Manan Oswritten by  Alexa Nee
#TUM_BIN 🍁
..It's a request to play this song if possible.Tum Bin by Ankit Tiwari One of my favorite and close to heart. Story is bit confusing but once you'll read carefully then you'll understand. Hope you'll enjoy this..
- Pyaar Reasonable Nahi Hota
Bash Beywajah Hoh Jata Hai 🍁🍁-
..He was walking by the beach. Lost in his own world. The sun was almost set, cool breeze was flowing around and waves were calm and quite.He clutched the bottle and gulped another shot when suddenly his phone started to beep. He received the call and placed it on his ear
.." Sir. We've found them. You've got this. ( person on the other side informed him making him smile in content.( He immediately disconnected the call and took a deep breathe. But seemed his fate wasn't on his side )
..As he turned around busy on his mobile some goons hovered over him. Before he could register anything they started beating him badly not allowing to keep him an offence. They punched him kicked him making him blank and blurred.
.." Bada aaya rock star! Bhai sai panga leta hai. Itna marenge sala gaana bhool jayega! ( one of them shouted while others were busy beating him. Finally his vision went blank and slowly he went unconscious but before he let out those words which were trapped inside him since long) �..6 months later..
..Zurich..
..She ran and ran until she reached the gate. Once she got reached she stopped and tried to re collect her breathe. Closing her eyes she joined her hands and smiling to herself started to pray.
.." God aaj mere kaam ka pehla din hai. Please kuch gadbad mat hone dena. Aap toh jante hona hamesha mere saath kuch na kuch gadbad zaroor hota hai. Ishbar bacha lena warna aapke 2 ladoo minus haa ( Once done she opened her eyes and saw the guard staring at her with blank look. Showing her teethes she entered inside and cursed herself for being such stupid few seconds ago)
.." Jane de Nandini..angrezi gaurd hai. Hindi thodi samajh aayegi ushe hahaha ( Mumbling to herself she entered inside the building and straight way went into the lift. She pressed the 24th button and tried to calm herself down. But she could calm down by only one thing and that was dance!)
..The lift got opened and all employees could see was a girl dressed up in smart suit dancing inside the lift all lost in herself. When she felt gazes on herself she bit her tongue and came out of the lift composing herself. Another stupid act of her )
.." Nandini Murthy sir! ( She spoke looking straight at an aged man who was sitting on his chair with a calm face. She was praying inside for going everything well. The aged man stood up and came near her with a warm smile plastered on his face )
.." So Nandini Murthy. Our new bodyguard. You're most welcome here beta. I'm Balraj Malhotra wese jyada formalities ki zaroorat nahi hai. ( He said and Nandini let out a faint smile. What was going inside his head she thought )
.." Beta mera dimag mai jyada kuch nahi chal raha. Bash ek baat hai. I'm impressed with your skills. Tumpar bharosa kiya jaa sakta hai which is why I've hired you. Tuhme mere bete Manik ka personal bodyguard banna hai. His safety will be your responsibility ( He said looking away from her and she made a confused look )
.." But sir main kyu? I mean mujhse bhi hatte katte aadmi hai bahar. I think woh mujhse jyada aapke bete ko safe rakh payenge. Mujhe toh sirf company ki safety kai liye hire kiya gaya tha right? ( She said and he smirked to himself. He turned around and walked out of his cabin asking her to follow him)
.." He's my son Manik. Manik Malhotra. Zindagi mai agar ishne kuch paya hai toh kaafi kuch khoya bhi hai. Pehle apni mom ko kho diya phir apni Biwi jisshe abhi bhi deewano ki tarah pyaar karta hai ( Balraj said with lots of pain in his voice looking at his son who was sitting quietly lost in his own world )
.." 6 mahine pehle ish par ek bahut bura attack hua tha due to which he lost his mental condition. Agar 2 min mai kuch yaad aata hai toh agle 2 min phir sab kuch bhool jata. Most of the time he looses his temper completely. Isshe pehle yeh kaafi logo ko nuksaan pahucha chuka hai. Apne baap tak ko nahi pehchanta kabhi kabhi ( He said and turned to her who was completely speechless by now. Now she was getting afraid of Manik)
.." Dekho darne ki koi zaroorat nahi hai. Tuhme bash ushki dekh bhaal karni hai and..( Balraj said hesitantly and Nandini waited for him to continue )
.." Tuhme ushki pehli wife banke ushke paas jana hoga. Ek tragic accident mai ushki death hoh gayi. But Manik ko lagta hai woh abhi bhi zinda hai bash usshe naraz hai, door hai. ( Balraj said and Nandini was ready to freak out. Is he insane? )
.." Sir aap marwaoge mujhe. Mai bodyguard hu actor nahi! Mujhse yeh nahi hoga Sir. Aapka beta mujhe zinda gaad dega! ( Nandini said trembling hard and Balraj nodded in disbelief )
.." Tum beywajah dar kyu rahi hoh? I know you can do this. Khud kai liye na sahi kam sai kam inshaniyat kai liye kardo beta. I'm helpless. He's hopeless. Jeena chod diya hai mere bete nai. Halat yeshi hoh gayi hai ki jishko pyaar karta hai ushka nah naam yaad hai aur nah sakal. Bas yaad hai toh ushka ehsaas. Bas yaad hai toh woh gunah joh ushne ushke saath kiya. Insaan ko zindagi mai kuch yaad ho yaa hoh par zoh galti yaa gunah ushke kiya hai woh zaroor yaad rehta hai.( Balraj pleaded while Nandini had no choice. She looked at Manik and then back to him.)
.." Please do this favour to me. Pakadlo ushka haath aur kheech lao ushe andhero sai bahar. Har kishiko apna gunah sudharne ka mauka nahi milta. Par tum deh sakti hoh.. Manik koh. Please give a chance to my son please ( Mr. Malhotra whispered with teary voice and Nandini nodded looking at him )
.." Okay sir. Duty samajh kar karlungi. Par yesha kab tak chalega ( Nandini whispered and Balraj took a deep breathe )
..Taking slow steps she walked inside and silently prayed to her god for some courage. Reaching behind him she hesitantly placed her hand on him and whispered..
