Nan looked mnk n then everyone..
Understanding she needs privacy all left with puggy making excuse...

Mnk kissed her both cheeks n asked keeping hands on her heart-avi v dard ho rha hai mere baby ko...
She nodded in no..
Her face has seriousness...

She was luking into his eyes..

Thinking whether she should share her deepest ever secret or not..

Mnk- you can trust me baby..

Nan- But I can't trust my destiny..

Mnk- this time no destiny would come between us...

Nan-but my truth will...
Mnk(cupped her cheek) -no truth,no secret ,no destiny can come between...

Nan looked into his eyes n said- plz kiss me.

Mnk eyes brimmed with tears- why..? Are you scared that I'll leave you..? Don't you trust me.?

Nan-I trust you mnk...but I know my truth will destroy your trust on me..(he nodded in no) it will...

He pulled her closer possessivly-no truth can destroy my trust on you.

Nan-It will...I know what I did can never be forgiven but if possible mujhe maaf kr dena.

Mnk-tmne aisa kuch ni kiya h..I know..when you were six month old tab se I luv you..Mera hissa ni main khud tum se hun ..Itna saal tmse kaise dur rha hu only I know...bakiyon ne jo dikhaya usse believe krta gya..dil ni manta tha but my brain were made to believe it..but aur ni...tum khud kahogi toh v I won't believe on any rubbish...

Nan-mnk..plz mera sach jaane k baad you will leave me..I know..yeh sab bol kr don't force me not to disclose it..Badi muskil se khud ko joda h tmhe batane ko...

Mnk- you can share anything..anything.. because I know nothing n no one can now take you away with me..

Nan nodded in no- you will feel disgusted..nafrat kroge mere naam se hi...

Mnk-itne saal jab tmhare baare sbne kya ni kaha tab toh tmse pyar krta rha..tmhe pyar krte hue v uss soha k saath hooked up tha,uss se shadi krne jaa rha tha...taki tumhe bhulne ki kosis kr saku..par tab toh tmhe ni bhul paya tmse aur pyar hota gya toh eksach mera pyar kam kaise kr skta h..

Nan-mnk...Class me you were 3 years senior of mine but because I took a break of a year now you r 4 years senior..

Mnk nodded with confusion-haa..so..

Nan-you know why I took one year break after 10th...

Mnk-haa..

Nan luked him shocked-you know.?

Mnk-haa..after 10 you were not coming out of your apartment so I enquired murthy uncle as he was the one who looked after you he said you got infect with chicken pox n so you were weak n..

He stopped in middle as something struck on his mind...

Mnk-ek min...tmhe pox kaise ho skta h.. you already had it twice... when you were three years n when you were six...

He cupped her cheek n asked-bacha..kya hua tha tmhe.? Why you took break..? What had happened that for one whole year no one saw you..?

Nan looked down-I was in trauma..

Mnk cupped her both cheek making her luking into his eyes..

Both were crying now-of what.?

Nan burst in tears n shouted-I WAS ALMOST RAPED..

Her words numbed his mind..

His eyes looked her face..

His mind stopped working..

Failure,disgust,anger for himself was left...

His hand fell from her cheek as if he died..

She was sitting in his lap but his hold left...

Feeling no more hold of his body she looked him...

Taking it wrong she smiled weakly in tears...

She knew it..

He will be disgusted..

She knew it...

He will hate her..

She knew it...

He will leave her...

She smiled weakly n about to touch his cheek but stopped herself nodding in no thinking he might be more disgusted..

She whispered shivering knowing she lost him-so.. sorry... me.. mein.... selfish ho gyi thi...pehli baar tmse pyar mila na.. but you don't worry..(she get off his lap n said sitting beside him)main..main..cha..chali..ja..jaungi..haa...avi..chal..chali jaungi...

She stood to leave but was pulled back by manik...

He pulled her back in his lap n hugged him tightly...

Very tightly...

In bone crushing hug..

Hiding his face in her neck he cried,he shouted- whyyy.? Why always you...? Why my baby always...??? Whyyyyy...?

