Okay, first of all I am so sorry for disappearing like that.. but being an accountant, this March month is very important for us.. so, I have a lot of work.. so, I was busy with my professional life and with that I have some responsibilities to fulfill at my personal front as well... on top of that, my health was not permitting me to write.. I am really sorry guys.. I have logged in to wattpad after ten days.  I tried to write.. I don't know how it come out to be because I have written it in a real hurry to give you guys update.. hope it's up-to your expectations... once again sorry for keeping you waiting..

And yes.. guys, i am so sorry.. I know that i have told you that this update will consists of their happy moments. But, i am sorry.. Actually, i haven't planned that it will be so long.. but when i sat to write it.. it already became a lengthy update. So, couldn't able to add more because it will become more lengthy and might have bored you. So, no happy moments in this update. Next update will be emotional one too but it will be happy emotions. Once again sorry guys..

This whole update is how manik made nandini realise her importance in every person's life. So, it is a long update and from manik side. I hope you didn't get bored and please read the last para of the last update because it will help you to get connected with this update.

Do shower your love. I hope i put up to your expectations.:-)

And at the end of this chapter, there is an important note for you guys, do read it...

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IN NANDINI'S HOME:

IN NANDINI'S ROOM:

(Manik was sitting with nandini on his lap and was caressing her hairs continuously. Nandini was all nestled in his embrace and manik was also holding her tightly and as much close to himself as he can. Being in the same position, he started speaking looking at nandini and caressing her hair simultaneously trying to make her understand.)

M: Nandini, iss sab mein tumhari koi galti nhi thi. Why are you blamimg yourself? Aur kisne kaha ki u don't deserve love haan..? Infact, u deserve only happiness and love. Tumhe pata hai, tum ek angel ho jo sirf khushiyan baantna janti hai, jo sirf apna pyaar bantna janti hai toh aisi angel ko koi pyaar kyun nhi karega. U know, u deserve all the world's happiness, dher saari khushiyaan aur bhut bhut saara pyaar, ye deserve karti ho tum. (Nandini looked at manik as if asking him whether he is speaking truth and she saw only honesty in manik's eyes and his words. He smiled at nandini and she again snuggled her face in manik's neck.) Agar tum ye deserve nhi karti, toh hum mein se koi bhi deserve nhi karta. Nandini, you have the purest heart and the purest soul and you deserve every bit of happiness and love.

Haan, main manta hoon ki jo hua vo bhut galat hua aur hum chahkar bhi usse thk nhi kar sakte, par iska matlab ye toh nhi na ki hum jeena hi chod dein. Tum kehti ho na ki dard baantne se kam hota hai, toh kyun apna dard apne tak rakhkar khud ko aur dard de rahi ho.

Haan, hum mein se koi bhi amma-appa ki kami tumhari zindagi mein puri nhi kar sakta par kam-se-kam hum sab tumhe apne hisse ka pyaar, apne hisse ki khushiyan toh de sakte hai na jo tum deserve karti ho. Kyun tum hamein apne paas aane nhi de rahi ho? Kyun apne aas-paas ek shell bana rahi ho? Kyun apna dard nhi baanta tumne humse?

Nandini iss sab mein hamari bhi toh koi galti nhi hai, toh anjaane mein hi sahi par hamein iss sab ki saza kyun de rahi ho? (She immediately looked at manik that how she is giving them punishment. Manik cupped her face with one hand and other hand still holding her close to himself.) Tum hamari jaan ho, agar tum khush ho toh hi hum khush hain. Tumhe kya laga ki hamein pata nhi chalega ki tum apni smile ke peeche apna dard chupa rahi ho? Tumhe pata hai ki tumhe dard mein dekhkar hum sabko kitni taklif ho rahi hai. (Nandini made her head down but he hold her chin and made her look in his eyes.)

(Manik knew that he has to make nandini understand that everyone loves her beyond infinity. Though she is well aware of this fact, but somewhere she is shutting herself from her loved ones which is not right. So, he knew he has to make her understand that her loved ones know about her pain and they are also hurt to see her in pain but more than that, that are hurt to see her hiding her pain from them. He wanted to make her realise that how much she means to everyone and she has done wrong to hide her pain from them.) 