.." Ma..Manik ( She whispered and all of the sudden he stood up and pushed away her harshly making her scared plus shock to the core )
.." Go away! Just go away! ( He shouted and she was deprived of words as he looked too scary than she thought )
.." Ma..Manik main hoon. Nan..Nandini ( She whispered taking some courage and he frown hard holding his head )
.." Kaun Nandini? Main kishi Nandini ko nahi janta. Just go away from here warna acha nahi hoga samjhi! ( He muttered looking here and there while she gulped her saliva and slowly went to him )
.." Apni Nandini ko nahi pehchana? See I'm back. Main aa gayi tuhmare paas. Tuhmari Nandini wapas aa gayi Manik ( Nandini whispered cupping his face gently and then tears welled up in his eyes)
.." Tum..tum wapas aa gayi huh? Tum aa gayi Nan..Nandini? ( He whispered holding her hands while she nodded with a weak smile. He collapsed down and she bent down wiping his tears away )
.." Mujhe phir chodke toh nahi jaogi na? ( He asked and she nodded in no ruffling his hair )
.." Sachi? ( He reassured and she smiled holding his hands )
.." Sachi. Main yahi hoo tuhmare paas. Hamesha ( She whispered and he immediately hid inside her hugging her tummy tightly while her eyes got popped out as she didn't knew how to react )
..Saath Mein Thai. Paash Mein Thai
Saath Mein Thai. Paash Mein Thai
Jane Kaha Tum Chal Diye. Rahe jaha Jate Nahi
Dekho Waha Tum Chal Diye..
..She kept ruffling his hair lovingly while he was in deep slumber as after such a long time he had found some peace somewhere. Balraj wiped the tears which had formed in corner of his eyes seing son sleeping in content.
.." Tu pagal ho gayi hai? Bodyguard banke gayi aur biwi banke wapas aa rahi hai? Aree tu bodyguard hai actor nahi. Janti bhi hai woh Manik kaun hai aur kya kar sakta hai? Zinda gaad dega tujhe ( Navya shouted pacing and there while Nandini thumped her feet as she was busy maintaining the bulb of her kitchen )
.." Aree baba same dialogue maine bhi mara thaa Balraj sir kai samne. Par unki joh maashum aur dukhi face thaa woh mujhse dekha nahi gaya. Phir kya ho gaya kaand ( Nandini muttered and Navya slapped her head )
.." Dekh Nandini. Abhi bhi waqt hai. Boriya bistar baandh aur chal bhaag jate hai yaha sai. Galti sai agar Manik Malhotra ki pehli biwi wapas aa gayi yaa ushki memory wapas aa gayi toh hum chale jayenge upar bhagwan kai paas ( Navya said and Nandini turned to her nodding in disbelief )
.." See jaha tak mujhe bataya gaya hai. Manik ki pehli wife ki already death hoh chuki hai and rahi baat ushki memory ki mujhe nahi lagta woh easily wapas aayegi. Navya yaar mai yeshe nahi bhaag sakti. Contract sign kar chuki hu ( Nandini muttered looking down and Navya was ready to eat her alive )
.." khud toh maregi. Mujhe bhi maregi. Hy bhagwan aur koi nahi mila aapko bash Manik Malhotra mila. Ek number ka saitan hai woh. Aree hume toh lagta ushi nai.. Haa ushi nai maar dala hoga apni biwi koh pakka yahi hua hoga. Aur ab woh tuhme bhi nahi chodega ( Navya muttered and Nandini hopped down from chair )
.." Jitna khatarnak soch rahi hai. Utna hai nahi. Maine dekha hai. Ushki aankhe. Kitna dard bhara thaa. Aur jab main gayi ushke samne toh woh dard dhere dhere pyaar mai badal gaya. Itna pyaar kishike aankho mai pehle kabhi nahi dekha ( Nandini whispered lost in her own world and Navya made a horrible confused look )
.." Tu na sachi pagal hoh chuki hai. Abhi jaldi khana kha lete hai aur soh jate hai. Kal jana hoga na tujhe apne pati parmeswar sorry sorry apne rakxash pati kai paas ( Saying so Navya left while acting deaf to her Nandini was still lost in her own world remembering her encounter with Manik )
.." Tum uniform par kyu ho? ( Balraj asked sipping the coffee and folding the newspaper while Nandini shrugged lightly looking at herself )
.." Sir bodyguard hu. Uniform toh pehenna padta haina ( Nandini mumbled and Balraj laughed looking at her. Placing the newspaper on table he stood and adjusted his wear )
.." Bodyguard tum bahar hoh. Yaha tum bas Manik ki wife hoh. Mrs Nandini Manik Malhotra. Come with me ( Saying so Balraj walked and Nandini followed not knowing what was coming next for her )
..Nandini adjusted her saree and slowly opened the door of Maniks room. She frown as the room was stinking bad. She stared around with dim eyes as room was quite dark. Taking slow steps she entered inside and saw Manik lying on floor by his stomach. She sat near him and noticed that he was clutching a photo frame with no photo inside. It was an empty one.
.." Manik..wake up. Dekho subah hoh gayi ( Nandini whispered shaking him lightly causing him to flutter his eyes slowly )
.." Come on. Get up ( She whispered and tried to took the frame from his hand but he angrily glared and groaned at her due to which she got scared )
.." Sorry..sorry ( She whispered while he looked away from her trying to get up. Holding him she made him stand up and dusted his clothes lightly. As she was busy dusting him something striked on his mind and he immediately caught her hands tightly )
.." Happy birthday! Haa happy birthday Nan..Nandini ( He mumbled with a weak smile and she gave a confused look. Today was definitely not her birthday. Maybe of his first wife? )
.." It's your birthday. Ye yeah it's your birthday. Meri Nan.. Nandini ka birthday ( Muttering to himself he grabbed her hand and dragged her with him. He made her sit on bed and went away while she waited for him fidgeting with her fingers )
..He came back and placed an imaginary cake before her with a weak smile plastered on his face. His eyes were blood shot. He looked messy and rough. Before she could register anything he lit an imaginary candle and gestured her to blow it.
