Ok guys here is the update for all of you..

As I said in the message guys there are some network issues and along with that guys I stay busy too and along with that I not in mood these days to write and at that time something interesting does not comes up so sorry to keep you all waiting..

Avoid mistakes if any..

N: I do not know.. Maybe it is too sensitive as in they are active now as now onwards... She could not complete and soon she was blushing and looking everywhere but at him...

Manik understood that due to pregnancy her br*** have now become tender so he started sucking them softly as if a baby is sucking them making her enjoy it more to the fullest...

While he was enjoying it as the pregnancy had created a wonder and he is no less of a man to relinquish wonders.. Nandini moved away his pants and soon they both were devoid of clothes from their body... Manik made her his once more with all the tenderness as he by no chance he wanted to harm their baby.

Their room was surrounded with their moans and Goans throughout... After almost what felt like hours and hours Manik collapsed as he released... While till then Nandini too was exhausted a bit but she was mentally satisfied as Manik made her feel special... He likes her now also and due to pregnancy he will not stop liking her. Or the care and all was not just for the baby to an extent she was at peace...

She liked the way Manik treated her and enjoyed it... She was lying in his arms resting herself on him and doodling something on his chest... But along with that there was a beautiful smile adoring both their faces...

N: what if I cannot be a good mother..

She said out of nowhere...

While Manik still looked at nowhere..

M: I am sure you are gonna be an amazing mother... If you make mistakes then we will deal with it together... We both are new at this parenting thing but I know that we both are gonna be probably one of the best parents..

N: you will be there to hold me na..

M: I have always covered your back... Do not fear about anything in life.. we both might stumble but later will gather ourselves back... I know that for sure about us..

N: we will sail through it...

Saying this she snuggled in his arms..

That is the moment when Manik felt that he made it.. I mean he felt that the insecurities that were there in her is breaking now. He felt that he passed in assuring her to a great extent...

He felt pride in himself at that moment... So he just pulled her a bit more closer.. while Nandini was just enjoying being in his arms as always....

But he still felt that what if something like these insecurities build up in her life at a future stage and she takes and impulsive decision to leave him with the baby then.. he has almost forgotten to live a life without her and he won't be able to live also.. so he wanted to put end to his own insecurities too..

So he called her...

M: Nandini...

N: hmmm...

M: Mai Tune Kuch puch sakta hu kya...

N: aap aisa kyu bol rahe hai... Kahiye na kya baat hai ..

M: Nandini why do you feel that our relationship won't work out...

Nandini stoped doodling and took s pause... She sat down covering her upper body with blanket and Manik too sat down and looked at her...

M: what happened....

For Nandini it was like a big thing... She did not want to lie to him and the truth might just make them fall apart.. she was not sure how is Manik gonna react to it as it was a tricky thing...

While for Manik in that few seconds all the negativity touched him.. he felt for a second that may be in fulfilling his dad's wish he made a wrong decision of marrying...

He felt that like Neyonika maybe Nandini was not behind money but him and so she married him...

N: Manik will you be able to take in the truth...

Manik was confused on to what to say to her. But he just nodded his head and asked her to continue...

N: Manik love. I know we made it clear before getting hitched and all... I too never thought about it.. but being with you papa.. I started realising that how much I miss my family and then you came as a support to me and that is how I started depending on you.. and what if we cannot work it out because there is no assurance in the form of love for us... What if... Are too many Manik... And our relationship is very weak when these what ifs comes in between us..

Her words made manik to think... As he never thought that she is right somewhere...

M: I don't know what to say... I mean you are right there are too many what ifs in our relationship but if we keep what and if away from each other then there won't be any problems right.

N: but then these what ifs will keep on haunting us and our relationship..

M: then let's sort them out.. let us talk it out right... Yes... this way we both can be secured form everything...

N: I don't know where these talks will lead us to...

M: Nandini I just want to know... Is love very necessary for security... Because Neyonika loved dad at a time unconditionally and see then also today she is just behind money...

N: Manik I do not know... But leading our lives in this compromise we are being insecure somewhere for our future for each other...

Manik knew that she is right so he took her hands in his.. he knows that Nandini has a special place in his life and he need to vocalise that same thing to her..

M: Nandini frankly speaking I do not know what is love... The love I have seen is very different and so I do not know... And to be specific I am not interested to know too...

But there is one thing that you should know and that is you are special to me and that I have told you many times... No one can replace our relationship..

I do not know Nandini that will love happen or not... But I know one thing that you will hold this place today and forever in my life.. I want you to teach our kids that same value that you have imbibed from both of your parents because for me dad did everything and he actually put in a lot but still that place of a mother is very special and I have never felt that thing but I know and I can vouch on it without proof that you will be great mother...

Nandini hugged him tight as if her life depends upon it... She just want to hold onto to him and keep herself in his arms... While for Manik he held her tight as he cannot afford to lose her..

N: I am trusting my future and my life on this honesty in your eyes Manik... Please do not let me fall as if I break this time I will be shattered and the blocks will be too small for me gather them... I will not be able to live..

M: shh... Shh... I will not let you fall... I will never let us fall apart...

Nandini broke the hug and looked in his eyes to confirm what he is saying from his behalf is true or not..

And when she found it she just grabbed his lips...

While Manik responded her but soon they both were again in each other's arms but this time there was some clarity in the mind that this is their journey and it might have a long way to go from here to live their life but still today there was a determination in themselves and their relationship.

They made love today which was full of emotions but still they did not want to name it as love...

So guys how was it...

I know you guys are expecting a regular update but really sorry I believe in quality work so I do not want to write some bakwas and so I will take time so extremely sorry...

Stay blessed stay happy ppl..