Chapter 9-3
The night is still there which carries a lot of pain for everybody....
N: Bhai, ye sab kya tha? Manik aise...?
MU: Chotti, tu tension mat le. Tu zyada mat soch. Sab thk h. Tu relax kar.
N: Par, manik aise kyun baat kar raha tha apni mom se aur uski mom bhi usse itna hurt kyun kar rahi thi. Vo janti h na, ki un sab baaton se manik ko kitna pain hoga?
C: Doll, Ye sab bhut complicated h. Aur ispar sirf manik ka haq h tumhe batane ka, m nhi bata sakta. Acha ab chal yahan se. Hum subah manik se baat kar lenge.
N: Nhi bhai, m manik ko is time akela chodkar nhi ja sakti. Vo akela h, m usse uske pain mein akela nhi chod sakti. Mujhe usse baat karni h.
MU: Nhi chotti, tu abhi manik ke paas nhi jayegi. Manik abhi gusse mein h aur jab vo gusse mein hota h, usse kuch samajh nhi aata. Vo teri baat nhi sunega aur kahin tujhe hurt na karde. Nhi, tu vahan nhi jayegi.
N: Muku, vo mujhe kabhi hurt nhi kar sakta chahe vo kitne hi gusse mein kyun na ho par mujhe darr h ki kahin vo khud ko hurt na karle. Muku, believe me vo khud ko hurt kar lega par mujhe ek scratch bhi nhi aane dega. Please, mujhe jane do, kahin vo khud ko hurt na karle.(At the same time, some voices came from manik's room which scared the hell out of everyone especially nandini, because it is the sound of breaking things.) Bhai, please mujhe jane do manik ke paas.
C: Nhi doll, abhi nhi. Hum pacca subah baat karrenge usse. Abhi tu chal yahan se?
MU: Haan chotti, chal.
N: Nhi please. Mujhe manik ke paas jane do. Usse zarurat h meri, vo khud ko chot pahuncha lega. Please bhai. Ap toh samjho mujhe. Please. (Cabir saw her pleading eyes and couldn't say no to her, so, he agreed.)
C: Acha thk h, tu ja uske paas.
MU: Par cabir?
C: Mukti relax, let her go. Acha tu ja, hum sab yahin h.
N: Nhi bhai, ap sab jao. M yahan sambhal lungi. (Cabir wanted to object, but nandini convinces mukti and cabir to go, so, they agreed.)
MU: Acha thk h, par agar koi bhi problem hui, tum saath hi mein hamein call karungi.
C: Aur apna dhyan rakhna.
N: Ji. Navya, please mera ek kaam kar dogi?
NA: Haan, bolo na nandu?
N: Please, mere ghar call karke bol dena ki m tumhare saath ruki hoon. Pata nhi mujhe yahan kitna time lag jayega. Jab m free ho jayungi, toh m tumhare paas aa jayungi.
NA: Thk h hum call kar denge.
C: Tum kahin akeli nhi jaogi. Tum mujhe call kar dena, m tumhe navya ke paas drop kar dunga, par raat ko akeli jane ke bare mein sochna bhi mat.
MU: Haan chotti. Aur agar koi bhi problem ho, call us immediately.
N: Hmm.. (She bid bye to them and they all went towards their home and nandini went towards manik room.)
IN CABIR'S CAR:
(Only navya and cabir are there. Cabir has to go to that side only, so, he gave a lift to navya instead of mukti.)
NA: Cabir, vo sab kya tha? Ek maa apne bacche ko aise hurt kaise kar sakti h?
C: Nyonika mam aisi hi hain, vo bas manik ko hurt karne ka mauka dhundti h.
NA: Par cabir, kya manik ka move on karna galat h? Matlab, ab jab alia nhi h, toh kya manik ko haq nhi h apni life jeene ka?
C: Nhi navya, manik ko pura haq h. Pata h navya, aj dance karte waqt doll ne ek bhut hi pyari baat kahi mujhe.
NA: Kaunsi baat?
C: Usne mujhe pyaar ka sahi matlab samjhaya. Par usme ek line thi jo manik ki situation ko completely define karti thi aur mujhe aur bhi yaqeen ho gaya ki manik ne alia se kabhi pyaar kia hi nhi.
NA: Aisi kaunsi baat kahi?
