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FEW MOMENTS LASTS FOREVER

MANNAT’S POV

I just laid on the bed… turning and twisting for long but sleep was far from my eyes. just kept on thinking about Hussain, our marriage and … and the future, our future. Suddenly I felt like throwing up and I hurried to the wash room, simply stood there for a while but… nothing came out. I guess it wasn’t food, it was my tension that has to come out and it won’t come out like this. I washed my face, splashing water over and over again and came out of the wash room. My eyes went to that duppatta, lying on the bed and I held it in my hand.

“a bride has to look like a bride” Rida’s words came in my mind and I slowly went to the dressing, and draped it over my head. Looking into the mirror for a moment I just lost into my reflection….

“Ah! Mannat! kisi angle se dulhan nai lag rai ho….” I made a face.

“to or…. Aese banyan or shalwar mein bhi koi dulhan lagta hea? Huhn!!” I put off the duppatta and threw on the bed.

“am not a bride… Rida ka damagh kharab hea” I said to myself and fell back on the bed.

The more I tried to sleep the more it runs away from me, I closed my eyes and switched off the lamp. Holding the duppatta in my hand I just laid on the bed thinking…. Worrying… missing Hussain!

I so wanted to be him here, though I know I would freak him out with all my tears and worries and never ending tensions but still needed him badly.

Why didn’t he stay back?

Why was he so quiet?

He was definitely regretting this marriage

Oh God! What am gonna do now? I just messed up everything, I messed up his life as well. Hiding my face in my palms I just broke into sob letting the tears fall down…. maybe I will feel better after crying.

All those questions in my mind, were making me insane…. Depressed and filling a strange kind of frustration inside me. I slowly removed my hands from my face and looked at my side table… picking up my phone I checked my screen but…. No messages, no calls…. I put it back and once again my eyes pooled up, pulling the duppatta over my face I closed my eyes and try to sleep.

I was lying on the bed, still awake when I felt something…. I opened my eyes, the duppatta still on my face…. but I could see him, feel him near my bed. What? Was… was he really here? Or again am just having visions?

No, he was really here, I could feel his presence… my heart beat quickened, as his gaze fixed on my face still hidden under the fabric. Suddenly I felt a dip in the bed, I could feel he was too carefull not to wake me up. He sat on the bed and I felt heat emitting from my body as his gaze fixed on me…. to say that I was happy… was definitely an understatement, if I wasn’t dreaming and if he was really here…. Then literally just let me scream on the top of my voice.

This is what I wanted and look! He was here… here with me, it became too difficult to breath and to control myself from blushing or worst bursting up in joy… when slowly I felt the duppatta was pulling away from my face and the joy turned into fear… a strange kind of an unknown fear. It was in my hand from one corner and slowly I just let the grip loosen and it pulled away… the heat emitting from my face due to his intense gaze was getting more and more….

Mannat! turn…. switch your side, or else he will just know you are not sleeping girl! You can not hide your idiot heartbeats from him. and so I decided to turn my side…. And guess what I ended up doing?.... instead of turning away from him, I turned to his side…. Facing him and mentally committed suicide after that.

My heart skipped a beat when his hands touched my cheek… his hand was cold, numb! But his touch was soft and comforting… his fingers softly trailed up to my temple and I felt it was warm… due to my tears it was still wet. His fingers stopped….

“am sorry I left you alone” he whispered softly and my heart skipped a beat, he missed me too…. Maybe he wasn’t regretting.

“am sorry I let them come in your eyes again” he added into a whisper and I just wanted to hug him right there and then.

“I so wish we could spend this night the way I thought… the way you have thought” my heart beat quickened at his words, as his fingers softly wiped the moisture away from my temple and trailed down to my cheek. My breath was heavier now.

“I love it how you feel my presence around you…….always” he whispered, amusement evident in his tone… “you are amazing, you never cease to amaze me” his words were getting warmer as I felt him bending down towards my face, I held my breath….

“I love you so much Mannat!” he softly kissed my temple trying not to wake me up, making me forget the whole world… making me forget myself even. His lips pulled away and I felt him lying down… near me, he slowly held my hand in his and inter-vine his fingers with mine.

He was too close to me, I could feel his breath on my face… I slowly folded my fingers around his without opening my eyes and I felt he shivered a bit…. His body went stiff suddenly.

“Mannat!” he whispered and I slowly opened my eyes, looking into his… he simply searched my face and slowly a warm smile spread across his, I smiled back.

“you are really here?” I whispered and felt his grip between fingers got tighter as he pulled into me and I gasped suddenly.

“koi shak?” he smiled.

“you shouldn’t be here in that late hours of night, I guess” I asked and he smirked at me.

“its our wedding night, Mannat! I think we should spend it together, the way it should be spent” he said into a whisper and my heart just stopped.

“Yeah! but… but isn’t it supposed to be after rukhsati?” I asked stupidly, my palm was sweating in his hand as he softly rubbed his thumb over my knuckles.

“Yup! So…. Abhi to rukhsat ker k gaye mere bhai or bhabi… mujhe tumhare pas” he winked and I just stared blankly at his face.

“They came here with you?” I asked. He nodded, and his nose brushed mine, suddenly my eyes shifted to his nose and his on mine. Trailing his gaze down it fixed somewhere on my… my neck? oh God! Way to embarrass yourself Mannat! I was wearing that idiotic vest.

 Realization struck me and I felt my whole body was sweating…. I would puke or worst run away.  I hurriedly pulled my hand from his grip and sat straight on the bed. For a few moments I just sat there squatting and he didn’t move, no movement at all.

