We're here, that's it. I'm so excited !!!!! I wanted to write this for ages. I pictured that scene in my head at least three times in full detail and now we're finally here *_* 

Oh and it's Liam's Birthday too :DDD

Remember when I once talked about reaching the Top and the Rock Bottom at the End of Term 2? Now we're reaching some Highs ;)

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Saturday around midday after Niall, Louis and Zayn were done with work the boys picked Liam up at his house. He still had no clue what they had planned for him this day. They were all dressed up in comfy clothes but still kinda fancy if that makes sense in some world. For a while they walked along the Pier and talked about what they had done today. Zayn told them about this very greasy guy that was at the Marine Park who made him question his job all of a sudden. Niall complained about how weird it was to work at the same time as his mother and Louis reported how great his kids had played. Of course they won, but according to Harry only because of his amazing cheerleading skills on the sidelines. 

At some point they were met with Sophia, Hailee and Eleanor, who were set to make everything ready before they arrived. Zayn covered Liam's eyes with his hands until they reached their destination. Standing at the entrance the boys made Liam wait patiently to let him see where they were. After a lot of torture Zayn uncovered Liam's eyes and let him take a look around. Liam blinked a few times and the his eyes grew big with suprise, joy and excitement. 

"You brought me to The Fair? I wanted to do that with you ages" gasped Liam ouf of pure joy. 

"We know. That's why we thought it would be the perfect place to celebrate your birthday properly" lay Louis his arm around Liam's shoulders. 

"Come on. Let's get the party started" cheered Niall joyfully and went over to the ticket man. 

"Are you Liam Payne?" asked the man monoton. 

"Um yes that's me" cleared Liam his throat. 

"Then this is for you. Have a fun day at our Fair" handed the man Liam a lot of tickets for the rides and other stuff. 

"Woah. How many are this?" looked Liam shocked at the tickets in his hands. 

"Enough for the whole day" grinned Niall satisfied. 

"Happy Birthday" chorused the girls happily. 

Of course the guys planned that before. They payed for everything yesterday and organized some suprises for Liam. This was one of them. Left two to follow. Or three maybe. 

"So Lima Bean, what ride to you want to try first?" asked Louis excited. 

"I heard good stuff about the Break Dancer one" Liam had to think for a second. 

"Then Break Dancer it is". 

Together they looked for the ride Liam wanted to do and after five minutes they found it. It consisted of colourful car things on a pole. It would get faster and faster and turn around in a circle and turned around itself. Looked like fun. 

"As you can see it's always two. So Zayn, you stick with Liam" decided Louis evilly. 

"What? Why?"gasped Zayn without thinking about it. 

"Because Im not going to share my Hazza with you" wrapped Louis his arms possessively around Harry who just blushed at that. 

"And I want to find out what this is with Hailee, so please let us stay in those pairs" begged Niall in a whisper. 

"Well, it's me and you then, Liam" nudged Zayn Liam's shoulder. 

"Are you coming?" called Eleanor to them who was already sitting in one of those cars. 

Excited the boys joined the girls. Always two of them together. Louis held Harry close to him the whole time while Niall and Hailee laughed their asses off. Zayn was a little bit tense at the start but as soon as Liam put an arm around him "accidentally" he relaxed and just enjoyed the ride. 

Next on the list was something called Flying Cups. The name explained already what it was. The cups were almost completely closed so that you didn't even realised how high it was. After that they visited the Crazy Hotel. Everything was completely upside down there. Beds on the walls, rotating discs on the floor, moving steps and scray Hotel people. There wasn't one second they didn't laugh. Only at the end the girls screamed in that Elevator as they thought they would die. 

"What about we eat something now?" suggested Niall with a growling stomach. 

"Sounds good. Let's go to that Pizza Place we saw before somewhere" remembered Harry. 

"Good idea, love" kissed Louishis cheek.

When they reached the place they sat down at a big table, the pairs still next to each other. While Liam looked through the card and the others pretended to do the same, Niall and Louis were lookinf for that one waiter to start the suprise. When they spotted him and he saw them too they gave each other a thumbs up and the plan could start. 

The moment music started playing from the kitchen they tried to keep a straight face as Liam looked confused at them. Their waiter came out with three others singing some Birthday song and bringing over three huge pizzas. Liam's eyes were never that big as in that very moment. 

"Are you Liam?" looked the waiter questioningly at Liam who just nodded, still stunned. 

"Well, this is from us for you. Happy Birthday and have a great day" placed the waiter a little baby cake with a candle in front of Liam on the table. 

