Chapter 8-3
A beautiful day.. A beautiful evening..
IN NANDINI'S ROOM:
Nandini come home all smiling and with a hope to get manik's love. She is happy to her fullest. She went to her chachi and told her about the party and she immediately agreed. She is happy that nandini is making new friends and is happy and also she has full trust on nandini that she will not do anything wrong which will make her guilty. She knows that nandini is mature enough to know what is right and what is wrong and will never break her trust and thus, without any second thought, she gave her the permission. Nandini thanked her and went to spend some time with her brother. She talked to him, asked about his studies, homework, played with him (in my story, rishabh is perfectly fit and fine, he is just somewhat weak in health.) and then went to her room to get ready for the party.
NANDINI'S POV: (She is sitting on her bed and remembering whole day incidents.)
Aiyappa, aj meri life ka best day tha. Ab apse kya chuppana, maine plan bana toh lia tha par m bhut scared thi ki kahin harshad ne vaise react nhi kia, jaise m chahti hoon ya agar mujhe kuch ho gaya toh? But then, apka naam lekar maine plan execute kar hi dia. Thanku so much aiyappa for being there with me. Par harshad ko samjhana bhut mushkil tha, vo kuch samajhna hi nhi chahta tha. But at last, he understood me. He was also right somewhere, he lost his sister, so, he was not in a condition to think wisely par kuch der baad vo meri baat samajh hi gaya. And when i told him about mukti, he was shocked. Obviously, he would be because jab fab5 ko ye baat nhi pata, aur mujhe pata h but then i told him everything about my relation with fab5, with mukti and her condition when he left her. He was guilty and i can see it in his eyes. He was scared that he lost mukti forever but then, i asked him to believe in his love like manik who till now waits for alia. Though my heart pricked at that one sentence but i kept myself strong and after that what harshad told me confused me first but then give me some hope too. He said manik never loved alia, it was just an attraction and he is waiting for her, not out of love but because he is guilty. He never loved alia even for once. Listening that, i got some hope but then, i thought, maybe its just harshad's point of view and moreover i am happy in manik's happiness. If he is happy without me, then, i am also happy. I just wanted him to be happy always and nothing else. Meri khushi manik ki khushi se badhkar nhi h mere liye. But, then, to avoid the situation, i told him and more precisely, convinced him that mukti loves him now also and asked him to meet her once. But he was not ready because he doesn't want to hurt mukti and at that point i was sure that he loves mukti alot. I convinced him and called mukti to meet me in the music room because i know at that time the room will be empty and i wanted them to meet and clear their thoughts. When mukti came and saw harshad with me, she was shocked and tried to ignore him which definitely hurts harshad but he didn't say anything because may be he knows that he deserved that atleast for whatever he has done with mukti. But i tried to make mukti talk to him and even harshad tried to talk to her but she is not ready to listen. Jaisa boyfriend, vaisi hi girlfriend, poore ke poore ziddi, completely made for each other. Anyways, somehow we talked to her and i calmly made her realise harshad's situation at that time and made her realise that he still loves har alot. Finally, she understood and both of them hugged each other and confessed their love and i was so happy seeing mukti smiling to her fullest and getting her true love back. I prayed to god to always keep them happy and together. But, suddenly mukti asked how it all happened? And that one question i really wanted to avoid because i know when she will come to know, she will got tensed and angry too and will shout on me for pulling that stunt but harshad told her everything and as expected, muku ne mujhe bhut daanta , par saath hi saath ,she was very concerned for me too and told me my importance in their lives. I felt blessed to have her in my life. She was scared for her chotti and i made her calm that i am ok. Then, we went to fab5. When i entered, my eyes met with manik and for the first time, i saw that he was smiling to the fullest but i was confused ki manik mujhe dekhkar itna smile kyun kar raha h? He was smiling like a kid who got his wish