(Though, manik has also not shared his pain with anyone other than nandini, buy since his birth he has no one with him, and he became like that only. When he got his friends, he thought to not to remember his pain, so, never shared with them. Moreover, he was like a father to them who has to protect them, so, he can't be weak in front of them. But when nandini came, he knew that he can be weak in front of her because she will heal him. So, their situation is different because nandini always used to share everything with her family. Her nature was like that only but now she has shut herself, her pain from them which is not nandini. So, it's necessary for manik to make her the old nandini who share everything with everyone related to her. So, he has to do that and he also knows that he is the only one who can make her understand and heal her.) 

(She knows their importance in her life, so, she is always there to help them, to support them, to share their pain but now, it's time for her to know that how much she is important to all of them, that their happiness lies in her happiness. Though she knows that everyone loves her but still she became reluctant at the time of sharing her pain. Though fab3 told them what she mean to them yesterday, but still she wasn't ready to share her pain with them thinking about their happiness. So, now it's time for her to know that everyone's happiness lies with her only.) 

(So, cupping her face, he spoke looking straight in her eyes to make her understand how much everyone loves her and what she means to them and her importance in their lives and what her one smile meant to them.)

M: Amma-appa tum se dur chale gaye par kya iss ki wajah se chacha- chachi ke tumhare liye pyaar mein koi kami aayi? Vo tumhe apni beti maante hain aur tumhe aise dekhkar unhe kitna dard ho raha hai, tumne socha? Tumhe kya laga unhe pata nhi hai ki unki beti kaise apna dard dabakar baithi hai. Nandini, vo tumhe dil se apni beti maante hain, pata hain unhe kitni taklif hoti hai jab tum pehle ki tarah apne chacha ke paas jakar haq se unhe ye nhi kehti ki chacha, mujhe aj ghumne jana hai, mujhe aj chocolates chahiye, mujhe aj ye game khelni hai. Pata hai chachi ko kitna dard hota hai jab tum unhe jakar nhi kehti ki chachi aj mera ye khane ka mann kar raha hai, aj mujhe apki saree daalkar ready hona hai, aj mujhe ap se ye baat share karni hai. Pata hai unhe kitni takleef hoti hai, jab tum apna sara dard apne ander chupa leti ho aur unhe nhi batati. (Nandini realised her mistake and she started shedding tears. Manik's eyes was also teary but he was keeping himself strong for nandini.)

Unki kya galti hai? Unhone apne bhaiya-bhabhi khoye par unhe ye umeed toh thi ki unki beti unke paas hai par unki bet ne unse khud hi duri bana li. Main janta hoon ki tumne ye sab unki khushi ke liye kiya ki tumhe rota dekh vo kamzor na padein, par nandini unhe zyada taklif iss baat se hoti hai ki tum apna dard apne ander dabaye baithi ho aur unse share nhi kar rahi. Tum beti ho unki aur vo tadap rahe hain fir se uss beti ki jhalak dekhne ke liye jo unse har chotti se chotti baat bhi share karti thi, jo bina kisi hesitation ke apni demands unke saamne rakhti thi. Vo tumse bhut pyaar karte hain, unhone kabhi amma-appa ki jagah nhi leni chahi tumhari zindagi mein par unki ek khaas jagah bhi hai tumhari zindagi mein jahan vo tumhein apni beti maante hain aur ek beti ke sare haq diye hain tumhe toh tum kyun unhe khud se dur rakhkar unhe taklif de rahi ho? Kyun apne amma-appa samaan chacha-chachi ko khud ka dard nhi bata rahi ho jabki vo tadap rahe hain apni uss nandini ki jhalak dekhne ke liye jo din bhar unhe apni ungliyon pe nachaati thi aur hamesha apni cute harkaton se unhe hasaati thi. Kya tumhe khud ko taklif nhi ho rahi, apna sara dard apne dil mein dabaye rakhkar? (Nandini was crying immensely by now. Though it was hurting manik to see nandini like that.. but he has to do that for nandini's happiness only. He himself wanted to cry but he doesn't wanted to get weak now in front of nandini when she needed him the most.) (Chacha-Chachi was also crying outside hearing all this from manik that he was doing so much for them and also by understanding nandini's pain.)

