Mnk make her look him n crying shouted-baby you are not dreaming..monstu h tmhara with you.. you are not dreaming shona..monstu is with you..jaan..plz believe me.

Nan looked him n said shaking her head-monstu hates me.

Mnk cupped her face n said crying-sry jaan..plz believe me..monstu luves you..monstu se galti ho gyi..

Muk also sat n said cupping her face-nanz muku di v sry h..

Al-didu v..

Cab wiped his tears n said smiling a little sitting in front of her-nanduita.. apne cabbage ko maaf ni kregi..

Dh n abhi also sat around her saying sry...

She stared mnk for good min may be trying to believe..

He smiled weakly then she stared everyone one by one..
Then again was staring mnk continously with blank expression.

Cab whispered making sure she won't hear-mnk sing for her only your voice can bring her back..

Mnk slowly opened his arms n nodding his head gestured her to come in hug..

(Music)

She looked him n then his arms n pointed towards herself asking if he is calling her...

Mnk nodded with smile though tears never left his eyes n started singin

(Mila hoon ab jo tum se
Hai dil ko mere kasam se
Sukoon mila, sukoon mila..)

He very softly make her sit on his lap singing continously cupping her face while she sliently luking him like a spell..

(Tujhe hai paaya Rab se,
Hai dil ko mere kasam se
Sukoon mila, sukoon mila..)

He rest his forehead on her n sang luking deeply in her eyes singing with teary eyes n slight smile..

(Har pal haseen sa huaa hai
Saanson ko tune chhuaa hai
Badhi tujhse nazdeekiyaan
Sukoon mila, sukoon mila.. mm..)

He hugged her hiding her small frame in his body as if showing the 'SUKOON' to her all the tym luking into her eyes...

(Mila hoon ab jo tum se
Hai dil ko mere kasam se
Sukoon mila, sukoon mila.. mm..)

(In music)

He very softly n luvingly kissed her eyes,forehead,cheeks,palms..

She smiled a little..scared smile..

Slowly she raised her shivering hands n traced his face..

He tuk it in his hands n sang kissing it..

Both never leaving each other eyes..

(Jab se juda tujhse jiya
Chain o qaraar dil ko mila)

Tears fell from his eyes bt smile apperead.

(Jab se juda tujhse jiya
Chain o qaraar dil ko mila)

She smiled in her tears n with hands tried to ask if he is real..
He nodded in kissed her eyes n sang

(Jab bhi rahoon sang tere
Bhoolun har gham shiqwa gila
Tere ishq ka hi nasha hai
Meri rooh tak mein basaa hai
Tune aankhon se jo chhuaa
Sukoon mila, sukoon mila.. mm..)

Finally she leaned her face to his making everyone smile becoz it means mnk has pulled her from her darkness...

Mnk rubs his nose on her cheek smiling n singing..

(Mila hoon ab jo tum se
Hai dil ko mere kasam se
Sukoon mila, sukoon mila)

As he finsihed he caresses her cheek with one hand snuggling his face to face n very softly said-mera chota baby daar gya tha..

She put her hand around his neck n said crying-sab chale gye monstu..

Al put her hand on nan's hair n said caressing it-kisne kaha.? Sab h yaha..didu hai na..

Muk kissed her cheek n said-meri nanz daar gyi thi..

She crying luked everyone n pushing them with her hands n hugged mnk keeping hands around his neck hides her face on his neck..

Mnk smiled n hugging her back caressed her hair..

Mnk-daar gya tha mera jaan..

Nan cried more n said-koi ni h monstu..mujhe laga u left me again..plzz...plzz.don't ha..hate me..

Mnk pecked her lips still in hug n said-no one hates you babu...I luv u so much..sry..I'm so sry..

She sniffed on his neck..

He carried her to bed..

All sat around them n nyo left the rum smiling sadly..

She was only sniffing but her breath was uneven..

Mnk was kissing her face again and again n waiting for to say something because he knows unless she will open up, she will not be cured..

Other just sat their caressing her hair, hands softly..

Finally she started..

Sniffing on his neck she said in between her sobs-monstu..

Mnk just kissed her hairs-hmm..say baby..

Nan-I was not dreaming na..tum sache the na mere saath itno dino se..

Mnk make her luk him n kissing her forehead said-haan..I was there , am there n will always be there for u..

She again hide her face on his neck,her solace, n said in b/w her sobs-main..maine tmhe ni dekha..mu..mujhe laga tm ni the..mujhe laga..sach jaane k baad..u felt di..disgusted from me..

