Masiji : preeti sun, ye Jo ladka suman ke saath dance kar raha tha, kaun tha. Suman ka koi dost hai kya. Tu janti hai kya use (worried)

Preeti: nahi bua pushkar kah raha tha ki uska koi dost hai. Aaj hi Mumbai se aaya hai.

Masiji: vaise suman ko kahi dekha kya . dikhai nahi de rahi hai

Preeti: Maine bhi di ko uske performance ke bad se nahi dekha

Masiji: rukh mai use phone karti hu. (Searching her wallet)

Mami : are rachna tu yaha kya kar rahi hai . babuji tume bula rahe hai.

Masiji: bhabi suman ko call kar rahi hu. Kahi dikh nahi rahi hai.

Mami: ye lo. Suman to kab ki ghar chali gayi hai. Uski tabiyat kharaab lag rahi thi. To muje batakar chali gayi.

Masiji: bechari tabiyat to kharab honi hi hai na. Subah se dhoop me daud bhaag kar rahi thi.

Shravan hears this conversation.

Shravan: ( to himself) sumo ko kya hua. Abhi tak to thik thi na. Achanak tabiyat kaise bigad gayi. Ek baar jaa kar check kar leta hu. Shayad usko meri jarurat hogi. (Worried)

But the moment he thought about suman his mind conquered his heart.

No sumo . tumne hi dur rehne ke liye kaha tha na. To kyu mai baar baar tumhare samne aa kar tumhe pareshaan karu. Tumhe akela rehna tha na. To mai bhi tumhare decisions me interfere nahi karunga. Mai jabardasti tumhe apne saath baandhana nahi chahata hu.

IN TIWARI KILLA

Suman is crying keeping her head on her knees when she hears the knock on the door.

Suman: (to herself) Is waqt kaun hai . abhi to 7 hi baje hai. Kitne jaldi sangeet ho gaya. Shayad mamiji hogi. Maine call karke kaha to tha ki ab mai thik hu. Mamiji bhi na.

Suman opens the door and is shocked to see shravan.

Suman: Tum...

She tries to shut the door on his face but shravan forcefully pushes the door and enters inside.

Suman: tum ...kyu aaye ho yaha. Jao yaha se.( fuming in anger)

Shravan: vo mai....

Suman: suna nhi tumne jao yahase....

Shravan: mai bas ye dekhne aaya tha ki tum thik ho ya nahi .

Suman: I said leave. ( pointing her finger towards the door)

Shravan: what's wrong with you sumo....(devastated)

Suman: to tum yaha se nahi jaoge. Fine.... Mai hi chali jati hu. (With straight face)

And saying this she runs from there and locks herself in her room. Shravan is banging the door of her room.

Shravan: sumo please darwaza kholo. I just want to see if u r fine. Mai chala jaunga. Bas ek baar darwaza kholo.

Suman: kya dekhne aaye the shravan ki mai jinda hu ya mar gayi. (Raising her voice)

Shravan: kya bol rahi ho Suman. And for god sake please open the door.

Suman: kyu kholu mai darwaza.kyu....(crying)

Shravan: suman mai aakhri baar bol raha hu darwaza khola varna mai darwaza tod dunga. I m warning u sumo. Jab baaki log puchenge ki darwaza kaise toota then u will have to answer.......(warning her)

OK fine tum yahi chahti ho to thik hai. Mai hi darwaza tod deta hu....

He moves two steps backward , folds his sleeves and gets ready to break the door when suman opens it and accidentally he falls on suman. He lands on top of her.

Suman: ahhh......Shrav.....ahhhh..(in pain)

Shravan: sumo tum thik to ho na. Kya hua . kaha laga. Let me see. (with concern)

He bends towards her head and runs his hands through her hairs...

Shravan: yaha lagi...ya yaha..(running His hands through her hairs)

Suman: ouch....(in pain)

Shravan: to yaha laga hai. Are hilo mat na....muje dekhne to do....itna hil kyu rahi ho. Kuch dikh nahi raha hai....hilo mat na...(irritated)

Suman: are u out of mind . ek to mere upar aise chadhe huye ho aur upar se muje bhi is position me rehne ke liye bol rahe ho...(in her sumo avatar)

And suddenly she realizes what it means and bites her tongue...shravan realizes their akward position and tries to get up when suman screams again

Suman: Ahhhh....kya kar rahe ho.... Aaaahhh..

Shravan: AB kya hua. (Frustrated)

Suman: mera Baal tumhare shirt ki button me atak gaye hai duffer...(whacking his arm)

Shravan: oh... Sorry. Mai abhi nikaalta hu..

Shravan is trying to remove her hairs whereas she is simply staring him.

Suman: shravan jaldi karo ....kab se Baal nikaal rahe ho.

