Chapter 12-12
First of all, i am so sorry guys, for giving you a late update.
Secondly, i am not well but still i tried to write and i don't know how this chapter has come out to be. Hope you guys will like it. If not, then, i am sorry..
Thirdly, i am not well now also, so, i don't know that when i am going to update next but yes i'll try to do it soon... :-)
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AT NIGHT:
IN NANDINI'S HOME:
IN NANDINI'S HALL:
(Nandini came downstairs and saw that everyone was quiet and there was utter silence, she became confused that why everyone was so serious, so she asked them.)
N: Kya hua? Ap sab itne chup kyun ho? Kuch hua hai kya? (Chachi doesn't wanted nandini to know the truth as she knew that she is still not ready to let her pain go now, so she immediately spoke.)
CHACHI: Nhi nandu, tujhe aise hi lag raha hai, sab thk hai.. Hai na bachhon? (She asked them to say yes through eyes. They understood chachi.)
MU/C/NA: Ji.. Ji chachi.. Haan sab thk hai... (Nandini saw towards Manik and manik knew that she will immediately recognize from his eyes that he had cried and now, he was so vulnerable that he can't control himself, then, how can he control nandini and heal her. So, he avoided looking in her eyes.)
N: Manik, all okay?
M: Haan.. haan angel sab thk hai. (He spoke looking everywhere but not at nandini.)Vo angel, hum sab ghar ja rahe hain.. bhut late ho gaya hai na.. Toh.. (He knew that if he stood there for few more minutes in front of nandini, then, he will definitely break down and he was not ready yet to talk to nandini because he wanted to gather himself first.) (Nandini knew about manik's pain beforehand only, so, she was somewhere ready to heal him but manik has come to know about nandini's pain now only, so, he need some time to be strong so that he can heal nandini.)
N: Oh.. Okay... (Though nandini was sad but she knew that it's good for her if they are going now because she knew that she can cry anytime.) (Manik wanted to talk to chachi and navya, so, he made an excuse to send nandini away from there.)
M: Vo angel, mere car ki keys shayad andar dining table par reh gayi hai, tum la dogi?
N: Haan.. abhi layi.. (Nandini went from there and manik immediately turned towards chachi.)
M: Chachi, kal puja kitne baje hai?
CHACHI: Subah 8 baje.
M: Thk hai. Hum sab tab tak yahan aa jayenge. (He turned towards Navya.) Navya, kya tum mere liye ek kaam karogi?
NA: Haan, bolo manik? (He asked her softly.)
M: Kya tum aj raat yahan angel ke paas ruk jayogi? Main nhi chahta ki vo aj ki raat akeli rahe. (Navya became worried because she knew she won't be able to handle nandini because she can't see her in pain.)
NA: Nhi manik.. Please.. humse ye nhi hoga. Hum nandini ko uss haalat mein nhi dekh payenge. Hum khud ko toh sambhal nhi pa rahe hain, usse kaise sambhalenge. Please.. humse ye nhi hoga. (Navya's eyes became moist.)
M: I request you navya.. Please, mana mat karo. Agar tum uske saath rahogi, toh vo nhi royegi aur main chahta hoon ki jab vo roye, tab main uske saath hoyun usse sambhalne ke liye lekin abhi usse sambhalne se pehle mujhe khud ko sambhalna bhut zaruri hai. (Manik's eyes became moist.) Agar main abhi khud nhi sambhala toh main angel ko nhi sambhaal payunga. Main uske saamne kamzor nhi padna chahta. Main uski taakat banna chahta hoon, kamzori nhi. Please navya, sirf aj ki raat uske saath ruk jao. Please, meri baat maan jao. I promise tum badle mein mujhse jo mangogi, main tumhe dunga. Please, itna sa ehsaan kar do mujh par, main tumhare aage haath jodta hoon. Please navya... (Manik folded his hands in front of navya with some unshed tears in his eyes remembering nandini's pain. Yes, The Manik Malhotra jisne kabhi bhagwaan ke aage bhi haath nhi jode, vo aj ek common ladki ke aage haath jode khada tha aur vo bhi vo ladki, jisse kabhi fab5 ne bully kiya tha. It's the love of nandini that he is ready to do anything for nandini's happiness even if to bow down in front of anybody. His ego, his attitude has no meaning for him when it comes to nandini's happiness. He can do anything to see his love, his nandini happy.) (Navya immediately holded his hand.)