She broke down,her sobs become hard n she started crying badly..

Mnk make her luk n said sternly yet lovingly-never..never ever think something lyk this..u r pure as flame..meri jaan se how can I feel disgusted..

She cried n cried n he jst hugged her tightly n let all her fear,pain come out..

Other sat there quietly knowing her..

After an hour mnk said wiping her tears though it’s a different thing that his tears were flowing continuously –ab ni baby..plz..apne monstu k liye.. I can’t see you crying more..mera shona baby na plz..

She nodded in no said- you don’t luv me..why.?plz don’t hate me..plz..

Mnk was also crying n said-no I only luv u..I.only..luv..u..

She was contiuously crying..

Mnk wiped her tears n said-no more crying..plz..maa k liye..plz..

She composed herself as he tuk nand’s name..

mnk hugged her n said-sleep baby you need to sleep..
Again she broke down..

Not able to see her lyk this more muk said(she was also crying)-nanz ab agar tu chup ni hui na toh dekhna main mnk ko marungi..isne tujhe rulaya hai na..

As soon as she said dis nan shifted herself covering mnk from muk n glared muk with teary eyes and angry crying face..

She was glaring so cutely that others chuckled n mnk cupped her cheeks n rubs his face on her face..

Muk laughing put her hands up n said surrendering-okey baba..I won’t touch your monstu..

Al smiled n pulled nan nose lovingly and said-bachpan me v she used to do this n now also..

Dhr laughed n said-god I still remember that day..she would have killed that montu..

FLASHBACK

Nan was of 5 years n studies in higher kindergarten in the same school where fab5 n abhya studies..

Always nand used to be outside her class but because of some really very urgent work she was helpless n had to go but she strictly told the teachers to send nan to mnk in break..

So the teacher tuk her to mnk..

Their buildings were different..

Mnk was waiting for her on gate when one of his foe classmate came n said-mnk kiska wait kar rha h..

Mnk ignored him as his baby was more important for him..

The boy got angry as others laughed on how mnk ignored him..

So he went behind mnk about to push him wen out of nowhere nan came running n before he could push mnk she pushed him with her little hands making him fall flat..

Mnk was shocked..

Actually mnk was luking on the other side while nan was coming from other side.
She saw the boy was about to push mnk so she ran and pushed that boy..

Mnk-baby..

He was about to take her in his arms but she ran and sat on the boy’s stomach n started pulling his hair tightly with her small fist saying-mele monstu ko pusl klega..

The boy started shouting mnk went to her n caught her from back n tried to make her stand but she was not at all ready to leave the boy..

She after pulling his hairs and breaking some of his hairs in her fist she caught his hand n bit him on it very hardly..

This not enough for her.. She used her little punch n punched the boy really hard..

Mnk was trying his best to pull his baby away from that boy because it can hurt her but nan was using her whole power to punish the boy who tried to touch her monstu..

Teachers came listening the mess..

And finally pulled nan away from the boy..

Teacher carried her in his hands and about to take her away but she started crying for her monstu..
But the teachers were not allowing her to go to him..

Mnk went to teacher n said in his monstrous tone-sir you better give me my baby.. You know nandita maa na..One more tear from her eyes n I’ll call her..

Teacher put nan down n she ran to mnk n spread her arms gesturing her to pick him which he smiling did .

She hugged him keeping hands around his neck n legs around his waist..

mnk with one hand holds her n with other wiped her tears…

Mnk make her luk him n asked raising his eyebrows-wat was that? My baby is a bad girl.? (She nodded in no blinking her eyes) toh fir why you did this.?

She licked his cheeks n said-mele monstu ko push kr lha tha..

Mnk-mumma ne yeh sikhaya h.?

She nodded in yes making him smile..

He rubbed his nose on her cheek making her giggle n said-yeh sikhaya h..haa..badmass..

She giggled n said-mumma ne bola tha ki we shold flight fol dose whom we lub..n I lub u monstu..

Mnk smiled n said-I luv u more mera baby..

He pecked her lips which she returned it back by licking his lips..

FLASHBACK ENDS

Mnk smiled n pecked her lips again while she was sleeping hugging him tightly sitting on his lap..M

uk-god.! We missed that fight that day..but uss montu ki halat dekh we got to know how she treated him..

Cab-uss din iss saale ki nikal padi thi the whole day nan didn’t left him alone even after break she sat in our class..teacher ko v she bit on his hand when he tried to part her away from him..

Mnk smiled n said luking her sleepy face-bt she never disturbed me while studying.. Remember guys how used to sit quietly…

FLASHBACK

Nan was of 3 years and mnk was of 8..