M: Aur rishabh? Tum ek bhut acchi behen ho nandini aur tumne apna farz bhut acche se nibhaya. Tum rishabh ki maa-baap dono bani aur dono ki responsibility acche se nibhayi. Rishabh ko itna pyaar diya ki usse kabhi amma ki kami mehsoos nhi huyi, uski har chotti-badi zarurat ka acche se khyaal rakha jiss se usse kabhi appa ki kami mehsoos nhi hone di tumne. Tumne apna farz ache se nibhaya, usko kabhi amma-appa ki kami mehsoos nhi hone di par nandini, ek behen ki kami ka kya? (Nandini immediately looked towards manik realising her mistake and more tears fall from her eyes.) Tumne ek maa-baap ki kami toh bhut acche se puri kar di par rishabh jo apni behen ke liye tadap raha hai, uska kya? Nandini vo taras raha hai apni uss behen ki jhalak dekhne ke liye jo din bhar uchal-kud karti rehti thi, jo har minute koi na koi naya prank karti thi, jo uske saath khelti thi, jo humesha dil se hansti thi aur zindagi jeeti thi. Vo fir se apni uss behen ko dekhna chahta hai, uske saath khelna chahta hai, masti karna chahta hai, pranks karna chahta hai, shararatein karna chahta hai. Please nandini, usse amma-appa ke saath-saath apni behen ki bhi zarurat hai. Please, usse uski pehle wali masti karne wali behen lauta do.... (Rishabh was crying, he just wanted to run to nandini and hug her but he somehow controlled himself.)

M: Aur tumhari amms? Iss umar mein jab unhe humesha khush rehna chahiye, stress-free rehna chahiye lekin vo takleef mein hain kyunki unki gudiya jiss se vo sab se zyada pyaar karti hain, vo takleef mein hai, vo apna dard apne ander dabaye baithi hai. Haan, tum puri koshish karti ho unhe humesha khush rakhne ki par tumhe kya lagta hai ki vo dil se khush hain ye jaante hue ki unki gudiya itne takleef mein hai, apna dard apne ander dabaye baithi hain. Nandini, vo uss gudiya ko dekhna chahti hain jo unke saath khela karti thi, unse stories suna karti thi. Unhe itna mat tadpao, please nandini.. (All were crying alot. Nandini was crying to her fullest and outside her room, all other's were in tears. They were surprised to hear such sensible words from manik and the way he was making nandini understand of each and every relation her life and her importance in their lives. They were crying seeing nandini crying so much but they know, it's necessary for her.)

M: Aur amma-appa tumhe kya lagta hai ki vo khush honge tumhe aise dekhkar. Vo jahan bhi honge, tumhe dekh rahe honge. Main, vo bhut khush honge ye dekhkar ki tumne rishabh ka itne ache se khyaal rakha aur dusri taraf vo ro rahe honge ye dekhkar ki unki beti kitni badal gayi hai, usne hansna-khelna sab chod diya hai, usne dard ko apna saathi bana liya hai. Nandini vo tumhe aise dekhkar khud bhi dard mein honge. Vo tumhe humesha khush dekhna chahte the, vo khushi jo tumhare chehre par jhalakti thi jab tum dil se khush hoti thi. Tumhe aise dard mein dekhkar amma-appa ko bhi takleef ho rahi hogi. (Nandini was a crying mess now. She hide her face in manik's neck because she was feeling guilty of hurting so many people unintentionally and manik also knew that but he can't stop now because he has to make nandini understand. He doesn't want to make nandini guilty, he just wanted to make her understand that how much she means to all of them. He knew that nandini may took everything negative.. that's why he was speaking all positive thing along so as to make her understand his viewpoint that he doesn't want her to feel guilty because all she has done was unintentionally, he wanted her to understand her importance in everyone's lives.) (So, manik again made her look into his eyes and spoke looking in her eyes because he knew that nandini can find honesty in his eyes and can see the true intention of him.)

