(read note after Chappy for me and for urself also😎😎)

manik's pov

hey trust me, when my daughter cried for david, I felt ting in my heart.. she was so much attached him.. and he was no less , he cried for my daughter.. but why I became so selfish that day, I wanted kill my own kids..the stranger, who doesn't have anything to do with my kid was crying for them..but I became so heartless, that I couldn't keep my kids.. how ruthless I was..a stranger had so much love for them..i being their father, didn't had a percent of it..and my kids being angry with me is justifiable..i deserve every bit of it...avni was looking back and waving bye to david until she could see him..her face fell immediately..nandini tried her best to cheer up, but my pumpkin was so attached to him..will I able to make that place in her life..do I deserve that..do I? I questioned myself..we boarded in jet, I took avni from nandini, as she had many stuff to see it.. abhay was too helpless, seeing his baby sis crying..

(guys i'm really not gonna show pihu's birthday- my main concentration is always manan and their kids-so, if u waiting for it - i'm sorry)

jet interior

dhruvlya's room

ney n raj's room

mukbhi's room

room's of kids

cavya's room

manan's room

washroom

I took my kids made them seat, as I fastened their seats..after some time, plane took off..i looked around everything was perfect like pihu wished for..i looked pihu, she was jumping in excitement..i looked avni she smiled seeing her happiness..i bend down and asked..

ma-so, when are ur birthday's ? I asked them..i know its highly embarrassing question to any father to ask about his kids birthday, trust me, I feel pathetic , when I asked them..avni simply smiled..

av-feb 14th ..she answered ..shock was small word..i felt numb to react..i was too shock to react..this day remembers, something past of mine..i blinked my eyes..to regain my posture..

ma-yeah, so we have time to celebrate ur birthday's then..i said to cool myself..abhay was observing me but didn't said a word to me..i need to distract my daughter, especially myself..

there was counting as time was about strike 12.. pihu birthday..we shouted happy birthday to her..she cut the cake feed everyone, even to nandini..as she started liking nandini, for her best birthday plan..

after big celebration everyone were tired so much, everyone were leaving for their rooms..i looked nandini she was sleeping on couch..her head was on her laptop..i saw my kids..were having fun with their cake fight with other kids..i gently took nandini..before keeping her laptop aside..i walked to my room..

(nandini's attire)

(avni's attire)

(abhay's attire)

(manik's attire)

I made her sleep properly on bed..i covered her by sheet, kissed her forehead, she smiled in sleep..a tiring day finally came to an end to her..a new day is going to come soon..for her..for me..for my kids..for us..with promising myself..i kissed her..to give her what she deserves..i walked out closing lights of the room..i came out still all the kids were playing...I sat next to them...played with all of them..we all were playing crosswords ..I never get bore playing with them..i saw all the girls were yawning, so I took all the kids made them sleep.. except my kids, I took them to my room..i was carrying sleeping avni already..so I made her sleep next to nandini..she smoothly cuddled nandini without disturbing herself..i looked my son..i raised my eyebrows..he knows, i'm not gonna leave him soon..

ma-what's up buddy? with papers? I asked him, as I folded my hands over the chest..

ab-voh, I knew it... we all are gonna live in front of ur apartment..he justified , I knew it..but wanted to hear from him.. the thing he accepting me, made my all cell happy..

ma-ours..i corrected him..as It is both mine and nandini's apartment..and now it includes my kids..my small family..he just smiled..as he hopped on side chair..as he was seeing outside the plan..i ruffled his hairs..he was sleepy..i took him in my arms made him sleep next to avni.. sleep is not my cup of tea..so, I took my office bag.. finally , I took nandini's diary out of it.. I looked at sleeping nandini..

nandini's diary

I opened the lock..i know its wrong, but I can't help either..i closed my eyes..said sorry to nandini in mind..first page , made me smile to core..

our pic was pasted..i traced the pic..how imperfectly yet perfectly we were..i smiled widely..as I turned next page..

BOOK BELONGS TO

NANDINI WITH MY LOVE...