NA: Manik, ye kya kar rahe ho tum? Please, aisa mat karo aur aisa mat kaho. Please, ehsaan ki baat mat karo, ye koi ehsaan nhi hai. Nandu ne hamare liye bhut kuch kiya hai, mumbai mein aakar vohi hamari sabse pehli friend bani aur hamesha ek acche friend ki tarah mujhe protect kiya. Main uske liye kuch bhi kar sakti hoon. Main bas usse rote hue nhi dekh payungi, bas isiliye mana kar rahi hoon. (Seeing navya getting worried for nandini, manik spoke.)
M: Navya, tum iski tension mat lo. Ab tak hum usse itna toh jaan hi chuke hain, vo tumhare saamne nhi royegi, khud dard seh legi par tum tak apne aansun nhi pahunchne degi. Please navya, aj ruk jao yahan. Please.. (He again folded his hand and navya holded his hand immediately and agreed to stay back.) (It's not like that she wanted to leave nandini alone at this time.. no way.. it's just that she wanted all of them to stay back with her because she won't be able to see nandini like that but she also knew that fab3 need some time to gather themselves because she very well knew what nandini mean to all 3 of them and how much pain they are feeling now by hearing nandini's pain.)
NA: Okay..
M: Thanku so much Navya. (He gave a small smile to navya and turned towards chachi.) Chachi, ap tension mat lijiye. (Manik spoke with much needed determination in his voice.) Mujhe bas aj ki raat de dijiye. I promise main kal subah sab thk kar dunga. Nandini kal royegi toh zarur par vo aakhiri baar hoga. I promise, main uske har dard ko le lunga aur uski life khushiyon se bhar dunga aur apko fir se apki purani nandu lauta dunga. I promise. Please trust me, mujhe bas ek aj ki raat de dijiye. (Chachi smiled.)
CHACHI: I trust you manik. I know tum mujhe meri beti lauta doge. I trust you. Bas mujhe meri beti lauta do, mujhe aur kuch nhi chahiye.
M: I promise chachi. (By the time, nandini also came.)
N: Manik, tumhare car ki keys vahan toh nhi hai. Maine sab jagah dekh liya, par mujhe nhi mili.
M: Accha? (Manik acted as of thinking and then checked his pocket.) Ohh.. meri pocket mein hi thi. Toh thk hai, ab hum sab chalte hain.
N: Okay. (Nandini gave him a small smile.)
NA: Nandini, aj hum yahin rukenge tumhare saath. (Nandini became shocked.)
N: Kya? Kyun? (Nandini realised what she spoke and saw all of them looking towards her and then immediately corrected herself.) Vo.. vo.. i mean achanak se yahan rukne ka plan kyun?
NA: Vo humne socha ki late toh ho hi gaya hai, toh aj yahin ruk jati hoon aur morning mein tumhare saath hi college chali jayungi.
N: Par main toh kal college ja hi nhi rahi..
NA: Kyun? (Nandini realised what she spoke and now in a fix what to say.)
N: Vo.. vo.. haan, vo hum sab parson ghumne ja rahe hain na aur mujhe rishabh ka ek project banana hai, toh main vo kal bana lungi aur fir packing bhi toh karni hai.. toh bas isiliye.. (Navya tried to make her spill the beans herself but nandini is adamant not to make them aware of her pain. And here fab5 was sad because of nandini's this act not because she is hiding something from them but because she is hiding her pain from them and that too with a reason not to make them sad. They don't know whether to be happy that she cared for their happiness that much that she is ready to hide her pain or become sad that she is not sharing her pain with them. But of all of them, manik was the one who is hurt badly. Though, he knew that nandini is doing all this for his happiness and if he would be at her place, then, he would have done excatly the same, but still the fact that nandini is hiding her pain from him and on top of that, he wasn't able to guess that and now, he can't do anything for nandini was making him feel bad, feel guilty.)