"Thanks" whispered Louis to the waiter. 

"It was a pleasure" smiled the waiter back. 

Harry grumbled next to him and crossed his arms over his chest. While Liam blew out his candle and was still speechless Louis faced his boyfriend who was pouting to himself. 

"Are you jealous of that waiter guy?" asked Louis. 

"No, definitely not" snorted Harry obviously jealous. 

"Oh so it's okay if I give him my number?" raised Louis an eyerbrow at him. 

"If you want to" shrugged Harry totally bothered. 

"I only want you" whispered Louis into his ear. 

"I want you too and I trust you, but I don't like him" mumbled Harry. 

"Because I talked with him?" checked Louis. 

"Because he totally checked you out but you're mine" puffed Harry. 

"And I always will be" nuzzled Louis his nose against Harry's cheek. He was sure that waiter didn't check him out but it was cute when Harry was that jealous. This meant Louis wasn't the only one afraid of losing his boyfriend. 

"Guys, when did you plan all that and how?" was Liam totally stunned. 

"That's the secret of the birthday fairy" winked Sophia at him. 

Truth is, they were here yesterday and ordered this three huge pizzas for today. Niall explained why they were doing this and the waiter offered to make it even more special. Then they planned the whole music thing and Zayn insisted on the little cake for Liam. 

"You're really amazing. All of you. This is the best day of my life, thanks to you" said Liam deeply touched with all that love from his friends. 

"Only the best for the best" smiled Zayn fondly at him. 

While they were eating they all fell into conversatio easily. Good or bad jokes from Harry's side and happy laughter was surrounding them. Everyone was carefree and overly happy. Only Niall felt like something was off. Something wasn't right but he couldn't say what it was. He had his friends around him and Hailee next to him, what could he possibly be missing?

"Niall, can we later talk for a minute in private?" asked Hailee in a whisper. 

"Sure, Haiz" agreed Niall. He just knew she wanted know what this was. He invited eher without mentioning that it would be literally only couples.... somehow. That probably looked wrong now. 

They spent over an hour in that pizza place until Sophia glance at her watch and her eyes grew big. "Guys, the show is starting in ten. We have to hurry". 

"Oh Fuck. We forgot the time" cussed Niall and directly stood up, the others following.

"We still have to pay" hold Liam them back. 

"It's already been taken care of" let Zayn him know as he put his jacket on. 

"You're all crazy" shook Liam his head amused. 

"Yeah crazily late, Come on" hushed Harry them out of the restaurant. 

Quickly they made their way to the big house where the shows took place. They looked for their placed and breathed out in relief as they made it on time. The show hasn't started yet. The lights turned dark and a big headlight appeared in the middle of the arena. It was a circus show. 

"A circus?" dropped Liam's jaw to the ground. 

"Everybody loves a good circus" commented Niall in awe. 

"And I know you wanted to visit one since you were a child" added Zayn timidly. 

"You still know that?" was Liam shocked. 

"How could I ever forget something that important to you" admitted Zayn shyly.

"I just hope there are no clowns" shuddered Eleanor. 

"Why? They're funny". 

"You know Niall, there are people who scared of clowns" pointed Sophia with her to Eleanor. 

"Who isn't? They' re fucking scary" agreed Harry with Eleanor. 

"Language, baby" chuckled Louis. 

"That's your influence" countered Harry smugly. 

 "I like what I can do to you" leaned Louis closer to him. 

"Ay, guys. There are kids around. Get a room" laughed Niall at them. 

"Always ruining the mood" glared Louis at him while Harry looked embarrassed to the ground. 

"Just shut up and Harry, stand to your naughty boyfriend. It's about to start" rolled Niall his eyes at them. 

"You little nasty" imitated Louis Raven Simone from That's so Raven. 

"Lou, stop it" giggled Harry and buried his face into Louis' neck. 

"Yeah. Lou, stop it or the excitement grows too big" made Zayn fun of him. Louis slapped him against the back of his head. 

"Just keep your exitement down" threw Louis him a look that made him shut up. 

"You two are so weird sometimes" commented Eleanor on what happened. 

The start of the show silenced them all. It was a big colourful show with trapeze artist and magicians and thankfully no clowns just some funny guy with a cake. All in all it was an amazing show and Liam's sparkled the whole time and that was the most important thing today. 

"I want ice cream" whined Niall after the show. 

"I want to win you a teddy bear" grinned Louis at Harry. 