MANII..

the possessiveness she had, made me feel same like old days of ours..i turned around..i smiled with tears..

MANIK MALHOTRA DON'T U DARE TO READ THIS DIARY..WARNA DO THEEN LAGA DUNGI..

I turned to nandini, walked to her..i sat beside her..i bend down kissed her forehead..

i'm sorry jaanu..es baar, I'm ready for ur any punishments..but I need to do it..for us..i looked my kids, who were sleeping peacefully in their mom's warmth.. i never got this chance in my life..my mom, wasn't with me, since my birth..she used be busy in helping her own career..but i'm glad my kids aren't barren like me, in mothers' love.. trust me she is best mom.. and u know it better..i finally kissed my kids foreheads..as I sat on couch..i opened the page..i started turning pages, there was no line without my name.. I was obsessed with her name, and she with mine..how beautiful life we had..i opened the page which had header...

(FROM HERE IT IS FLAHBACK, FROM NANDINI'S POV)

GLAD I MEET U..

Hmm..life..a unpredictable , who thought nandini murthy is going to fall for manik Malhotra, who is a boy never to be messed, and mostly rich, arrogant brat, who never listens to anyone..uff, if someone would have said me this same one year back, I would have laughed at my gut, and I would thrown that men to alyssum for treatment..manik and I are completely poles apart.. I love to live every bit of my life..and he is just living to live..a completely different people fell in love..trust me..i'm highly glad about it..i'm glad he walked into my life..i'm glad he became my life..i'm glad he is my soul..life sounds perfect with him, even among all the odds..and its our 1st anniversary..i can't believe this, I mean I feel like he came to my life yesterday, look here its almost one damn year..

I was set for the day..i wanted enjoy bit of this with manik...someone badly poking me to get attention.. and I turned around to hear only...

On to earth Nandini Murthy, said my pissed professor who was giving damn boring lectures about biology.. I was least interested student right now in the class.. I could hear teasing giggle next to me.. I gave glare to him, he just shut his mouth by gesturing keeping his finger up on his lips.. I looked back to professor and muttered sorry, which I was highly I wasn't... Uff... Class ended but i was still in our past memories...

Again irritative person poked my shoulders.. trust me I'm going to kill this bastard today..

Kya hai Abhi?? I made irritative face..

Back to earth Nandini Murthy... He teased me again.. I glared him very badly ..I started beating him mercilessly with record book, I didn't cared who were there, who were not.. I started beating him black and blue.. his hurtfull face gave me peace.. I kept record book back and I looked him and we both started laughing like hell.. we are totally manic specimens created by aiyyappa..

I and Abhi are science students.. and fab5 are different streams..Abhi wants open pharmaceutical industry.. and he is doing best for it.. and I will be for sure a scientist.. life is just perfect for me.. I have best parents, who love to core, who will never let me down.. I have best friend in form Abhi.. who is there for me anytime, and last but not least Manik.. my life..hmm this called fairy life, which every girl dreams of and I have one...im very much lucky about that fact..

We both were still laughing that we didn't noted fab5 presence, who entered the class royally.. fab4 were glaring me, I didn't gave damn to them..our laugh came to halt when sweet intense gaze reached me.. I smiled back for him.. he reached my place... Where all the other four settled before us.. in the arrangement of dhruvlya, cabir and some boy..and mukthi and vacant place next to her..exactly front bench of mine.. mukthi was sparing me her ever famous I hate u look to me... I really wonder what's the thing is there in me.. which she hates most,.maybe Abhimanyu... I shrugged my shoulders.. Nandini never cares for her haters, it will never matters me, because my only concern are the people who love me.. I turned my gaze to huge giant..who was giving what happened to u both look...

Ab- Nandini Murthy, back to Earth happened... I literally punched him on his cheeks..he made ouch face.. he gave most grumpy puppy face.. I glared him, for teasing me that to infront of Manik.. huh! This boy..

All turned back,, as if we both were entertainment piece of Earth..fab3  were giving this two will never change look and mukthi, trust me if looks can kill me, I would've been killed by her thousand times...Manik was trying to not chuckle but ended up with one..