NA: Ohh.. koi baat nhi.. Toh kal hum bhi tumhare saath ghar par hi ruk jayenge. (Nandini immediately spoke.)
N: Nhi.. bilkul nhi.. (Navya looked at her curiously but nandini immediately replied.) Vo, mera matlab meri vajah se tum kyun college se off le rahi ho.
NA: Par agar tum nhi hogi, toh hum jaakar kya karenge. Hum akele padh jayenge college mein.
N: Tum akeli kaise hogi? Ye sab honge na tumhaare saath aur vaise bhi agar tum bhi lecture miss karogi, toh hamein notes kaun dega? Isliye tum kal chali jao college. (Navya knew that nandini will not spoke her pain herself, so, she let go the topic.)
NA: Okay, ye bhi thk hai. Toh cabir, kya tum kal subah mujhe yahan se pick kar loge? (Cabir nodded his head. He was just looking at nandini that how much she was trying to hide her pain from all of them.)
C: Haan.. haan.. (Nandini immediately shouted no because she doesn't want cabir or any of the fab5 members to meer her in the morning because she knew that she will definitely lose control on her emotions by seeing them especially manik, so, she doesn't want anybody to come to her place tomorrow.)
N: Nhi.. i mean ye raasta cabir bhai ke ghar se bilkul opposite direction mein padega, so, aise hi unhe kyun pareshaan karna. Navya, tum tension mat lo. Chacha ji ko kuch kaam hai subah tumhare ghar ki taraf, toh vo tumhe tumhare ghar chod aayenge 7 baje aur fir tum ready hokar vahin se college chali jana. Haina chachi? (Nandini looked towards chachi and requested her to say yes and she understanding her agreed. Fab3 and navya also saw that and they are now well aware that nandini is not going to let go her pain herself in front of them at any cost.)
(In this story, Navya lives in P.G.)
CHACHI: Haan... Tumhare chacha chod denge navya ko. (Navya agreed because she knew that there will be no use of arguing with nandini.)
NA: Okay. (Now, it's becoming difficult for manik to stand there because all he wanted now to cry his heart out. He very well knew that only nandini can calm him but he also knew that now, he has to be strong for nandini so as to heal her.)
M: Acha, toh fir ab hum sab chalte hain. (They all nodded. Nandini hugged Mukti and Cabir, they hugged her back tightly trying to hide their pain which they were feeling because their chotti, their doll is in pain. Nandini found it strange but didn't said anything as she herself was not in a condition to speak anything wisely. They broke the hug and at last he came face to face with Manik and as soon as their eyes met, their eyes and heart started talking.)
Manik & Nandini's eyes and heart talks:
(Both were looking towards each other with pain in their eyes and their heart and soul was crying because of pain. Nandini was crying because of her pain and also because of the fact that she is hiding her pain from manik. Manik was crying by realising nandini's pain and also because nandini was trying to hide her pain from him.)
M: Kyun nandini? Kyun mujhse apna dard share nhi kiya? Kyun mujhe itna paraya kar diya? Kya tumne mujhe iss layak nhi samjha ki apna dard mujhse share kar sako?
N: Manik, i am sorry. Main tumhe humesha khush dekhna chahti hoon.Main tumhe meri vajah se pain nhi dena chahti, bas isiliye tumse itni badi baat chupa rahi hoon.
M: Tumhe kya laga ki tum mujhse kuch chupayogi aur mujhe pata nhi chalegaa. Ek baar.. sirf ek baar mujhe bata kar toh dekhti, main sab thk kar deta. Main tumhara dard khatam toh nhi kar sakta tha par atleast, usse baant kar kam toh kar sakta tha. Kya tumhe ek baar bhi mera khyaal nhi aaya, ek baar bhi nhi laga ki tum apne mani se apna dard baant lo? Kya tumhe meri zarurat mehsoos nhi hui? Kya tumhe meri zarurat nhi hai?
N: Manik, mera dil janta hai ki agar iss waqt mujhe kisi ki zarurat hai, toh vo sirf tum ho. Mujhe iss waqt sabse zyada tumhari zarurat hai aur main ye bhi janti hoon ki sirf tum hi ho jo mera dard mujhse dur kar sakte ho aur mujhe sukoon de sakte ho. Main cheekh-cheekh kar tumse ye kehna chahti hoon ki please, mujhse ye dard lelo.. mujhse ab aur bardaasht nhi hota ye dard par main apne dard ki wajah se tumhe pain nhi de sakti. Please mujhe maaf kar do. I am sorry.