I slowly looked around and found him lying there holding my duppatta in his hand, fisting it over his heart, his eyes closed and a beautiful smile spread on his face. my heart skipped so many beats as I stared his face.

“What are you doing?” I whispered looking at his face and he slowly opened his eyes, his smile reached into those beautiful oceans.

“Feeling you…. your fragrance, your presence” he whispered looking into my eyes and I looked down at his hand over his heart. He got up slowly  and swiftly drapped the duppatta over my head… I gasped at what he just did, a thousand butterflies did a deadly stunt in the pit of my tummy and I looked into his eyes.

“You are the most beautiful bride ever, Mannat!” he said smiling warmly and I just melt.

“I don’t think so” I whispered looking down.

“Why?” he asked.

“I don’t know… I just… I just don’t look like a bride Hussain” I said still looking down, unable to look at his face I know his gaze was on my face.

Slowly he lift my face up to meet his gaze, his eyes intense… deep and dark. I gulped down the lump in my throat as his eyes roamed my face.

“You know… this the first thought brushed my mind when I saw you tonight….” He whispered and I just kept on looking into his eyes…… “no make up, no jewellery… no bridal wear, Still you look like the perfect bride.. the most beautiful one” he added.

“Q?” it escaped my mouth, his thumbs caressing my cheeks giving me shivers deep down.

“q k dulhan….. dulhan libass se nai lagti…..” he replied, a smile playing on his lips… “wo to dulhan is liye lagti hea”… he trailed his sentence at the end as I looked into his eyes….. “q k wo apne dulha ki ho gai hoti hea” he smirked and I blushed.

“ch! I thought kuch serious batane wale ho…… joker” I punched his chest lightly and he chuckled, falling back on the bed.

“uth ker bethooooo!” I held his arm and tried to make him sit but he didn’t even move a bit, rather smiling at me.

“utho na! get up” I whined and he chuckled.

“q? leta hua bura lag raha hoon?” he smirked again getting up and I rolled my eyes.

“honestly! Joker ho tum Hussain!” I said popping my eyes out.

“yei joker buhat buri terha se yaad aaye ga…jab pakistan chali jao gi” he said smiling and suddenly my smile faded.

“oh! Am sorry” he held my face in his hands and I shook my head trying to smile.

“aj bus apni bat Karen ge… kisi or ki nai, okay?” he said looking into my eyes and I smiled warmly at him, nodding my head…. “or agar tum baten kerne k ilawa kuch kerna chahti ho tooooooo” he said mischievously, I started slapping his chest and he laughed…. Finally he caught my wrists and pulled me into him, I fell on him making him fall back on the bed.

My breath went uneven and heart stopped beating… as his gaze fixed on my face and hands slowly trailed down my waist going up to my back. I rest my hands over his chest. His heart throbbing fast….

“I… I was missing you Hussain” I said into a whisper.

“Me too… missed you already” he whispered back, his fingers circling over my back and I closed my eyes, it was too much to handle… my feelings, his feelings.

“You thought I was regretting our marriage?” he asked softly and I opened my eyes at once, how could he know?... I just kept quiet.

“This would be the last thing on my mind ever Mannat! you know, marrying you has made me stronger… happier” he said, each word coming from his heart I could feel that.

“I know…. I just… dar gai thi mein” I said, my breath fanning his face.

“Darti buhat nai ho tum?” he smirked… his gaze shifted down to my lips and I gulped down smiling weakly…. “ tum buhat badal gai ho Mannat! the girl I saw in that café, throwing up on the face of a macho” I smiled while he chuckled remembering that scene.…. “The girl I met in those letters… and this Mannat, too different” he said looking into my eyes again.

“Tum ne badla hea mujhe!” I said and he narrowed his eyes…. “piyar badal deta hea insaan ko Hussain, the day I met you in that hotel room… everything changed between us… I was changed. Though you were not aware of that” I added and he smiled at the end.

“hey! I have something” he suddenly said and his hand came down from my back… going into his pocket and I slowly turned on my side, he took out a paper… paper ball actually, crumbled like hell. I could sense I knew this paper….. he opened it up and looked at his left to meet my gaze, a smile playing on his lips.

“whats that?” I asked and he looked at the paper.

“your last letter to me…. remember?” he asked and I gasped.

“you have it? and… and what are doing with it in your pocket?” I asked and he smiled, coming a bit closer to my face.

“it was in my pocket in the morning as well….. I don’t know I was reading it for like…. Some 100th of time and kept in my pocket, didn’t feel like putting it back” he said and I just melt….

“tum ne…..” I just couldn’t complete my sentence, it was overwhelming I had never thought Hussain would read my letters like this.

“lemme read it…” he said lying on his back and suddenly I felt shy.

“hey! No…. don’t read” I said and hurriedly snatched it away he looked at my hand in shock and tried to snatch it back but I just keep it at my back under me, grinning idiotically at his cute expressions.

Suddenly his expression changed, the cuteness gone…. And his eyes went darker as a smirk appeared on his face… Mannat! de do… de do! Iradey theek nai is ke. I was about to take my hand out from under me when he swiftly rolled over and hovered above me… making me go insane, as his body slightly pressed against mine.

My breath went trips y and my heart throbbing inside its cage…. He rested his hands on either side of my shoulders and we just stared into each others eyes…. his gaze shifted down to my lips which were shivering visibly and he bent down… I shut my eyes at once as his breath got warmer and closer over my face.