M: Tumhe pata hai ki tum world ki sabse achi friend ho, infact, fab5 se bhi zyada acchi. I truly mean it. Hum fab5 toh ek dusre ko trouble mein nhi dekh sakte because we are best of friends, we are family to each other.. hum ek dusre ko bhut saalon se jante hain.. Lekin tum? Tum navya ko sirf ek din pehle hi mili thi aur usko musibat mein dekhkar, u came to help her even knowing that we fab5 will bully you for that, fir bhi tum aakar humse ladi navya ke liye. You are a very very good friend. Tumne apne hisse ki dosti toh bhut acche se nibhali, par jab uski dosti nibhane ki bari ayi toh kyun tumne usse khud se dur kar diya, kyun uss se apna dard share nhi kiya. Pata hai usse kitni taklif huyi ye jaankar ki uski dost itni takleef mein hai aur usse andaza bhi nhi hai. (Nandini cried more. Navya was also shedding tears.)

M: Tumhe pata hai you are the first person with whom mukti talked to after fab5. Mujhe nhi pata ki mukti ne tumse kya share kiya, tumne kaise sambhala usse, main nhi janta. Par itna pata hai ki tum uske liye bhut important ho. Aur main daawe ke saath keh sakta hoon ki ho sakta hai ki aisi koi baat ho jo mukti ne humse na share ki ho, par aisa kuch nhi hoga jo usne tumhe na bataya ho, itna trust karti hai vo tum pe, apni jaan chidakti hai vo tum pe. Agar tumhari khushi ke liye usse fab5 se bhi ladna pade na, toh vo ladh jayegi par tumhari khushi ko kabhi aanch nhi aane degi. Vo humesha lady bheem rahi hai, hamein pata bhi nhi tha ki mukti emotional bhi ho sakti hai, par vo hai emotional, vo dil se sochti hai, jab baat tumhari aati hai. Jab vo tumhe chotti bolti hai na, toh she really meant it. Vo tumhe dil se apni chotti behen maanti hai aur tumhe humesha khush dekhna chahti hai, tumhe pamper karna chahti hai. Usne kabhi ye emotional feelings feel hi nhi kiye, par vo tumhare saath apni zindagi jeena chahti hai. Tum family ho uski aur vo tumhe har tarah se pamper karna chahti hai, har chotti se chotti baat share karna chahti hai tumse ek badi behen ki tarah, toh tum kyun uss se tumhari behen hone ka haq cheen rahi ho? Kyun usse tumhe pamper karne se rok rahi ho? Kyun uss se apna dard nhi share kiya tumne? Uska dard toh baant liya tumne par tumhare khud ke dard ka kya? 

Vo dil se chahti hai ki tum ek behen ki tarah uss se chotti-chotti baaton par lado aur fir tumhe vo pamper kare. Nandini, apna haq jatao uss par, uss se jo usse khushi milegi na, vohi sachi khushi hai. Vo tumhe khush dekhan chahti hai. Aise khud ko dard mein rakhkar, tum usse bhi taklif de rahi ho. Tumhe aise dard mein dekhkar, usko bhi dard ho raha hai, ye sochkar usse dard ho raha hai ki vo apni chotti behen ka dard dekh nhi payi.. Please, aise mat karo.. (Mukti was crying too much listening all this which was true which she always wanted to tell to nandini but somehow, can't. Nandini was also crying realising that manik's each and every word is true.)(By the time, manik was also in tears now. Seeing nandini crying so much, he couldn't stop himself but he also knows that this is important for all of them, so, he can't stop.)

M: Tumhe pata hai cabir sabse bada prankster tha, humesha pranks karte rehna, jokes karna, khud bhi hansna aur hamein bhi hansana. Haan, vo fab5 ko lekar protective tha par kabhi serious nhi hua vo kisi bhi baat ko lekar. Tumhe pata hai dhruv main buddies hain, vo mujhse har baat share karta hai par vo bhut reserved type ka hai.. jiski vajah se main uske liye bhut protective hoon. Infact, main puri fab5 ke liye protective hoon because they are my family. But tumhe pata hai iss sab mein cabir aur mera ek alag hi relation hai, hum dono ek dusre ko acche se jante hain, kis ke dil mein kya chal raha hai hamein pata chal jata hai par fir bhi hum dono ke kuch sort of secrets hain jo na maine usse bataye aur na usne kabhi mujhe bataye aur na maine janne ki koshish ki aur na usne.. shayad ye sochkar ki time ke saath bata denge.. Usse lagta hai ki mujhe ye baat nhi pata, par mujhe pata hai ki vo apni smile ke peeche koi dard toh chupa raha hai, kuch secrets toh hain jo vo mujhse chupa raha hai par main daawe ke saath keh sakta hoon ki vo tumhe zarur pata honge. (Outside, cabir was shocked to listen manik that manik has an idea of his pain but he was crying now realising nandini's pain because nandini matters to him the most.) 

