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“Are you sure Beta …that you wanna go there? ''I turned as I heard my dad’s cold voice, who stood at the door staring at me sadly.

“Yes dad😌”I said continuing my work i.e. packing my clothes.

“But why😐”he said walking towards me making me look at him…..i stared at him.

“You know na….u don’t need to….😶.”

“But I want to…😐”I said, cutting off his words, making him stop.

“I want to dad it’s like 11 years since I last seen my ma and my brothers…..i wanna meet them……🥺”tears brimmed into my eyes as I remember how my parents got separated 16 years back….and I came to America with dad while my two brothers stayed with ma, in these 16 years no one cared to call me once while I try to talk to them every day…but fail every time.

This time I will get the answer to every question….finally.

“But beta …they don’t even care for you…..😥”

“I know that…😓I know dad…that’s what I wanna know….why they don’t call me or receive my call, why they don’t talk to me🥺.”tears escaped my eyes and my voice choked as I recall every moment without them.My dad pulled me in his arms as I sobbed in his arms hugging him back.

“I will go ….tomorrow😐”I said, strictly breaking the hug.

“Okay”he sighed

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LUCKNOW.

“Knock-knock”I knocked the house door waiting for someone to open it, I looked around the place I was standing. It's a small old house in a lane with a park facing it while….the houses surround the park…..where some kids are playing.

I peeped into the park as I remembered how I used to play there.

Flashback:

“Nandu wait …..nandu ''a toddler girl was running in the garden with a cotton candy in her hand, while a boy of the same age followed her.

“Catch me if you can manu🤪”she teased, turning towards him while he panted, keeping his hands on his knees.

“But that  is mine cotton candy😩”he whined  

“But now it’s mine😛”said Nandu and took a bite off it while the boy as he saw this broke into tears…..tears made their way down while he cried soundly rubbing his eyes.

“That was mine😭”he sobbed rubbing his eyes.

Nandu pouted as she saw her Manu crying….

She walked towards it.

“Acha solly it’s yours please don’t cry🙁”she said, forwarding it in front of him …who was still crying his nose was red.

“Manu please….don’t cry na I am solly🥺”she said sadly with tears in her eyes.

Manu looked at her whose eyes were full of tears ,she was looking down guiltily.

As she looked up at him when he took the candy from her hand, he smiled at her widely and pecked her cheek😚 

“We will share it…ok?”he asked,she grinned and bobbed her head and pecked his cheek.

My trance broke as I heard someone’s voice from behind, I turned only to find a man in his mid twenties standing at the door I knocked staring at me from up to down.

Am I in the wrong place🤔? My subconscious asked confused as I stared at the man from up to down, I never saw him here, did they shift?

But the agents gave the same address!!!!

“How may I help you?🧐”he said, breaking my chain of thoughts.

“Mmmm….. do Ms Ishita Sharma live here?😅”I asked the guy ,Ishita is my mother's name and her surname is of her father's. She doesn't use my father’s surname anymore, that is Murthy.

“Yes….who are you?🧐”he asked

“Am her daughter Nandini Murthy……👉👈”

“Nandu,🤯😃”he squealed, cutting off my words. I nodded nervously looking up at him whose eyes held pain and excitement, I felt connection with those eyes as I stared up at him.

He pulled me in a hug…..as I felt his tears on my shoulder.

“I missed you bacha”he cried as he hugged me tighter.

Tears escaped my eyes as I realised who he was…..

“Bhai🥺”I whispered and hugged him back while crying.

“Tu yaha kya kar rahi hai😀”he said, breaking the hug excitedly.

“Came to meet you all☺️”I smiled with tears while he passed me a toothy smile.

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“Ma”called bhai as he ascended the stairs with my bags in his hand while I followed him.

The staircase is so thin and high that I stumbled two times.

As he climbed the staircase he called for her once again and walked into the very first room in the corridor.

“maa dekho kon aaya hai…..”he said to the lady reading the newspaper while sitting on the sofa while the newspaper was on the table…….

She looked up as she heard our voice….tears brimmed in my eyes and adrenaline rushed through my veins as I saw her after so long…..she’s fully changed…..he skin which was flawless had wrinkles….while she who always wore a saree was wearing a salwar suit…..her black hairs are now grey and tied in a braid….and her eyes covered with big spectacles she looks changed.