“You were so close to me, I could feel your heartbeat, I could feel the warmth of your body, your breath…. I wish I could stop the time right there and then…..”  my eyes flutter open wide as he started saying…. The paper was still in my hand, how could he? ….. “I could have gazed into your eyes for hours without getting tired, I could have looked at your face for hours without blinking an eye” I just stared into his eyes as he repeated my words… with ten times more emotions and depth, my heart was melting.

“Pehle piyar kerna nai aata tha, ub ker liye to bhula nai paoon ga!!” he added and I just died there…. those were the words came right from the deepest oceans of my heart and here I was, too close to him… listening them from his mouth, he looked into my eyes. I took out my hand from under my back and brought it to his chest right where his heart was beating fast.

He slowly bent down and kissed my forehead, I let out a sharp breath. Without pulling back, his lips moved down to my eyes and I shut them up, he softly kissed them one by one and I fisted his shirt tightly in my hands. He moved down and kissed my nose, I felt a tickle but couldn’t even smile… I was so lost into him, his touch his warmth that every other feeling just felt secondary at the moment.

He bent down, his lips against my cheek, brushing it lightly—and still that light touch sent shivers through my nerves, shivers that made my whole body tremble. “Mannat!.....If you want me to stop, tell me now,’ he whispered. But I was so lost in his touch… in that anticipation that not a single word could come out of my mouth.

“or now” he whispered again as his lips moved down to my earlobe….. I was fisting his shirt so tightly that I felt I would tear it apart, he was balancing himself on his hands at my sides….. “or now” his lips moved down to my jawline and I opened my eyes atonce as his lips pulled away…. His eyes drilling deep into mine then slowly went down to my lips and he tilted his head a bit to his right….

 “or n…..

I couldn’t handle that any more, I felt I would just faint with all this…. I pulled him into me, fisting his shirt in my hands and the rest of his words just lost when his lips crashed into mine. My heart beat stopped as he kissed me slowly and softly yet passionately. His hands slowly went down to my waist and I felt his body weight heavier on mine.

I raised my hands  and tucked my fingers in his soft hair as I slowly kissed him back, he suddenly bit my lower lip and I gasped I felt him chuckled in between the kiss. He pulled up and I opened my eyes… he was panting so was I. For a couple of minutes he just stared into my eyes…. my fingers came out of his hair and rested on his chest again… while he pulled up an inch away from my face and balanced himself again on his hands.

“This is what you made me feel like doing… when ever you bit your lips in front of me” he said almost into a whisper and my eyes went wide and teeth unintentionally bit my lower lip, his eyes shifted down and he smirked. I hurriedly let go of my lip and he chuckled.

“Are you doing it on purpose now?” he asked softly, narrowing his eyes and I chuckled lightly, shaking my head. He rested his forehead on mine and we both tried to cool down the heat with in us. He suddenly rolled back and I let out a deep breath.

Again an awkward silence crept between us as we just kept on staring each other….  We just laid there next to each other without saying anything, well… I guess we had to absorb what we just did, and more over I had to calm down my heart.

“tumhen yad hea wo sab jo mein ne kabhi likha tha tumhare liye?” I asked slowly breaking the silence.

“itni bar perh chukka hoon Mannat! bhool jane ka sawal he nai” he said and I smiled.

He took hold of the paper and smiled looking at it.

“do you know why is it all crumbled?” he asked still looking at it.

“why?

“Because I read it the the first time when… when you told me about” he stopped and I looked at his face…. “ well, on Shehry’s engagement night I mean, and I just hated every word… I just felt like breaking into so many pieces… I crumbled it into my hand” he added and I felt even right now he was feeling that pain.

“I just felt it wasn’t a paper… it was you in my hand” he said seriously and I gasped.

“you are so…

“Wild… I know” he suddenly looked at my face cutting me in the middle and I blushed, my face heated up. 

“Hey! My name?” he suddenly pointed towards the neckline of my vest and I looked down.

“Washed away?” he raised his eyebrow and I looked up at his face.

“Yup…. Dho dala” I joked and his expressions changed slowly, his gaze became dead intense on my face and I gulped down…. cool down hero! I was joking

He suddenly got up and literally jumped up from the bed making me got up as well, what happened? He headed towards the balcony and stood there holding the reiling. I Followed him and found him clenching the iron reeling tightly. Oh! Bura lag gaya? i stepped towards him and put my hand on his shoulder but he at once jerked it off and I gasped….

“hey! Hussain!” I called him… hoping to listen a jan-e-Hussain in return but…. To may grief he didn’t look back at me.

“heyyyy!” I held his arm and turned him around, his expressions…. Angry, stern. Suddenly I felt shiver across my spine.

“bura lag gaya? I didn’t…

“bura? I hated it…. Mannat! how can you do this? I know you don’t love me….. I was right about you” he almost yelled on me and I felt my eyes getting moistened and my breath heavy. He took a step towards me and I took a step back, his eyes boring into me.

“Shehroz ka nam likhwaya hota to mitati na tum” he said and I just felt like… like slapping him tight. I just turned and ran back to the room… and broke into sobs, falling on my bed.

Suddenly I felt hurried foot steps and he bent down on me.

“hey! Mannat! listen” he held my face in his hand and I looked at his face, blinking my eyes.

“am sorry! I was joking….” He said still smiling… what! joking? What does he think about himself. Hurricane! Jerk! I jerked his hands off and got up.

“oye! Am sorry…” he grabbed my wrist and pulled me back into him, my back crashed his body.