Shravan: sumo nhi ho raha hai.

Suman: TUMSE kuch nahi hoga .....let me try ( in irritated tone)

Shravan : thik hai .tum bhi koshish karlo. ........kitna time lagega sumo . mai kab se tumhare upar aise..... Kisi aur ne agar Hume aise dekh LIYA to tumhare baare me kya sochenge....( teasing her)

Suman: mere baare me kyu... Tumhare baare me galat sochenge. Tumhari to niyat hi kharab hai Mr London return...(with full attitude)

Shravan: accha ( smiling)........thik hai jaldi nikalo.

Suman: thoda paas aao

Shravan leans towards her face.

Suman: aur paas....

Shravan : lagta hai ab tumhari niyat kharab ho rahi hai..... Kya karneka irada hai miss suman tiwari...( with a smirk on his face)

Suman whacks him on his arm..

Shravan: ouch suman.....kya kar rahi ho .lag rahi hai yaar

Suman: to fir aisi behuda baate karna band karo.....

Shravan: thik hai thik hai....an jaldi karo

Suman: shirt ki buttons kholo.....(in serious tone)

Shravan: what... ( shocked) u r kidding. ... Right. (With a confused look on his face)

Suman: come on..... remove ur shirt...... Jaldi utaro.

Shravan: sumo tum janti bhi ho ki tum kya keh rahi ho.subah tak to pyaar nhi tha aur ab achanak kapde utaarne bol rahi ho. Ghar me hum dono KE alawa koi nahi hai par sab aate hi honge. So we can't do this now. Some other day sumo......vaise bhi I m all hour

Suman: chiii. Kaisi gandi baate kar rahe ho..... Besharam kahi KE. And now remove ur shirt so that I can remove my hairs.....

Shravan: oh .....sorry

He said while smiling at his stupidity. Desperate malhotra tum bilkul nhi control nahi kar sakte na. Ab pata nhi ye kya sochegi. Iski thodi taang khichta tu..

He unbuttons his shirt

Shravan: buttons kholo diye hai sumo. But I m not going to remove this shirt.

Suman: kyu ab kya problem hai. Pehle bhi to tum mere samne shirt utaar chuke ho...bhul gaye kya......

Shravan: sumo ab hum jis condition me hai na....agar Maine shirt utari to mai khud ko control nahi kar paonga.....and also u won't be able to resist my hotness... phir bhi agar tum chahti ho then I will take it off but agar kal kaisa Maine kuch kiya to don't blame me.

Suman us hell embarrassed hearing this. He starts remo

Suman: No ..... No......

She closes her eyes tightly

Shravan: are abhi to shirt utaaro bol rahi thi aur an sharma rahi hu

Suman: please mat utaro .mai.....mai aise hi Baal nikalne ka try karti hu.

Shravan: OK as u wish...(smiling)

After few minutes of silence

Suman: Ye dekho shravan ho gaya. Mere Baal nikal gaye...( with million dollars smile on her face)

Shravan smiles seeing a million dollars smile on her face. She looks at shravan whose face is just few inches away from that of hers. They have a eye lock.

PAL BHAR THAHAR JAAO

DIL YE SAMBHAL JAAYE

KAISE TUMHE ROKA KARU

MERI TARAF AATA

HAR GAM PHISAL JAAYE

AAKHO ME TUMKO BHAROOO

BIN BOLE BAATE TUMSE KARU

AGAR TUM SAATH HO....

AGAR TUM SAATH HO...

Shravan slowly gets up and forwards his hand to sumo. Suman holds his hand and gets up. She is still embarrassed because of their position.

Shravan: accha tum darwaza kyu nhi khol rahi thi.

Suman: TUMSE MATLAB....

He pulls suman by her waist. And whispers in her ears

Shravan: tumhe kya lagta hai agar TUMSE MATLAB nahi hota to mai aise apne bhaai ka sangeet chodkar yaha tumhare haal chaal puchne AATA.....

Suman: agar mujse MATLAB hota to muje aise stage par akele chodkar nhi mate (looking away from him)

He moves his face closer to her

Shravan: tum isliye ghussa ho. Tumhe bura laga.

Suman: mujhe kaisa lagta hai tumne iske baare me tumne kabse sochna shuru kar diya...

Meri feelings ki to muje hurt karne se pehle parwa nhi ki thi na(with moist eyes)

Shravan tigthen his grip and pulls her closer to him. Her softness crushes with his manly chest.