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“Who is she?”she asked, looking at me from up to down while I stared at her with tears.

“Maa she is Nandini🥰”Arjun bhai said,she looked at me while I nodded with tears, and kept a step ahead walking towards her “hmm ok”I stopped as she looked back at her news paper I looked at bhai shocked who looked down.

“Ma…..”

“She can stay in the guest room ……”she said withouting looking up at me ….which hurted me the most….getting a cold behaviour by your mother is the worst thing that can ever happen that too when we saw each other after so long time.

 Bhai nodded and turned towards me sadly while I stared at her…….

“Or haa ask Mansi whether the lunch is ready or not………if it is then wake Kabir”she said ….Kabir is my younger brother who was two years the last time I saw him must be eighteen now….a smiled flashed on my face as I remember about him….my younger brother.

I looked at bhai who was smiling seeing me smile…..

“You wait here….i will get your room ready….”I nodded as he gestured to me to take a seat in front of mom and he walked out.

While I nervously walked towards her and took a seat in front of her continuously staring at her who didn’t even care to look up at me.

“Mumma”finally I called, taking a deep breath, she looked up at me.

I opened my mouth to speak but before I can my phone rang disturbing the talk…..i pulled the phone out of my jeans pocket ….it was dad…….i looked up at mom who was looking up at me….nervously I answered the call bringing the phone near my ear I said….

“Yes dad”as I said it mumma stood up….i looked up at her whose jaw was clenched in anger she walked out while I stared at her confused.

“Yes dad”I said as dad spoke from the other side.

“Yeah I reached…..just now…..yeah finding the building for now”I lied as I know dad would definitely ask what happened if I told him that I met mom.

“Dad it’s 16 years….i don’t even remember the streets…..yeah will let you know once I will meet everyone….”and I disconnected the call and left out a deep sigh. 

And looked around in the room…..there was a bed on the other side and above it was photo frames.

Pushing myself up I walked towards it ….and my eyes wander on it ….. there were a lot of pics….bhai’s graduation pic……mumma with bhai and one other boy whom m sure is Kabir…..there are so many pics of birthdays …..all of them are super cute a smile formed on my face while I stared at them but it soon fade as I realised none had me tears made their way down .

“Who  are you”I turned as I heard someone’s voice from behind.

Wiping my tears and clearing my voice I said”Nandini…”I said who raised his brows on me didn't he know about me.

“Your sister”I added with hope that he will hug me in excitement shouting '' di ''or something.

“Sister?”he confirmed as I nodded excitedly.

“Whatever🙄”he rolled his eyes and turned.

“Mom, I am  going for college…will do my breakfast there”he said, descending the stairs without caring to look up at me.

While I stared at his disappearing figure with tears.

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I stared out of the window of my room as tears made their way out while I stared at the sky which is orange by now….usually people watch sunset happily with their closed ones….but there is no one with whom I can watch sunsets…..the cold behaviour by everyone hurts me a lot…..none of them cared that I came to meet them…..from my mom , brother, nani(grandmother),uncle, aunty and my cousin sister everyone is cold towards me …I thought when I would be here everyone would be happy will pamper me as they used to in my childhood ….but they don’t whenever mom looks at me all I see is hate for me? I'm not brave enough to talk to her, asking the reason for the cold behaviour is still a big thing.

I walked towards my bed as I felt tired of standing …it’s a very small room as compared to mine….but I have no problem with it……I can live without a room …in living room or better on the park bench but I can’t bear ignorance which all of them are giving me.

As I stared at the 16 years old pic of our family, tears made their way out …..i caressed the picture of my mother and Kabir in her arms a sob left my mouth as I cried hugging the pic.

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“Mom i am home…..”I rushed downstairs as I heard Kabir’s voice who just came home from the college……

“oww”I winced when my leg got hit….but ignoring it I ran towards him.

“Go and freshen up”I heard on my way….i stopped …I have no guts to face mom ……so I stood at the first floor waiting for Kabir.

“Kab-“ignoring me he walked into his room while my words remained in my mouth and tears made their way down…..i rushed upstairs controlling my cries as I heard footsteps coming upstairs.

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I opened my eyes as I felt a hand on my shoulder pulling off my headphones. I turned ,it was bhai….