M: Nandini, tumhe aisa kyun lagta hai ki agar tum dard mein hoyogi toh main khush reh payunga? Hamari saansein, hamari rooh ek dusre se judi huyi hai, agar tum dard mein ho toh main bhi dard mein hoon. Please aise mat karo khud ke saath. Please...
N: I am sorry Manik. Please mujhe maaf kar do.
M: I promise nandini, main tumhara sara pain le lunga aur tumhari zindagi dher-saari khushiyon se bhar dunga. I promise. Bas mujhe ye ek aj ki raat de do. I promise main kal subah sab thk kar dunga.
(With this manik hugged nandini and she hugged him back tightly and manik sensed it and he tightened the hug as both needed it the most now. They broke the hug. Manik kissed nandini's forehead and Nandini gave him a sweet smile.)
(Manik, Cabir and Mukti bid bye and headed towards manik's car.)
IN MANIK'S HOME:
IN MANIK'S HALL:
(In the car, there was complete silence, no one said anything. They were just trying to gather whatever they heard about nandini today from chachi.)
(Manik was driving his car aimlessly. Tears were flowing from everyone's eyes. They don't know when but they reached outside manik's home. They all went inside and set on the sofa with no other emotion except feeling the pain of nandini and crying. Tears were not stopping to fall from their eyes.) (Mukti broke the silence and started speaking with tears in her eyes.)
MU: Chotti ne kitna dard chupa rakha hai apne ander, itna dard kaise chupa sakti hai vo aur uske upar humesha smile karti rehti hai aur sabko khush rakhti hai. Hamare parents chahe naam ke hi sahi, par hain toh... chahe unke paas hamare liye time nhi hai but we know that if we will be in any problem, then they will surely protect us even if not for love but for their prestige and status only. Chahe name sake hi sahi, but we have parents with us. Par chotti, usne itni chotti umar mein vo sab saha par uff tak nhi ki. Hum sab ka dard bantti rhi par hamein khabar bhi nhi hone di ki vo khud apne ander kitna dard chupaye baithi hai.
C: Maine kabhi nhi socha tha ki meri doll ne itna dard saha hai. Meri chotti si doll jo humesha hansti rehti thi, hum sab ke chehre par muskaan lati thi, hum sab ka pain humse dur kar diya aur humesha hamein sambhalti rahi, vo khud apne ander itna sara dard daba kar baithi hai, maine kabhi nhi socha tha. Hum apna dard chupane ke liye logon ko bully karte the taki hum uss dard ko bhul sakein, taki koi aur hamein bully na kar sake, taki koi aur hamein dard na de sake, humne doll ko bhi bully kiya aur badle mein usne hamein dher saara pyaar diya, dher saari khushiyan di, hamein sukoon diya. Khud itne dard mein hote hue bhi vo sirf khushiyan bantti rehti hai. Pata nhi kaise vo itna bada dard apne dil mein chupaye baithi hai. Dekha na kaise try kar rahi thi dining table par topic avoid karne ka aur fir kaise try kar rahi thi humse chupane ke liye jab navya ne bola ki aj raat vo uske saath rukegi. Puri koshish ki usne ki hamein ye baat bilkul pata nhi chale. Hamare liye muskura rahi thi, apna dard chupane ki puri koshish kar rahi thi vo. Khud itne dard mein hote huye bhi, sirf hamare bare mein soch rahi thi vo. (Tears were not stopping from anyone's eyes. Now, manik spoke his heart out while crying to his fullest as he was guilty.)