.." I..I'm so sorry Nan Nandini. Mujhe yeh pehle karna chahiye thaa. Joh.. Joh bhi tum deserve karti thi. Main main kuch..kuch nahi deh paya tuhme ( Manik mumbled with a heavy and pain full voice and unknowingly tears welled up in Nandini's eyes )
.." Aur..Aur phir jab tum chali gayi mujhe chodkar tab pa..pata chala kitna bada nayalak thaa main. Without you I was shattered Nan..Nandini ( He whispered letting tears escaped through his eyes. She had nothing to say. She knew those words weren't for her but her heart was aching listening to those words as if it were only meant for her )
.." I..I promise I'll never hurt you again. Bash mujhe phir chodkar mat jana please please..It hurts living without you ( he whispered cupping her face and she was completely deprived of words by now )
..Yaara Tum Bin Jeene Mein
Saasein Chubhe Hai Seene Mein..
..With a small smile she cutted his imaginary cake and his heart filled with joy. A sudden spark came into his eyes which made her curious to understand this guy more. She took an imaginary piece of cake and feeded him lovingly while he holded her hand and licked her fingers lovingly as if he was eating cake from her hand.
..Tum Bin..Raha Jaye Na
  Tum Bin..Jiya Jaye Na
Tum Bin...Raha Jaye Na
Tum Bin....Jiya Jaye Na
.." Manik tumne sayad kal sai kuch nahi khaya. You just wait. Main tuhmare liye kuch khane ko lati hu ( Nandini whispered and stood up but Manik held  and pulled her back )
.." No no please. Don't don't leave me alone ( Manik mumbled clutching her hand tight but she cupped his face and gave an assuring smile )
.." Aree baba main tuhme chodkar kahi nahi jaa rahi. Bash yun gayi aur yun wapas aayi. Promise ( She said and blinked her both eyes. He smiled and slowly left her hand while she stood up and walked away taking a deep breathes )
.." Aaj Manik ki pehli wife ka birthday hai right? Kaas woh abhi zinda hoti. Manik loves her a lot ( Nandini said serving foods on tray and Mr. Malhotra smirked facing towards her )
.." Aaj kishika birthday nahi hai Nandini. Aaj 12 june hai and Manik ki wife ka birthday 21 june ko hai. Woh sayad numbers mai confused hoh gaya. Kyu na hoh dimag joh kharab hoh gaya hai janab ka ( Balraj said nodding in disbelief still smiling to himself )
.." Kishi cheez ki ehmiyat ushke jane ki baad hi hoti hai beta. Jab tak ushki wife ushke sath thi Manik ko ushki koi ehmiyat nahi thi aur ab jab woh nahi hai toh dekho kaise pagalo wali halat hoh gayi hai. Tarash aata hai mujhe bete par. Sach kaha hai Bhagwan sabko ushki galti ki saza ishi janam par deta hai ( Balraj said with a helpless tone and Nandini walked away with faint smile and foods in her hands)
.." Manik woh tuhmara guitar hai right? ( Nandini asked lowly feeding to Manik while he stared at his guitar and nodded lightly looking here and there )
.." I've heard ki you were a rock star. Tuhmari awaz bahut khoob surat hai. Apni Nandini kai liye kuch gana chahoge? ( She whispered raising her eyebrows but got no response from him. He was just sitting looking down with a blank look )
.." Itna attitude huh? Okay koi nahi mai khud hi guitar baja leti lu aur khud gaa bhi leti hu! Don't underestimate the power of Nandini hahaha ( With that she went and grabbed the guitar which was covered in dust. She dusted the dirt away and sat down holding it taking her form )
.." Guitar pakad toh liya. Par Nandini teri awaz toh phati hue dhol jaisi hai. Kya gayegi ( She muttered to herself and stared up praying to god when)
.." Guitar ulti pakad rakhi hai tumne Nan..Nandini ( Manik mumbled and Nandini showed her teethes. She took the guitar and went up to him )
.." Wahi toh. Yeh guitar wagera mujhse nahi hota. Tum hi bajado. Come on. For me ( She whispered lovingly and he slowly took the guitar from her and took his form )
.." yes. Come on you can do it. Come on Manik ( She whispered and he placed his fingers on the strings )
..As he was ready to play it he again went numb. His hands started shivering as his nerves went tight. Her memories turned into his anticipation and he went complete blank. He forgot what really he was going to do. Anticipation turned into anger and he angrily threw the guitar away.
.." No! Nan.. Nandini Nandini don't leave me please! Wapas aa jao! ( He started to shout horribly and Nandini backed off looking at him in horror )
..He started to throw everything which was coming in his way. She stood up and tried to stop him but in vain. He was clutching his head shouting kicking everything which was doing nothing but hurting him instead.