“What are you doing here bacha?”he asked ,keeping his hand on my hand lovingly since the morning now I felt some peace and happiness….a smile spread on my face.

“Just listening to songs”I said smilingly.

“here?...in cold?🙄”he said looking around the atmosphere….m standing in the balcony….near my room.

“Hmm🙂”I smiled nervously and turned, not wanting to match eyes with him.

“How was your day?”he asked me, looking up at the sky with me.

“Good…..what about you”I lied 

“Good,”he replied. I nodded.

“Had dinner?”

“Hmm,”I nodded lightly.

“Done with your lies”I looked up at him dumb founded😕

“Bhai hu tera….to kya hua itne saal saath nahi they….fir bhi tujhe ache se janta hu …..”he chuckled😂🙂

“chal abb khana khale”he said, holding my hand🙄

“Mood nahi hai bhai…..”😣I tried to stop him but unwillingly he pulled me downstairs in the dining room.

Everyone stared at me as I entered. I looked down ….i don’t like the way they stare at me as if am an alien….🤥

“Come sit”bhai said, making me sit in front of my mom and he himself took a seat beside me.

“Here”he said, serving me the food while I stared at mumma secretly.

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I woke up at six like always……it’s my daily routine to wake up early for yoga and then shower then breakfast …..everyone just woke up ….. it’s seven. So I thought about my diary.As I kept my diary sideways after writing it. I looked around when my eyes fell on the guitar. Am a guitarist by the way. I forgot to mention before😁,music is the only thing that gives me happiness and peace.

Excitedly I walked towards it and picked it up 

Chori se, chori se

Chhup chhup ke maine

Chori se, chori se

Chhup chhup ke

Tinka tinka, chun ke sapna, ek banaya

As I turned it, remembering about my family, a hope rushed through my mind as my mind imagined our family together a blissful smile flashed on my face😋……..

Dori se, dori se

Bun bun ke maine

Dori se, dori se

Bun bun ke

Tukda tukda, see ke sapna, ek banaya

Tukda tukda, see ke sapna, ek banaya

This music gives me the biggest happiness when I sing it I lost myself in it the most ….i love it so much

Sapne re, sapne re, sapne mere

Sach ho jaana re, ho jaana re

Ho jaana re

As I sang these lines I prayed for only one thing that is my dreams of a happy family come true as we were before….those days best days of my life…..when I took Kabir in my hand for the first time that was bliss tears formed in my eyes as I remember the best moment of my life.

“What the fuck do you think you are doing……😡”I stopped as my room door opened with a bang and Kabir shouted at me while I jumped in my place.

“What happened Kabir?😢”I asked with tears as he gritted his teeth, his eyes were red and hairs were messy.

“What the fuck are you doing…..koi or kaam nahi hai kya jo subah subah sab ki neend kharab kar rahi ho😑”as he said those visious words it made a whole in my heart….no one expect these kinds of words that too from their family.

“Kabir I’m sorry ….i thought the room is soundproof🥺……”

“Ohh you thought…..😂”he said sarcastically.

“What do you think that we too are living a luxurious life as you are….do you?”I looked at him confused and dumbfounded as he said that.

“it’s not yours dad house….it’s my mom’s house she can’t afford that all….coz the state your father left her was …..”his voice choked as he said that.

“I saw my mom suffer…..giving tutions for more than 12 hours…..i saw that ….”he said ,his voice held pain and anger.

“kabir listen-“

“I wish that man wouldn’t come into my mom’s life….”

“KABIR!!!”I shouted as he said it he can’t say anything like that to my dad….no he can’t, no one can…..i will never give anyone the right to insult my dad who was with me everytime I needed anyone….whenever I cry there was my dad to comfort me…..whenever I was in danger he saved me …he gave me every happiness I wanted he is my hero!

“You can’t say anything to my dad like that”I said sternly while his jaw clenched.

“Your dad….not mine….i can say anything I want to that cheater….”

“I FUCKING HATE HIM”he shouted at top of his voice ,by that the whole family gathered there and mumma too…..

“What happened Kabir?”as she asked him worry was clear on her face….she looked at me seeing his silence and her face was emotionless again.

“And tell me why the fuck are you here….”I looked towards him.

“Your dad sent you to look at us?”