fulfilled . Its like his eyes were only searching for me, he wanted to see me and now, after seeing me, he got his life back and is smiling to his fullest but our trance was broken by harshad's sudden hug to manik. But, he immediately look towards me as if asking me for an assurance that whether it was true or not, whether it was all real or not aur mujhe pata bhi nhi chala, when i blinked my eyes as if answering his unsaid question and assuring him that it was all true and to my surprise, he also understood my que and hugged harshad back with a beautiful smile on his face. I was surprised that how our eyes talked to each other and understood each other so correctly, even without saying anything from our lips. Then, harshad apologised to him and talked about alia. When, i heard about alia, i felt sad and saw towards manik and i found manik already looking at me. I found questions in manik's eyes but i didn't know what are those questions but he is looking in my eyes searching for their answers. I don't know what he was searching in my eyes but i realised that his eyes held pain and i thought maybe he remembered alia, that's why he is hurt, i felt sad with that thought but if manik is happy then, i am more than happy, so, i plastered a smile on my face for manik's happiness because his smile means alot to me. Then, he talked to harshad. Harshad apologised and somewhere manik's guilt also lessens. Then all fab5 met harshad. All are happy to their fullest but manik is smiling from all his heart and seeing manik smiling, i smiled to my fullest. Manik's smile is so pure. M manti hoon ki maine jo bhi kia vo mukti ke liye kia par mera dil janta h ki maine ye sab manik ke liye bhi kia h. Haan, m khush hoon mukti ko khush dekhkar, par jo manik ke chehre par khushi thi, uske liye m kuch bhi kar sakti hoon. Mujhe pata tha ki manik khud ko guilty samajh raha h, so, by making harshad understand and strengthening their relation, i know ki manik ka pain, uska guilt khatam nhi hoga, but atleast kuch hadd tak kam toh hoga aur vahi hua and he was smiling. M mukti ke liye bhut khush hoon ki finally, she got her true love but with that i am also happy, that somewhere i was able to take some pain of manik and he was smiling to his fullest. Then, out of blue, cabir bhai asked that how it all happened and i knew ki ab toh m gayi, cabir bhai bahut daantenge mujhe. But to my surprise, he didn't. He was so so scared for me and hugged me. Though i could see anger in his eyes but not for once he shouted on me. I think that is the elder brother and i realised when he calls me doll, he really means it and he is totally protective of me aur ek bada bhai apni chotti behen ko kabhi nhi daant sakta, mere cabir bhai can never shout on his doll. I felt blessed and in order to calm him down, i to make fun said that ki m itni jaldi nhi marne wali and cabir bhai, muku and manik shouted at me. Firstly, i didn't realised and then when i realised, i felt so sorry to scare them again but mostly, i was shocked because of manik's shout but then, cabir bhai and muku hugged me tightly and cabir bhai told me my importance in their lives, i felt blessed and cabir bhai kissed my forehead to ensure me that he was there for me in every step of mine. But, suddenly manik went from there in full angry mood and i felt that he was angry because of me, maybe he was hurt because i made him remember his past. Mukti being protective towards me doesn't wanted me to go because she knows manik lost his calm when he was angry but cabir bhai understood me and made me go. Then, i searched for manik and found him near the staircase. He was standing with his back towards me and i started saying sorry to him for hurting him and making him remember alia, but i don't know that what happened to him, he suddenly hugged me and i was shocked would be an understatement. Then he started scolding me for pulling that stunt on him. Actually, he was scared for me, for my well being. I wasn't in a state to believe that he cares for me and is protective towards me and is scared for me to this extent and here i was thinking that he was hurt for alia but in reality, he was scared for me, protective for me. He was talking and talking and i felt numb, my mind stopped working and then he broke my thoughts and shaked me. Then, he asked me is i am okay and at that moment, i saw love, care , concern for me in his eyes. And i told him that i am fine. He hugged me again. Kya manik sach me mere