Pata hai vo mujhe apne bhai jaisa manta hai, jab main takleef mein hota hoon na toh usse bhi dard hota hai par usse samajh nhi aata ki vo mujhe kaise sambhale, isliye mujhe akela chod deta hai ya fir mujhe daantta hai aur agar zarurat pade toh mujh par haath bhi utha deta hai par usne kabhi force nhi kiya mujhe uss se apna dard share karne ke liye. Vo mujhe lekar protective hai par kabhi show nhi karta, usse samajh hi nhi aata ki emotions show kaise kare. Infact baki ki fab5 ko toh yahi lagta tha ki uske ander emotions hai hi nhi. Par jab tum ayi na uski life mein, tab sab ko pata chala ki cabir ke ander ek emotional insaan bhi hai jo kisi ki care karna janta hai, jo apne emotions ko, apni feelings ko express karna bhi janta hai, jo kisi ke liye itna protective bhi ho sakta hai. Tum jaan ho uski, uski jaan basti hai tum mein. Jitna protective vo tumhare liye feel karta hai na, utna usne kabhi kisi ke liye feel nhi kiya, fab5 ke kisi member ke liye bhi nhi. Tumhari muskaan se badhkar uske liye kuch nhi hai, agar tum takleef mein ho na, toh vo har koshish karega tumhe uss takleef se dur karne ki, tumhe khush karne ki. Pata hai vo tumse itna pyaar karta hai ki vo agar tumhari kisi baat pe gusaa bhi hai na, toh bhi kuch bhi ho jaye par kabhi tum pe haath nhi uthayega. Haath uthana toh dur, vo kabhi tum par chilayega bhi nhi chahe vo tumhari kisi harkat ki wajah se tum pe kitna hi gussa hi kyun na ho ya fir hurt kyun na ho aur maine cabir ko aise kabhi nhi dekha. Agar hum fab5 mein se koi galti karta hai na, toh vo hamein itna daantta hai ki pucho mat fir chahe uske saamne mukti hi kyun na ho par vo tumse itna pyaar karta hai ki vo chahkar bhi kabhi tumse gussa nhi ho sakta. 

Usne pehle kabhi aisa kisi ladki ke liye feel nhi kiya jaise vo tumhare liye karta hai.. all caring, loving and protective. Tum sirf uski behen hi nhi, balki uski puri family bhi ho. Jab vo tumhe doll bolta hai na, toh vo dil se tumhe apni doll maanta hai, jo nazuk si hai, maasuum si hai aur vo hamesha tumhe aise hi rakhna chahta hai har musibat, har takleef se dur. Tum jaan ho uski, tumhari khushi ke liye vo kisi bhi hadd tak chala jayega. Arey, vo toh taras raha hai ki kab tum uss se kuch maango aur vo dil se tumhari har chotti-badi wish ko pura kare. Vo chahta hai ki tum usse duniya ke sare tantrums dikhao aur vo khushi-khushi unn sabhi tantrums ko pura karna chahta hai. Tum jaan ho uski, vo tumhe humesha khush dekhna chahta hai aur tumhe aise takleef mein dekhkar pata hai usse kitna dard ho raha hai. Nandini, aise mat karo uske saath.. tumne hi usse apne bade bhai ka haq diya tha na, toh uss se vo haq mat chino. Uske paas jakar bina kisi jheejak ke uss se kaho ki tumhe ye chahiye, tumhe vo chahiye aur dekhna vo kitna khush ho jayega. 