As always fab5 n abya were studying together in a circle with nan in sitting in b/w the circle..

She was sliently munching her chocolates n playing with her doll..

When she was combing her doll’s hair cab hides her chocolate n doll’s shoes..
After combing she started searching it but found it nowhere..

Tears came in her eys as that was last piece of chocolate n her fav shoes..

She luked everyone n found them studying seriously so sliently stood n went to mnk who was learning something..

Before mnk could say something she sat on his lap n rest her back on his chest n hand him his book to learn..

Mnk smiled n asked caressing her hairs from back-kya hua baby?

Nan didn’t turned her face as she knows mnk will stop studying if he will find tears in her eyes n said in her normal voice-monstu study..

Mnk kissed her hairs continued to learn n she all the time silently sat on his lap n put her head on his shoulder with her back facing him..

Though mnk found it weird but she was on his lap so he knows she want him to cuddle her..

Hugging her tightly with her back facing him he started to learn..

Cab was observing all this n felt bad finally he went n sat in front of manan..

Mnk-tujhe kya hua.?

Cab turned nan’s face to mnk though she tried her best to not to turn..

Cab-ro rhi hai teri baby..

Mnk cupped her face n said wiping her tears-bacha kya hua?kyu ro rhi ho?mujhe bola kyu ni?

She let her sob come out n said crying-mostu..meli ctocolate..meli doll k sloes..ni h..

Mnk hugged said rubbing her back-mujhe bolna chahiye tha baby..

Nan-you wele studlying..

He broke the hug n said kissing her eyes-toh kya hua.? You come first..

She crying nodded n said-no..your study comes first..

All smiled n cab gave her chocolate n shoes back saying sry..

As soon as he gave he got punches from mnk for making her baby cry..

FLASHBACK ENDS

Cab-dono kitna marte the sbko jaise hi koi dusra rota tha..

Mnk- n because of me she cried all these yeas..

Others also felt guilty..

Dh-buddy watever happened we can’t change it but we can make her happy in future..

Mnk-but how?everytime I think now she is cured n then I get a shock.

Al-mnk you must have not noticed it but today she didn’t cried because she was alone..

Mnk-matlb.?

Nav-alya is right..tumne suna ni she said she thought you left her again..which clearly means that when she woke up she found herself alone n thought that because of truth you left after showing some concern..

Mnk reminds her words n guiltily closed his eyes n said in regretting voice- I should not have left her alone..Always because of me she have to suffer..

Cab-whatever happened it happened now woke her up n talk to her alone n make her eat something it’s been hours she ate something..

Mnk nodded n others left leaving manan alone..

Servant came n left keeping the food..

Mnk thought luking her teary sleeping face- why it happens with you always.?how can I be so mean.? All these years I never checked on you personally..how can I be so careless.. I have to find that bloody killer asap..now I just can’t wait.. I promise you baby..(he luked up)I promise you maa I’ll take revenge of every single nanosecond which baby has suffered all this year..

Sighing he caressed her hairs n woke her up..

She woke up with jerk panting heavily..

He rubbed her back n said kissing her hairs-ssh..ssh.. I’m with you..kuch ni hua meri baby ko..
She luked him..

He leaned n took her lips in his n kissed her very softly tenderly..

She cried n surrendered herself fisting his collar in his hands..

He broke the kiss n said caressing her hairs-I luv u..chalo let’s fill my baby’s tummy..

She was silently luking him with teary eyes..
He brought the food n starts feeding her saying lovely words but it seems her mind was not listening his words she was just continuously looking him n like a statue opening her mouth to eat..

After he fed her he smiled though inside his heart was crying for her but he knows he can’t fall apart atleast not now so composing himself he said-wow.! Very gud baby..tumne toh sab finish kar liya without tantrums..(he luked her.  Luking her expressionless broke him apart so excusing himself to compose he said)you wait here..main avi pani le kr aata hu..

Before he could stand she holds his hand n said-It must be very difficult for you na..

Mnk turned n luked her confusiongly..

Clearing his confusion she said-to pretend..

Mnk asked in confusion-pretend? What?

Nan said breaking him in pieces-to pretend to luv me..luv someone whom you hated,luv someone who is dirty..to be with me..

Mnk whispered-you think I’m pretending..

Nan smiled n said luking into his eyes-if not pretend then it must be the guilt which is forcing you to do all this..

Her words broke him..

Yes he had the guilt in him but never not even for a single moment he luved her becoz of any guilt..