liye kuch feel karne laga h? kya sach mein m manik ke liye itni important hoon? Kya sach mein meri khushi uske liye itni important ho gayi h? kya sach mein meri life manik ke liye itni important h? Aiyappa, ye sab sach h na, koi sapna toh nhi? But, then, i realised manik was still scared, so, i slowly hugged him back and when he felt my arms around him, he tightened the hug and i started rubbing his back and ruffling his hairs to calm him and he snuggles in my hairs more and more like a small baby who is getting his mother's warmth and i am there to give him that warmth anytime whenever he needs it, i am more than happy to fulfill his every wish and that feeling was out of the world. I felt complete in the hug, i felt like i didn't want anything more from my life. Then, after some time, we broke the hug and he kissed on my forehead and i felt like 1000 butterflies fluttering in my stomach. I closed my eyes to feel that blissful moment. his lips lingered on my forehead for some 30-40 seconds. It was the first time any guy have kissed me except appa, chacha, rishabh and cabir bhai. I felt like even if i die now only, then, also i won't regret. The kiss was so soothing, its like manik was giving him assurance that i am fine and also giving me assurance that he is always there for me, i matters to him alot. Then, we had an eye lock and believe me his eyes hold so much for me at that moment, i can see in his eyes my whole life and will never complain even for once, but his phone broke our eye lock and i was blushing remembering the previous encounter. I saw that manik become somewhere angry after listening to the call but when he saw towards me, i don't know what he saw but a beautiful smile came on his lips and i smiled automatically. To avoid awkwardness, we headed towards canteen. We all had a lot of fun. In between, i saw mukti and harshad stealing glances and i became very happy. I also saw cabir bhai and navya stealing glances, i will talk to cabir bhai soon. Even, i am stealing glances of manik and when i saw that he was also looking towards me, i blushed profusely. Then, they decided to do a party at malhotra mansion but i refused because i thought that it should be fab5 party and i also saw manik's face also hung down listening to it. But then, cabir bhai and muku convinced me or rather blackmailed me, then, i am left with no option but to agree and that brought a beautiful smile on manik's face and mine also. I want to spend some time with manik and to know more about his feelings and i think he also want the same. M party mein cabir bhai se bhi baat kar lungi navya ke bare mein aur manik ki feelings bhi jaan lungi mere bare mein.)
(Suddenly, nandini's eyes went towards the wall clock)
N: Aiyappa! M party ke liye late hogayi. Navya aati hi hogi. Mujhe ready ho jana chaiye, nahi toh navya mujhe chodegi nhi. (With this nandini went to washroom to get ready and not to forget, with a beautiful smile lingering on his lips and a beautiful glow on his face, with a tingle of restlessness to see manik.)
IN MANIK'S ROOM:
Manik went to his house and with a beautiful smile went directly to the kitchen and asked the butlers to make vegetarian food tonight because he knows that nandini is a pure veg and also he addressed, one of the servants as kaka because he is older than him. Butlers were shocked to the core because firstly manik was smiling. Its not that he never smiled, he used to smile when he was with fab5 but today his eyes have a different shine in it. Secondly, he himself came to the kitchen to tell them what to make because earlier he used to call from his room, he never stepped into the kitchen earlier and thirdly, he called one of servant kaka which is so not him. Its not like earlier he used to call him by his name, but he never even properly addressed him earlier. Even, manik himself was surprised when he called him kaka but he didn't feel embarrassed, infact he was happy after calling him kaka and showing respect towards him. All the butlers were shocked but happy also seeing manik so happy and even kaka in his mind prayed to almighty to always keep him this happy because in manik's life of 22 years till now, he have never seen manik this happy and never seen his smile reaching his eyes. Today, he is smiling from his heart. Manik with a smilimg face move towards his room to get ready for the party.
MANIK'S POV: (He is laying down on his bed with a beautiful smile and thinking about the day.)