Vo hai tumhari har baat sunn ne ke liye. Uss se jakar kyun nhi baanta apna dard? Kyun uss waqt usse khud se dur kar diya? Uss se lado jaakar ki tumhe ye cheez dilaye aur dekhna vo sab kuch karega ki tum khush raho. Uski khushi tumhari khushi mein hai nandini, itna pyaar karta hai vo tumse. Tumhe protect karne ke liye, vo apni jaan se bhi ladh jayega, itna protective hai vo tumhare liye par tum pe aanch bhi nhi aane dega.. Mat karo uske saath aisa... tumhe aise takleef mein dekhkar vo bhi pain mein hai. (All were crying. Nandini was crying immensely realising that how much she hurted cabir and cabir was also crying seeing his small doll, his little sister like that.) (Manik took a pause and make nandini face him again and said with all the pain which he was feeling and spoke directly looking in her eyes. His eyes were all teary now.)

M: Aur tumhe meri yaad nhi aayi nandini? Ek baar bhi main yaad nhi aaya? (Nandini's crying became immense seeing manik in so much pain and that too because of her.) Main tumhe angel bolta hoon na? When i call you angel, then i really mean it. U are my angel who has descended from heaven to shower happiness all around expecting nothing in return. Pata hai, jab maine tumhe angel bola tha na, toh maine khud se vyada kiya tha ki main tumhe humesha khush rakhunga chahe uske liye mujhe kuch bhi kyun na karna pade. (Manik spoke looking directly in her eyes.) Tum princess ho meri whose every wish is my command. Tumhari chotti-badi har wish main puri karna chahta hoon. Aj ye jo manik tumhare saamne baitha hai na, isse tumne janam diya hai, ye tumhara mani hai, sirf tumhara. Tum akeli nhi ho, main hoon tumhare saath aur humesha rahunga. Mere liye tumhari khushi se badhkar aur kuch nhi hai. Tum meri mumma bani thi na, taki main apna childhood jee sakun toh mujhe kyun nhi bataya ki tumhe bhi uss pyaar ki zarurat hai. Ek baar, sirf ek baar mujhe kehkar toh dekhti ki mani mujhe bhi apna childhood jeena hai, toh hum dono milkar sab thk karte. Main tumhari har wish puri karna chahta hoon. Please, mujhe khud se dur mat karo. (Both were crying to their fullest.)

Main tumhare amma-appa ki kami toh kabhi puri nhi kar payunga par atleast tumhara dard baant toh sakta hoon. Main hoon tumhare saath. Jab tum mujhe chahogi, apne paas paogi, jis roop mein chahogi, uss roop mein paogi. Main ek maa ki tarah tumhe pyaar karunga, tumhari har zarurat ka khyaal rakhunga, ek dad ki tarah tumhe protect karunga, tumhe apni princess banakar rakhunga, ek behen ki tarah tumse chotti-chotti baaton pe jhagda karunga aur fir mana bhi lunga, ek bhai ki tarah tumhare har tantrums sahunga aur tumhe pamper karunga, ek friend ki tarah tumhari har baat sununga chahe raat ke 3 hi kyun na baje ho, tumhare saare secrets apne paas samet ke rakhunga, tumhara baby bankar tumhe tang karunga, humesha tumhare paas rahunga, tumhe apna baby, apna baccha banakar rakhunga aur dher saara pyaar aur khushiyan dunga. (Manik in mind: Aur ek lover ki tarah tumse bhut pyaar karunga, apni queen banakar rakhunga aur ek husband ki tarah har mod pe tumhara haath thaam kar tumhare saath chalunga.) (Nandini cried listening to all those words of manik which truly shows that he is there with her at every step. She doesn't have to feel alone at all.) (Manik tightly hold her one hand in his as if promising her and then spoke.)