Nan broke down crying badly n hugged him back shouting mnk's name...

Nan-mu..mujhe..maaf kr..do..! Plz...

Mnk cried n broke hug n kissed her whole face,neck,body like mad...

Mnk looked her for a min n said strenly-tmhari koi galti ni..sunna tmne...koi galti ni...it's me...it's me who is responsible..sunna tmne...

Nan cried n said-wo bht gande the mnk...bht jayda... They touched me... Everywhere... But before he could have my body soha's dad came with her... They saved me...mnk...(she shouted) they saved me...bt those men made me dirty with their touch.. they saw me without cl....

Her words left incomplete as mnk's lips caught her lips...
Hungirly,crying..

He kissed n kissed her...

After good min he left her lips n pulling her face deadly close to his face he said-meri ho sirf tm...sirf meri....meri nandini..meri jaan ko koi ganda ni kr skta...unlogo ko toh khud apne haatho se maaroga...aur jinhone mujhe tmhare baare chupaiya unhe v jind ni chodoga...aur khabardar agar khud ko mujhse dur krne ki kosis v ki tmne toh...

Nan cried badly-mere saath kyu mnk...kyu..?

He hugged her hiding in his arms n said crying-I'm sorry..I was not their wen you needed me..

Nan luked him-tmhe mujhse naf....

Again her words left incomplete as he kissed her...

Madly,crazily...

In his kiss he make her lie down..

He kissed her neck,sucking it...

Mnk hovered over n said looking into her eyes though not for once tear left his eyes-tmse nafrat toh main kavi v ni kr skta hu..chua tha na tmhe uss kutte ne..main unke har touch ko mere pyar se mita dunga..usne bht bada gunnah kiya h meri jaan ko chu kr...ab agar mujhe zameen aur aasman kyu na ek krna ho agle 12 ganto me usse jaan se maar dunga.. but before that I need u...mere bht pass...plz...

Nan- you don't need to ask...

Taking her permission, he took her lips again to which she responded equally...

He torned her top n kissed, sucked, bit every inch of her body..
Every cell of her body...

He cried kissed n kissed her,sucked her,marked her as his possessivly...

But not for once bit her...

His sucking only left it's mark..

Finally giving stop to his intimacy he sucked her tears though his were still not leaving his eyes as his failure to protect her were roaming on his head n heart..

He embraced her in himself tightly n kissed her hairs...

Mnk crying-each n every person have to pay.. .Mere babu ko jitna rulaya h every single person have to pay...

Nan-monstu...

Mnk luked her surprisngly as first time she called him monstu after so many years that means his baby is totally back to him...

He kissed her whole face with happiness...

Mnk-tm dekhna bacha...now you are with me na kisi ko v ni chodoga... I'll kill every single person who snatched me away from u..

Hugging her tightly, with hands on her waist n behind her head securly, burying her face on his chest,entangling their legs he very lovingly kissing her face he sang a melody to make her sleep n with determination n promise he slept unknowingly looking n kissing her face..

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Nacho sare g padh k..💃💃💃
I'm backk....
🙏🙏 Namste to everyone.🙏🙏
Now updates will be regular. May be thoda chotu but regular. But chotu means like this one.
Behano aur agar koi bhai v ho toh meri studies toh please manage kr lena.🙏🙏🙇
Now about this update:-
Before aap sab bolo ki y I make nan suffer so much toh it's only because all I want to show through this story is it's not easy to live all alone and difficulties increases if you are a girl. And this one I added because I want to make people aware of my kind of punishment to those bloody bastards who try to play with girls. So hope you all will like my kind of punishment.

Thanking Note
Thanks a lot like a lot for all the love you guys are giving to all my stories especially ytkk. It's on #1 rank from so many weeks. I thought may be because of hold it might lose it's rank but to my surprise it didn't. It's all because of you guys. Luv u all a lot. Sorry for not replying all of you. It's just I'm kinda busy in my personal lyf. So sorry..