Today was the most memorable and the beautiful day of my life. I woke up from a beautiful dream of my nandini with a beautiful smile on my face. At that moment, i just wanted to see the angelic face of nandini. So, i got up and get dressed fast and reached college early than usual. I was so restless, i just wanted to see nandini's beautiful face. We fab5 were in the corridor, when we got a message from nandini that she has some lecture, so, she won't meet us now. I got disappointed. I wanted to see her as soon as possible but my wish to see her face goes in trash as i wasn't able to see her then. So, we all decided to jam for some time but my mind and heart both were not there because both were with nandini. I smiled at my thoughts that nandini become such an important part of my life or should i say my life that now my whole world revolves around her. She occupies my mind, my heart, my thoughts all the time. After some time, she entered with mukti and when i saw her a beautiful smile adorned my lips, i felt relieved seeing her, it was like i got my life back by seeing her face. She had done a little make-up but still she was looking the most beautiful girl on the planet, she have worn no jewellery except her star-shaped earring and i must accept, i just love her earrings. Actually, her smile and the shine in her eyes is her real jewellery and her long hairs which were waving with the air reaching till her waist, i must confess i am somewhere obsessed with her hairs. Her hairs kya, i am obsessed with her each and everything. We were seeing in each other's eyes with longing but harshad's sudden hug broke our eye-lock. I was shocked to see harshad hugging me, i thought i was dreaming so to make myself sure, i turned my eyes towards nandini, as if asking her that is that real or not and to my surprise, as if reading my eyes, she blinked her eyes in assurance telling me that it was not a dream, it was all real. I was surprised that how our eyes were talking their own language, we don't even need words to express ourselves to each other. This effect nandini has on me, she is making me fall in love with her more and more by each passing second. I understood her que and hugged harshad back with a smile. Then, we broke the hug and harshad apologised to me and talked about alia. The moment he took alia name, i turned towards nandini and what i saw pricked my heart. Those eyes which were shining few seconds ago were now holding pain and i got answer to all my questions that she knows about alia. It hurt me alot to see her hurt. I desperately wanted to take all her pain and confess to her that i never loved alia, infact i love my nandini. I can see anything but not hurt in her eyes. I wanted to take all her pain but i can't because i don't know about her feelings. Though deep down, i felt happy that if nandini felt bad, that means, she also feels for me but still i wasn't sure that is it just attarction from her side or something more, so, i kept quiet but it was hurting me alot. May be, she saw pain in my eyes, she immediately plastered a smile on her face which i truly knew was not genuine, she was just trying to hide her emotions, so that i don't feel bad. This is my nandini who never thinks for herself, for whom other's happiness always comes first, who is so selfless that she can do anything for others happiness even if it meant to hurt herself. Then, harshad once again apologised to me and also try to made me understand that it was not my fault and i really felt light as if some huge burden got off me. Then, all others also hugged harshad. We all have a beautiful smile on our face and i can see that nandini was genuinely smiling by seeing us happy and this thought made my smile grow wider. Her smile is so mesmerising, so beautiful, so sparkling that i felt like, her smile lights up my whole dark world. But then, cabir suddenly asked that how all that happened means harshad apologising and all and even i got curious to know about it. Then, mukti said that it was all because of nandini and i felt proud of my girl that she is the reason of all our happiness but the next words of mukti shocked me or i can say scared the hell out of me, i literally felt my heart thumping in my chest at a rapid speed, i felt like my breath, my heartbeat stopped for a minute when she told us how nandini did all that. Matlab is she out of her mind? I got so angry that how could she pull that stunt on me? How could she risk her life? How could she even think to do that? I just wanted to shout on her.. but damn.. i can't even shout on her because she is my life. How could she not even think once about me, like how could she be so selfless that even her life doesn't matter to her? But cabir hugged her making himself sure that she is fine. He is an over-protective brother but the thing surprised me the most was that not for once, he shouted on her. Though i can see anger in his eyes but still, he doesn't let it vent on nandini. I saw a different side of cabir that time which i have never seen before, infact, anyone of us have never seen this side of cabir. Yes, we are best friends and cabir