C: Usne kaha ki agar kisi ka pyaar sacha h na, toh chahe vo laakh koshish karle par usse kabhi bhul nhi sakta, chahe kitni hi duri kyun na ho, kitni hi misunderstandings kyun na ho par uska dil usse pyaar karna nhi chodta. Vo dono door kabhi hote hi nhi, kyunki un dono ke dilon ki dor apas mein judi hoti h, vo kisi aur ke bare mein soch bhi nhi sakta, move on karna toh door ki baat h. M janta hoon manik ko vo ab nandini ko khud se door karne ki koshish zarur karega par i am sure, uska dil usse ye karne nhi dega. Manik aur nandini ka agar pyaar sacha h na, toh dono saath ho hi jayenge. Aur m janta hoon manik doll ke saath khushi khushi move on karega aur apni life mein hamesha khush rahega aur doll ko apni jaan se zyada pyaar karega aur doll bhi manik ke dil se har pain nikal degi aur dono hamesha khush rahenge aur ek dusre se bhut pyaar karenge, doll usse bhut khush rakhegi. Manik nandini ko khud se door nhi kar payega kyunki un dono ke dil ek hain.
NA: Haan cabir, sahi kaha apne. In dooriyon ka, galatfehmiyon ka sache pyaar par koi asar nhi padta kyunki un do logon ke dil apas mein jude hote hain, ye duriyan unke pyaar ke samne bhut chotti hoti hain. Dekhna, manik aur nandini ka pyaar itna sacha h ki unhe koi alag nhi karsakta, agar vo dono khud bhi chahein, toh bhi ek dusre se alag nhi ho payenge. Bas, i just hope, nandini manik ko sambhal le.
C: I am sure navya, vo sambhal legi. Haan, thoda mushkil hoga par doll usse zarur sambhal legi. Un dono ka pyaar unki taakat banega aur un dono ko ek dusre se door jane nhi dega. (Both navya and cabir smiled and cabir dropped navya and went to his shome.)
IN MANIK'S ROOM:
Manik was breaking all the things and even blood started coming from his hand and his eyes were teary, hair were messed up. He was completely in broken state.
M: Why god, why? Hamesha mere saath hi kyun? Bas isiliye, m nandini ke liye apni feelings accept karne se darr raha tha, par kab apni feelings accept kar baitha, mujhe bhi pata nhi chala. Aur, ab jab m nandini se apni jaan se zyada pyaar karta hoon, toh ye sab? Agar fab 5 ne bhi yahi samjha ki maine alia ko cheat kia h, toh m toh vaise hi marr jayunga. Fab 5 mere liye bhut important h, un sab ne mera saath tab diya, jab m bilkul akela tha, jab meri khud ki family ko meri care nhi thi. Aur nandini vo toh meri jaan h, mere jeene ki vajah ban gayi h. M kya karun? M dono mein se kaise kisi ek ko choose karun? (Manik was crying and crying. After some time...) Mujhe nandini ko khud se dur karna hi hoga. M usse apne karib nhi aane de sakta, m usse dukhi nhi dekh sakta. Meri life puri tarah se messed up h, m nandini ko isme involve nhi kar sakta. Haan, aur agar fab5 ne nandini ko accept nhi kia mere liye, toh nandini aur bhi toot jayegi because cabir aur mukti bhut important h nandini ke liye aur vo log bhi nandini se bhut pyaar karte hain. Unki khushi nandini ki khushi mein h. M itna selfish nhi ho sakta, m apni khushi ke liye, in sabko hurt nhi kar sakta. Haan, nandini meri vajah se thodi hurt hogi abhi, par ye sab uski happiness ke liye hi h, taki future mein nandini hamesha khush rahe. Haan, mere liye mushkil hoga par nandini ki khushi se badhkar mere liye kuch bhi nhi h. (Dimag ne toh ye sab keh dia, par dil ka kya karein. Dil toh pyaar karna hi janta h aur ek dil apne hi better half ke bina kaise dhadak sakta h. Dil koi logic nhi samajhta, vo bas apne pyaar karne vale ko apne kareeb rakhna janta h aur usse zindagi bhar ki khushiyan dena janta h.)
M: Par is dil ka kya karun? Ye nandini ke bina kaise jiyega? M kaise jiyunga nandini ke bina? Ab toh m nandini ke bina, ek second bhi imagine nhi kar sakta, toh puri zindagi kaise rahunga uske bina....? (By now, manik falls on his knees and is completely in tears.)
(Nandini came to manik's room and with lot of courage, she opened the door and came in and the scene in front of her, shocked her. manik was full in tears, his state is completely devastated, all the things in the room is broken and his hand is bleeding. Manik saw nandini, he stood up from the floor. His heart and soul were dying to hug nandini and hid himself in her arms and get the most-needed peace but his brain was stopping him to go to nandini.)