“am sorry… am really sorry! Didn’t know you would react like this” he said softly into my ear wrapping his arms around me and I tried to pull out of his grip.

“mujhe nai bat kerni tum se” I said and he chuckled, turning me to face him I looked down still crossed with him for this idiot joke.

“Mannat!” he called me sweetly and I shook my head.

“acha lo! Kan pakker liye…” his hands suddenly raised up and I saw at his face… I chuckled at once as he literally held his ears in his hands.

‘bus? Sit stand bhi kerna paren ge?” he asked innocently and I hugged him wrapping my arms around his waist, he hugged me back wrapping his arms around my shoulder. I just wanted to forget the whole world in his arms…. Even myself.

HUSSAIN’S POV

She suddenly wrapped her arms around my waist hugging me and I hugged her back…. It felt as if in her arms I could spend my whole life, I could stand like this four eternity without getting tired.

“Mannat!” I called her.

“Ji Jan-e-Mannat fermaiye!” she said sweetly and I chuckled, my grip around her got tighter her face buried in my chest.

“I want to dance with you” I said and she looked up at my face narrowing her big eyes.

“What? Bhangra?” she asked and I chuckled shaking my head.

“ummm nops! Some soft romantic number” I said looking down at her face and she blushed, I let go of her and took my mobile out from my pocket….

“okay! Close your eyes” I said opening my playlist and she raised her eyebrow.

“oho! Aafat! Or kholne ko nai kaha tha… band karo” I said and she chuckled.

“close your eyes and put your finger on any song… and we will dance on that” I explained and she smiled excitedly….

She closed her eyes and I softly held her hand as it shivered a bit… I raised it up, my eyes on her face… shinning in moonlight. I smiled and instead of taking her hand to my screen I raised it to my lips and softly kissed her knuckles, she opened her eyes suddenly.

“hey! Cheating… you cant open your eyes” I complaint and she rolled her eyes.

“acha? Or tum jo dil chahe karo? han!” she said putting her other hand on her waist and I chuckled.

“okay okay Aafat! Gussa na karo….” I said and she smiled, closing her eyes again. This time I raised it to the screen.

“okay! Am not looking at my screen now… tap anywhere” I said and she tapped on my screen after moving her finger up and down.

Suddenly music started and she opened her eyes…. I put the phone on the bed and extended my hand towards her, she took it in her hand with a confused yet amused expression and I pulled her into me, she held my arm as she gasped and I snaked the other hand around her waist….

Bahon ke dermiyaan

Do piyar mil rahe hen

Jane kia! boley man?

Doley sun k badan

Dharkan bani zuban!

Bahon ke dermiyaaaaan!!!

She just looked at my face when the song started… and a smirk played on my lips….

“nice choice han!” I mouthed and holding her hand obove her head, I spun her round and her hair just flew in the air brushing my face.

Khultey band hotey labon ki ye un kahiii

Mujh se… keh rahi hai k berrhne de bekhudi

Mill yun k dorr jaen

Nass nass mein bijliyaaan!

Bahoon ke dermiyaaaaan!!!

I pulled her back to me and she just looked into my eyes….. her breath heavy and mine with in her sync, she tried to pull her hand away when I pulled her even more into me and she gasped at once, I moved my feet so did she… we softly moved on the music looking into each others eyes.

Aasma ko bhi hea haseen raaz hai pasand

Uljhi uljhi saanson ki awaaz hai pasand

Mil yun ke dorr jaen

Nass nass mein bijliyaan

Bahon ke dermiyaaaan!!

I kissed her bare shoulder, slowly bending a bit and she shivered visibly. I raised my hand and removed her hair making them fall on the other shoulder and trailed my lips up on her neck, she tilted her head aside and I rubbed my nose at the back of her ear, making her gasp at once.

“Hussain!” she whispered.

“hmmm” I looked at her face… she looked flushed and I smiled at her.

She raised her hand and touched my face… resting her hand on my stuble she looked into my eyes….

“Promise me… whatever happens in life, you will never ever hurt your self” She said, her expressions sad, grave and I placed my hand on hers.

“Aese kun keh rai ho?” I asked and her eyes roamed my face.

“I … I had a nightmare Hussain” she started saying…. ‘I saw you… here, in my room, just the same night as it is” she added, looked lost somewhere….

“so… did we kissed in your nightmare as well?” I asked narrowing my eyes and she slapped my chest lightly shaking her head and I chuckled.

“am serious Hussain!” she whined and I nodded my head, wiping away the smile from my face.

“I saw you… you were… you were hell angry” she said and I looked into her eyes.

“Did I hurt you?” I asked softly and she shook her head.

“you hurt yourself” she said almost into a whisper….. “that was far more hurting for me, then getting hurt myself’ she said, pain evident on her face and I held her hands in mine tightly.

“why would I do that Mannat?” I said softly and she looked down.

“I saw it when you… you were gone back to India, after Shehry’s engagement” She said looking into my eyes and that explained things, I nodded slowly.

“Promise me Hussain! kuch bhi ho… mein aa paoon wapas ya nai, tum Pakistan aa pao ya nai… you will never ever hurt yourself” she said, each word emphasized and I shook my head.

“its not possible, I cant promise you something which am not sure about” I said looking down at our hands.

“Mannat! pehli bat… hum zarror milen ge” I looked up into her eyes, which were shinning now with moisture….. “doosri bat! I cant promise you this because I know… tum nai mileen to dard k ilawa kuch nai bachey ga zindagi mein” I said and she blinked her eyes, a tear escaped her eye.