He freed his hand n tuk back steps but stopped when he heard her harsh laugh n her word

Nan-I luv u..u r my baby.. o god..! how much more lies left..how much more stupid thing is there for me to see..monstu..baby.. what a stupidity.

She was continuously saying n he was silently listening but her wen she said-I just wish I will die soon..

It broke all his patience, all his anger..

He turned n holds her from her arms ,for the first time without caring about her,n shouted shaking her- I.AM.NOT.PRETNDING.DAMN.IT.I.BLOODY.LOVE.YOU..

She pushed him n shouted-all of sudden..kaha tha yeh pyar all these years.. I never found it..why? Why you left me when I had only you? Why?jante the na tum I was so small always depended on u..

Mnk- I was forced damn it..

Nan shouted- forced.? Forced to leave me? Forced to hate me.?no you were not forced.. It was your wish..

Mnk also shouted-no..no damn it..(he went to her n said with teary eyes) it was not my wish..main tmhe khudki aankhon se ek second k liye dur na jaane deta but your future was more important for me..khud k pass rakh kr main tumhare future k saath ni khel skta tha..

(guys remember nan never knew y mnk left her c jst know he was forced)

Nan-mera future...?

Mnk-haa..tumhe kya lagta hai tumhe akela dekh kr mujhe acha lagt tha..tumhe apne se dur rah I was happy..no.. I know wat I felt is nothing in front of wat u suffered but I was also suffereing..

Nan- matlb..

Mnk fell on floor crying n said-uss din I still remember how I pushed u.. I felt my lyf was snatched but mom..(he chuckled roughly) my mom c without thinking snatched u from me.. c gave me option …c said..yaa toh tmhe khud se dur kr du yaa vo tmhe iss ghar se dur kr degi..kya karta main..i was only 12 dat tym..unwillingly I chose to leave u..(he luked n said) tumhe kya laga mujhe dard ni hota tha..my heart bleed jb tumhe khud se kahte dekhta tha..my heart bleed jis din tumhe ni dekh pata tha..ek saal u were in this house but my mom(he fist his hand)my so called mom made sure tum mere samne naa aao..but atleast I was happy for u dat u r studying,eating properly,u were not alone..but here only I mistaken..i thought a/c to deal mom tumhe sab kuch de rhi h..mein unhe tumhe car me school drop krte v dekhta tha but here only I mistaken ki kavi yeh ni dekha ki u were reaching school or not..(till now nan was sitting in front of him he cupped her face n said crying) vo ek saal u remember na how mom did something or the other jisme c proved tmhari galti fir v did I ever said or did anything..(he cried) I know I should have thought dat day in hospital but maa ko dekh kr I lost my temper.. I know I did sin.. but fir v never my luv for u never faded.. ni janta tha ki tm itni akeli ho..(he left her cheeks n cried palming his face) ni janta tha ki mere apno ne mujhse juth bol rakha h… ek baar..agar ek baar v mujhe pata chalta about any of their lie I would have screwed their lyf..tmhe hmsa haste dekh I thought u were happy in ur lyf.. (he luked her again n said touching her forehead n face lyk a mad person) uss din tmhara acci..accident ha..meri jaan..jan..chali gyi thi..

Nan-isliye u were proposing soha na..

Mnk - to show u..soha was my name sake girlfriend..to let out my frustration wenever I felt to have u near me.. that’s y I proposed her on road becoz I knew it was ur tym to come…wenever I kissed in front of u,u never reacted..i thought itne bade step k baad may be u’ll react but ni..then i thought it’s the end of us..so I decided to marry her…because I thought I can never have u… n because of soha mom’s favour I was also helpless to react…

Nan-itna pyar tha mujhse toh uss din in hospital y u pushed me.

Mnk-becoz soha’s lyf was in danger..n I know I did sin..i had no true feelings for her but still c was lyk my friend..but all dis can never change my luv for u…

He went to her n said cupping her face-6 months..u were of 6 month wen I first tym carried u..ek aalag connection I felt..ek feeling to protect u ,to keep u with me till my last breath,to luv u lyk mad..tumhe..(he said crying)tumhe yaad h..ni kaise hoga..u know u were so fond of sweets but jayada khane se tmhe thorat infection ho jata tha u know dat tym u only needed me..maa ko v tm apne pass ni aane deti thu..ur small pretty hands always wanted my hands..(he laughed in his tears) monstu..monstu…always on ur lips..

************************************
Guys if I'm not regular in my updates then it means I hve something very serious going on my lyf. Plz understand..
Thanks for votes and comments..