is like my soul-brother who knows me in and out and i know him the same way. Around us, he is always a fun-loving guy, cracking jokes, pulling legs. But i have always seen some sort of pain behind his smile and asked him one time but he felt uncomfortable, so, i also let it go because even i have alot of pain in my heart which he is somewhere unaware of and its not easy to relive all that again by telling to anyone. We are best friends but somewhere we have our personal space too when it comes to our emotions. Even, i never shared about it with alia too. Though, i always said that i loved alia truly but i never felt any need or ant want to tell it to her , i always kept her away from me when it comes to my emotions and today i know why, because i never loved her even for once, that was just an attraction, that's why i never let her come in my that space which is just for me but today i desperately want nandini to see through my that personal space and heal me because i know nandini is my peace. I wanted her to know me emotionally as well, i wanted her to know my real side, i wanted her to know me completely, i wanted that there should be nothing hidden between us. I love her madly, irrevocably, insanely, crazily from all my heart. Though when it comes to us, me and cabir have some heart-to-heart conversations but still we were not that emotional towards each other and i think that's the quality of all the boys to hide our emotions from the world but nandini is my whole world and i don't need to hide anything from her. And i think, same goes with cabir too. With nandini, he is completely a new person who can show emotions in front of her and also for her in front of all of us. When it comes to nandini, he didn't think for once that what would we think about him seeing him going emotional. I must say when he calls nandini his sister, he truly means it, he truly meant nandini to be his family, his younger sister, his doll on whom he can never shout or got angry. He loves her truly and is really protective for her. But what nandini said, made me come out of the trance, she spoke about death and all and me, cabir, mukti all shouted her name. How could she even say that? I became more angry and scared, that thought only killed me. How could she? cabir and mukti were talking to her, i felt so helpless at that moment that i can't even hug her to make myself assure of her presence. But, i don't know why at that particular moment, a strange feeling crept in me, a feeling of being protected, a feeling that someone is there to protect me, to be by my side. My dad, though he gave me a luxurious life but he was never there to see whether i am happy or not, to protect me from all the problems, to be by my side in my problems and increasing my strength. Though fab5 was always there to support me in everything but still they never took any such step to protect me, they not for once even thought about to talk to harshad and clear our misunderstanding and nandini, she has just entered in my life a few days ago and she took such a drastic step for me so as to make me away from the guilt which i hold in my heart, to take the pain away from me, to see that i smile genuinely. I felt like there was someone to protect me, to stand by my side, to see whether i am genuinely happy like my father would have done if he would have time for me. I felt protected for the first time in my life because i was always there to protect fab5 but no one was there to protect me. They supported me but never protected me or never stood in front of me as a shield and nandini did that and i promise myself that i will always protect her from all my being and never let anything or anyone hurt her. nandini as a shield stood in front of me, to take away all my pain and give me immense happiness even if it costs her her life. Damn, and the same thought of her risking her life brought me from my thoughts and i again became scared of losing her. I so knew, that if one more minute, i stand there, i will end up loosing my calm and just showing all my emotions to nandini in front of everyone present there, so, i just went from there angrily. I was near the staircase calming my nerves down and trying to make my heart believe that nandini is fine, but nothing was happening because my peace lies with nandini. Then, nandini came there, i was standing with my back towards her but i felt her. Ya, i am so much in love with her, that i can truly feel her whenever she is around me. Anyways, though my heart really wanted her to stay there and talk to me and i wanted to hug her tightly to calm me down but my mind was saying the different story because i know, if she stays there, i would definitely end up hugging her or may be telling her about my feelings towards her but what she said next shocked me. She apologised me for hurting me, making me angry because she thought i was hurt because in that all harshad scene, i remembered alia. Kya h ye nandini, kitni innocent h, matlab i know, ki usse kitna hurt ho raha hoga, mujhe vo sab bolte hue, alia ke bare mein baat karte hue, but still only to make me feel better, she was