.." Manik stop! I'm here! Main yahi hu dekho ( Nandini shouted and went into his embrace trying to calm him down. She lovingly rubbed his back while he wrapped his hands around her and hid himself in the crook of her neck )
.." Ssh bash mai yahi hu. Kahi nahi jaa rahi mein ( She whispered while he took a deep breathe in relief )
.." Nandini hum keh rahe tujhse chod do yeh sab. Dekho kya kiya ush shaitan nai ( Navya muttered applying bandaid on her wounds )
.." Navya ush waqt Manik apne hosh mein nahi thaa ( Nandini said and Navya made a disgusted look nodding in disbelief. Once done she kept the first aid box away and sat beside her )
.." Accha hua ushki biwi ushe chodke chali gayi. Yeshe shaitan kai saath kaun rehna pasand karega bhai. Hume toh lagta hai ushi nai apne biwi ko maar dala hoga ( Navya muttered and Nandini glared at her )
.." Navya yeh line kitna repeat karegi see jitna log usshke bare mein bura bolte hai. Woh utna bura nahi hai. In fact ek baar tum usshe milo toh sahi then you'll realize how much he loves his wife. I mean koi kishi sai itna pyaar kaise kar sakta hai ( Nandini said whereas Navya made a whatever look )
.." Itna pyaar syaar karta hai toh tuhme apni biwi kyu samajhta hai? Duniya kai pehle yeshe bande ko dekh rahe joh apni biwi sai pyaar toh karta hai par woh kaun hai kaisi dikhti hai, ushka naam kya hai kuch pata nahi? Bey matlab woh tuhmare andar kishi aur ko dhoond raha hai. Nandini samajh jao warna baadme ushka dil toh tutega hi kahi tuhmara dil bhi toot na jaye. Kareeb jaa jaa ke itna kareeb mat jao ki baad mein wapas aana mushkil hoh jaye ( Navya said and left tapping her shoulder while Nandini sigh composing herself. She didn't wanted to think anything right now )
.." Wese uncle Manik ki first wife. Unki death kaise hue I mean ( Nandini asked and Mr. Malhotra gestured her to come out with him )
.." Manik was a carefree guy. Joh dil mein aaye woh karta thaa. Nations youngest and popular singing sensation. Log marte thai ushki life jeene kai liye. But ushe khud apni life ki value nahi thi. Though he was succeed but his life was shattered completely. Alcohols, drugs, hot chicks, etc etc. Toh ek baap hone ki khatir I thought ki main kuch karoon ushki bigdi life sudharne kai liye ( Balraj said staring outside randomly while Nandini settled herself down on nearby couch )
.." She was my best friends daughter jishko maine apne bete kai liye choose kiya thaa. Shaadi karwa di dono ki. Socha ab toh sayad sudhar jayega. But no. I was wrong. I was completely wrong ( Mr. Malhotra smirked to himself and fisted his palm angrily )
.." Woh ladki kya kuch nahi kiya ushne Manik ko sudharne kai liye. Though woh bhi ish shaadi kai liye bilkul tayyar nahi thi par phir bhi she thought to give it a chance ( He said and Nandini keenly waited for him to continue )
.." Did she loved Manik? ( Nandini whispered and Balraj turned to her nodding in no. He again turned away and continued the phase of Maniks past life )
.." Nahi karti thi Manik sai pyaar woh. Weshe bhi yeshe badtameez insaan sai kaun pyaar karna chahega. Pyaar karne kai liye ushke paas koi REASON bhi toh nahi thaa. Woh bas ish shaadi ko ek mauka dena chahti thi. Par Manik was stubborn. Yesha ek din nahi gaya jish din ushne ushki insult na ki hoh! Apni wife tak manne ko tayyar nahi thaa aur phir..( Balraj sigh and Nandini sat down hugging her knees )
.." Unki shaadi kai 3 mahine baad bahut bada jhagda hua dono kai beech. Nafrat kai sari limits cross kar di and that was the first time he had slapped her. Woh itne ghusse mai aa gayi ki she took her car and ghar chodkar chali gayi. Manik was guilty for slapping her so he followed her. He tried to call her but she wasn't in her sense. Ushe realize nahi hua kab samne sai ek truck and her car got.. ( Balraj whispered and Nandini felt goosebumps by now )
.." And..( Nandini whispered in teary voice and Balraj slowly turned to her )
.." Mera beta toot gaya. Apni hi aankho samne ushe marte hue dekha. Kishi cheez ki ehmiyat ushke jane kai baad hi hoti hai. Aur wahi Manik kai saath hua. Ushko khone kai baad Manik ko ehsaas hua ki woh kitni important thi ushki life mein. Roz ushe yaad karta. Ushki yaad mein tadapta. Ushki kami mehsoos karta thaa. Mujhse dekhi nahi jaati thi ushki woh halat ( He said in helpless voice and Nandini was speechless by now )
.." Kuch mahino baad Manik kai kuch rivals nai ushpar attack karwaye jishki wajah aaj ushki yeh halat ho gayi. Phir sab kuch chod chad kar hum yaha Zurich chale aaye. Socha kuch toh shaanti milegi ( Balraj said giving a faint smile and Nandini wiped away her tears composing herself )
.." Nandini. Hoh sake toh mujhe mera beta wapas dila do please. I insist ( Mr. Malhotra said and Nandini didn't knew what to say as she herself didn't knew what she was going to do now )
..He placed another empty frame on wall and caressed it lovingly. He stared at other empty frames and gave a weak smile to himself. This was the way of satisfying himself. Her clothes. Her jewelleries. Her books. Her things. Everything was there but she herself wasn't there with him when he needed her the most.
..Rojana Yeh Uljhan Rehti Hai Jaane Kyun
Jaise Kuch Pyara Sa Kahi Rakh Ke Bhool
Tum Yahi Thai Haan Yahi Thai
Kho Gaye Hoh Kaha..
..He took one of the empty frame and sat placing it near his heart and then he felt a magical pair of hand closing his eyes. Before he could Nandini sshd him and brought her lips near his ear.
.." Don't say anything. Just come with me ( Nandini whispered and took him away with her )
.." Ab tum apni aankhe khol sakte hoh ( Nandini mumbled and opened his eyes. Manik blinked his both eyes as he saw number of sky lanterns around him )
.." Mujhe pata hai aaj diwali nahi hai. Par maine socha yeshe normal day ko kyu na special day bana de ( Nandini said raising her eyebrows and Manik shrugged in confusion)
.." Tumne ek famous dialogue toh suna hoga na. Andhere ko andhera nahi sirf roshni mita sakti hai. Nafrat ko nafrat nahi sirf pyaar mita sakta hai. Toh aaj hum wahi karenge. Joh hoh gaya so gaya. Ab past ko bhool kar sirf present ko enjoy karenge taaki aane wala future accha ho ( Nandini said lighting the lantern and bringing it near him )
.." Manik just let it go. Dekho main aa gayi wapas tuhmare paas. Aur main wada karti hu ki phir kabhi tuhme chodkar nahi jaungi ( Nandini whispered cupping his face with her one hand while Manik smiled holding the lantern )
..Yaara Tum Bin Jeene Mein
Saansein Chubhe Hain Seene Mein..