“Whether we are living the pathetic life he gave us or not…..”

“Kabir I said not a word to my dad…”I gritted, pointing my finger at him as a warning.

“Ok let’s not talk about him…let’s talk about you….”

“Why are you here?”he said, folding his hands at his chest.

“To meet my family….🥺”I said, eyeing mumma tears rolled down my eyes.

“Family which family….do you have a family here….”he asked sarcastically.

“Kabir stop it……”mumma finally said I looked at her for the answer to the question Kabir asked who was staring at the ground holding Kabir’s arm.

“No mom lemme tell her that there is no one who loves her….all she is …is our guest…..none of us like her”my world shattered as I heard it I stared at all whose eyes and facial expression screamed that Kabir is right.

Without saying anything further I grabbed my purse and mobile and walked away from there ….i could feel everyone’s eyes at me but right now I can’t look at them as my eyes are full of tears. 

“Where are you going bacha?”Arjun bhai asked as I stepped down the last stair, in his hand was milk and bread.

“Will be back by evening….”I said looking down.

“Bacha breakfast  to karle”he said softly, I looked at him with tearful eyes ,I wanna hug him .

“What happened “as he saw those tears.

“M not hungry bhai…will talk to you in the evening”I said walking towards the door and before he could say anything more I shut the door and left out a  deep sigh while tears rolled down my eyes.

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“Yes dad”I answered my phone as it rang.

“Nothing, just watching web series”I answered as he asked me what I was doing.

I can’t tell him that his daughter is sitting in a park crying at his fate so I just lied with the only thing I can do……

“It’s a vampire series…..”I said as he asked me the name.

“Yes, just had….”I said as he asked me what I had for breakfast.

“What about you…..”I asked before he could ask more he said yes.

“Good now go do your work and letme watch it”I whined . A chuckle left his mouth while he said ok and disconnected the call.

My stomach churned, as I felt hungry I pouted and looked around….i need something to eat.

“Hey, is there any shop nearby….”I asked as I saw a lady playing with the kid she came with.

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 I walked in the lane with my earphones on ……as told by the lady she said there is small super market type in the nearby….but the road is so thin as I looked around the locality …I could feel everyone’s eyes at me ….but why?nor am wearing something that bad just a red long kurti and jeans then why the fuck are everyone staring at me.

I increased my speed as I felt someone following me ….i guess it’s anyone from the bikers gang standing there in the group at the last road….but without letting him know that I know he is following me I kept on walking acting normal.

“Where are you going baby?''I heard his voice …due to the low volume of songs played in my headphones but I acted like I didn’t heard him.

I stopped as I saw a small supermarket type thing, but wasn't it too old? My mind asked as I eyed it from up to down.

I looked at my side with a wide open mouth when someone smacked my ass😳 …..and as my eyes fell at the person who was grinning at me with the most handsome face….i lost myself in him for a few seconds.

“Hey babe…..😏”he smirked bringing me out of the trance.

“I was calling you from so long….😙”he said but I stood still ….shocked with myself why the fuck I was staring at him like that…..he looked at my airpods and pulled it out not before rolling his eyes.

“That’s the reason you can’t hear me…..i was calling you for so long….🙄😙” 

“WHAT🤨”I snapped ,he grinned at me uff that smile….wait nandini what the fuck is wrong with you….

“You dropped your handkerchief “he said, forwarding me a pink colour hanky ….i made a gross face when I saw the ink colour.. I hate it!

“That’s not mine….😒”I denied.

“But it is cute like you”he smirked,

Eww that’s so cheesy I made a gross face .

“Done with it….”I asked sarcastically 

“NOW TELL ME WITH WHOSE FUCKING PERMISSION YOU TOUCHED ME…..😾”I shouted at top of my voice while his smirk grew wider😏

“Wohooo calm down angry bird that was just by mistake…..”he said calmly yet I can see mischief hidden behind it😌😙

“Mistake ….i am not that dumb Mr that I can’t see what’s mistake and what’s deliberate😑”I  snapped.

“ok I agree that was deliberate…..😂🙌”he chuckled.

“But what can I do ….your ass is so hot that I can’t stop myself”he winked😉 at me how can someone be so shameful my eyes widened.

