its something i have written, considering ur all decision..i tried my level best to make it short..but ended with three parts..please hold on breath because, ur gonna cry for sure..grab ur tissue and napkins...u need them, if ur heart is weak..i tried every possible to show nandini's pov.. in differnt shades.. hope i reached ur expectations... finger crossed..

nandini's pov(flashback)

we both were seating looking at sea, having our breakfast..manik himself was feeding me..i was resting my head on his shoulder..without any tantrums i was eating..manik was saying our funny moments to me to cheer up me..i was laughing , making pout whenever he used tease me..i was glaring him beating him, to make him satisfy..it was simple anniversary that ended with we becoming one soul,where he completed me, i gave him that right because I TRUST HIM, MORE THAN ANYONE IN WORLD.. i don't regret my act ever..i'm sure about it, because he is first and last man in my life..no one can take his place, no one..

but he was trying to act normal, which wasn't possible to him..because he had fight with his parents and again the reason is me..i really wonder, is it money so important in world, if so, i will earn whole wealth and get my manik..why they hate me so much,i don't know.. but manik never let anyone reach me in his presence, he is very conscious when i'm surrounded by his parents or his friends..he always there, when i needed him, he never let anyone abuse me..he used give left, right and centre to the person, whomever it maybe..i still didn't get why they hate me so much..god knows... Manik had taken my side every time, he don't have knowledge about me hearing that call, even i don't want to tell him..i heard each word of the convo..it hurts me, but i won't leave my manik at any cost..because manik is my preference not anyone..

i know i can cheer up did the same, started tickling him..we spent whole day there..and returned back to mumbai..as manik had concerts for two months..it was international concerts..i don't had any option other than being alone without him in my apartment..it was day he needs to leave..

na-manik, see maine sare packing kardi tumari...look if u need anything..i said to sad manik, who was seating on bed, his eyes were teary saying his sadness..even though i knew its reason..how would i leave without him..he had become my addiction..

ma-yes, i need u..pack urself with my luggage..he said in chocking voice..i closed the zip of bag, went to seat before manik...

na-manii..i rubbed his eyes..

ma-i can't live without u..please nandini nai jana muje..tumari bina.. please nandini don't send me..i'm feeling something is going wrong, its definitely not going correct..kuch honewala hai..please nandini..please don't send me..kahi mera sapna sach na hojaeye...please jaanu...i don't wanna go..a fearful manik said me..he never acted this way..he started this because of two reasons, one was he was going with fab4 for concert in international level for 2 months against his wish,even i didn't wanted to send him..but i'm helpless because one his career, which he always dreamt to have and other reason was fab4, who talked ill about our relationship, when manik said no for the concert..it was so horrible to hear them..i bear them only for manik, and he is nowhere aware of it..because they all barged our apartment when manik wasn't at home, i tried to say something, but every time they stopped me..i had no option to listen until abhi came and barked at them, whom came to convenience manik for the concert..and ended up with other fight with me and mukthi, for no reason..finally i convenienced manik with great difficulty..he said yes, because of his friends, his only family..for him, which comes first..

and other reason was manik's horrible dreams, which scaring shit out of him..its happening since after our anniversary..where he is seeing me leaving him alone..or other way..his fear was such that, he wasn't leaving my hand for even second..he didn't let me attend college also..how muchever i was consoling him, the dreams were haunting him..but at the end of the day, i was even more fearful to lose him..i made mind to push that thought aside..even though my senses were giving negative vibe to me..

na-manii, c'mon u are my brave boy right..he cried in my tummy..he was crying like anything..it was first time manik was doing something like that..

na-manik, ethna ro kyu rahe ho? its just matter of two months, bad mai u will come to ur jaanu hamesha ki liye.. i said as i broke hug..

ma-because i never i got someone like u..please nandini nai jana hai muje..please i'm scared..please nandini..he begged again..this is not manik, i know..his nightmares are bothering him more...