M: Par iss sab mein sabse badi galti meri hai. (Mukti and Cabir immediately looked towards Manik.) Main khud kehta hoon ki vo jaan hai meri, main usse sabse achi tarah se janta hoon aur main dekh hi nhi paya ki vo kitne dard mein hai. Main bas apne hi dard mein khoya raha jabki mera dard uske dard ke aage kuch bhi nhi tha. (Manik started crying more.) Jab kisi ko pyaar na mile, toh insaan fir bhi jee leta hai, par jab vo pyaar milkar uss se cheen liya jaye, toh insaan jeete ji mar jata hai. (All were crying.) Jo amma-appa uss se itna pyaar karte the, jinke pyaar ki usse aadat thi, jab vo mamta ka saaya uss se cheen gaya hoga, toh usne kaise saha hoga vo. Main apna childhood jeena chahta tha uske saath lekin mujhe kya pata tha ki jo mujh par apna pura pyaar luta rahi hai, vo khud uss bachpan mein apne bhai ki maa aur baap dono ban gayi, mujhe kya pata tha ki khud usne apna bachpan jeena chod diya taki uske bhai ko kisi cheez ki kami na ho. Main apne dard mein itna kho gaya ki kabhi uska dard dekh hi nhi paya. Main toh fir bhi khud ko chott pahunchakar apna dard bahar nikal leta tha par vo, usne kitna dard chupa rakha hai apne ander. (Manik fall on his knees and covered his face with his hands. Mukti and Cabir immediately moved towards manik to hold him.) Kyun? Kyun? Mujhe ek baar bataya toh hota, sirf ek baar, main kam se kam uska dard kam karne ki koshish toh karta. Kyun nhi bataya mujhe angel? Kyun? Kyun main ye dekh nhi paya ki tum itne dard mein ho? Kyun? Mere pyaar mein kahan kami reh gayi? Kahaan? Kyun main tumhara dard nhi padh paya tumhari aankhon mein? Kyun? (Mukti and Cabir tried to handle manik because they knew that he is the one who can heal nandini and for that he has to first heal himself and moreover, they can't see him in so much pain, they can't let him to feel guilty for the thing which he hasn't done.)
C: Manik, sambhal khud ko. Tu aisa kyun soch rahe hai? Iss mein teri koi galti nhi hai. Hum mein se koi uska pain nhi dekh paya kyunki usne apni jhalak hi aisi bana rakhi thi. Hum hamesha logon ko bully karte the jiss se she guessed it ki kuch hai jo humne apne ander chupa rakha hai, par doll, vo humesha hansti thi, muskurati thi, sabko khush rakhti thi, usse dekhkar koi nhi keh sakta tha ki usne itna dard chupaya huya hai. Teri galti nhi hai iss sab mein.
MU: Manik, tu aise kamzor nhi padh sakta. Tu aise karega, toh hum chotti ko kaise sambhalenge? Usne bhut pain chupa liya par ab usse hum dher saari khushiyan denge ki vo uss dard ko bhul jayegi. Hum sab tere saath hain par ye baat tu bhi janta hai ki usse sirf tu hi sambhal sakta hai, usse uska khoya huya sukoon tu hi de sakta hai. Vo jaan hai na teri, toh ab apni jaan ko sambhal aur usse itni khushiyan de ki vo apna sara dard bhul jaye. (Manik looked towards Mukti and realised that she was right and he has to be strong for nandini, he has to heal his jaan, his nandini. He wiped his tears and said with determination.)
M: Haan, tum dono thk keh rahe ho. Main sab thk kar dunga. Main aise kamzor nhi padh sakta. Kal nandini ne mujhe sambhala tha aur ab meri baari hai. Main uski life khushiyon se bhar dunga, main uska hard dard uski zindagi se dur kar dunga, usse itni khushiyan dunga ki vo apna sara dard bhul jayegi. (Mukti and cabir smiled and hugged manik. He hugged him back and after some time, they broke the hug and they went to their respective rooms in manik's home.)
IN NANDINI'S HOME:
IN NANDINI'S ROOM:
(Navya and Nandini are laying on the bed facing their back towards each other. Navya was crying with her hand on her mouth so as not to make nandini hear and same was with nandini.)
NA (to herself): Hey matarani! Kyun itna bura kiya apne nandu ke saath? Bechari ne chotti si umar mein kitna kuch saha hai aur fir bhi humesha hansti rehti hai, kabhi kisi ka bura nhi chaha usne, fir kyun aisa kiya apne uske saath? Bechari abhi bhi apna dard nhi baant rahi hai. Kyun, aisa kiya apne? Kyun??? (She was crying.)