.." Promise? ( He asked and Nandini nodded looking at him. And together they let the lantern flow away in the air letting it's light to break the dark night )
..Tum Bin..Raha Jaye Na
  Tum Bin..Jiya Jaye Na
..He held her hand tightly while she smiled and tested her head on his heart. She knew whatever it was it was for temporary. But whatever it was she just wanted to live the moment.
..Manik was sitting on bench lost in his own world when all the sudden he received a huge snow ball right into his face. He turned and saw Nandini giggling at him ready with another snow ball. He turned away and after a moment he received another snowball making him bit irritated.
.." Nan.. Nandini kuch dair akela cho..chod doh please ( He muttered standing up but Nandini was in no mood to let him go like this. She made another snow ball and attacked on him again giggling hard )
.." Nandini stop it I said! ( he shouted raising his hand up in the air ready to slap her while she gasped covering her face. He stopped in mid and realized what he was going to do. He was going to repeat that mistake again. That mistake due to which he had lost her once )
..Tears welled up in her eyes and she turned away to walk. As she was walking she received a huge snow ball on her back. Turning around she saw Manik holding both his ears. A wide smile crept on her face and soon they started their snow fight unknown of a pair of eyes which was watching them from far. The person was non other than Mr. Balraj Malhotra who smiling to see his son satisfied after so long time. All thanks to his daughter in law.
.." Navya aaj pehli baar tu mere kaam aane wali hai ( Nandini said searching something in her wardrobe while Navya smirked at her in disbelief )
.." Pehli baar matlab? Khair chodo bol kya kaam tujhe ab mujhse ( Navya asked crossing her arms around her chest and Nandini turned to her with her favorite dress in her hand )
.." Uncle nai kal ek party throw ki hai aur woh chahte hai ki tu aur main dono chale party mein. Lekin tujhe toh pata haina mujhe jyada sajna sawarna nahi aata so..( Nandini mumbled and Navya made a curious look )
.." Ohh toh madam ko sajna sawarna hai. Theeke theeke yeh ehsaan hum tumpar kar dete hai ( She said and immediately Nandini hopped into her arms )
.." Bahut pyaari lag rahi hai ( Navya said inserting both earrings on Nandini's ear making her blush to the core. Navya smiled in disbelief and leaned away slapping her head whereas Nandini was still busy smiling to herself)
..The party was almost over but Manik made no appearance of him whereas Nandini was getting curious every moment. Finally not able it hold it more she went upstairs and entered inside his room.
.." Manik? Manik? ( Nandini called out for him but no response. She again called but no response. Suddenly she realized that whole room was messy. Things were shattered or broken into pieces. Then she saw him standing on balcony.)
..Straightly she went to him and hugging him from behind placed her head on his back. Suddenly he turned around with a jerk and pushed her away harshly.
.." Don't do this yaar! Thak gaya hu main. Tumse aur in sab sai! ( He shouted clutching his head and she realized he again had went into his past. Time before he had lost his love of the life )
.." Manik..tumne pee rakhi hai? ( Nandini whispered and he shooted glares at her. He grabbed her arms and dragged her away with him )
.." Main joh bhi karu it's non of your business. You just get lost from here! ( he shouted and threw her away on floor making her gasp in shock. Before she could speak anything his head started to spin as his nerves again went tight )
.." Manik..( She whispered and stood up whereas Manik was screaming in pain by now. Suddenly he stared at her and next moment bent before her hugging her tummy tightly )
.." Nan.. Nandini. Maine kuch kiya abhi? Huh? Maine kuch kiya abhi right? ( He mumbled and she nodded in wiping her tears away and ruffling his hair )
.." Did I hurt you again? Maine phir tumko takleef di right? ( He asked in teary voice and she again nodded in no ruffling his hair lovingly )
.." Nan.. Nandini ( He whispered while she kissed his head and kept on ruffling his hair )
..Next morning he woke up lazily and found most beautiful sight in front of him. Nandini was sleeping on his couch looking pale yet beautiful. He slowly hopped out of his bed and went to her. Kneeling before her he slowly kept his finger on her forehead and traced it lovingly then he moved to her eyes and went down to her nose and finally stopped on her lips.
..He brought back his finger and slowly leaned closer to her. As his lips reached near her lips he stopped in mid as she slowly opened her eyes and gazed at him. Time stopped for both of them. Nandini kept on staring at him until he smiled at leaned away from her. He stood up and walked away while she raised her head and comfortably sat on the couch. Next all she could hear was a soft guitar tune stroking her ears.