na-manik, i'm not going anywhere, as i said that day, i'm telling u again, i'm there within u..i'm in ur music..which u equally love..i'll be there manik..i'm in ur heart, i'm in ur soul..i'm there where u go manik..i promise whether i'm there with u or not but i'll never leave ur side..i'll be ur shadow..if u feel alone feel me wind, i'll be there for u manik..i'll be waiting for u with my open arms manik..jaldi ana..remember u are doing this for ur friends ur family manik...he bobbed his head, slept on my lap..

ma-promise me nandini, u won't leave me..u will be there..deko i'm trusting ur each word, please don't leave me jaanu, jeetheji marjahunga mai ..he said babishly..but his words made me feel something is badly gonna happen..but some how supressed my feelings to control him..

na-nandu promise, i won't leave u, i will be waiting for u in my open arms manik.. and i'm warning u don't utter such words manik, please..he bobbed his head still sobbing in my arms..his dreams are really getting his nervous with mine..i somehow made him sleep because he had flight at evening six..

now it was time..i was getting myself calm before doing the same to him..giving him thousands of assurance that i will call or message him every one hour and got same act from him..i was washing my face..i should be brave, i'm leaving without my parents, but i never felt this churning in my stomach..my eyes turned to deep red, saying how badly i cried..

ma-jaanu..come out..he knocked our washroom..i rubbed my eyes..which were no end to stop, nandini u can do this for manik, yes, i can, this need to be done for his career..yes, nandini murthy u can do it..i rubbed my tears..plastered my smile..opened the door, which was still being knocked by him..

ma-nandini, take good care of u..please don't be careless eat proper food on time, i have asked abhi to take good care of u in my absence..don't eat more ice cream..sleep tight..and mainly call or message me once in an hour..we will talk on skype whenever we feel like..hmm..please take care of my jaanu..hmm..he hugged me..i didn't had anything to say only to bob my head in arms..

na-manik, chalo they are waiting for u..as i heard cabir's voice from downstairs..all his friends bid bye to their parents except manik..as he had fight with them again..

we both walked down, manik was not leaving my hand at all..fab4 glared me..i didn't reacted to it..i don't feel like one to react the people, who are nowhere related to me..my concern is my man that's it..

mu-bhai, chale, she said eyeing our hand..which was not ready to leave each other..her eyes shot a glare of hatred towards me..

ma-yaa..he turned abhi...abhi walked to us..

ab-i will take care of her manik, don't worry..i will be there for my friend..don't worry man..i'm here then no fear..he said while keeping his hands on my head affectionately.. he realised that he loves mukthi not me..manik and i had great conversation, in which this idiot got bulb that he loves her..manik gave him all type punches to him..to make him realise..trust me..that one was other argument..can't our life be simple..

ma-if not mua thod dunga..i mean my words abhi...make sure, u will be around her..and mainly make her out of reach from my parents..i don't want them near her also..he gave warning to abhi..which got nod from abhi, who very well aware about his parents and my combination..where fab4 glared manik for such words for his parents, which manik didn't cared a bit..i can badly feel that fab5 was breaking and the reason was me, only me..

dh-manik, chale, we don't have heavenly time for ur girlfriend and her security..so, can we..manik glared him, but didn't said a word to him, as i had asked him not to say anything..

everyone walked to door..leaving us, even abhi left..manik turned back..gave a look to me..

na-manik..i walked to him muffins, which his fav. i gave him...he smiled..

ma-i will miss this nandini..he kissed my cheeks as my tears rolled from my eyes..i opened chocolate wrapper, make him bit them..

na-make me proud, rule the world the way u wanted, manik..i will be waiting for u..he ate them, it was ritual of mine to say all the best to him, as he says i'm his lucky charm..

ma-please jaanu chalo na mere sath...he asked this nth time..but i cannot..

na-manik, u only made me agree to attend my exams for entrance..haina..

ma-ya, please give ur best..if u didn't had exams i would taken with me..nandini make me proud..all the best for exams..i know my jaanu will top in exams..and in next 3 months she will be there where she dreamt of..give ur best nandini, its ur dream..hmm he kissed my forehead..i wiped his tears..

