts to get yourself out of his mind games and it seemed to be helping as you were ready to speak up again.

"I will not wipe the floor with your ass for annoying me with your continuous talking, Black." You grinned proudly. At first he seemed taken aback, but as fast as that came, it quickly turned it to a wholehearted laughter causing him to throw his head backwards.

"Aren't you just adorable when you are trying to threaten me?" He chuckled as his laughter has finally died down. You on the other hand were fuming. You were not cute, nor adorable. You were threatening him for Godric's sake, not complimenting him.

"You little..." You wanted to swear as usual, but you tried to keep yourself composed this time. "Black, I warn you, I am not one of your cute little one night stands crawling after you. If I say that I will hex you and make you do things you wouldn't in normal circumstances, then I will definitely do it. I do not have the brain of a sponge like your little fan club, I..." You wanted to continue, but a pair of plump red lips has stopped you from doing so. Your eyes widened at his sudden attack and you wanted to push him away, but your arms didn't listen to any instructions you have tried to make them do. Instead they fought against you. Your eyes closed down slowly and your hands were taking control over you, cupping Sirius' face and pulling his lips closer. The lower part of your stomach has been dancing around making you feel like you have never before. Your hands found their way into Sirius' hair and gently tugged on it making him moan into the kiss. You let your tongue slide into his mouth to initiate a fight against his for dominance, which seemed to be an endless game as none of you wanted to give in. You felt the air dangerously leaving your lungs and you knew sooner or later you needed to part if you wanted to continue living your life. So you did.

"What the hell was that, Black?" You asked, cheeks crimson red, chest moving up and down in a fast pace trying to inhale as much oxygen as it's physically possible.

"It's called a kiss, love." He smirked licking across his lips, which once again sent your mind into overdrive. You closed your eyes for a second to get your thoughts together as they seemed to be working against you.

"Guess what, genius?! I am very well aware of what a kiss is." You explained hitting his chest in annoyance.

"You definitely are." He chuckled and you wanted to get out of his arms, but before you could even move away, he pulled you back.

"Let me go, Black." You struggled against his hold, but he didn't even blink at your attempt. He was stronger than you thought and it made you want to leave even more. "Why did you even kiss me?" You asked while still attempting to get rid of his tight grasp.

"Because I wanted to." He shrugged his shoulders. "Because you look too sexy when you are angry or frustrated." He smirked. "Because you came so close that I lost my bloody self-control." He leaned closer to you again and you knew your body was about to give in if he tried to kiss you again. "Because you made my mind go blank." You couldn't stop your eyes from wondering between those wild grey eyes and cushioned red lips of his.

"You could have asked for my permission first." You stated weakly and you knew he was aware of the affects he had on you.

"I'm sorry." He nodded more to himself, his face grim, before it turned into a small grin. "I thought it would be fun." He said and without even realising you mirrored his expression.

"I guess you are right. I guess we should have fun." His eyes widened in surprise and his grin disappeared, but yours grew bigger. You dug into his shoulder length, soft, black hair and pulled him closer to you, placing your lips on his, but not attaching them just yet. "Where is your fun side now, Sirius?" You whispered and closed the gap between you, forcing your lips on to his. You knew he was in shock as it took him a couple of seconds to realise what was going on, but he didn't leave you disappointed. His lips soon started moving along with yours, pulling and tugging on each others lower lip as you tried to fight each other for entrance. He forcefully pulled you closer by your waist and you moaned it to the kiss leaving just a second for him to finally invite your tongue for a sensual dance. You wanted nothing but to taste his kisses as long as you could, but a cough coming from behind you, made you quickly separate.

You looked back and your face took an even darker shade than that bloody red colour. You completely forget that James and Lily have been sitting in the Gryffindor common room along with you. Your brain was completely under the influence of Sirius Orion Black and you wanted nothing, but scolding yourself for your dumbness.

"Woah, guys. That was some show." James laughed proudly and you just wanted to dig your grave. Sirius however pulled you closer into his arms protectively. You thought your brain was playing some weird-ass game with you. You didn't expect this behaviour from him.

"Well I am happy you enjoyed it, although you could have left, instead of interrupting us. You know?!" He said casually, but you could clearly hear how irritated he was.

"That would not have been fun." He chuckled which earned a slap on the back of his head from his girlfriend, Lily who was sitting on the side of his armchair.

"James!" You flushed redder than ever and you hid your face in Sirius' chest.

"Prongs, mate!" He growled. "Don't you want to just disappear?" He asked and this time he didn't even try to hide his annoyance with his best friend.