doing that, matlab, how can someone be so selfless, infact maine toh ek second ke liye bhi alia ke bare mein nhi socha, m toh us pal nandini ko sad dekhkar pareshaan tha. I was scared for her for the stunt she had pulled on me aur ye h ki, usne ek baar bhi ye nhi socha bs thinking about my happiness. Then, my heart overpowers my brain and i immediately turned to her and hugged her to calm myself, to ensure myself that she is safe in my arms and then, i started saying all those things which are in my heart, i told her ki vo mere liye kitni important h, uski life meri jaan se badhkar h mere liye, uski smile se badhkar aur kuch nhi h mere liye and she was shocked because she hadn't for once expected my that reaction, par i was out of control at that moment, i just wanted to ensure myself that she is safe and i shaked her and asked her if she is fine, did she hurt her anywhere but she relaxed me by saying that she is fine. I remember once alia got a cut on her finger in front of me and at that time, we were together. I cared for her, bandaged her wound but not for once, i got scared of loosing her or anything and here nandini, we were not in a relationship, relationship kya, i toh not even sure about her feelings towards me and also, i can see that she is standing safe and sound in front of my eyes but still just the mere thought, just mere imagining her pulling that stunt, took my breath away, scared me to the core, i got so scared to loose her that all my emotions came out and i wasn't scared to tell her at that time, i can't see even a single scratch on nandini. When alia, fell from the cliff, even at that time also, i wasn't scared to this extent. Alia ke bina toh main 3 saal aaraam se ji bhi lia, par nandini ke bina m ek second bhi nhi ji sakta aur aj maine ye feel kar bhi lia. Just the thought of nandini getting hurt shaked my inner self to the core to such an extent that at that second, i literally felt my heart-beat stopped and i know at that second, that nandini is my life, i can't live without her. Then, i hugged nandini to relax my inner turmoil and she also slowly hugged me back, when, i felt her arms around me, i tightened the hug to never let her go and to calm me down, she stared rubbing my back and ruffling my hairs and i snuggled in her hairs more and more. Today, for the first time in my life, i felt the feeling of mother's warmth. My mom she toh doesn't have time for me, she is only behind money, for her everything is give and take. I toh even doubt that for keeping me 9 months in her womb, she would have taken money from my dad because she is so money-minded. Mujhe nhi pata ek bacche ko kaisa lagta h jab ek maa uske baal sehlati h, usse apne gale se lagati h, usse apne aanchal mein samet leti h ki usse duniya ki koi taklif chu bhi na sake, par aj nandini ke saath us pal jo maine feel kia, i am sure, vo vaisa hi feel hota hoga, us feeling se badhkar koi aur pure feeling nhi h. Nandini ne mujhe ek maa ki feeling di. When, she ruffled my hairs, i felt like that is the feeling of pure bliss, pure warmth, a mother's embrace which i never get in my life earlier but she made me feel so. She hugged me so tightly as if securing me in her embrace and i snuggled in her hairs like a small baby who is getting mother's affection and her hairs are like heaven for me, a shelter for me. I felt like that in this place, no harm can touch me and i am completely safe in those arms and i need nothing more than that in my life. I felt complete in the hug that i just wished the time to just stop there and at that time, my heart, my brain all are at peace. I have hugged alia a no. of times but all are of short duration and i never hugged her this tightly, i never felt that affection in her hug, i never felt that warmth in her hug, those hugs were just like friendly hugs like i hug mukti, i didn't felt any emotions in those hugs but with nandini everything is so different, so magical, i felt that warmth, that affection, it was like i was hugging her in my death grip. I felt all my emotions coming along all my heart, i felt like i was hugging her with all my love and in that mere hug, i felt, all my pain of my childhood, my loneliness all went away from me, i was at peace at that time. Nandini is the key to my sanity, my calmness, my peace, my everything and what more i can ever wish for. Then, i broke the hug and kissed her forehead tenderly. That kiss was to make myself believe that she is safe and belongs to me now and to ensure her that she is not alone, i am there for her in every step of her life and she is very important to me and now her life is my life. My lips lingered for some 30-40 seconds on her forehead and we both closed our eyes feeling that kiss, feeling that moment. I felt a different feeling at that time. I have kissed alia a no. of times on her forehead, on her cheeks and thats it and nothing more than that but i never felt this way. When i kissed nandini, i felt like this one kiss is more beautiful, is more powerful than the kisses i give to alia ever. I have read somewhere that forehead kisses are the best kisses and today for the first time i