Main humesha tumhare saath rahunga aur tumhe kabhi apne se dur nhi jane dunga, har modh par tum mujhe apne saath payogi aise hi tumhara haath thaame hue. (Manik tightened the hold on her hand and nandini sensed it and smile between her tears hearing manik's promise which she knew he will fulfill at any cost.) (Both were looking in each other's eyes and Manik spoke.) Main na toh tumhare aage chalunga aur na hi tumhare peeche, main tumhara haath thaamkar tumhare saath chalna chahta hoon. Main chahta hoon ki tum khud aakar mujhse har baat share karo.. mujhse zidd karo ki mani mujhe ye cheez chahiye, mujhe yahan ghumne jana hai.. main chahta hoon ki tum apna haq jatao mujh par.. main tumhe pamper karna chahta hoon, tumhe spoil karna chahta hoon tumhari har chotti-badi wish puri karke.. main tumhara har tantrum khushi-khushi sehna chahta hoon.. main tumhe humesha smike karte huye dekhna chahta hoon. (Nandini felt happy listening all that. Manik each and every word is directly touching nandini's heart and soul as he is speaking every word from his heart and soul.) (Manik cupped her face and spoke with tears in his eyes.)

Meri jaan ho tum aur main humesha tumhe khush dekhna chahta hoon aur tumne mujhse itni badi baat chupayi. (This again brought tears in nandini's eyes.) Pata hai vo sab jaankar aur thodi der pehle tumhe vaisi hallat mein dekhkar mujhe kaisa laga tha. (Manik's tears start flowing widely remembering nandini's pain.) Mujhe aisa feel hua ki kisi ne mera dil mujhse alag kar diya ho, mere liye saans lena tak mushkil ho gaya tha. Main tumhari aankhon mein ek aansuun bhi nhi dekh sakta aur mujhe tumhe uss haal mein dekhna pada jahan tumhare aansun rukne ka naam bhi nhi le rahe the. (Both started crying immensely.) Aur pata hai mujhe sabse zyada kis baat ka bura laga ki ye sab tumne mujhse share nhi kiya, tum mujhse ye baat chupa rahi thi. Main khud ko guilty maan raha tha ki main khud se tumhara dard nhi dekh paya. (Nandini immediately nodded her head in no so as to tell manik not to feel guilty.) (Now, manik scolded nandini.) Aur tum kya karne chali thi? Haah? Tumne ye socha bhi kaise ki tumhare dard mein hote hue main khush reh sakta hoon? Tum jaan ho meri, tumhe dard hota hai toh aansuun mere nikalte hain. Tumhe kya laga tha ki mujhe pata nhi chalega? Koshish toh tumne puri ki thi ki mujhe ye baat pata na chale aur agar kal chachi se main na puchta ya agar aj main yahan na aata toh pata nhi aur kitni der tum mujhse ye sab chupati? Kyun nandini? Bas itna hi janti ho apne mani ko? Bas itna hi bharosa hai mujh par ki tum apna dard mujhse share nhi karna chahti thi? (Nandini nodded her head in no telling him that she doesn't want to hurt him and manik understood it. She was crying realising how much she hurt manik.)

Main janta hoon ki tumne sab isliye kiya kyunki tum mujhe hurt nhi karna chahti thi par nandini meri khushiyan tumse hain, agar tum khush ho, toh main bhi khush hoon. Mujhe meri zindagi mein bas ek cheez chahiye aur vo ho tum, tumhari khushi, tumhara saath. Agar tum khush ho aur mere saath ho toh main kuch bhi achieve kar sakta hoon, fir mere liye koi bhi dard, koi bhi takleef koi mayne nhi rakhti. Mere liye tumhari khushi se badhkar kuch bhi nhi hai, na hi meri khushi aur na hi mera dard. Aur tumhe aise takleef mein dekhkar mujhe bhut dard hota hai aur ye dard uss har dard se bada hai jo maine aj tak saha tha. Par tumne mera har dard mujhse le liya na, toh fir jab meri baari aayi toh kyun mujhe khud se dur kar diya? (Manik was crying very much and same was the case with nandini.) Nandini, mujhe meri angel lauta do jo hansti thi, baatein karti thi. Please... Uss din tumne mujhse mera dard maanga tha na, toh apna dard mujhse kyun chupaya? Kya tumhe ek baar bhi mera khyaal nhi aaya ki tum mujhse apna dard share karo? Kya meri koi importance nhi hai tumhari life mein? Kya main tumhara kuch nhi lagta ya fir tumhe meri zarurat mehsoos hi nhi huyi ki tum mujhse kuch share karo? Ya tumhe meri zaruart hai hi nhi? (Nandini nodded her head in no telling him that he means the most to her. Both were crying and crying to their fullest.) (Manik spoke cryingly joining his forehead with nandini because now he also lost all his strength because he knew nandini is the only one with whom he can be weak. Making nandini close to himself, resting his forehead on her, having their eyes close.. manik spoke to nandini cryingly.)