Shravan: i didn't do anything sumo. Tum hi to key rahi thi na ki hame ab dur rehna chahiye. So what's my fault. Tumhare paas aakar I didn't wanted to hurt u. Maine kuch nahi kiya. (Looking directly in her eyes which werewelled up with tears)

Suman jerks his hand holds this collar in her fist

Suman: tumne kuch nahi kiya .......tumne kuch bhi nahi kiya..... ( shaking him by his collar and sobbing loudly)

Jab usne mere saath dance karne k liye kaha

Tumne kuch nahi kiya....(remembering the moment shravan denied to dance with her)

Jab vo mera haath pakad raha tha

Tumne kuch nahi kiya.......(lowering her gaze)

Jab .....jab vo muje gandi nazaro se dekh raha tha

Tumne kuch nahi kiya......(hitting him hardly on his chest)

Jab vo apne gande haatho se muje chhu raha tha

Tabhi bhi tumne kuch nahi kaha.....(grabbing his collar again)

Kuch nahi kiya....

He was scratching my back with his nails....

He was playing with the knot of my blouse....

She remembeme about the moment when the guy was running his fingers through her bare back intentionally touching her belly , her feminine curves , her cheeks and her nape.

And u did nothing....( crying loudly resting her head on his chest)

Mai to Dono parivaaro KE izzat KE khatir chup thi

Par tum to majboor nahi the na...(looking in his eyes )

Like everyone u were also enjoying when he was molesting me. Sab ki tarah tumne bhi apni AAKHO par patti bandi thi. Meri bechaini kisi ko nazar nayi aai. (Sobbing in his embrace)

Kal mere AAKHO me apne liye chahat dekh li to aaj unhi AAKHO me dard, takleef kyu nahi dekh paaye. Kyu muje akela chod diya........ Kisi aur ko chhune ke liye.....kyu tumne kisi aur ko tumhari sumo ko chhune diya......kyu.....( in broken state)

Tumhe aurato se problem hai na .

She wipes her tears and looks in his eyes and pushes him

but u know what ....saare aadmi bhi ek hi jaise hote hai . Tum mujse pyaar nhi karte ho......tum bhi uski tarah bas muje chhuna chahate ho.....it's lust and nothing else. Tumhare pyaar jhoota hai Shravan. Agar tumhare isss pyaar me thodisi bhi sacchai hoti na to tum mere saath aisa nahi hone dete. MUJHE chodkar nahi jaate.....tumhare pyaar jhoota hai Shravan , tum mujhse pyaar nahi karte....nahi karte tum mujhse pyaar (crying loudly keeping her both the hands on her eyes.

TERI NAZRON ME

HAI TERE SAPNE

TERE SAPNO ME

HAI NARAZI

MUJHE LAGTA HAI

KI BATEIN DIL KI

HOTI LAFJO KI DHOKEBAAJI

TUM SAATH HO YA NA HO

KYA FARAK HAI

BEDARD THI ZINDAGI

BEDARD HAI

AGAR TUM SAATH HO.....

AGAR TUM SAATH HO.......

Shravan didn't knew how to react. He never saw her in this state before. He knew she was mentally very strong but his single act broke her into pieces. Because of him his sumo lost her self respect which means a most for any woman.

He was trying his best to calm her down.

Shravan: sumo please listen to me . I m sorry...( holding her hands)

She can't take this emotional turmoil anymore. Her vision is blurring . shefeels as if everything around her is rotating. She slowly closes her eyes and falls unconscious in Shravan's arm. Shravan was beyond shock to here all this. This happened with her in front of his eyes but still he didn't came to know . This wouldn't have happened if he haven't left her.... Left her alone to tolerate all this. He knew somewhere even he was at fault for what happened with her today. Before he could explain her anything he feels her landing on his chest with her eyes closed.

Shravan: sumo sumo.... Kyu hua. ( tapping her cheeks) sumo open ur eyes......sumo( with moist eyes)

Shravan was panicked. He quickly lifts sumo in bridal style and carry her to the bed. He places her on the bed . He holds her hands.

Shravan: sumo please don't punish me like this ..... Aakhe kholo sumo....(crying)

Shravan goes to other side of the bed facing her back. He slowly pulls the comfort to cover her when her duppata slides off . He notices the scratch marks everywhere on her back. Blood is oozing out from her back . He sees bloodstain on the bedsheets on which she is lying.

He freezes seeing this . He feels as if he is out of breath. He loses his balance and falls on the ground.

To himself : why I left her... Why. Just because she said or..... because she hurt my ego. I love her then why did I let this happen with her. I don't deserve. She was right. Love cannot exist between us. And today I proved that I am not even capable of her friendship .....

I ruined everything....

I ruined our friendship....

I ruined our relationship.....

I ruined ur respect.....

I failed to protect u and I know u will never forgive me. And how can I even expect u to forgive me when I can't forgive myself.

I don't deserve your forgiveness.

I don't deserve your love

I don't deserve you.

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Hey guys. Back with this emotional turmoil. I myself was going through too many emotions while writing this emotional update. I hope I didn't wasted your time.

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Priyashi