na-i will, i will make u proud manik malhotra dek lena..choke rahoge..i said in confident..i will because i have three back bones my manik and my parents..they will be there when i need them..

ma-yes u will..he kissed my lips..that was for assurance we gave for each other..we broke the kiss..as manik started walking out leaving me lone in this apartment..i was standing with my tears..i didn't wanted to go to airport as i will not be able control myself..he turned back and muttered i will come soon..and walked out as alya pulled him..i saw his vanishing figure, i fell on my knees..i never wanted to see him leaving me, it hurts me more..i feel like something badly going to happen..

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it was bloody two months, which felt two decades to me, manik and i felt pathetic, fab5 is in verge of break down, this thing toiling him more..there is no single day without fight b/w them, they lost their essence..manik never said anything about it..but i had complete report about it, due to fab5's PR manager, who is little friendly to me..she was great favour to me..i used to do skype call to manik, every time it was evident that he had cried a lot..his fear had increased beyond, i had given my entrance exam to reach my destination, it needs lot of money but i can manage, even dad said same thing..manik, not being around me, he made sure there was everything which i needed..abhi was there with me till evening and he used leave for his home, i used talk with manik in night after his concerts and jamming..but there was constant fear going in my mind, which never left its place..manik was going to come tomorrow morning..i was standing in balcony which had sea facing and I was waiting for sunrise..i could not sleep without manik..i never had peaceful sleep in this whole two months..there came sun saying hi to world..i smiled seeing him..suddenly i felt nausea... i ran to washroom, this is happening since weeks..but i always gave name of not proper food or food poison..i was puking what and all i ate..i felt dizzy..i walked to room, only to throw myself on bed..i was covered with darkness..

i opened my eyes..feeling to sick..this is something not correct, i should go to doctor before manik yells me for same..i got appointment from doctor praying all my aiyyappa for good..i was getting ready with my torn jeans and crop top..i looked myself once and then at manik's frame, and smiled at content seeing his smile..at the same time i got good morning message from manik, which i replied with call..now he is currently in california..

ma-hello jaanu..he tried being cheerfully which i could understand..

na-hello manik..i spoke weakly..i was still not well..

ma-jaanu, u aren't alright baby? what happened to u? tum tek hona? u are scaring me nandini..he said with full panic, that's the reason i didn't wanted to invlove him, it will add more tension to him, which i basically don't want..

na-manik, i'm fine baba..please don't panic, its just that i'm having head ache..that's it..he calmed little bit..

ma-did u had breakfast?

na-hmm..yes, my fav. pasta..u?

ma-pizza..they truly pathetic,nandini please mere liye kana band dena, i feel like eating from ur hands , please mera fav.

na-butter chicken , it will ready till u reach here..manik, jaldi ana, i'm waiting for u...

ma-yes, my love, i'm waiting to meet u desperately..god! my life sucks without u jaanu..i only know how i'm leaving without u..please take care urself till i reach baby..

na-i will manii..u please take care of my maniii..

ma-tek hai nandini, i need to leave its my last concert here..then back to my life..he said with smile..he was waiting for this day like me...

na-yes, u will leave, but open ur side zip of ur bag first..i said as he did without a word..

ma-jaanu chocolate..he said with smile like small kid..as he unwrapped, and started munching them..

na-all the best manii, make me proud.. I'm waiting for u..bye..i said , the only thing i need is him,he bid a bye with virtual kiss and bye..it is something which lifts manik's mood..as i heard mukthi had fight with manik because of abhi and me..how much ever Manik says mukthi is not believing him that Abhi loves her not me, he was totally felt helpless, when she didn't trusted his words, as she feels he is lying for her happiness..same was said by PR MANAGER..things are dragging badly..we need to solve this asap, before everything will go out of track..

i walked downstairs when i heard landline ringing, i walked to receive the call..

hello princess, i heard my dad's voice from other end...

dad...i jumped in happiness..i missed him, its been three months i have seen my parents..

