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SOL probably shouldn't be crying right now. I mean, it's not like she's never ever going to see BTS in concert again. And it wasn't like this was their last concert of the tour! So, once more, Sol really shouldn't be crying. She's hiding her tears well though, as crowds of ARMYs spill out into the concert venue in Chicago - their last show on the American leg of the tour. (They'll be flying back to New York the next day to film something for Jimmy Fallon. Again.) (Sol doesn't understand why they didn't do it during their time in New York a couple weeks back, but it was something about schedules not lining up. Sol doesn't listen to business things.)

Sena stands next to Sol, her eyes glued to her phone, smiling at the GIFs Taehyung's sending her.

After this show, and the recording for Jimmy Fallon's show, it's time to go back to Korea before the European tour kicks off. Sol doesn't know what to feel - going back to Korea after all this time away? Sol reckons she's just over thinking it all. She'll be fine. Sure, reality will hit her hard, but Sol's okay. She can handle it all. She's twenty three. An adult. She's got this!

Sena pockets her phone after sending Taehyung a selfie, and scans the room, smiling brightly, "I'm so happy right now, aren't you?"

Sol smiles back, wrapping an arm around Sena's waist, "duh! Why wouldn't I be happy, stupid bitch?"

"Because we're standing in the fucking pit again," frowns Sena, gesturing to their surroundings.

"Do you really hate the pit that much, Sena?" Sol asks, kinda feeling bad for Sena - but at the same time, fuck the bitch! But also, Sol loves Sena so fucking much and she really doesn't want Sena to faint on her during the concert. "We can move out of the pit, if you want," Sol offers, "I mean, we have plenty other shows to experience the concert in the pit!" There we go! Sol's being optimistic for once!

Sena grins at Sol and squeezes her cheeks, "thank you so much, pookie, I love you forever and ever."

"You better," demands Sol.

On the way back to their VIP seats, Sena stumbles into two girls. Apologising profusely, they eventually launch into a conversation with the two girls, who were big BTS fans. "Is this your first show?" Sena asks kindly, a wide smile on her face. One of the girl shakes her head, "nah, this is like, our third? I don't know, but Aubs here is stacked. Like, she's so rich I'm considered poor." The girl talking is elbowed in the ribs by the silent girl.

"Shut the fuck up, boo-boo! You're the reason we had to come to this concert."

"What? Me taking a shit is more important than catching a fucking flight, Aubs. We've been over this?"

Sol and Sena burst out into giggles. "No way," Sol exclaims, her eyes wide, "you explode the toilet too?"

"Uh. . Yeah? It's literally apart of my daily routine!" Beau exclaims, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.

"Same. . . Are we long lost sisters?"

Beau looks Sol up and down, "I don't know, but if we are, you're the uglier and least funnier one."

Sol's offended but Sena shares giggles with the Aubrey girl. Sol and Beau got along well. Too well, even, because minutes before the concert starts, the four of them are still talking. Sena really wants to get to her seats and watch her boys perform their last concert in America. For now. Aubrey and Sena have to pull away Beau and Sol, leading them to their seats. (Numbers were exchanged, thankfully!)

The concert starts and loud music fills Sena and Sol's senses. All they can hear is music they love and adore, and singing voices they love and adore even more. BTS concerts were pure bliss to Sol and Sena. They loved every moment. Swaying and singing along to the ballads; jumping up and down, dancing freakishly and singing even louder to upbeat tunes, their army bombs waving above their heads, joining in with the fan chants. Sena and Sol are totally addicted to concerts.

Soon, the concert is over - the encore is soon though, but Sol and Sena get taken backstage. Probably to surprise the boys with something to celebrate this last show; but there's no cake - nothing they can see that hold some sort of semblance to a surprise party, and, instead they're ushered up onto the stage.

Hold on. The stage?!

Sol and Sena are holding onto each other tightly as they walk further onto the stage, their eyes wide in amazement as they stare at the thousands of fans packed into this stadium; all for their boys. The screaming voices are even louder from up here, on the stage. Everything's more daunting on the stage. Right now, Sena's thriving. She wants to leap and spin, she wants to grab a mic and sing to her heart's content, but Sol, on the other hand, is kinda freaking out. Yeah, Sol's confident and can talk in front of a camera, but perform in front of a live audience? With over a hundred thousand people watching in person? Nah. Sol's fine, she'll pass!

So, why the fuck were they up here?

"SOL! SENA!" Jungkook's voice was full of energy and excitement as it echoed around the screaming venue, his doe eyes watch them with pure love. God, Sol can't take this - she's too weak hearted right now. If Namjoon even looks at her, she'll burst into tears.

Pulling Sol along, Sena rushes over to where the boys stood, at the end of the stage extension that's build out to be in the - somewhat - middle of the ground floor. Sena's hand slips from Sol's as she collides with Jimin's body, screaming happily as they collapse into each other, wide smiles on their faces. Sol still feels so small and insignificant. God, she feels so nervous - there's so many eyes on her right now. She's also probably being recorded right now! Who in their right mind suggested this idea? She doesn't want to be up here, on the stage, with thousands of eyes watching her.

Jungkook, Sol's best friend, can sense her discomfort from a mile away, so he moves over to Sol, his arm wrapping around her waist and he grins at her. Sol rolls her eyes and desperately searches for a way off the stage - then, she finds Namjoon's gaze and her knees go weak. Like Sol said, she's too weak for this right now. She'll explode into tears soon - oh shit, the waterworks are starting.