“Hussain! its easy for me to bare my pain… but I cant bare watching you hurt” she said hurriedly holding my face in her hands and I sighed…. “please! Kuch nai karo ge tum” she wrapped her arms around my neck and hugged me tightly…. “kuch bhi nai karo ge” she repeated and I slowly raised my hand at the back of her head, feeling her soft silky hair…. “okay okay! Calm down. I promise…”

“Hey! Look! Dekho mujhe” I pulled her a bit holding her head in my hands and she looked at me, fear spread on her face and I hated that.

“Hum ne kaha tha na…. aj rat koi aesi wesi bat nai, bus hamari baten” I said smiling and  she nodded her head rubbing her cheeks.

“oye am hungry” I said pouting and she chuckled at my expressions.

“okay! Kia khao ge?” she asked and I narrowed my eyes thinking.

“ummm tumhen” I whispered bending down towards her lips and she backed off atonce, her eyes wide popping out.

“control hero!” she said and I laughed.

“hero?” I said raising my eyebrows and she nodded with a cute smile….

“my hero” she whispered as I bent down kissing her forehead.

“acha tell me na! what do you want to eat? Even I didn’t eat the dinner. Chalo lets go to the kitchen” she said holding my forearm and I stopped her, pulling her back into me.

“oye! Aafat…. Seleena hea wahan” I said and she rolled her eyes.

“She is not home….” She said confused and I narrowed my eyes….. “she has gone to LA in the morning, she has a documentary to shoot there and she wont be back by tomorrow night” she explained.

“I will kill this friend of yours” I said rolling my eyes and she raised her eyebrows questioningly.

“Seleena? What has she done to you?” she asked and I chuckled shaking my head.

“nai nai! Ye item….. Rida!” I said and she laughed.

She took my hand in hers and we headed towards the door.

“Dara rai thi mujhe k Seleena ghar per hea…..” I said and she laughed shaking her head.

Her hand went to the knob, but on turning the knob it didn’t open…. Ooops! I locked it. Slowly I reached for the lock and opened it up, she looked at my face with her eyes wide open.

“you locked the door?” she asked and I smiled cheekily, nodding my head.

“iradey naik thy mere to….. wo to bus Seleena ka soch ker ruk gaya mein” I said making a face and she blushed…. Then slapping lightly on my arm she stepped out and I followed her to the kitchen.

“Seleena is not here but tumhari Sali sahiba hen…so iradon per qaboo rakho” She said playfully and a smirk appeared over my face, she raised her eyebrow.

“g nai! She has gone with Waqas and the gang…. Golgapey uraney.” I said and her eyes suddenly went wide…. “sooooo… maidan saaf hai” I added bending down a bit towards her and she pushed me back, I chuckled and she opened the fridge.

“hmm it’s the chicken curry man!” she whined looking inside, bending a bit down… her hair hung down around her face while she searched the fridge… having the cutest pout over her lips. I just stood there leaning with the slab watching her. I just wish time could stop here and I keep on looking at the most beautiful thing in the world… her face.

MANNAT’S POV

“there is no way am gonna eat this chicken curry” I pouted saying to myself.

I was looking something into the fridge when suddenly I felt the silence was getting creepier… why was he so quiet. I slowly stood straight and looked to my right, he was leaning with the slabe with his arms crossed and a smile spread across his face… a smile that was saying so many unheard words. His gaze fixed upon me, I slowly looked away avoiding the heat between us and stepped towards the microwave.

“so, muffins….” I found them inside, finally we had something to eat. Other then that chicken curry. I took them out in a platter and turned to face him… same position, same smile same intense gaze. For a moment my heart forgot to beat as he slowly stepped towards me putting down his arms at his sides.

“Muf… muffins” I stammered when he came and stood too close for me to breath normally, inside me something twisted up… oh! My intestines? Oh God! No, those idiot butterflies who were dancing inside my tummy giving me strange feelings.

His gaze slowly shifted down to my lips and his face muscles got stiffened, I realised I was biting it again… at once I let go of my lower lip and a smirk appeared on his face.

He bent down tilting his head and I suddenly raised a muffin to his mouth, making it a barrier between our lips. His eyes went up to meet my gaze, his head still tilted and eyes all dark as if I saw smoke in them.

“pehle pait pooja

Phir koi kaam dooja”

I said smiling and he chuckled shaking his head….. he got up straight and I felt I was back on earth, sighing in relief.

“but… you promised me you will make tea for me” I reminded him and he narrowed his eyes.

“yeah! I remember!” he said suddenly and smiled….. “chalo! You go, mein le ker aata hoon” he said and I shook my head.

“nops! You make and I will stare you….” I said playfully and he raised his eyebrow…. “yeah! as you always do… you stare me and freak me out” I added and he laughed, bending his head a bit back. He looked too cute to be true.

“I freak you out?” he asked and I nodded my head, suddenly his arm snaked my waist and he pulled me into him with a hard jerk, I literally shut my eyes tight….. “do I now?” he whispered and I slowly opened my eyes, his dark deep eyes staring into my soul.

“More then freaking out now” I whispered slowly and he smirked down at me… winking and I just melted.

Slowly he let me go and with a cute smile he turned to the oven…. I took out the milk and tea along with some sugar and put it on the slab. He smiled at me then started making tea and I just kept on looking at him.

After few minutes the tea was ready and he strained it into mugs, I dragged chairs from under the counter and putting the mugs and the muffins on the slab we sat on the chairs.