N: Manik, ye kya haal bana rakha h apna, chalo mere saath, kitni bleeding ho rhi h? (By saying all that, even nandini started crying and holds manik hand but manik jerks her hand away and shouted on her.)
M: Tum yahan kya kar rahi ho? Jao yahan se. Mujhe kisi ki zarurat nhi h.
(Nandini was shocked to see manik shouting on her and jerking her this way and a lone tear escaped from her eye and manik felt hurt seeing her like that but he has to do it for her happiness but he forget that love has its own way and for nandini, manik's happiness is most important. Nandini also understood that manik is doing all this intentionally, so, she moved forward and hugged manik tightly. Though manik desperately wanted to hug her back as he is getting his much-needed peace but for him nandini's happiness matters the most, so, he tried alot to break the hug but nandini tightens the hug because she knows that this time, manik needed her the most and finally, manik's heart wins. He breaks all the barriers and gave in to the hug and hugged nandini tightly because he knows, only nandini is his peace and he can't stay away from her. He finally got his peace. He just broke down in her arms and seeing manik responding, nandini started ruffling his hairs to calm him down and manik hugged her more tightly. Though it was paining her, but not for once she hisses because at that moment, manik's pain is more important for her. Manik broke down completely and falls on his knees and nandini also falls with him and hugged him more tightly and ruffles his hairs and manik snuggles in her more and more and his tears are not stopping at all. Though his tears are hurting her alot but she didn't stopped him because she knows that it is important for him to let his pain go and his pain is coming out in form of his tears, so, she didn't stop him and moreover, she knows she is there for him.)
N: Just let it go manik. Just let it go. I am here. Just let it go.
(Nandini said some soothing words in his ear and getting nandini's warmth and surety that she is there for him he calms down after sometime and he is at peace now. Getting manik calm down, nandini slowly broke the hug and wiped his tears and hold him and made him sit on the bed and gave him water to drink with her own hands. All the time manik was just looking towards nandini. Nandini took the first aid box from the side-table and started dressing his wound. While doing his dressing, even nandini's eyes were teary seeing lot of blood of manik. She is time to time blowing air on his hand so that it will not hurt him more and when she applied antiseptic, she is again and again saying sorry to manik for hurting him and asking him its not paining much na. Chott manik ko lagi thi par dard nandini ko ho raha tha, she is making hissing sounds while applying antiseptic and was shedding tears looking at it. And on the other side, manik was just admiring nandini's face and frowns on her face because that frowns gives him proof that she loves him alot, cares for him alot. Manik was just lost in her cute cute pouts, her care, her love, he not for once hisses because he didn't felt any pain as he was at peace because of nandini. He felt blessed because first time in his life, someone was there to put antiseptic on his wound, to care for him. Though fab5 was always there with him but they were never there for him. He always used to treat his wound himself, deal with his pain himself, calm down his anger himself. It's true that manik stopped them from doing so, but not for once they tried again. Yes, cabir always wanted that but being a boy, just choose to hide his emotions and others were just scared of his anger and today, though manik shouted at nandini but still she didn't give up and was there for him, with him, caring for him, treating his wound. Not for once, she left his side. Nandini was done with the dressing, kissed his hand and manik felt more blessed feeling that gesture of her as if she was taking all his pain with that one kiss. Nandini wiped her tears and saw in his eyes. His eyes were saying alot to her, their eyes were talking but she wanted him to speak himself because it's necessary for him because till the time, he didn't speak his heart out, he will not be at full peace and this pain will not be separated for him forever and nandini wanted to take all his pain away from him forever so that he will never felt any pain again. Though manik wanted to share his pain with nandini, he desperately wanted to share with her, he knows that he can share it with nandini only because only nandini can take away all his pain and calm his heart and give him peace forever. He knows he trusts nandini more than he trust himself and only nandini can give him his peace, his solace which he never got in his lifetime till now. He desperately wanted nandini to take away all his pain but he doesn't want to hurt nandini, he doesn't want to involve nandini in his messed up life, so, he wasn't saying anything but his heart is shouting from inside to break all barriers and open his heart in front of nandini but he was stopping himself but he forgot that nandini is his soulmate, his true love and she can do anything for his happiness. Nandini understood what is going on in him and she knows that he will not let his pain out easily, so, she made a different plan. She got up and started cleaning his room and manik was just looking towards her. At the end, nandini intentionally cut her finger from a broken glass from which manik's hand was cut. Though nandini did it because of her plan but deep down, she knows she did that to feel manik's pain because she can't see him in pain and seeing him suffering alone was just piercing her heart. So, to share his pain with him, she did that. When nandini's finger got cut, she hissed and manik immediately come from nandini land and reached to her.)