myself feel that. Today, i got to know why they are the best kisses because at that time you kissed one's soul and make her yourself kyunki maine nandini ke forehead ko kiss nhi kia, balki takdeer ki un lakeeron ko kiss kia jisne hum dono ko ek dusre ka banaya h aur khud ko aur nandini ko ye bharosa dilaya ki m nandini ka hoon aur vo meri h and in that one kiss, i realised that this is my first kiss ever in true sense because i never kissed earlier with this emotion and today, i kissed nandini with all my heart, with all my love, with all my being. Aur ab kuch bhi ho jaye, nandini manik ki h aur manik nandini ka h hamesha hamesha ke liye aur ye hi duniya ka sabse bada sach h aur hamara wajood h. Then, we got in an eye-lock and i can see my whole world in those beautiful shining eyes and i feel that now i just exist with her, now i have no existence without nandini and now my world is filled with happiness and happiness only but my phone call broke our eye-lock and that call truly made me angry but when, i saw towards nandini after hanging up the call, an instant smile came on my lips because i can never be angry with nandini around me. Then, we went towards canteen. There we all spend a memorable time and me stealing glances of nandini and looking her blushing made my smile wider. Then, we decided to do party at my house but nandini said that she can't come and my face fell down because i really wanted to spend some time with her. I wanted to say something but before that cabir and mukti convinced her and she agreed and i thanked both of them in my mind and when nandini agrees, an instant and wide smile came on my lips like i got my favourite thing and that's true because i definitely got the best thing i.e getting to spend some time with nandini. I was never so eager ever to spend time with alia. Though, we spend alot of time but always it was planned by alia and most of the times, i involved fab5 in it but today, i wanted to spend alone time with nandini but i also know, that its early to ask her, so, i am okay if i can get some time with her if not alone, but its okay. this is the effect of my nandini on me but i promise when i will get to know of her feelings completely, i will spend most of my time with nandini and anyways, the time spent with her is always special for me whether its alone or with everybody or may be a little time it is, but its special because nandini is there with me. Then, i reached home and directly went to the kitchen to tell my butlers to make pure veg food for tonight because i know nandini is pure veg. Even, i was surprised that i went to kitchen all by myself because i never stepped into the kitchen earlier before and more surprisingly, i addressed one of my servants as kaka. Alia had told me 2-3 times times to respect elders but i never complied and nandini, she toh don't even told me once but then also i called him kaka, such is the impact of nandini on me. Actually, one day i heard nandini calling a peon as kaka and also saying to 2-3 boys to respect elders and that day held such an impact on me that from that day, i started respecting the elders and thus, called my butler as kaka and believe me, i felt very happy by addressing him as kaka. I think alia's words never reached my heart and even i wasn't willing to do such a small thing for alia's happiness, i wasn't ready to change myself for alia, i think that's why it wasn't love at all but now, i am definitely in love, in love with my nandini, this is the fever of her love that i can do anything for nandini, anything for her happiness, even if it means to change myself completely for her but i know she doesn't want to change me, she just wanted to bring me out of my shell, she just want to make me manik, not manik malhotra because she has seen the real manik who is a child at heart and wanted to give respect and love to everyone and especially to nandini who is my jaan, my life, my soul, my heart, my everything and even, she says everything with so innocence, so sincerity that her every word directly touches my heart and i automatically follows her without even her saying to me and now toh our eyes can talk too, we don't need words to know each other's feelings, each other's emotions, our eyes are enough to know about each other.(Manik happily sighed) Nandini, nandini, nandini kya haal bana diya h tumne mera? I love you so so so so much that now, i can't even imagine a single second without you. I have truly become majnu in your love. I love you so much. (Manik has a beautiful smile on his face.)
M: Oh shit! nandini aane hi vali hogi. chal manik jaldi se ready hoja. (Manik opens his phone and see nandini's pic which he has taken from organisers of fresher's party. It is their dance pic in which they were hugging each other while dancing.) Nandini i am missing you so much, come soon and love you (and with this he kissed the snap.)
(He goes to the washroom to get ready and welcome nandini.)
The evening comes to an end with two restless hearts waiting to see each other soon.. fab 5 party and manan's romance on the way....
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