We enjoyed the muffins with the best tea ever in the world….

“How is it then? Hea na A 1?” he asked and I smiled nodding my head.

“Best” I mouthed and he smiled back warmly.

He got up from the chair holding the mugs and the empty platter and headed towards the sink, he put them inside and I just looked at him.

“kia freaks outs ker rai ho… stares ker k mujhe?” Hussain said in Mary-um style and I chuckled.

“am not gonna wash them now…. Madam!” he said pointed towards the sink and I rolled my eyes….. ha! Typical mard! I got up and stepped towards the sink. He got a side bowing a little down giving me the way in a gentle man way and I slapped his head, bowed down.

“oye!” he said and I laughed. He backed off and I turned the tap on….

Washing the mugs…. I knew he was again staring me, my heartbeat and its speed gave me hints, I just tried to concentrate on the mugs when I felt he was pacing towards me… my hands went weak, and grip shaky around the mug. Suddenly his hand snaked my torso and the mug slipped from my hand back into the sink with a thud. He didn’t care about the sound, his grip was soft but firm around me and his body pressed against my back giving me electric shocks and making my knees weak.

He slowly held my hands in his and taking them under the tap he let the soap wash away, his fingers and thumbs rubbing mine softly and I gulped down, he turned the tap off and buried his face in my hair… his nose giving me tickles…

“Let me be your hero…” He whispered in my hair, and I opened my eyes suddenly… wasn’t it Enrique’s song? Slowly his hands pulled away and I turned.

he was going down to his knee and my gaze followed his….

Would you dance
If I asked you to dance? He raised one of his hand while singing and my heart just melt…..

Would you run
And never look back? I held my hand in his and he stood up, pulling me into him and I placed the other hand over his shoulder, while he snaked his at my back.

Would you cry
If you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?  His gaze was deep into my eeys and I smiled softly looking at him….. he held my hand up and spun me round making me feel dizzy…. Then pulling me back to himself  he touched my cheek, his fingers rested over my jawline and eeys fixed on my lips… shivering slightly.

Would you tremble
If I touched your lips? My breath hitched as he sung while rubbing his nose softly over my lips….. then placed his forehead over mine.

Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.

Now would you die
For the one you loved?

Hold me in your arms, tonight.

His voice was magic around me, I closed my eyes as our feet moved slowly, I just didn’t know where and how I was moving, it was he who made me do it all…. without knowing. He looked into my eyes and my gaze shifted to his lips….

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Yeah! our breaths getting heavy, he suddenly spun me round making my hair fly in the air touching his face… and stop me in the middle with my back pressed against his chest… he held my hands in his grip and placed his warm lips over my bare shoulder, making me forget the whole world around me. I closed my eyes….

Would you swear
That you'll always be mine?  he sung into a whisper and I held his hands tighter… I was yours… yours forever! Hussain.

Or would you lie?
Would you run and hide?  He turned me to face him and I slowly looked up into his eyes… breathing heavily.

Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind? I chuckled when he sung those lyrics and shook my head, he smiled back.

I don't care...
You're here tonight.

He reasted his hands over my waist and I wrapped mine around his neck…. Slowly he started backing off and my eyes bored into his deep oceans.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

His voice slowed down into a whisper and my back touched something hard…. I looked so many shades coming and going in his eyes at the moment, all dark and smoky. I gulped down as he bent down to my face making me bent backwards…. He kept on bending down with his hand on the back of my head and slowly my back was placed on a hard cold thing…. counter it was! Oh!

I was now lying half on the slab and he was bent down over me, one hand under my head the other over my waist, I placed my hands on his chest as he came dangerously closer to my face and tilting his head he looked down to my slightly apart lips…..

He looked up and I closed my eyes slowly…. His nose touched mine and my body trembled at his touched. He softly kissed the corner of my lips and I literally went to some other level… I wasn’t in my senses any more as his lips touched mine, his movements urgent making my heart jump out of its cage, I raised my hands to his face, then at the back of his head tugging his hair and slowly kissed him back…. I could taste that chocolate and cream and that husky scent of Hussain on my lips… over my tongue.

His hand under my head pulled me more into him and the other hand slipped a little down, his lips moved down to my jawline to my neck and I bent my head a bit backward as his lips sucked on my neck making my breath hitched up in my throat.

Suddenly my waist line touched something cold… my heart stopped beating as Hussain slowly slides his finders under my vest, I gulped down my eyes closed and his lips still over my neck…. His fingers touched my bare waist and his hand slowly moving dangerously up under my vest, making me drown deep into a silent chaos.

My eyes at once popped open and I forgot to breath as his fingers touched the place where I had those stitches, my fingers in his hair stopped moving and I could feel his lips halted in the crook of my neck…. This is so not happening.

His fingers stopped over my stitches, and he pulled away… his breath heavy and eyes slightly narrowed. I looked into his eyes unable to utter a single word.

“whats…. Whats that?” he rubbed his fingers on my stitches and I just stared into his eyes without saying anything.

He slowly looked down taking his other hand out under my head and I just held my breath…. What was he up to?

He slowly touched the hem of my vest and tried to raises it up when I suddenly held hia hand in mine, he looked up into my eyes and I gulped down the lump shaking a head slowly, his eyes narrowed and a frown appeared over his forehead.

“kia hea ye Mannat?” I was still lying over the counter and he was hovering over me.

“chot….  Bruise! chot lag gai thi” I stammered.

“chot? But… it feels like” he let his sentence in the middle and looked down, his one hand still under my vest… he rubbed the place softly and I shut my eyes tightly.