N: Ouch!
M: Nandini kya karti ho tum? Kisne kaha tha tumhe ye sab karne ko, m kar leta na? Zyada dard ho raha h kya? (He made her sit on the bed and started doing her dressing.)
(It was there true love only, pehle jab manik ko chott lagi thi, tab nandini ko dard ho raha tha par manik ko bilkul dard feel nhi hua tha, vo toh sirf nandini ko hi admire kar raha tha, uski care mein chuppe pyaar ko dekh raha tha. Aur ab jab nandini ko chott lagi, toh nandini wasn't feeling any pain,she was just admiring manik's face and was lost in his care and love and our majnu manik, he was just blabbering something or the other to nandini that she can't take care of herself, is she fine or not?, is it paining too much?, etc., etc. He was treating her wound very delicately as if she is a delicate doll and also he doesn't want to hurt her more, so he was blowing air from time to time and is hissing while applying antiseptic, infact, he has some tears seeing her hurt jabki earlier he didn't even bothered that his whole hand is hurt and now just, a single cut on nandini's finger scared him. This is their true love jahan vo dono ek dusre ke liye jeete hain, jahan ek ka dard dusre ka dard hota h, jahan ek ki khushi dusre ki khushi h, jahan chott ek ko lagti h par aansu dusre ke nikalte hain, jahan dard mein ek hota h par aahhhh dusre ke mooh se nikalti h, ye h unka pyaar. When manik fully treated her finger, he kissed her that finger dearly to make himself sure that she is fine and to tell her that her pain hurts him alot and he is always there for him and this gesture of him made nandini smile widely. But now, she decided to make manik open his heart in front of her.)
N: Manik, dard hua na? Mujhe dard mein dekhkar dard hua na?
M: Ye kaisa sawaal h nandini? Ofcourse, dard hua h. Tum apna khyal nhi rakh sakti kya? Hamesha sabka khyaal rakhti ho, par khud ka kya?
N: Tum ho na mera dhyan rakhne ke liye. (Manik smiles widely by listening it.) Par manik, tumhara kya?
M: Matlab?
N: Abhi tumhe itni chott lagi, tumne ek baar bhi nhi socha ki mujhe kaisa lagega?
M: Nandini, ye toh chotti si chott thi, i am fine aur vaise bhi tumne bandaid kar di na, now its better and i know u are there for me.
N: Haan manik, ab tumhari chott toh thk h. Par tumne ek baar bhi socha, tumhe is tarah pain mein dekhkar hum sab par kya bitegi? Fab5 par kya bitegi? Mujh par kya bitegi? Ek baar bhi socha mere bare mein? (Now, nandini became somewhat angry on manik for hurting himself and not for once thinking about her.) (Dono ek dusre ke samne accept nhi karna chahte ki ek dusre se pyaar karte hain, par un dono ka dil toh ye baat janta h na.)
M: I am sorry nandini. I am really sorry. Please gussa mat ho. Tum jo kahogi, m karunga.
N: Manik, promise me ki m tumse jo mangungi, tum mujhe doge.
M: Nandini, tum bolo toh? Tum jo cheez mangogi m dunga. I promise. (Manik in mind: Nandini agar tum mujhse meri jaan bhi maanglo, toh m vo bhi tumhe khushi khushi de dunga. Tumhari khushi se badhkar mere liye aur kuch nhi h.) (But somewhere manik forgot that nandini's happiness lies in manik's happiness, she can never want anything for her happiness.)
N: Manik, mujhe apna dard de do. (Manik was completely speechless. He was looking nandini as if he heard something wrong but when he looks in her eyes, he came to know whatever he heard is completely true and nandini is serious.)
The night which can may separate them, but because of their true love, they were able to pass their first exam but let's see whether manik will be able to give his pain to nandini or not?
And is there any limit to their love? Does anyone can found the depth of their love?- Because nandini is ready to take manik's pain to her because she can't see manik hurt and manik doesn't wanted to give her that pain because he can't see nandini hurt. This is their love that they are fighting with each other for each other's happiness. This is their true love. Dono ka dil kabse ek dusre ke paas h, bas vo manne se darr rahe hain. Dono kabse ek dusre ko apna dil de chuke hain, that now no longer they are owner of their own heart. Now, they are owner of each other's heart aur ab agar ek ka dil tuta, toh dusre ka bhi tut jayega, ek ki saansein ruki, toh dusre ki bhi ruk jayengi..., ye h unka sacha pyaar.
More revelations are on the way... Let's see the depth of their love towards each other.
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