“And I too can’t stop myself….”I passed a tight lipped smile☺️

“From kissing me😘?….”he smirked ,oh go his hopes are so high.

“from getting you arrested”I said with a tight lipped smile.

“Excuse me”I shouted walking towards the female constable standing nearby talking to someone ,while he followed me.

“Excuse me….i want to file a complaint”I said her while she looked at me.

“What happened ma’am”she asked

“This guy….he touched me without my consent and tried to flirt with me”she looked at the guy and so did I who smirked ….is he a bit crack he’s gonna be arrested soon and he’s smirking.

“MANIK”I looked at the constable as she with a stern face was staring at the guy.

“You know him.”I asked in disbelief, she nodded slightly.

“Unluckily he is my nephew “she said in disbelief, eyeing at him who was biting his inner cheeks trying to stop himself from laughing.

“Ohh ….😣”I said lightly cyrsing myself wow nandini ,don’t you find any other person you have to complain to his aunty only wow…stupid girl.

“Am so sorry from his side….but please don’t complain it will affect his future…….”I nodded slightly as he was smirking.

“Manik go in right now😾”she said pointing towards the supermarket, I frowned.

“Ok …..”he rolled his eyes.

“Oldie😛”he stuck out his tongue and ran towards the market while I stared at his naughtiness I was founding it cute.

“Please don’t file a complaint against him ….i beg you”she said ,

“Her mother is all alone ,running this super market with her daughter ….his father is no more……it would be so difficult for them….”I felt a feeling of sympathy as I heard about it….i don’t know why but I felt an attachment with him…..

“Ok I will not…..”I said softly.

“thank you “she passed a smile to me and I smiled back.

“But your complaint is registered so will take action….”I frowned, confused.🧐

“will complain to his mother”I chuckled and so did her.

“Come…”she said walking towards the shop I followed her.

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“Manik ke bache ….am gonna kill you give me my fucking phone back😑”as I entered the shop I saw a girl shouting, running behind manik who was running with a phone in his hand .

“No aj to mummy ko pata chal ke rahega tera boy friend ke bare me….”he shouted as he moved from left to right and the snack rack in between.

“Manik no…😡.”

“Mukku yes…😋”he teased and ran from there.

“Manik give me my phone😑”she shouted as Manik hid behind me….his cold finger brushed my shoulders and a current ran down my spine I stood still shutting my eyes tightly.

“no🤪”my breathing became heavier as his voice hit my ear along with his cold breath…I took a deep breath.

“ENOUGH!!!!!!!”😾his aunt shouted, he removed his hands from my skin….i turned and looked up at him….who stood with a pout…..

“Manik give her phone right now🤨”she said sternly…..manik poting sadly handed over the phone to the lady who smirked…..

“And come with me…in your mom’s room right now😒”she said

“You need some scolding😐”she gritted and eyed at me.

“What no🥺”he said with a puppy face….’hayeee’ my subconscious said as she saw it ,I glared at her who pouted.

“Come right now….”she said walking inside the room in a corner while manik followed her.

“Mmm what has he done now?”the girl asked me as I stared at him going in.

I looked at the girl …..

“He tried to flirt with me….”I rolled my eyes….she shook her head in disbelief “ye ladka bhi naa….kya karu mai iska”she said

“Anyways sorry for the inconvenience….mumma is gonna handle him”she smiled at me and turned walking towards the counter…..

“Mmmm excuse me”I called her.

“Actually I wanna buy some stuffs….where can I find the shopping trolley or basket”I said as she made an oh face and gestured towards the corner where it is kept.

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As I chose the stuff I needed….i walked towards the reception and kept the basket on it.

The girl smiled at me and took it to pack and do grand total.

“By the way what’s your name….”I asked .

“MUKTI”she smiled at me while I felt I have heard the name before too but where….

“Yours?”she asked

“Nandini,”I said as she nodded with a smile.

“430 is your grand total😇”she said keeping the bags with stuff on the reception corner….

“ok”I said and pulled out a 2000?- note from my bag.

“Here”I said, forwarding it to her…..

“mmm don’t you have change?”she asked softly…I pouted and shook my head😗

“Wait lemme bring it from inside….”she said walking out of the reception.

“Don’t you have ice-cream?”the customer asked, gaining attention.

“Yes we have….have to bring it from the storage…which flavour do you want?”she asked.