hey nandu..my mom's voice came...

mama..till then i had tears, at the end i need my parents, i badly missed them..i'm carving for them now..

hey bacha don't cry na..please mama ki liye..i cried more as i sat on sofa...the thing without manik is not me eating me up and top of that his fights with his friends and parents aren't helping me..i need my parents to console me..

mama, please vapas ajjo..please, i missing u mama..i cried without caring what i'm doing..i lost all track of emotions now days..i don't know what's happening with me i don't know..and manik not telling anything adding more emotions in me..

princess stop crying, ur strong baby na...my dad tried to console in vain i cried more..he tried his useless jokes, but nothing was in favour..

oh! i thought to give surprise to my princess but here she is crying like a baby...he teased but i cried more..

nandu..shshh..kana rub ur tears..my mama raised her tone to stop, which eventually worked finally, my mom's loud tone always stop my everything..and it did even today..

mama, app gandi ho..i complained like a kid which earned laughter from my dad, who also got smash from her..oops! that hurts my dad..

ye sab chodo, u don't want to listen surprise princess??i rubbed my tears walked to kitchen to get my ice cream something which lifts my mood..i started putting ice cream in my mouth, to calm my nerves which helped in great extent..

hmm, dad bolo na..ethna sath kyu rahe ho? i asked as filled up my mouth with ice cream...

surprise is that i'm coming to princess forever and ever..he said in happiness..

hmm..i said as i was too into my dear ice cream..that I didn't get his words.. then realisation hit me..

sachi papa..i asked as i jumped like small kid..this day can't be best..

muchi nandu..my both parents said..as tears of happiness rolled from eyes, my wait for my parents is over..i know, the value of their love, which i missed them badly..

when are u coming? i asked..as i had two spoon of ice cream in my mouth out of happiness, they true love of mine u see..

kal subha tak puch jayenge..my mom answered my happiness as no words..

i guess manik ko bathadiya hoga, right? off course u would have said to him, he is more ladla to u na..by now he would make sky and earth together out of happiness..i said, because i know my parents say everything to manik first before me..even though i feel jealous but i can't help, i'm more than happy for it..

nai bathaya, princess its surprise for my son..use hum sab sath mai surprise denge..u will get him to us to our home suna tune..i was astonised by their words, but felt happy..as manik can relax from all the happenings..he can spend sometime with them, which can help him to lift his mood..

yes mama..i will..suddenly i felt dizziness, i held couch..before i fall down..

mama, dad , i will call u later..i said as i felt i'm blacking out..

tek beta, kyal rakna apna..jaldi se mera muna ko leke ana..they hanged up..as i fell on couch completely..

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i was seating in doctor's cabin with full sweat on my forehead..they have tested me..i was waiting for doctor's answer..she asked several question about periodic cycles, which i gave negative answers, she asked about my personal physical relationship, which was something i was avoiding, because somewhere my fear was coming true..i was shacking in nervousness..my senses were giving same answers but i stopped it..i was feeling same from one month, as we both didn't used protection that day, though i had tablets , but everything is going against my will..i was hell nervous...i needed two people one was manik and other was my mom..i badly need them by my side..even my mind was trying to calm my nerves, but its not in my favour..aiyyappa please sath dena mera..the fear of manik is transferred to me..i was feeling something is bad gonna happen, even my sense are saying yes..please i beg u, don't leave my hand aiyyappa..

doctor- Nandini..where is ur husband? she asked me..my throat was dried listening her tone..

na-doctor, i'm not married..i said shacking badly..she passed me water which i gulped down..i was holding handle of the chair tightly as i needed someone to held me, as no one was here i should support myself..

doctor-u aren't married ms.murthy..then where is ur man..she asked in tone, which felt badly pathetic trust me, it felt like she was talking like i'm slut..i controlled my emotions, because i'm not able react for her..but her tone hurt me..nandini calm down..ur papa's strong princess u can do this..u can pull this baby..i assured this as i need one for myself..