"Sol, choose a song for our encore!" Jungkook shouts into the microphone. Sol winces at the loud volume, but still picks out the one song she can always vibe too. Sena's happy screeches is enough for Sol to know she picked the right choice.

"Wanna be loved. ." The beginning of the song flows through the speakers, Sena's already singing into the microphone Jimin handed her. Not too long after Sena's voice, comes Namjoon's voice and once more, Sol feels like melting into the ground. Jungkook's swaying from side to side, which leads Sol into following him too, her eyes following Namjoon around the stage. He looks so in his zone - Sol's never seen anything hotter.

The switch from Namjoon's rich voice, to Sena's honey voice sends goosebumps across Sol's skin. Sol always forgets Sena's an incredible singer, as well as dancer. Honestly, if Sena had tried when she was younger, she could've been an k-pop idol. Sol would not only feel cool, but so insigificant with friends that were idols and her, a journalist.

Sena's voice blends in well with Jimin's, and Junkook's, and Taehyung's, and Jin's - all of the voices. Sena is like the eight BTS member right now, and Sol's just there, eyes only for Namjoon. Noticing this, Namjoon approaches Sol, a small smirk on his face. Sol can't breathe. Like, seriously, she can't fucking breathe. He's so. . . Hot. Jungkook leaves Sol's side to wander around the edges of the stage with Hoseok.

Sena's being spun around by Jin, who both laugh with each other as the song reaches the best part; Hoseok's verse.

Namjoon and Sol meet each other halfway. No words are exchanged, Namjoon just takes Sol's hand and leads her over to Hoseok, "be his hype woman. I'll be his hype man." And so, with the help of Namjoon, Sol slowly disconnects from her discomfort and lets the feeling of joy and being in the moment with her friends, take over. Sol has a wide smile on her face as she listens to Hoseok's god-like verse.

Somehow, Sol ends up dancing with Namjoon, but she doesn't mind. He's spinning her around hilariously, he's doing a bad job of it, but Sol doesn't care. It's just nice being on the stage with Namjoon. Sol stumbles over her footing and her face collides with Namjoon's chest. His laughter vibrates Sol's heart and she's once more in love with him again. Pulling away from him, the song ends. Sol notes how close their faces are and she grows flustered - but she also wants to kiss Namjoon. Right now.

"Pick the next song, Sena!" Hoseok's happy voice cuts through the air. Sol pushes herself away, knowing how bad it must look; her and Namjoon close to each other on stage. God, she isn't thinking straight. Sol darts away from Namjoon, cursing herself. She should know better; there's a reason their relationship has been asked to be kept a secret!

Young Forever begins to play and Sol seriously can't take this. She's cursing Sena for choosing a song like this! Sena's always been a sap and now, Sol's cursing her for it. Sol can feel Namjoon's eyes on her, but she ignores him and walks over to Jungkook, who gladly wraps his arms around her. Jimin later joins and even though Sol pushes him away playfully, she lets him also wrap his arms around her, and together, the three of them sway along as Sena takes over the singing parts with Taehyung, and Jin.

Sol can easily feel the emotions pouring from Sena's voice as she sings outloud to the thousands of fans watching them. Sena encourages them to sing along and Sol's overwhelmed with emotion, as she and the rest of the fans in the venue join in with the singing. So this is what it feels like. Sol can't help it; she cries a bit. Like, maybe two tears drop from her face, which she quickly wipes away. Why is she feeling emotional? If this is her now, what will she be like during the last concert of this tour?

Sol pulls herself free from the Jimin and Jungkook embrace and decides to find Yoongi. He's always fun to be around.

Instead, she walks straight into Namjoon's gaze - again.

"Forever we are young."

One moment, Namjoon's across the stage from Sol, and the next, he's right in front of her.

"Sol," his voice is low and desperate. Oh no.

"Namjoon?"

"Do you want to kiss me?"

Sol doesn't know how to respond. The song is reaching it's end soon and if Sol can just hold out a bit longer, she'll be able to leave the stage and not somehow, ruin Namjoon's job. Can't he stay away from her? For at least another minute? Sol doesn't want to be blamed for exposing their relationship! That'll be going against BigHit's request, and Sol doesn't want to do that. She doesn't want to jeopardize her relationship with Namjoon.

"Namjoon, please -"

His hand cups her face and that's when Sol realizes she has nothing left to lose. Every single thought flies from her mind and it's just her and Namjoon, forever.

His eyes are challenging and daring, and Sol never backs down from a challenge.

"Kiss me, Namjoon."

And he does and the world explodes.

Pulling away moments later, ignoring the loud screaming from the audience around them, and the stares from their friends, Namjoon only looks at Sol. Namjoon's heart does a weird flip, but that was normal and it wasn't weird anymore; his heart was flipping out of love for Lee Sol. She's his universe, if it wasn't clear. Before, Namjoon used to never feel that way before, but now, it's a normal occurance in Namjoon's life. Whenever he looks at Sol, his heart bursts and flips with love for her. He wants to show Sol off to the rest of the world. Namjoon wants to tell the world; Sol is mine. Don't you dare take her away from me. His eyes travel across Sol's bright face. Her small nose, her cute, doey eyes, her smiling lips - he never wants to stop thinking she looks simply beautiful at 9PM at night, underneath the stage lights, in Chicago.

This was only the beginning for Sol and Namjoon.