“Ok”she nodded as the customer told her.

“Mmmm do one thing….go inside there you will get change pay it to mom ….”she said and rushed towards the storage room while I stared at he dumb founded.

“OK”I said to myself and turned towards the door.

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“Excuse me”I said as I opened the door, peeping in, manik was sitting at the table while a lady back facing me was sitting in front of him….he shot a glare at me as he saw me.

“Nandini…come in”manik’s aunt sad as she saw me….

“Who do you have change of 2000”I said walking in.

The lady turned and looked at me while the note fell down my hands. I saw her.

She stared at me confused while….i was shocked seeing her…is she real😮? 

“Maa🥺”as I whispered lightly her eyes widened ….tears brimmed in my eyes.

“Nandu?”she whispered as I nodded with tears.

She turned towards Manik as I nodded with tears….he looked down as he stared at the table angrily…..his eyes red in anger and his jaw clenched.

“Manu?...”

“Get out!!!!😑”he gritted while I stared at him with tears…..

“I said get out😡”he shouted at top of voice , making me jump at my place with tears. I looked towards maa who was staring at the ground with tears rolling down her eyes.

“Manu listen to me……”

“I fucking don’t want to just get out”he shouted walking towards me his eyes red and veins popping out.

“Please….”I begged.

“Did you listen to  me that day?”he asked I looked down in guilt.

“Coz of you….i lost my father….i'm not gonna forgive you ever…..”he whispered, gritting his teeth, his voice held hate and venom.

Without saying anything I ran from there while I could feel my heart aching like hell …..he is my Manu.,…the connection I was feeling coz he is my childhood fried my life…my jaan everything……but he hates me too now….i deserve the hate….from everyone that’s why i'm getting it…….i rushed into my room without listening to bhai who called me as I rushed into the house.

“Bacha what happened?”he said knocking my door while I called dad leaning against the door sobbing.

“Dad…..dad….he hates me”I cried as he picked up the phone…..i don’t have anyone else to share my pain with, only my dad I have…..

“Who beta?”he asked worriedly as I sobbed loudly crying.

“Manu”I cried as his name came out of my mouth and the phone fell down my hand as  cried hugging my knees……

FLASHBACK:

16 years back:

“I don’t want to talk to you….”she said angrily to the boy (manu)standing at her doorstep while manik was crying like hell.

“Why Nandu?'' he sobbed .

“Coz your dad is a thief…my dad said you guys are bad”she shouted….

“No he is not”cried Manik 

“Yes he is……I don’t want to talk to you…..just go”she shouted slamming the door on his face.

When I was 5 my nani bought a new house…..they shifted there....it was a small yet beautiful house of blue colour with a steel gate of golden colour. It was a colonial type while the park in the middle was the most beautiful thing about the house.

In my summer vacations I visited my nani’s house to spend my vacations with my bhai…bhai and I use to play in the park since the very first day….i sit on the swing while he pushes it from behind…..but that day he found new friends so he didn’t came with me to the park ,he left me in the park saying either play or go home and watch cartoon while he himself went to the big playground to play cricket.

I was sitting at the bench staring at the ground sadly.When someone asked me what happened I looked up at the person. It was a cute chubby boy with a lollipop in his hand.

I told him that my bhai left and no one is there to push the swing, while he smiled and said ‘to ro kyu rahi ho budhu mai hu na that was the first time I saw Manik chubby and cute he was just like a panda sweet and cute…..from that day we daily used to play in the park….sharing talks and foods….we became best friends….he made me meet his parents ....i called them maa and papa coz they treat me like their own daughter I love them a lot the most…..everything was perfect…..until the holidays end and I have to return back to my home leaving him.But I used to visit my nani’s house at weekends.

One day when I visited to my dad’s factory I saw Raj Papa working in their ….i rushed towards him excitedly while my dad followed me…..i told my dad that he is my manu’s papa ….my papa who was very happy as he hear

it…..everything was well until one day I saw my father come home angrily.

He warned me not to talk to Manu again and when I asked why he said his father is thief he stole money and is caught red handed with the money….as I heard it my world broke teacher used to teach that thieves are bad person so I decided not to talk with Manu or his family members….i broke all my connections with him……while he used to visit me regularly but I never meet him……..