na-he is out of town..i said in confident...only i know, how badly i'm suffering from inside..

doctor-to bul ja use..he won't come back to u, he will leave u..after he knowing about u..she said like cheap women, why the hell i came to this women at first place, i should slap myself for this..

na-mind ur words, mrs. bhardwaj...i yelled at her..for nonsense she was talking about..manik leaving me is the last thing will happen in the world, he will be there for me whatever happens, i trust my manik..

doctor-oh! please, i know this generation people very well..having relationship for fun, and enjoy and leave girls like shit, this what happens..she talked like daily soaps villian, if i get something i will rip this women head.. instead of answering she is dragging it..trust me, if one word against my relationship everything is gone..she will be headlines of tomorrow..

na-just shut and answer or else i have many to give my answers..i took my bag..i walked up till door..

doctor-trust me, he gonna leave u or ask u to abort.. and worst news for u is ur two months pregnant without marriage and u know what people call u, a personal slut, u are... She mocked me...I shut the door in bang walked out from their.. I was too numb to answer her back... My sense went out when i heard i'm pregnant..i didn't know where i was walking, i felt my fairy world is going to end..i felt everything is ruined..my legs were giving up..i needed someone to wake me up from this nightmare of mine..please tell this is not true..what will i say to my parents...what they will think, that i misused their freedom..i was feeling suffocated, i felt i couldn't breath at all..doctor's were ranging in my ears..the way she addressed me, i felt myself ashamed..i saw church near by walked silently inside..that's it, I broke down..i started crying harder..my all emotions were thrown out, which i was holding..i will be mother of a child in months together that to without marriage..

i sat on floor started crying, pulling my knees to my chest..i don't know what to do, what my futrue held for me, i became completely blank..what's happening around me, i don't know..i cried all my heart, when i heard a loud sound as if someone crying, i looked above to see lady crying near the statue of jesus,i couldn't see her as I was facing her back..yes, i was hurt but not as much as her..i had my family to support me i know..i walked after rubbing my tears, trust me i never know my life was going to change completely, after meeting her..i walked near as i heard loud sobs..i heard her voice..

why? why? u did this with me? why did took away my baby, when u know it was only the reason of my living? she fell on knees and cried harder..i was numb again listening her words..it was again remembering my condition that too i'm pregnant with manik's baby..i carefully examined her, looking at her i could easily say that she had ran away from hospital..i could see blood strains in her hospital dress..i feared looking at her but maintained myself..look around there was no one except me.. i need console her..i tapped her shoulder..she turned around..

(introducing jennifer winget as SMITHA PATEL- ( another important character, just remember her ) a women, who lost her child in miscarriage, so she was thrown out by her in-laws and her husband, her husband family are devils in human forum, she was living in this world only because of her child, which was booming in her womb, but god has other plans )

wha..what happened? i asked in trembling voice, i was badly shacking with my own condition, i didn't knew whether i will able to console her, when i needed one for myself, but seeing her worse condition, i thought of consoling her in humanity..she just jerked my hand, tried to walk out..i can see blood were oozing out from her stomach, which means she was bleeding, maybe she is recently been operated..how careless she is..i pulled her, without thinking about my own condition..i made her sit on near by chair..gave her stern tone..

just sit here..i shouted, she trembled in fear, she immediately pulled her knees above near her chest in fear, then only i noticed finger marks on her both cheeks..it churned my stomach..seeing her situation i calmed my senses to control her..i saw my bag near church door..i bought water bottle out of my bag, gave her..she looked me still in fear..i sat on my knees...i held her hand, which were shacking badly..she was still in fear..

i won't do anything to u..i said as i kept my hands on cheeks..her eyes craved for small amount of love and care, there was only fear in her eyes..the pain was echoing in her eyes.. sensing my concern she calmed to some extent..

tum muje kuch nai karoge na..tum muje marogi tho nai na..she asked, still having doubt maybe insecurities had made her like this..i bobbed negatively..