"I will, if you answer one simple little question." He stated with a suspicious tone to his voice. Your curiosity got the worst of you and you unhid yourself from Sirius' chest, which made him growl. You had a feeling that he was missing your closeness, but you didn't have to think twice, before he pulled you even closer, almost melting your bodies together, confirming your feelings.

"What?" He asked without a hint of curiosity. His reaction was the complete opposite of yours and that made the side of your still pumping lips curl into a smile.

"What's going on between you too?" He asked clearly waiting for an answer.

"Prongs, I don't think it's any of your business." He warned him and your smiled disappeared. You didn't look back at him, but you took your eyes away from James too. You just looked into the fire trying to fight its way out of the fireplace. It just all started to make sense again. While you enjoyed your little make out session, you completely forgot that he was Sirius Black. You felt a sharp pain in your stomach which moved on to your heart and ended up in your eyes. You scolded yourself for being the dumbest witch you have ever know. How could you have imagined anything beyond this little make out session? How could you put feelings in to what, 5-10 minutes of cuddling and kissing? You wanted to facepalm yourself for your stupidity and silly thoughts.

You were trying to get out of his strong embrace, but he didn't want to let you go. He was holding onto you forcefully to keep you in your place.

"Let me go, Black." Your voice barely sounded like whisper, but he heard it.

"Why? What's wrong?" He asked, a deep frown appearing in between his eyebrows. You could see the genuine confusion in his eyes, but you didn't want to.

"For a second, I forgot that you were Sirius Black." You sighed and attempted to get up again.

"And so what?" He asked trying to understand you, but you just wanted to run away and you didn't understand why he was so oblivious to the fact that you were very uncomfortable in that situation.

"What do you mean by so what?" You looked at him as anger started boiling in each and every one of your veins. "I am not going to be one of your little one night stands, love." You imitated his pet-calling. You turned away from him and attempted to get up again, but you seemed to be stuck in his strong hold, which infuriated you even more.

"Wait what?" He asked while he got hold of your chin and gently turned you back towards him. "I would never ask you to be one of them." He tilted his head innocently and you wanted to believe him, but Godric, you couldn't.

"Right, like you are not taking every girl to your bed, who you have a make out session with." You chuckled sourly. "Let's just forget this." You stated calmly, trying to keep your tears back.

"No!" He growled. "I will not. I don't want to." He grabbed your shoulder and made you completely turn towards him. "I never thought about just dragging you to my room for a quick shag. Don't even think about such stupid things." His voice turned more gentle as he finished his sentence, making you feel a slight guilt for thinking so lowly of him. But then once again, you scolded yourself. You were talking about Sirius back, for Godric's sake.

"Of course and I am a nun in disguise." You stated sarcastically and you heard James' laughter from behind you. "Shut up, Potter!" You growled, massaging your temple, your headache returning.

"If you have not realised, I have not been flirting around with girls and I especially have not brought any girls to my bed. Before you accuse me, get your facts right." He sighed in disbelief. "Let's clear things up, okay? I am fed up pretending that I do not feel shit about you. I have liked you for a year, for fuck's sake and I made sure to change my ways. Still you accuse me of acting as a man-whore. Well guess what?! You couldn't be farther from the truth." He scolded you angrily. "Instead of going down this fucked up conversation, just tell me one thing. Do you like me? Because I think you do." His confidence seemed to rub off on you. You wanted to just be blunt and forward, just like he was. You thought about being heart broken in the future, you thought about crying through nights for getting hurt, but at that moment you didn't want to care.

"And what if I do?" You asked him while a cheeky smirk started spreading across your face. As if a whole world has been lifted from his shoulder, he returned your expression in the shape of a grin appearing on his face.

"Then I want you to be with me." He pulled your face closer to him, placing his forehead on yours.

"I think, that could be a viable option. But then do I really want Sirius Black as a boyfriend?" You grinned. "He has quite a bad reputation." He chuckled as you were talking about him in third person.

"He would be the luckiest man if you said yes." He grinned happily.

"I guess, I will make him a lucky man and just say yes." You said you leaned closer for a quick peck on the lips.

"Believe me, he feels incredibly lucky." He pulled you back for another kiss.

"Finally! It's been so painful watching you two liking each other and doing nothing about it." James stood up, grabbing Lily's hand, pulling her gently after himself. You thought about it for a second and indeed he was right. You did feel something for Sirius, but was unable to pinpoint what that was. "Don't forget to use protection." He laughed, interrupting your chain of thoughts.

"Prongs!" / "Potter!" You and Sirius shouted after him, but he just ignored it. You turned back to each other as soon as James disappeared and you straddled your now boyfriend to get a closer hold of him. He smirked at your move and placed his forehead on yours once again. Godric, was he happy that you said yes. You couldn't even comprehend the level of positivity he was trying to keep down. 

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