Realisation
Jimin POV
Flashback
I was practising a song that I like in my practise room with drenched with sweat. My hair was already wet from all the sweating and sweat drops would still roll off from my face. I ignored all my sweat and all continuing my dance. I was in middle of the dance at the second chorus.
Trapped in a maze of decisions
Exhausted by all the different chaos~
I could faintly hear a voice? Inside my head? I ignored it and continued with my dance.
We've wandered around, looking for the answer
Lost in the maze, in the darkness~
Still I could feel like someone was talking. Suddenly I could feel my legs getting wobbly and all. The next thing I know I was on the floor with my legs apart and breathing heavily from all the dancing.
You are a heartless monster.
I heard it....clearly. Was it a part of song? No right. Like it can't be, I am pretty sure I have listens to this song enough times to remember what are the lyrics. I realised it has started raining outside and I could guess it was raining heavily. Faint thunders can be heard from time to time too. I decided that I should stop dancing for today.
End of flashback
I still couldn't get rid of that thought from my mind. Even though it happened few days back then. I tried to reason myself that I am not a monster but it still keeps coming to my mind again and again.
I used my hand which was on the balcony fence as a support for my head and kept looking at the sky. Funny how much I've started to stare at it since few days.
The night sky looked good with stars that have decorated it perfectly. Even though the stars were there without missing any single place in the sky yet there was something missing in it. Moon, it wasn't in there. I couldn't help but to agree that I was feeling the same of emptiness.
I widened my eyes in realisation.
"Oh wait no fucking way." It can't be, I slapped my face to wake up from my thoughts.
I kept on getting lost in my thoughts for I don't know how much time and I ended up sleeping, sulking again.
*beep*
"Yeyy what a new day," I said sarcastically while groaning. It's morning again wow I just wish I could keep sleeping more but I had a stupid add to shoot today. "I hate my life." I groaned again.
~Time skip~
"Cut" I sighed heavily when the director came towards me with a look of disappointment.
"Jimin what happened? You were supposed to hold the phone and tell the words it was easy. You just keep saying it like a mantra without any emotion."
Are we seriously going through this again?
I sighed while mumbling a low apology.
"Let's do again one more time." With that he went back to behind the cameras instructing something.
"I swear to god if he says again that I need to do this shit again, I'm fucking going to kill him.......besides I'm hungry anyways." I sent a glare to the director who didn't notice it obviously.
I did this time with more emotions pfft.
Finally it's over! I couldn't be more happier. Through the car ride I couldn't help but to think what must've Jungkook would be doing right now. School? Nah it's past a school time. Oh wait he had a friend or someone right, that time when he ruined the first day. I chuckled a little but it soon died when I saw that I have reached my house.
It won't be bad if I go to his house and pay him a visit would it?
I changed fast as I could not even bothering to have a rest and headed towards one of my cars which I thought might be good, with an excitement filled smile which I tried so much to hide but helplessly failed.
I pressed my lips into a thin line while walking in the alleyway where his house located. I had to walk as the road was too small for a car to pass through. I stopped in front of his door and knocked on to it because I didn't wanted to look that unprofessional ha ha. Somehow no reply, I did again but this time a boy who wasn't Jungkook opened the door. His hair was a mess and were there tear stains?
"Wh-ho are yo-u," he said.
"Doesn't matter where is Jungkook?" I said but didn't got an reply from the other for few seconds. He looked like he was paced out or something.
"He isn't in the house at the moment," He said while about to close the door back but I held it tight blocking him from closing it.
Who does he think he is? I'm the great Park Jimin. how can someone close the door in my face?
"Your lying," I said and for a second I saw his eyes widen and then turned to normal.
"He. Is. Not. Home. What part in here that you can't understand?" He said and this time he closed the door before I could grab it.
"Aish , I even wonder why a person like Jungkook is being friends with a dickhead like that at the first place. I muttered angrily walking back to my car. I got on to my car but I couldn't get off the thought of the dickhead I met earlier. For some odd reason I feel like I have seen him before....not that when I saw him with Jungkook when I was about to kidnap him but before it too. Something in him seems familiar.
"Maybe I am just imagining stuff." I said to myself even though still a part of me couldn't get the thought out.
Short chapter but haha you'll get your fun in next chapters for sure.
Is it really fun? Lmao let's say it for now.
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