i won't..please have some water..i passed her water..which she looked while me and bottle, gulped down whole bottle in go..i rubbed her back, then i slowly noticed her, her arms were covered with red marks, as if someone had beaten her badly..her whole hairs were messy..she was breathing heavily..i saw her legs which had same marks..i saw her neck which had mangalustra..which meant she was married..

she was relaxed bit sat simply looking all blank, seeing the lord jesus statue..i looked her, as if she was having conversation with almighty..

kya, huwa? u need dressing on ur wound mainly rest..i said seeing her..

rest??...she said in sarcastic way looked at me..i kept my hand on her, assuring that i'm there for her..

if u want to share anything u can share with me..i assured her..she looked me..

i don't know u, how can i share anything with u..she asked doubtfully looking at statue..

u can share with me..anything...as i'm stranger, there is no chance i meeting u again, so I won't leak ur secret..so, let it go, i will hear u..i won't judge u..because i'm mere a stranger to u..i said, as i felt sharing is the only thing which can help her..the person, who is in pain needs a person, who listen to him/her without judging them..a sense of relief u will get..only u know, when u go through..

SMITHA..SMITH PATEL is my name, waiting for my death since I have born(she said without any expression, i felt my all blood drained in my body)..i'm orphan, i had grown up with great difficulty, life was never a fairy tale to me..life showed me just a worse..only worse..even at this second, I'm facing same, maybe HE forgot to right good things in my fate..ur the first person, who is asking me to share my feelings otherwise people are waiting to use me..she said looking nowhere, she trusted me to say something..her words stubbed my heart..i looked only pain in that eyes, which must never seen happiness..

i was thrown into dustbin by my parents, when i'm born( she chuckled sarcastically)..they didn't wanted me at all..i was unwanted to my parents, do u think any other people wanted me..i was just shit for them..someone saw me in dustbin, gave to near by orphanage..i thought i got shelter for time being..i started doing work in houses, because i needed money for my eduaction as my orphan was too poor to handle our basic needs, i didn't had anyone to support me, to call someone as mine...she went with flow, as her eyes stopped its tears..

i did my graduation with great difficulty, i used to work in cafe as waiter and what not, being single without any around u attracts, filthy people..same was my case too..she chuckled at her own fate..as tears rolled my eyes with hers, i could never imagine myself in that place never..

i completed my graduation, i thought i settled somewhat as i got job in reputed company..but I forgot that my life is only stored for worst..my boss got attracted to me..he was Casanova, a womanizer..who wanted me at his bed at any cost.. he forcefully married me, knowing that I won't able to escape from his Den..he used me like one... He used take all his frustration on me.. his parents were Devils..they all made my life living hell for three years.. after that I was pregnant with his child, my only reason of living... Bustard still used girls like tissue infront of me...as a part of punishment, because I didn't allowed him touch me.. I was 7th month pregnant.. his parents didn't wanted me to be alive..so, they put oil on the floor.. I ended up falling from stairs on my womb.. and rest is history.. she closed her eyes..as tears wetted her cheeks.. a mother was crying in front of me..the pain of losing a child only she knows..the amount of happiness u get know when ur child is in Womb only u know..yes, I'm scared but that doesn't mean I'm not happy with fact I being a mother..im unable to show because It is covered with thick layer of fear upon that happiness.. my only concern is how my parents and my Manik will react for it..do my parents accept me?..yes, off course they will..and about Manik, he will be happiest person to listen this..yes, he will be.. I said confidently to my heart but my heart got mute, it wasn't responding to me at all..why? Is there something is waiting for me..but whatever it is I want my kids that's it..i was confident on my decision, because it is not any girl talking but a mother in me was talking, especially after seeing the girl who is crying next to me, who lost her kidfew hours ago..i turned to see her but there was no one next to me..i turned around saw blood drops on ground..i guess i should follow her..i ran out, what i saw was horror..

smitha...i pulled her immediately, when i saw high speed truck coming near her, if one second late she would have been dead..as she was going to end her life..