And one day the news came that his dad attempted suicide….yes he did….but Neyonika maa didn’t lose hope ,she fought strongly and she finally prove that Raj uncle was not a theif but it was his best friend who hid the money in his locker.

I wanted to meet Manik and I was waiting for the weekend as I heard it…..but that weekend I couldn't go …and my parents got divorced…..my dad took me to America while this chapter remained incomplete.

I closed my diary as another tear fell down my eyes.

I sobbed as I hugged my diary “I am sorry Manu for not trusting you but I was a kid at that time……..i was unknown of all this……but I know you will never talk to me or forgive me for what I did……but don’t worry I will store our good memories in my heart always.”I cried.

I lit the fourteenth cigarette since the time she left .... Taking a puff from it I blew out the smoke ,looking at the sky while I rested my head at the window frame. Tears rolled down my eyes as I remember how much I hated my dad when he was accused of being a thief he needed me the most at that time….but I being the worst son said him all the vicious words in place of supporting him…..i was hating the fact that because of him …my bff left me….that bff who never cared to come and meet me even after my dad was proven innocent I hate her for calling her my bff she never deserved it …..she and father is the reason why my dad is not with me…..i hate them….i hate them both……but don’t worry am not gonna live you that easily as you made my life hell….i will make yours…..am not gonna forgive you Nandini …..i smirked as I blew out the last puff.

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I stared at the ground sadly…. sitting on the park's bench as i felt alone today….no one is there to talk…. can't even talk to dad ….he will ask what am doing and all and how are they behaving with me and if i will tell him the truth….then for sure i have to return….so i can't….all i need is wait for Arjun bhai to return from his work😔.

"What happened?"i looked up as i held a voice….and my eyes widened as i saw him ….Manu😲

"Manu😲?"I whispered with my mouth widened in shock who grinned at me😁.

He sat at beside me while i stared at him with my mouth wide opened😮.

"I am sorry for the way i behaved yesterday 😌"he said calmly.

"I just got angry as i saw you…..but tmhari galti thodi na thi jo hua😇"he said as i stared at him.

And as his eyes fell on me staring at him ….we lost ourselves in each other's eyes…i felt something when his hand brushed my cheeks as he tugged my ear behind my ear…..

"So tell me….."and we talked….but i didn't tell him about my family issues…as i wanted to sort it not wanna spread it…nor i told him i was in America for all these years

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I opened my window as I felt  a knock …..my eyes widened as I saw Manik standing there on the ladder😮….

 (Nandini's outfit)

“Manik”I whispered in panic as he grinned.

“Hello,”he grinned😁

“Manik what are you doing here”I sounded worried as I saw her.

“Pehle upar tu kheecho😙"he said forwarding his hands…..i nodded and pulled him up.

“abb batao yaha kya kar rahe ho”I panted …while he was looking around.

He looked at me and I froze as he looked at my lips and licked his down lip….he moved towards me while I moved back until I hit the wall….

“Manik”I whispered looking into his dark eyes….

“hmm”he hummed as he looked into my eyes….and I don’t know I want him to kiss me….which he was not doing.

I closed my eyes, biting my lip due to nervousness ….

“Don’t”I opened my eyes as I heard his cold voice…..

“Don’t bite it……”he said as his hand finger touched my chin and he withdrew my lip from my teeths……and he leaned in….i closed my eyes……..

I opened my eyes as I didn’t feel anything and looked at him….

“What”he chuckled as I looked down nervously.

“I too want the same thing ….trust me…..but…..”I looked at him as he said but what…why can’t he just kiss me …I so wanted to taste those lips…..my subconscious said angrily pouting.

“But….”

“But I can’t….”he said, moving back and sitting on the bed.

“Why?”

“Why kya?....we are just friends madam…..”he smirked as I sat beside him…..i looked away angrily here he made me horny by the proximity and now he says we are just friends…..i smirked as my mind hit with an evil idea……

“So what….i don’t have any problem kissing a friend “I said, keeping my hand on his thigh and moving closer while he leaned back.

“Nandini what are you doing?”he said nervously as my hand traced his thigh and I moved more and more closer to him while he tried to move back.

“You know what I am doing”I whispered as he fell on the bed ….while I hover on him…..i traced my hand up his arm to his shoulder till his face and made him look at me on my back as he was staring at my hand.