"Hey, I wanted to win Soph one too" pouted Eleanor. 

"Okay, here's the deal. Niall gets his ice cream first and then we play some games" proposed Liam to them. 

"And that's why we have you, Lima Bean. Always the best order for me" ruffled Niall Liam's hair. 

"Don't make me regret it" threw Liam him a disapproving look. 

"I behave, I swear" held Niall his hand up like a little child. 

After Niall bought his ice cream and Sophia some cotton candy they walked over to the stands with the games. Eleanor decided on one where she had to knock down the cans in the distance. The played three rounds and in the end she won a fluffy red heart for Sophia. 

"So, I just have to throw those rings on those things?" checked Louis at his game. 

"That's all you have to do. Ready?" asked the man at the stand. 

"I was born ready. Haz, be ready to share our bed with a huge teddy bear tonight" announced Louis before he started the game. 

Carefully and fully concentrated Louis aimed at his goal and then started to throw the rings. It was really difficult to aim in the right angle because he was too short for that counter. He stood up on his tippy toes and literally climbed on the counter with pure determination to get Harry this freaking Teddy Bear. That's how much he loved his boy. The man didn't say a word and just let Louis do his thing. He glanced back and forth between Louis trying to win and Harry watching his boyfriend with the proudest smile ever on his face. Maybe he just decided to let Louis do this for the sake of True Love. 

In the end Louis won and happily handed Harry the huge white Teddy Bear, that was literally almost bigger than Louis himself.... well. Completely on love Harry took the bear and hugged Louis tightly to his chest. Lovingly he thanked him with a sweet kiss which made Louis' heart beat impossibly faster in his chest. 

The girls languished at them and Niall and the stand man gave each other a fist bump. "That's love". 

Zayn watched them with a lovely smile and couldn't take his off of them. This is all he ever wanted and he was so happy for Louis and Harry that they had that. But he was still a little bit envious but not in a bad way, just in a longing way. 

"My turn now" clapped Liam excitedly in his hands. 

The man gave him the rings and Liam tried his best to aim the goal. He hit almost everything and was very proud of himself. Liam choose a tiny dolphin as his price. It was adorable. 

"Here. That's for you" Liam handed Zayn the dolphin. 

"For me?" Zayn couldn't believe it. 

"Only for you. It fits" smiled Liam at him as Zayn took the dolphin. 

"Thank you" fell Zayn into Liam's arms and pulled him close. Suprised but happy Liam hugged him back. Their friends just cooed silently at them. 

"And where's my love story?" thought Niall out loud and luckily nobody heard him. 

"You actually want to up there?" gulped Harry as he looked up the Swing Tower. 

"Hell yeah. That's so relaxing and you have a great view over the ocean from there" jumped Sophia excitedly up and down.

"And there are not so many people waiting so it won't take that long" added Liam. 

"Isn't that a bad sign?" pointed Harry out but nobody but Louis heard him. 

"After that we can go to the Power Tower. That looks sick" marvelled Niall as he kept his eyes on the ride. 

"Definitely" gave Zayn him a High Five. 

"Really?" asked Harry barely audible. 

"It's because of the height, right love?" caressed Louis gently Harry's cheek and made him look back at him. Slightly Harry nodded. 

"Guys, go without me. I need a break. I'll go over to that carousel and chill for a bit" Louis let his friends know. 

"What really? That thing with the ponies and little cars? What happened to the badass Tommo?" snorted Zayn. 

"Save your jokes, Zaddy. I'll go now and take my pretty boyfriend with me because he's off way better without your company, idiots. And by the way, I take the carriage and not a pony" turned Louis his back to Zayn dramatically, took Harry's hand and went over to the carousel. 

"Bunch of idiots. Should they take their monstrous towers" grumbled Louis under his breath. 

When they reached the carousel Louis gave the man two tickets for each of them so they could take two rounds. Not many people were acutally there so Louis had no problem with climbing into the carriage with Harry. He put his arm around him and pulled him close before the carousel started. 

"Thank you, Louis" said Harry and turned his face up to Louis.

"For what?" intertwinded Louis his fingers with Harry's. 

"For taking me here instead of going onto those towers. I know you really wanted to" became Harry silent at the end. 

"Why should I want that? Should they scream their asses off. I'm sitting here with my princess in my arm enjoying some alone time" placed Louis a kiss on Harry's forehead. 

"You really are my Prince Charming" came Harry closer to Louis' face. 

"Maybe I am" breathed Louis against Harry's lips. 

