Avril didn't know whether she was in love or not. She didn't know whether she was on the right path or not. All she knew was that she needed Zayn. She was aware of his criminal record but, that doesn't make her crave him less. It only seems to grow day by day.

Zayn assumed that Avril was now completely under his control. He loved his life; he was living with the girl he fell for at first sight. But, it wasn't as easy as it seems. He had gone through tough times and that's what has made him the person he is today. He knew he would never get Avril by fair means so; he did something he knew he would regret. She was the one who could bring his sanity back to him.

Zayn was a complicated person. He always fought his battles silently. He never showed his pain to anyone. He was stone cold and ruthless. There was nothing that could melt his heart until he saw Avril smile. Her energy, her laugh, her light pulled him towards her and he couldn't stop himself. He had never loved nor been loved so this was all new and exciting to him. After ages, he felt complete. He felt happy. He didn't care if he did something unforgivable at least the person whom he loved the most was right in front of his eyes. Even the slightest thought of losing Avril to someone else drove him crazy. He thinks that she belongs to him, only him. He can't share. She is his precious possession.

Avril has never been so confused in her life that she couldn't understand her own feelings. She almost forgot what the outer world was. It was just Zayn. Of course, she wanted to escape and go to her family but, it seemed like invisible chains of love, passion and lust always kept tugging her back to Zayn. Every time they kissed, she stopped thinking about how wrong it was and put everything into it which can't be put into words. Their relationship was never simple. It must be the most beautiful transformation of hate into love. Whenever she looked into those hazel-hued eyes of his, she would find love and adoration he has for her. She felt like someone cared for her. It was one of the best feelings for her. She could never decide whether it would right to leave him or not. The truth was- she didn't want to leave him because she knew how much it will break his heart if she deceived him after making him believe that she actually loved him but, she knew she can't be with him forever. She needed her family. Her family needed her.

Avril loved the man who snatched her world from her. She loved kissing those lips that have lied a thousand times. She loved looking into his lustful eyes. She loved the pain he gave her. Everything he did left her wanting for more. She had never fallen so hard for anyone before.

Zayn's love couldn't be described in words. It's the kind of possessive, fiery and crazy kind of love but, on one condition, you can't have anyone else in your life. It has to be him, just him.

That night after they shared an amorous kiss, Zayn went to bed with Avril by his side, thinking that his life was now perfect. But, she had other ideas. She was thinking about how she had had enough. She was thinking about escaping but, every time she tried to execute her plan, her mind would get clouded by the thoughts of how she loves Zayn too much to do that. She was debating internally after finally deciding to make her move. She turned to see Zayn sleeping soundly and a small smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. He looked so innocent, so vulnerable. It was enough to make her heart ache but, she decided to stay firm and she slowly set her feet on the wooden floor, trying not to make a noise.

She slowly opened the suite's door and it made creaking noise. She jerked her hand back immediately and panicked thinking that Zayn would wake up but, that didn't happen so she continued to make her way downstairs. "But, I don't have any money!"-She suddenly remembered. She tip-toed back into their room and picked her bag up. Zayn had turned to the other side of the bed and his mouth was slightly open as soft snores came out. Avril couldn't stop herself from going to him and placing a kiss on his forehead. She whispered in his ear "I love you. If we're meant to be, you'll see me again." Tears started brimming in Avril's azure eyes. She quickly picked up her bag and left. She was now letting out loud sobs and she didn't care if people were staring at her. She was crying for a man who took her away from everything.

She couldn't get the tall, dark and handsome captor of hers who adored her and loved her to no end out of her mind. It broke her heart to think that she might never see him again. Her vision was blurred and she didn't look where she was walking but, she kept walking faster and faster, trying to control her emotions. Her tears just won't stop. She wanted to love Zayn but, she couldn't because he was no good for her.

Avril knew that keeping herself away from Zayn was the best thing for her to do but, living without him was no less than a nightmare.

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