IN MANIK'S HOME:
IN MUKTI'S ROOM:
(She have tears in her eyes realising that her chotti has suffered so much pain.)
MU (to herself): Chotti ne kitna kuch saha hai itni kam umar mein... Jis chotti ko main hamesha khush dekhna chahti hoon, hamesha muskurate huye dekhna chahti hoon, vo itna dard chupaye baithi hai apne ander aur kisi ko kuch bata bhi nhi rahi. Kyun chotti? Ek baar mujhse share toh karti.. Kyun uss masuum ko itni taklif mil rahi hai? Kitna kuch saha hai usne aur ab bhi chup karke apna dard apne tak samete baithi hai. Uska dard sirf sun kar mera ye haal ho raha hai aur vo bechari toh itne saalon se ye dard seh rahi hai.... Kyun, meri chotti ko itna dard mila? Kyun???
IN CABIR'S ROOM:
(He was crying by remembering his doll's pain.)
C (to himself): Ye kya ho gaya sab? Maine kabhi nhi socha tha ki meri phool jaisi doll apne dil mein itna dard chupaye baithi hai. Jisse main humesha smile karte huye dekhna chahta hoon, jisse main humesha protect karna chahta hoon, vo itne dard mein hai aur ab bhi chup baithi hai. Kyun doll? Apne bhai ko kyun nhi bataya? Meri doll ne itni chotti umar mein kitna kuch saha hai aur ab bhi uss sab ko apne dil mein dabaye baithi hai. Kyun hua uske saath aisa? Vo toh humesha sabko khush rakhti hai, uske liye dusron ki khushi sabse pehle aati hai, chahe iskeliye usse khud dard hi kyun na sehna pade. Aur aj bhi vo chup hai, dard seh rahi hai par hamein kuch nhi bataya taki hamari khushi gam mein na badal jaye.. Itni zyada selfless hai meri doll... fir bhi kyun itna gam mila usse? Kyun???
IN NANDINI'S HOME:
IN NANDINI'S ROOM:
(Nandini was crying bitterly with her hand on her mouth so as her sobs will not reach to navya.)
N (to herself): Kyun aiyappa kyun aisa kiya apne mere saath? Maine kabhi kisi ka bura nhi chaha, fir kyun apne mujhe itna dard diya? Mere amma-appa ko aap ne apne paas bula liya. Kyun? Kya main itni buri hoon ki main khushiyan deserve nhi karti? Kyun aiyappa?
Please aiyappa.. Ab aur dard saha nhi jata, ab bas thak gayi hoon bhaagte-bhaagte, strong bante-bante par main karun toh kya karun? Kisse jakar kahun? Kisse apna dard baantun? Main janti hoon ki manik mera sara dard le lega par main kaise uss se jakar kahun ki manik please, apni khushiyan bhulakar mera dard baanton mere saath? Kaise? Main itni selfish nhi ho sakti. I am so sorry manik, please mujhe maaf kar dena. Kaash main tum se sab share kar sakti, kaash main tumhare samne kamzor padh sakti aur chilla-chilla kar keh sakti ki bas ab ye dard aur saha nhi jata? Kaash... ? Manik, iss waqt mujhe sab se zyada tumhari zarurat hai aur main chah kar bhi na toh tumhare paas aa sakti hoon aur na hi tumhe apna paas bula sakti hoon.
Kyun aiyappa? Kyun itna dard diya mujhe? Kyun? Meri kya galti thi? Kya galt thi meri?
Manik, please, mera dard le lo please.... (She was crying bitterly.)
IN MANIK'S HOME:
IN MANIK'S ROOM:
(Manik has tears in his eyes. He was feeling various emotions at that time. He was sad, hurt, guilty, determined and most of all he was in pain remembering his angel's, his life, his love, his jaan, his nandini's pain.)