.." Pal Pal Dil Ke Paas Tum Rehti Hoh ( He made his appearance again with guitar in his hand and signing softly which made her shocked to the core )
.." Pal pal dil ke paas tum rehti hoh. Jeevan meethi pyaas yeh kehti hoh ( He was singing taking his small steps towards her while she was already in tears )
.." Pal pal dil ke paas tum rehti hoh ( He sang and took her hand in his. She slowly placed her head on his heart wrapping her hands around him and slowly both started to move in a swing )
.." Har shaam aankhon par tera aanchal lehraye.. Har raat yaadon ki baarat le aaye ( He sang and twirled her around whereas she was completely lost in him and he continued his melodious voice )
.." Main saans leta hoon. Teri Khushboo aati hai. Ek mehka mehka sa Paigham laati hai. Mere dil ki dhadkan bhi tere geet gaati hai.. Pal pal dil kai paas.. ( He kept on singing twirling her around. Caressing her hair and cupping her face and she was just lost in him forgetting who she was and why she was there )
.." Pyaar karti hai usshe? ( Navya asked with low voice while acting deaf to her Nandini was busy chopping vegetables )
.." Jawab do Nandini! Humne pucha pyaar karti hoh usshe? ( Navya shouted pulling her arms and making her face towards her and Nandini took deep breathe looking down )
.." Haa ( She whispered and turned back to do what she was doing while Navya nodded in disbelief )
.." Tu sach me pagal hoh chuki hai. Hosh mai toh hai? Dimag kharab hoh chuka hai? Tum kaise bina reason kai usshe pyaar kar sakti hoh? ( Navya shouted and Nandini turned to face her )
.." Pyaar reasonable nahi hota Navya. Bash beywajah hoh jata hai ( Nandini whispered and Navya went to her. She held her shoulders and glared at her )
.." Aur Manik ka kya? Nandini samjho woh tumse pyaar nahi karta! Woh toh bash tuhme woh insaan samajh raha hai jisse woh khoh chuka hai. Nandini sambhal jao please ( Navya muttered and Nandini pushed away her hands from her shoulder )
.." I know Navya. Ishliye Manik ko sab sach batane jaa rahi hu. Joh hoga dekha jayega ( Nandini whispered in tears and Navya slapped her head angrily )
.." Janti bhi hai kya bol rahi hai. Aree Manik pagal hoh jayega. Mar jayega yaar. Ek tuhmari aas leke zinda hai. Halat dekhi hai. Please yeh risk mat le ( Navya pleaded joining her hands and Nandini turned to her wiping her tears )
.." Lena padega Navya. Main Manik ko yeshe aur nahi dekh paungi. Mujhse yeh natak aur nahi hoga. I want ki Manik mujhe as Nandini pyaar kare not as his ex wife. ( Nandini whispered in a helpless tone and Navya gazed at her )
.." Aur tuhme kya lagta hai sab kuch jankar bhi woh tujhse pyaar karega? ( Navya asked and Nandini looked away from her )
.." Pata nahi. Par mujhse yeh sab nahi hoga. Agar yeh sab chalta raha toh woh apne past sai kabhi nikal hi payega. Ush dard sai nikal nahi payega. Aur mujhe ushe ush dard sai nikalna hai ( Saying so Nandini left while Navya prayed that everything goes well )
.." Manik? Yeh tum kya kar rahe ho? ( Nandini asked as she saw him busy in something. His hands were smudge with paints. Then she realized his room was filled with her paintings. Giving a weak smile to herself she wiped away her tears and placed her hand on his shoulder )
.." Manik.. Mujhe tumse kuch kehna hai. Tum sun rahe ho na? ( she said and he was still busy in his thing. She took a deep breathe and composed herself )
.." Nan.. Nandini tum bolo na. Main sun raha hu ( Manik mumbled and she sat beside him taking courage inside her. She has to do this)
.." Manik main woh nahi joh tum mujhe samajh rahe hoh. Main tuhmari wife nahi hu. Tuhmare pyaar ki asli haqdaar nahi hu ( She whispered and Manik stopped his work turning to her )
.." Woh jaa chuki hai kab ka. Ish baat ko accept kar loh ( Nandini whispered and Manik giggled looking at her. She frown in confusion while he laughed palming his face )
.." Accha mazak kar leti hoh. I know.. I know tum ab tak naraz hona mujhse ishliye yeh sab kar rahi hoh ( Manik mumbled and stood up holding her paint and she made a disbelief look )
.." Main mazak nahi kar rahi Manik. I know dard hota hai par ish baat koh accept karlo ki woh jaa chuki hai aur kabhi wapas nahi aayegi ( Nandini said and he placed the paint on the wall muttering to himself )
.." Manik tum sun rahe hoh! Tuhme in sab cheezo sai bahar aana hoga! ( Nandini shouted and Manik turned to her throwing her paint away making her scared )
.." Jhoot bol rahi ho tum! Jhooti hoh tum! Tumne kaha thaa tum Meri Nandini hoh kaha thaa naa! You said you'll never leave me right! Then.. Then why are you saying like this huh ( Manik shouted trying to control himself where as Nandini slapped her head )
.." Tab main mazboor thi Manik! Par ab nahi! Because I love you! Main tuhme aur dhoka nahi deh sakti! Main.. Main nahi hu joh tum samajh rahe hoh ( Nandini cried and now Manik lost his temper. He started throwing her paints)
.." liar! Liar! How could you! Isse pehle main tuhme jaan sai maar dalu just go away from here! Tuhmare wajah sai only because of you I betrayed her! I betrayed her ( Manik shouted and Nandini went to him )
.." Betrayed whom? Manik bolo tumne kishko betray kiya? Kya tuhme ushka naam yaad hai? Woh kaisi dikhti thi yaad hai? ( Nandini asked while Manik clutched his head. I tried to remember but his mind was blank. He could see only a blur image flashing in front of him. Memories were there but she was no where )
.." I.. I don't know! Mujhe kuch yaad nahi! Mujhe kuch.. ( Manik muttered clutching his head and then collapsing down on floor he cried hugging his knees )
.." Mujhe.. Mujhe kuch yaad nahi. I.. I've lost her ( Manik kept on muttering shedding tears while Nandini not being able to his condition ran away from there.)
..She came out of mansion crying bitterly not knowing where to head now. She was just running in random way crying hard just as she was running three years ago when Manik had slapped her. Yes, she was non other than Nandini Manik Malhotra who had survived that accident due to which she had lost her memory. She kept running unaware of the car which was coming straight to her just as she was unaware of the truck which was coming straight to her three years ago.
..Horn of the car broke her trance and she it coming straight towards her. A blurry scene came before her and she went back to the time where that unknown truck was ready to hit her car.
.." No! ( She gasped covering herself as she did three years ago but disaster took place again.)
.." Nandini! ( Manik shouted as he saw her being hit by the car. He had actually followed like he did three years ago. The same scenario came before his eyes and he went anxious )
..His nerves again went tight and this time anxiety took place hard. Shouting and beating himself he was going insane. His brain had already burst up. Finally he couldn't hold it more. Everything went blurry and he collapsed down all drenched in sweat.