Ma-abhimanyu, ja age jak bet warna madam marwade gi tuje.. he told.. I huffed in anger.. Abhi straightly went and sat next to mukthi, as it is his seat in music class..he loves mukthi lot.. I love that fact about it...mukthi is sweet girl, but why she hates me that much I don't know.. I tried being nice to her but her and mine equation never went good..

My next seat was occupied by Manik.. and he was doing great job of making me irritate by laughing his gut out and pulled my cheeks...

Na- Nandini u look cute, when u get irritated.. he laughed more while pinching my cheeks..I stood to go away from him..he held my hand as professor Raghav entered the class.. he gave look to us..shook his head in disbelief.. whole world knows about us.. thanks to my Hulk and possessive bf...

Ra-tum duno ka kohi Kam nai hai kya?

Ma- professor, non of ur business..and here comes Hulk again..

Ra-Manik Malhotra behave urself..Nandini Murthy kuch sikaye apne monster bf ko.. that's wow ( note the sarcasm).. I gave Manik deadly glare... Abhi was smiling turning back now and then.. mukthi palmed her face for her bhai's achievement. Where Manik Malhotra sat like royal king as if class is royal court hall ... And his I don't care look on his face made me feel like punching him right there but I controlled it ..

Surely sir, if u premit us.. let us to spend some ALONE time..she will definitely teach me, don't u jaanu??he said shamelessly.. His words made me angry at the same time blush hearing his meaning of ALONE..and my teaching..I palmed my face not to get embarrassed more infront of whole class..and I looked his face from my corner of my eyes.. bloody monster was smirking like hell..

She will kindly do that favor to u manik and Nandini Murthy have ur seat.. I sat not to make myself embarrassed more, it was not new.. every staff knows about us.. everyone admire and get jealous of us..Raghav is one such professor, who is little friendly to me and Manik.. he admire our couple..and always blessed us to be together and forever..

I simply sat us he started saying about drums..I didn't for once looked Manik,, I was really mad at him.. he was poking me as I didn't gave him my attention, he will hate it, when I ignore him..

Ma- jaanu, mazak tha yaar... Ethna serious kyu hora Rai ho?? I huffed more...

Ma- accha, fine I will make it up..to my darling girl,, bolo kya chai hai?? I didn't turned to him.. he kept his head on my shoulders ,when raghav turned  to board, thanks to my aiyyappa we were in last bench, no one knows what's happening until and unless they turn our side... I jerked him as I saw Raghav turning our side... After that I started concentrating on lecture.. after 10 minutes I saw manik.. he was doing something in mobile, he was least interested in class..

I turned back to Raghav as he taught us about its basic, where cabir was asking all doubts he had.. he was one good drumer I have ever seen, I like his way of playing drums...I admire his nature, he is completely different boy in his group, he cares about each one in fab5..mainly about Manik, I can completely relay on cabir upon Manik in my absence.. he is the one who takes care about him, where Manik should care for rest.. Manik is like elder brother to his friends, but if he needs support or any suggestion cabir is first.. I like that bond between two..but my thought was broken by Manik .. who once again started poking me.. I looked him, he was grinning like small chotu kid, huh! Aiyyappa mere bache Manik jes ho.. bilkul uske jes.. ( huh! Now I got why Manan kids are like manik- it was her personal wish- which her aiyyappa made come true😊😊😉- writer's pov)Nandini back to Earth.. I yelled myself.. I gave him what look..

Happy anniversary jaanu... He kissed my cheeks.. my eyes widened .. I looked towards board, lords of heaven helped me Raghav busy in writing something on board.. I glared Manik...

Kya hai? I muttered maintaing both my temper and volume.. u know I have bad tone when I'm angry.. and Manik have problem on that also..uff..Nandini control...

Humare anniversary special main kuch karna chai hai.. haina?? he said huskly near my ears

Of course.. karnge na.. I said in absent mind..

Kya?? His eyes twinkled , I smiled ear to ear seeing him smiling like this. .