“I … I want to have a look” he said and I opened my eyes at once, fear spread across my face, he looked down and I couldn’t stop him anymore…. This is what I didn’t want. Please! Don’t do this Hussain!

He raised the hem line of my vest a bit his eyes boring deep into mine, his hand stopped and he slowly looked down. I fisted his sleeves tightly in my hands… for a couple of moments he didn’t move, didn’t utter a single word. His fingers slowly touched the scars and his eyes went wide.

He got up straight and I looked up at him, his expressions lost… worried, utter disbelief spread across his face… “I was right” he mouthed absent mindedly and I got up, my vest went down to my waist again as I sat up on the counter.

“Hussain!.. its… its just a scar”

“Mannat! tumm ne?.... you did that for me? his words lost in a whisper as he stepped towards me holding me from my arms.

“you needed that Hussain” I whispered looking into his eyes… I felt moisture in them.

“you! you donated me your liver?” he asked…. So many emotions blended together in his tone; surprise, shock, amazement…. Grief and love” I nodded my head slowly.

“I could have donated you my heart….. Hussain” I said softly touching his face and he closed his eyes tight, rolling his lower lip between his teeth.

“am sorry… I made you….” his face hanging down I held his face in my palms and made him look up into my eyes.

“Hussain! don’t say this please!... I love you, and this was seriously no big deal for me, mein kuch bhi ker sakti hon tumhare liye Hussain!” I said looking into his eyes and a tear escaped the corner of his eye I just looked at that…. And without thinking I moved my face up and kissed away his tear.

“how could you love me that much?” he asked his eyes shinning and I smiled.

“because you are worth this love Hussain” I replied and he pulled me hard into him… hugging me tight, I felt I would break up into his grip. I hugged him back his heart was beating fast in his chest and I stroked his back softly, trying to calm him down.

HUSSAIN’S POV

She trembled as I kissed her lips… I felt my whole senses were about to go numb as her softness engulfed me into her. i didn’t want to be rough or anything but don’t know why she made me go crazy…. I could taste that chocolate flavour in her mouth. Her fingers tugged my hair as she slowly kissed me back… her lips soft and fragile against mine.

 I felt our tongues fell in love with each other… got married and went on honeymoon to Paris….

I moved my lips to her jaw line and she gasped as I moved a bit down to her neck… she bent her head backwards. Her breath hitched up as my teeth touched her neck a bit. I don’t know what came into me, I slowly slide my hand under her vest… and that soft warm skin of her made me forgot everything for a moment I forgot myself.

I slowly moved my hands up, my fingers digging into her skin… suddenly I felt something… something I felt before. I rubbed my fingers over her soft skin and at once pulled away. Her eyes opened and she was looking deep into my soul.

“Whats that?” I asked and she kept quiet.

I looked down and took out the other hand from under her head…. And slowly tried to raise up her vest when she suddenly held my hand in hers, I looked up and she shook her head, I could see fear spread across her face and my heart started beating fast.

“chot… Bruise! Chot lag gai thi” she stammered and I narrowed my eyes….

“but it felt like……”

“I want to have a look” I whispered and she didn’t say anything. I slowly raised her vest a bit up and my eyes went wide, heart stopped beating.

I saw those scars, I have seen and felt so mnay times before…. Where? On my own body, same place… same scars. They were stitches.

I got up straight staring her skin…. those scars… “I was right” I mouthed to myself absent mindedly.

I was so right, somewhere in my heart this thought was always there….. she was the one who donated her liver to me.

“Hussain!.. its… its just a scar” she whispered sitting down over the counter.

“Mannat! tumm ne?.... you did that for me? words lost in a whisper and I stepped towards me holding her from her arms.

“you needed that Hussain” she  whispered looking into my eyes… mine getting moistened. I couldn’t believe that, she donated it to me… for me. my heart skipped a beat.

“you! you donated me your liver?”…. how could she love me so much.

“I could have donated you my heart….. Hussain” she said softly touching my face and I closed my eyes tight.

“am sorry… I made you….” kitni takleef hui ho gi isey! Kitna dard berdasht kiya ho ga is ne… sirf mere liye? Q? I hung my head down but she suddenly held ny face in her hands and pulled it up.

“Hussain! don’t say this please!... I love you, and this was seriously no big deal for me, mein kuch bhi ker sakti hoon tumhare liye” she said her gaze intense upon my face and a tear escaped the corner of my eye, her eyes went up to that. She slowly moved a bit up and her lips kissed my tear away.

“how could you love me that much?” I  asked a smile spread across my face, I was the luckiest man alive I felt, to have her in my life…

“because you are worth this love Hussain” She  replied and without a moment delay I pulled her hard into me and hugged her tight, my grip around her was so firm and strong that I fear she would break a part. She slowly hugged me back her hands rubbing my back trying to calm down my ragged heartbeat.

 “Hussain its… its fajir time.” She slowly pulled away said looking at the clock and I looked back at the wall…

“Yup! Namaz perhni hea tum ne?” I asked casually and she hit my arm.

“wooo! What?” I said and she rolled her eyes.

“You go and do Wadhu first….” She said, I held her from her waist and made her jump down from the counter. We stepped out of the kitchen and again went into her room.

After performing the ablution, she spread the prayer mat for me and she stood at my back… keeping a handsome distance from me, so that when I go down into prostration, I couldn’t look at her.