.." Nandini.. Nandini are you listening to me? Open your eyes Nandini ( Doctors voice echoed inside her head and soon she opened her eyes saw pale white walls around her. Her head was still paining hard. She grabbed her head in pain and then something striked her mind )
.." Manik? Where is Manik! ( She freaked out and raised up her head trying to get down but Mr. Malhotra stopped her in mid. She glared at him and pulled her arm away from him )
.." You knew everything right! Aapko sab pata thaa! Manik ki wife aur koi nahi balki mai hu! Mai hi aapki bahu hu! Phir kyu kiya aapne yesha? ( Nandini cried and Mr. Malhotra tried to composed her )
.." Kyuki tujhe kuch yaad nahi thaa beta! 3 saal pehle jab tera accident hua tab tu bach gayi thi par tere Appa nahi chahte thai ki humko yeh baat pata chale! Woh nahi chahte thai ki Manik teri life mai wapas aaye aur teri life barbaad kar de! Ishliye tujhe chupakar rakha aur Zurich leh aaya ( Mr. Malhotra said and Nandini was trying to figure out everything )
..Her Appa had actually left her in Zurich where her childhood friend Navya was staying since long. And Navya was also unaware of her past life. After leaving Nandini in safe hands her Appa had went back to India as he had to handle every thing there.
.." Appa yeshe kaise kar sakte hai mere saath? Aur aur Manik? Manik ki yeshi condition kaise hue ( Nandini asked and Balraj nodded gesturing he'll tell her )
.." Yaad hai? Maine tujhe kaha thaa ki 6 mahine pehle Manik par attack hua thaa? Attack sai pehle hume pata chal gaya thaa ki tu zinda hai par exactly kaha hai woh nahi pata thaa. Manik was very guilty. Woh tujhse maafi maangna chahta thaa. Tum dono ki life ko ek mauka dena chahta thaa ( Mr. Malhotra cried while Nandini was already crying hard )
.." Phir kishine kaha tu Delhi par hai. Manik was beyond happy. Woh aane wala thaa tere paas par ushke kuch rivals nai ushpar attack karwaye aur ushki yeh halat hoh gayi ( Mr. Malhotra informed and Nandini sniffed wiping her tears which were continually flowing through her eyes )
.." Doctors nai kaha Zurich par Manik ka accha treatment hoga so hum yaha Zurich chale aaye. Tujhe Delhi par bahut dhoonda but sayad woh ek fake news thi ( Balraj as in Mr. Malhotra said )
.." Phir aapko kaise pata chala ki main yahi hoon? ( Nandini whispered and Mr. Malhotra smiled at her )
.." Sayad Bhagwan ki yahi marzi thi. Jaha Nandini waha Manik. Maine tujhe ek training centre par dekh liya thaa. Ek pal kai liya laga ki sapna hai par nahi tu haqeeqat mai thi. Phir pata chala teri bhi memory jaa chuki thi. Tu bhi sab kuch bhool chuki thi ( Mr. Malhotra chuckled and Nandini closed her eyes as she was having mixed feelings by now )
.." Ishliye tujhe as a bodyguard Manik kai liye hire kiya. Taaki tum dono paas reh sako. Ek dushre kai saath reh sako. Aur sayad yaad kar pao kuch. Main sahi nikla. You guys are made for each other beta. Bhale hi pehle nafrat rahi hoh par abhi be intehaa pyaar hai. Main hamesha sochta thaa pyaar kai liye ek appropriate reason hota hai. Bina reason koi kishi sai kyu pyaar kare.. ( Mr. Malhotra said and Nandini gazed at him with teary red pale look )
.." Pyaar reasonable nahi hota. Bash beywajah hoh jata hai. Jab main Manik kai saath thi 3 saal pehle tab hamesha reason dhoondhti rahi aur jab sab kuch bhulakar ushke paas wapas aayi toh koi reason nahi thaa..bas beywajah usshe pyaar hoh gaya. Kab hua. Kaisa hua. Kuch pata nahi chala. Bash hoh gaya ( Nandini whispered and Mr. Malhotra tapped her lightly giving a warm smile )
.." Manik? Manik kaha hai abhi? ( Nandini asked hopping down from bed )
.." Beta calm down. Woh yahi hai.. Bahar tera wait kar raha hai. Jab tujhe phir sai apne aankho kai yeshe dekha tab jaake janab ko hosh aaya. Jaa jaldi bahar.. Najane kab sai tere intezar mai tadap raha hai ( Mr. Malhotra said and Nandini without wasting a second rushed out of the ward)
.." Manik? Manik kaha hoh? Manik? ( She called out for him but he was nowhere. But Navya was standing there looking down )
.." Chala gaya woh Nandini. Sab sun liya ushne. Kaafi guilty thaa. Keh raha thaa ushne tuhme dard aur takleef kai alawa aur kuch nahi diya. Tuhmare layak nahi woh. Chala gaya ( Navya whispered and Nandini felt like dying there. She turned away and fell into arms of Mr. Malhotra crying bitterly. Her heart got broken completely. All she could do now was cry and cry only )
..It was snowing heavily and Manik was standing on balcony thinking about his Nandini. After knowing everything he didn't had the courage to face her again. But the fact was he also couldn't live without her. Just then his eyes fell on a familiar figure who was looking at him from down.
..Lagta Hai Ki Tum Bin
  Ab Hum Reh Na Payenge
  Kya Toota Hai Andar
Yeh Hum Keh Na Payenge
..Nandini was gazing at him with a pleading teary look as if asking him to come back to her..
..Aa Bhi Jao Hum Sai Aakhir
  Kaisi Naraziya
Yaara Tum Bin Jeene Mein
Saansein Chubhe Hain Seene Mein
..He couldn't take her gaze anymore. So taking courage he turned away from her and tried to control his emotion while Nandini was ready to burst up.
..Tum Bin.. Raha Jaye Na
Tum Bin... Jiya Jaye Na
Tum Bin.... Raha Jaye Na
Tum Bin..... Jiya Jaye Na
..Wiping her tears Nandini turned and walked away while Manik clutched his fist and walked away too.