chodo muje, marne do..she trying to free from my grip, thanks to her weakness i could easily pull her to me..gave tight slap to her..i was damn furious about her, ending life is not solution at all to ur life..accept the life the way it gives was my principle..she looked me horrified but composed herself..she fell down..

kyu bachaya muje?at least let me die in peace..she cried like baby, she was truly waiting for dead, why life so unfair to some people..that to this much..didn't she deserve happiness? i asked my aiyyappa..but i could hear only her wailing...

smitha, deko..if ur still living, there is definitely a reason..yes, if ur still alive there is reason waiting for u to be alive..just wait for that reason smitha..i said..she looked me..

do u think i will get reason to live? muje nai lagatha...if there is any reason then it is only pain..she ended remembering her past, which only gave pain to her...by now we were seating near church park..i rubbed her tears..she smiled as i sat in front of her...

i promise ajj se u will get a day in which u will see only happiness i promise..i assured her..she looked doubtfully..i pulled out my phone..i called out abhi, my only friend who can help me every way..i asked him to arrange a job, house and necessaries for her, which he readily agreed as he said me there was vacancy of job in his dad's company..now her life will be set for small extent..

we both were waiting to abhi, as he told that he will take to her hospital, for her dressing..she was just looking me..

what's ur name? she asked me..i turned to her...

stranger to u as i said, and let it be the way it is..i said to her, even though she wasn't satisfied but didn't budged more..suddenly i heard a baby crying..i don't know why but i felt like someone pinching me, maybe this is called motherhood..i looked that direction from where sound was coming from..

is it any baby crying there? she asked showing me direction of church..we both walked to the direction of sound..baby's cry went loud as we went near..i couldn't hear that sound, maybe baby waiting for feed..smitha held my hand in tight..she was more shivering..maybe trauma she was facing making her feel fear.. she was profusely sweating..thanks to all lords her bleeding as come to an end..we walked only to see father holding a baby..he was looking here and there..

e kiska baby hai? he asked loudly to get attention of people..but non responded..i looked around there was non except us..we walked to him..

e baby ap ka hai, kya? he asked us..mainly seeing smitha..she looked me..

ji nai father..i said, seeing trembling smitha..i looked baby,it was new born baby covered with bundle..the baby was so cute, i could hardly blink my eyes from it..

father can i take the baby for once...he nodded and gave baby to me..trust me i felt warmth, which i never felt ever in my life..i never knew a baby can make u feel this new emotion..it to cute and small..a tear rolled from my eyes..i wanted baby something like this..mera aiyyappa gave me this happiness of being mother i won't let anyone snatch that opportunity of mine..i rubbed its skin, it was soft..i kissed its forehead..i was determined to have my baby at that second, no one can stop me..i was happy to core of being mother in months together..it will be something i will be waiting for being something, which is only mine..sorry ours..

suddenly i noticed a note near baby's leg..it was something like note, to take care of baby as they cannot afford to take care of baby..i read them load enough, both of them looked me..

one more orphan to this cruel world ..said father, preferring cruel world..if u cannot afford to take care of baby then why do even give them birth..i felt really pity for this new born baby, which doesn't had done any wrong, by it is just a mistake to their parents..my trance was broken by smitha..

who said this baby is orphan? i will be mother of this baby..i will take care of this baby..please can i take this baby? please, i will give all the love and facilities to this baby, give me this child to me..please..she said as tears streaming from her eyes..but it was of happiness..father felt relief of content for the baby..i didn't felt wrong, because every baby deserves a mother, and every women deserve being mother and no one , i mean no one take that right from any women..

than being orphan, let the baby can have a mother, who is willing to give her everything...god bless u child..i gave baby to smitha..she looked me with content which was missing minutes back, the lady who didn't wanted live only, now have reason to live..she sat down and gave look to me..

u are so true, i had reason to live..see now i have reason to live..she showed me the baby..i was happy for her..i was happy for her, i was happy for a mother, who lost everything but still got a reason to live for this baby..really god was great..HE was there..today, i believe in my aiyyappa, with my whole heart..i silently prayed for them..

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