“kitna kuch hea ya Allah! Jo mangna chahta hoon ap se…. ap bhi kahen ge k kitna mangta hea ye her waqt. Per kia karoon apne liye kuch nai chaiye… bus keep her happy and keep her in my life. She is my wife now, my responsibility and I am afraid if I wouldn’t be able to protect her from every thick and thin I wouldn’t be able to keep my promise… ya Allah! You know the best… please usey khush rakhna… humein khush rakhna, hamesha ek sath. ek doosrey ka libaas bana ker” I closed my eyes after praying and putting my hands down I slowly got up and wrapped the mat.

I looked at my back and found her wrapped in that red duppatta in a way that hardly her face was visible…. Her hands was up in front of her and was praying. I just stood there watching her… then slowly I stepped towards her and sat down, without making any noise.

Slowly she moved her hands on her face and opened her eyes…. she suddenly looked at me and I smiled warmly at her, she smiled back. She looked beautiful.

“kia manga?” I asked and she shook her head.

“Baba, Mama ki lambi or sehat wali umer… Tumhari dher sari khushiyan or buhat si success” she said spreading her arms wide and I chuckled…..

“or apne liye?” I asked.

“nothing” she said simply and I narrowed my eyes.

“jhooti…. Batao na kia manga?” I asked and she smiled shaking her head. She turned a little towards me and looked into my eyes.. smiling.

“I have everything I wanted in life Hussain! and now” she slowly held my hand in hers…. “now I have you” she looked up at my face again….. “ ub kuch or mangne k liye bacha he nai’ she said almost in a whisper and I just… just melted.

I slowly moved a bit closer to her and laid down, putting my head in her lap. She put her fingers in my hair and I closed my eyes… loving this feeling.

“tum ne kia manga?” she asked softly and I smiled, my eyes still closed.

“buhat sarey piyare piyare bachey” I said and she chuckled.

“you know what! I want you be really successful… like superstar… super duper star” She said moving her fingers in my hair and I chuckled lightly.

“But for me you are already the brightest star on my sky” She added, she rested the other hand over my chest I placed mine upon it.

“ahan! So you have your own sky?” I asked smiling and she giggled making me have those irresistible feeling all at once.

“hmm I have my own world Hussain! our world… jahan mein hoon, tum ho. Hamara chota sa ghar or us mein buhat sari khushiyan hen” she said sweetly and I opened my eyes.

“or us mein buhat sarey piyare piyare bachey hen” I winked at her and she blushed, smiling down at me. I just stared into her eyes then again slowly shut them up I just loved her fingers in my hair…. soft and comforting.

Her fingers caressing my forehead, she slowly touched my eyebrows.

“I love your eyebrows” she whispered and I smiled, my eyes still closed and her fingers traced down to my eyes, touching my eyelids softly… she trailed down to my nose and holding it between her fingers shook it playfully making me chuckle. Her fingers moved down and rested over my lips and my heart skipped so many beats together as she rubbed her finger slowly over my lips.

I opened my eyes slowly and she looked into them… I raised my head from her lap and brought it closer to her face…. she looked down and I kissed the corner of her lips just a swift kiss and I felt like exploding there and then.

I got up and she looked up at me still sitting on the rug, I looked down and without wasting an other moment I scooped lifting her up in my arms….she gasped suddenly wrapping her hands around my neck and I looked into her eyes.

I stepped forward… still looking into her eyes, my knees touched the brim of the bed and I slowly placed her on it while sitting near her, I looked at her face…. she was still wrapped in that duppatta. Slowly I reached for her shoulder and pull it off holding the edge of it. she just kept on staring my face and I pulling it off from her head threw it on the other side of the bed.

“So jao! Its too late….” I whispered softly looking into her eyes and she blinked once.. twice, then suddenly held my hand when I was about to get up from the bed.

“Mat jao” she said almost into a whisper and I looked back at her face.

“Soch lo! Mehngi na per jae rat?” I asked smirking and she smiled.

“Subha ho gai hea Hussain!” she said softly, still holding my hand and I sat back near her.

She slowly bent backwards on the bed, lying down… with her hand still holding mine tightly and her eyes fixed into mine. I slowly moved forward and bent down… lying with her. I placed our hands on her waist and she slightly flipped over me putting her head on my chest… giving me those uncontrollable feeling I closed my eyes as she placed the other hand over me.

‘Hussain your heart!” she whispered and I chuckled.

“I know…. You have this wild effect over my mind and heart… body as well” I said and she chuckled, her nose tickled my chest.

“just hope, tonight my heart, mind and more over my body gonna behave its self… around you” I said smirking and she lightly punched my chest, I chuckled.

“I love you” she whipered and I felt I could never ever get tired of hearing this from her mouth.

“I love you too” I whispered back. I wrapped my arm around her back and she fisted my shirt lightly as our legs mingled… then our feet and then we just didn’t know when we fell asleep…. Peacefully into each others arms.

These moments they spent together… they will never ever forget them, chahen ge bhi to bhula nai paen ge…. its true, few moments lasts forever!!!

UNKNOWN POV

He came out of his car and shutting the door at his back he went to the other side…. Opening the door he bent a little down and remained there for a couple of minutes. Even from a bit distance I could see that love emitting from his eyes for the girl…. He slowly lifted her up in his arms and headed towards the building.

I stayed in my porsche for a couple of more minutes…. Then slowly came out and locking my car headed inside the building, towards my rented apartment.

“hmmm piyar! Ishq! Muhabbat!... bara mehnga perne wala hea ye piyar or mera war dono tumhen Hussain Asif!”

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