.." Yeh loh beta ( Mr. Malhotra said keeping an envelop on the table while Manik made a confused look )
.." What's this Dad? ( Manik asked and Mr. Malhotra smirked at him making him curious )
.." Nandini kai shaadi ka card. Humko invitation mila hai bhai ( Mr. Malhotra shrugged and Manik stood up from his place angrily )
.." Bull shit! Woh yeshe kaise shaadi kar sakti hai? ( Manik shouted and Mr. Malhotra raised his eyebrows at him while Manik turned away from him )
.." I mean we are not divorced yet. ( Manik muttered looking down and Mr. Malhotra tried to suppress his laugh. His stupid son )
.." Don't worry about that. Card kai saath Nandini nai divorce paper bhi send kiye hai and she already has sign on them. Ab bas tuhmari baari. Yahi toh chahte thai tum hamesha. Be happy now ( Saying this Mr. Malhotra left and Manik thumped his feets angrily. He took the paper and saw Nandini's sign on them )
.." What the..( he muttered and threw away the papers )
..Parking his car outside Nandini's house he took the paper and barged inside her house. He saw various people gathered around and Nandini standing in corner dressed up beautifully. He went to her and dragged her away with him.
.." What's going on? ( Manik muttered angrily while Nandini shrugged casually )
.." Engagement. Aaj mera engagement hai. Weshe shaadi ka card mil gaya right and divorce paper bhi? ( Nandini asked and Manik was ready to eat her up )
.." Nandini mazak nahi chal raha ( Manik muttered and Nandini glared at him )
.." Wahi toh keh rahi hu mazak nahi chal raha. Yahi toh tum chahte thai hamesha sai. Mujhse chutkara. Tum toh mujhe apni biwi mante hi nahi thai. Ab tuhmare liye easy kar rahi hu toh problem kya. Phir marne chali jau? ( Nandini muttered and that's it )
.." Nandini! ( Manik shouted raising his hand up in the air ready to slap her again while she gasped and covered himself. He didn't had the courage to slap her again so he dropped his hand back and knelt before her )
.." I'm sorry. I'm so sorry Nandini for everything I did ( Manik whispered and wrapped his hands around her hugging her tummy tightly )
.." I'm sorry Maine tuhme as apni wife accept nahi kiya. I'm sorry for insulting you everytime. I'm sorry main ek acha husband nahi ban paya. I'm sorry for slapping you. I'm sorry ush din tuhme bacha nahi paya. I'm sorry jab tum wapas aayi tuhme achi tarah pehchaan nahi paya. I'm sorry mai tuhme kabhi khush nahi rakh paya ( Manik cried closing his eyes and continued )
.." I'm sorry Nandini. But please mujhe chod kar mat jao. Bevakoof thaa joh tuhmare paas wapas nahi aaya. Ushke liye tum mujhe daato maaro do whatever you want but please don't leave me. Mar jaunga yaar. I love you Nandini. I love you a lot ( He cried while Nandini knelt before him and cupped his face wiping his tears away though she herself was in tears )
.." I love you too Manik. Bahut pyaar karti hu tumse. Nahi reh sakti tum bin ( She whispered and he weakly smiled at her )
.." And what about that divorce thing and wedding card thing ( Manik asked making an innocent face while Nandini giggled slapping his head lightly )
.." Divorce paper nakli thai idiot. And wedding card ko agar acche sai dekho toh ushpar kishi aur ka nahi balki tuhmara hi naam hai duffer! ( Nandini teased while Manik frown at her )
.." What? ( He exclaimed and she nodded still giggling at him.)
..Without wasting time he crashed his lips on her making her shocked to the core. He kissed her and pulled back his lips gazing at her.
.." I love you ( He whispered winking at her while she giggled and kissed him again. And they kept on kissing each other. Mr. Malhotra and Nandini's Appa were watching them far and smiling to each other.)
..Nandini Pov- woh pal kaafi khaash thaa. Manik aur main ek hoh chuke thai. Appa also had accepted us. Kabhi socha bhi nahi thaa meri life yeshe turn leh sakti hai. Pyaar bhi kaisi azeeb cheez hoti hai. Kab achanak aapki life mai knock kare pata hi nahi chalta. Meri life sayad yeshi hi chali jaati. Jab accident hua tab laga sab khatam par nahi woh toh shuruwat thi. Mere aur Manik ki life ki ek new phase thi. Sayad hamari kismat par likha thaa ki hamari start..ek end so hoh. Pyaar weshe na sahi par yeshe ish halat main hoh. Sab kuch bhulakar. Ishliye sayad anjaan banakar hame phir ek dusre kai samne lakar rakh diya. Pehle sirf ek reason sai Manik sai zudi thi..nafrat par jab hosh chale gaye woh reason bhi kahi gum hoh gayi. Manik ko mere jane kai baad ehsaas hua ki how much he loves me. Ushke paas koi reason nahi thaa ki woh yeh sab kyu kar raha hai. Kyu dard bardaast kar raha thaa. Thaa toh bas ek ehsaas. Mere hone ka ehsaas. Aur ushi ehsaas sai sayad ushe realize hua ki woh mujhse be intehaa pyaar karta hai. Sayad ishliye kuch yaad na rehkar bhi meri yaad thi usshe. Hopeless hote hue bhi hope thi usshe aur sayad ushi hope ki taqat mujhe ushke paas le gayi. Aur mera kya. Agar sab kuch yaad bhi hota toh bhi usshe pyaar hoh jata sayad. Kuch yaad nahi thaa toh bhi..pyaar toh hi gaya na. Sayad ishliye Pyaar reasonable nahi hota..bash beywajah hoh jata hai.
.....gosh my fingers! I don't know what filmy crap I've written but hope you all liked it? Sometimes we can't convey our exact feelings through words. So I've tried to put as many as effort to explain this concept. I'm so much in love with this line " Pyaar reasonable nahi hota. Bash beywajah hoh jata hai " and the song Tum Bin Raha Jaye Na uff littery I've cried after listening to it and movie Tum bin II ahh just blowsome! I thought to mix the concept with Manan. Please do comments how was it?  And about banner also bolna how was it?