Ek dusreko chod denge.. I muttered to take my revenge.. and I forgot it's outcome..and I regret it at next second.. as I saw manik throwing abhis' record book on floor and Manik walking out of class in rage.. I was too numb to react at very second.. when I realised what I said..

Nandini, what happened?? Concerned Raghav asked me.. I could only run out before answering him... It was always I walk away in anger but for change its Manik today, that to on our anniversary..

I palmed my face, I searched him in whole college but still couldnt figure out him.. I called his phone but in vain, it was switched off.. I remembered something.. I went in that direction only to see a numb Manik..he was seating behind music wing on our very secret spot "stairs".. I ran to him..

Mani..I called him, he lifted his gaze towards him.. rather seeing rage in his eyes, I saw his teary eyes with hell lot of pain.. which I never saw before.. he was hurt by my words.. I was guilty for my deed, I immediately engulfed him..he needed me at this point...

Sorry Manii..I kissed his hairs to sooth him..as I found him tightening his grip towards me.. how can i say such words when I know he can't hear such words.. im his life, he was kid in heart, who always carved for love, I gave him my all love to him, which I promise to give for full my life.. I have  been his mother, Whenever he needed his mom, I have become protective when he needed his dad... I have teased him like friend does...and I have loved him like passionate lover..because I want to give him all worlds happiness and love to my man...which he deserves..

U don't leave me, right? Nandu..please muje chodke math jana.. I can't live without you.. please dobara e sab math bolna..he pleaded me, I felt my heart was stabbed by knife... What will happen to him without me.. will he able to survive without me... Who will look after him in my absence.. thousands of negative thoughts flew in my brain.. that realisation made me fear to core... I cant live without him..that day I will die, I'm sure about it..but i know that day will never because even though I leave Manik, he won't let me go... Im 1000% sure about it..

Kabhi nai..Nandini Manik ke Bina Kahi nai jayege... Mai tume ethna asane se nai chodungi..I will be within ur soul, I will be in ur heart ...I will be in ur music.. and jabi tum Apne anke band karo I will be there.. Whenever u feel a strong wind think that I'm in them.. I will be with u manik hamesha.. I said as I kissed his hairs...

Nandini promise, he asked me like kid.. Manik is cute baby when it comes to me.. he crib like Baby which everyone does for there mamma.. and whenever he does that, it states that I should become his mother than his gf...

Hain Nandini promise... I sat next to him..he kept his head on my shoulders.. where I patted my big baby.. hmm adult baby😘...I was just admiring him, he looked in questioning eyes, still in my arms like a small baby...

What??he asked cutely.. I couldn't help to smile like idiot by giving kiss on his forehead..

Im glad Manik, I meet u... I said as can never thank my lord for best person in my life..I liked it, Whenever I see in his eyes, I had always seen love for me.. I love that fact,i love to see them for our rest of the life..

Not more than me..he nuzzled into my chest..while I held him near my heart..

Jaanu, let's go we will leave from here...he dragged me with him.. after some time we both were infront of his car... I gave him what are u upto look..

C'mon yaar its our anniversary... Let's do something memorable.. just u and me...in our world.. he knew I don't like any luxury...I don't want any date in 5 star hotel, I need just him by my side Whenever I need him..

Kha jana hai?? I asked him as he opened door of car for me like true gentleman.. I smiled as I sat and guessing his next answer ..

Surprise hai jaanu...he sat on driving seat.. I don't care about anything when he is with me..I kept my head on his shoulders and closed my eyes for small nap till we reach...I can feel his lips on my forehead... I feels blessed to have him in my life..

Kaisa laga guys...

I know , I know I'm late,, but I couldn't do anything about it... My lappy is not well now also...I have written entire update in mobile.. if mistakes seen I'm sorry..

Hain ya, I want ur suggestions for surprise, something hatke, c'mon bhai Manan ki anniversary hai.. I need some ideas, bcz I'm falling to think something out of the box.. if u could suggest.. it will be really favor for me.. then I will update soon, so it's completely u, who need to decide, whether u need early update or late update.. its completely on u now...

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