I smirked as I affected him.

 Keeping my hand on his rough cheek I made him look at me....he was lost in my touch....his eyes were dark while I stared at him, our noses brushing and our lips inches apart. His hand travelled to my waist while I stared at him.....

But before he could lean in for the kiss I stood up letting out a giggle.....

I gasped as he pulled me back and I fell back on him ....our chest collided as I could see his eyes saying don't play with him....I could feel his hot breath as he flipped our position hovering over me .....

As his hands gripped my waist I felt something down there....i tried to squeeze my thighs but I realised his knee is touching my womanhood already.....

I looked at him nervously....who leaned towards me ...I shut my eyes tightly as I felt his lips against my cheek he smooched it hard .....

My hand travelled to his shoulder tracing his arms as he kissed and sucked my skin down my neck and shoulder......

"Mmm"I moaned, biting my lips not wanting to make a sound as he bit my skin.....and kissed it lightly....

He looked at me his eyes asking for permission....smiling at him lightly my hand went to his cheek while I pulled his face towards me.....and gentally fused my lips with him....he sucked my lower lip while I sucked his upper lip ,the blissful feeling i'm having right now i can't express as our lips move in rhythm I came over him pushing him down as I dominated the kiss......his hands circling my waist under my T-shirt......

Feeling breathless we broke the kiss , I stared at him with a light smile....this was not my first kiss...yet it was the most beautiful one I had.....

As he stared down into my eyes ....my fingers travelled down to his shirt unbuttoning his shirt ...craving for him......

As I unbuttoned his first button he held my hand, I looked at him confused ,who shook his head.

"Not now!"he whispered and kissed my forehead while I closed my eyes feeling the kiss.....

Pushing himself up he made his way to the window...while I looked at him going as he climbed out I stared at him.....

"Be ready tomorrow at 11.a.m. we are going somewhere"he said with a light smile as I sat silently.

As I felt him gone I fell on my bed and closed my eyes as I remembered his touch and our kiss ....I hugged myself while a shy smile appeared on my face.

I sat on the park's bench as I remember what just happened right now....this is what I wanted to destroy her and her everything and I really got such a good chance but I still don't know why it felt wrong.....many things could have happened today but what made me stop....i wanted to hurt her as she did....but why can't i?

Why?

I waited for her outside her house on my bike....i don't know why but am so excited to spend time with her.....wait I mean to make her fall for me that's what I meant.

(Outfit)

"m here!"I texted and the reply came ''she will be down in 5 min....i waited restlessly tapping my foot on the road......

I looked towards the door as I heard her "Bhai will come late......"she shouted closing the door and shut the door and as she turned my breath hitched as I saw her.....she wore a black kurti and jeans......

'Wow' my subconscious exclaimed as she walked towards me......she's looking so beautiful her hairs hung open at her shoulder.....and all she put was a kajal and lip balm.....as she came towards me I felt myself lost in her eyes.....she's looking so simple yet beautiful.....As I eyed at her lips ,my grip on the handle tightened as I remember the way I kissed it ,I wanna do that again.

"Where are we going?"she asked nervously changing the topic as she saw me staring at her.....manik control....my mind snap as I saw her nervous....i left out a chuckle and smirk...."U will get to know?"I smirked and gestured her to take a seat behind me....she smiled nervously as she kept her hand on my shoulder climbing the bike while I felt something....as I felt her soft hand......while she was adjusting herself sitting on the bike....i looked around nervously as her hand was still on my shoulder what my eye caught was....maybe her mother...staring at us from the window.....as she saw me looking at her she closed the curtains while I stared at the window.

"Chalo"as her voice hit my ears I came out of trance giving a slight nod I started the bike.....

"Where are we going Manik...."she asked for the 8th time since we started.....

"You will get to know soon"I asked for the 8th time.....same thing....

"Kab se yahi bol rahe ho....mujhe bhook lag rahi hai"as she said irritatingly .....i stopped the bike at the corner of the road...

"Tumne kuch khaya nahi kya"I said to her over my shoulder, she was silent.....and I know the answer....

"Why didn't you have your breakfast?"I said, pissed, turning towards her, who was looking down with a puppy face....i rolled my eyes and started the bike.......