Please nandini, apne mani ke saath aisa mat karo.. Please, mujhe meri nandini lauta do.. mujhe itni badi saza mat do khud se, khud ki taklif se dur kar ke. Mujhe vo nandini lauta do jo zindagi jeena janti thi, hansna janti thi, khelna janti thi, masti karna janti thi, demands rakhna janti thi, har baat share karna janti thi.. 

Please nandini.. hamein vo nandini lauta do jo zindagi ko jeena janti thi, jo khush rehna janti thi, jo masti karti thi, jiski cute harkaton se sabke chehre par smile aa jati thi.. Please nandini.. Please... (All were crying to their fullest. Nandini just hugged manik tightly and manik hugged her back tightly too. Nandini hide her face in manik's neck and manik hide his face in nandini's hair. Both are seeking comfort, warmth and peace in each other's embrace.) (Nandini cryingly spoke in manik's embrace.)

N: I am sorry manik.. I am so sorry. Mujhe nhi pata tha ki main sabko itni takleef de rahi hoon. Maine toh socha ki apna dard apne aap tak rakhun, taki mujhe dard mein dekhkar kisi ko takleef na ho aur tum sab khush raho. Main nhi chahti thi ki mere annsuun dekhkar tum sab bhi royo, main tum sabke saamne kamzor nhi padhna chahti thi, bas isiliye sab ko apne dard se dur rakha taki tum sab khush reh sako. (All were crying widely hearing nandini.) Mera dil janta hai manik, main taras gayi thi ki kisi ke saamne apna sara dard bahar nikal doon aur koi mujhe sambhal le bas himmat hi nhi thi aisa karne ki.. tum sab ki khushi ke bare mein sochkar piche hatt jati thi. Main apne dard ki wajah se tum sab ko takleef nhi dena chahti thi. I am sorry... I am sorry.. Please maaf kar do mujhe.. (Manik spoke still in the hug crying holding nandini close to himself.)

M: Hum sab ki khushi tum se hai nandini. Agar tum khush ho toh hum sab bhi khush hain. Aur tum kis se apna dard chupa rahi thi? Humse? Tum jaan ho hamari, tum jitni bhi koshish kar lo, apna dard nhi chupa sakti.. mujhse toh bilkul bhi nhi. Nandini, bas tum khush raho.. hamein aur kuch nhi chahiye, hum sab ki khushi ki wajah tum ho, sirf tum. Tumhari khushi ke ilawa hamein kuch bhi nhi chahiye.. kuch bhi nhi. Tumhari smile hi hum sab ki smile ka reason hai. (Both were crying in each other's embrace.) (All entered the room seeing them crying like that and chachi spoke.)

CHACHI: Manik, bilkul thk keh raha hai nandu. (They broke the hug and turned and looked towards other's. Nandini stood from manik's lap. Manik also stood up. Nandini immediately ran and hugged chachi.)

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Okay, this was not in my mind, this was not what i have planned.. but when, i started writing it, it just stuck my mind and i wrote it.. that manik make nandini understand her importance in everyone's lives. I don't know about you guys but i personally loved writing it. I hope i put up to your expectations.

REQUEST:

Okay.. so as you all know.. that they are going to go on a picnic. I have planned to make nandini all cute at that trip. I have some cute moments in my mind.. but it will last for one day.. as it is a 2 days trip, I wanted you to help me with that.. so, I request you all to suggest me some cute moments of nandini with manik or cabir or mukti or with all of them which you wanted me to write... because I have no more ideas in my mind.. if you guys didn't suggest me.. then I have to show that day in a fast-forward way.. so, the choice is yours..

Next update whenever I can give you.. sorry in advance if I'll be late.. sorry...