M (to himself): Kyun nandini? Kyun? Kyun mujhe nhi bataya? Sirf ek baar bata diya hota. Meri khushi tum se badhkar nhi hai. Meri khushi toh sirf tumse hai. Agar tum khush ho toh main tumse zyada khush hoon. Mujhe khush rehne ke liye tumhari bas smile chahiye mujhe aur main khud hi khush ho jayunga. Tumne socha bhi kaise ki tumhe dard mein dekh kar main khush reh sakta hoon. Meri khushi sirf tumse hai nandini, sirf tumse. Kya itna hi janti ho apne mani ko? Ek baar apne mani par yakeen kiya hota, sirf ek baar? Kyun mujhe nhi kaha ki manik mujhe bhi apne bachpan jeena hai? Sirf ek baar kaha toh hota. Tumhe khush dekhne ke liye main har cheez karta, tumhe khush dekhne ke liye main apna har dard, apni har khushi bhulane ko tyaar hoon. Mujhe bas tumhe khush dekhna hai, tumhe hanste-muskurate huye dekhna hai, bas tumhe khush dekhna hai.. (He bursted out in tears.)
Aur ap aiyappa? Main toh aap mein yakeen nhi karta tha, par nandini toh karti thi na aur vo aj bhi karti hai. Main ap mein yakeen nhi karta par main nandini mein pura yakeen karta hoon aur uske yakeen par bhi yakeen karta hoon aur vo ap mein yakeen karti hai. Apne itna sab kiya uske saath par aj bhi vo ap mein pura yakeen karti hai, aisa ek din nhi jata uska jab vo apko yaad na kare, fir apne kyun kiya uske saath aisa? Kyun usse itna dard diya? (Manik spoke in determined voice.)
Par ab bas, ab aur koi dard uske kareeb nhi aane dunga. Aiyappa.. aap ne nandini ko ek angel ki tarah meri life mein laakar apna kaam kar diya aur ab meri baari hai meri angel ki life mein khushiyaan lane ki. Nandini humesha mere liye strong bani rahi aur ab main uski taakat banunga, usse sambhalunga. Kal usne apna pyaar saabit kiya mere liye mere saath khadi rehkar, mujhe sambhalkar, mujhe ek nayi zindagi dekhar, mujhe khushiyan aur sukoon dekar aur ab meri baari hai mera pyaar prove karne ki aur main ye prove karke rahunga ki manik nandini se itna pyaar karta hai ki uss pyaar ki hadd vo khud bhi nhi janta. Main meri nandini ki zindagi khushiyon se bhar dunga, uski zindagi se har gam dur kar dunga aur iske liye mujhe jo kuch bhi karna padega, main karunga par nandini ki life mein khushiyan vapis laakar hi rahunga. Main meri nandini ko vapis laakar hi rahunga aur ye mera vaada hai khud se aur mere pyaar se, meri nandini se. (He closed his eyes and prayed to nandini's amma-appa.)
Amma-appa mera saath dijiyega. Mujhe aashirvaad dijiye ki main apki nandini ko aur meri angel ko vapis la payun aur usse humesha khush rakh sakun. I promise main usse humesha apni princess bana kar rakhunga, uski har wish puri karunga, usse humesha sambhalunga. Vo mere dil ki queen hogi aur humesha vahi mere dil mein rahegi. I promise main apki beti ko saari khushiyaan dunga. Meri jaan hai nandini, main usse humesha khush rakhunga. I promise. Ap bas mujhe aashirvaad dijiye ki main apse aur nandini se kiya apna har promise pura kar sakun aur meri nandini ko humesha khush rakh sakun. (He opened his eyes and spoke with determination.)
Aj subah ki pehli kiran ke saath maine naya janam liya tha, uss manik ne janam liya tha jisse nandini ne zindagi di thi aur kal nandini ek naya janam legi, kal suraj dhalne se pehle, meri shararati aur bholi nandini vapis aayegi. Kal ka din main uss bachpan ki masuum nandini ko vapis layunga. Bas nandini, bhut huya.. bhut dard seh liya tumne par ab aur nhi.. Kal tumse tumhara sara dard le lung. I promise. Ye tumhare mani ka vyada hai tumse nandini. I promise.. Main sab thk kar dunga...
So, finally the day ended which started from manik's new life given by nandini to him and ended at manik's determination to give a new life to nandini. :-) :-)
Let's wait and see that what new day holds for our MaNan.. :-)
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