And just like that their lips met in a love filled kiss in a carriage on a carousel with just the two of them and no world around. The two rounds on that carousel where full of stolen kisses, gentle touches and fast beating hearts. Pure Love, Affection and Adoration. 

After that their friends where still on that Power Tower so Louis decided to go to one of those shops and buy Harry a huge gingerbread heart with a cute writing on it. Looking at all of them Louis found one the word Princess on it in a green colour. That was perfect. 

Turning around Louis saw that Harry also bought something. Louis hung the heart around Harry's neck which made Harry smile bridely. Blushing a little Harry handed Louis something too. It was a little heart made of chocolate. But what made Louis grin to himself was what was written on it. Tiny but mighty. 

Everyone else would be dead right now but receiving that from Harry, his Hazza, was the cutest thing in the world. He let out a lovely laugh and pecked Harry's lips, taking Harry by suprise. Everything was perfect. 

At the same time Zayn, Liam, Eleanor and Sophia were waiting in line of the Power Tower for the second time. Hailee and Niall went a bit away from them because she didn't wanted to go on there for a second time and the two needed to talk. Alone. 

"So, that was fun. I'm wondering what Harry and Louis are doing right now" broke Niall the silence between them.

"Probably kissing and being cute as always" said Hailee with an honest smile. 

"Without a doubt". 

"Niall, we should take. This is getting weird" turned Hailee around to face him. 

"Yeah you're right. I just don't know what to say" scratched Niall is neck awkwardly. 

"Then I'll start. We both know that kiss at Ash's party changed something but I personally don't really know what that is. I don't know what changed and what this means for us but we can't ignore it, that's for sure. So, why am I here today?" started Hailee the issue. 

"You're here because I wanted to have you with me. I like you a lot" answered Niall honestly. 

"Same goes for me, but still. Niall, it's three couples and then you and me. What is this about?" Hailee didn't let up. 

"I don't know. I felt something when we kissed but I'm not sure what it was or what it is. I can't ignore it but I don't want to force something that isn't there" revealed Niall to her. 

"I'm feeling exactly the same, don't worry. What are we gonna do about it?" was Hailee a little bit helpless. 

"We can't just forget it.Maybe we should try and find out what this is" said Niall unsure. 

"As in finding out if we should date or not?" asked Hailee to make sure she understood what he meant. 

"Yeah but only if you want to". 

"It's better than what we're doing right now. So I'm in" accepted Hailee the idea. 

"Great. So... trailed Niall off. 

"Please, don't make it awkward now. We're friends and will always be friends, no matter what" stated Hailee. 

"You're right. Same as always just a bit different" nodded Niall smilingly at her. 

Friendshiply they hugged each other and Niall felt relief leave his body. He was scared he would ruin everything with her but he didn't. Now they were on the same page and everything would be good. Except he didn't feel anything while hugging her. Nothing more than before. 

"What the...." broke Niall away from the hug as spotted three people near them coming out of one of the rides. 

"What happened?" blinked Hailee confused at him. 

But Niall didn't answer. He just stared at them as if they were aliens. Behind him he heard the footsteps of his friends coming closer but he only saw Shawn, Nick and Kendall coming torwards them. What a weird coincidence. 

"Oh well, Mendes. What the fuck are you doing here?" asked Zayn instead of normally greeting him. 

"Wow, you sound exactly like Niall. Only that he doesn't talk to me like that any more" shot Shawn back. 

"Because I just don't talk to you at all" sassed Niall at him. 

"Boom. That was hard" made Zayn the sound of a bomb. 

"Are you stalking us now?" questioned Eleanor suspiciously. 

"You're not that interesting. We just wanted to have some fun at The Fair. What's wrong with that?" asked Shawn honestly confused. 

"Nothing. Absolutely nothing. Just go on with what you were doing" waved Niall the matter off. 

"Well, has anyone seen Harry and Louis?" looked Zayn around, searching his friends. 

"Over there" pointed Liam to a spot near some stands. 

Harry and Louis were walking or more like stumbling over to them. Giggling like crazy, Harry hugged Louis from behind and Louis had Harry's Teddy Bear in his hands. Like this they approached them. 

"Do I want to know why they are like this?" asked Hailee grinningly. 

"Not really" chuckled Eleanor. 

"They seem drunk" cocked Liam his head aside. 

"Drunkenly in love. That's it" snickered Niall smugly. 

"Hello Lovebirds, had fun in that Disney carriage?" smirked Zayn at them. 

"A lot of fun. Look what he got me" presented Harry proudly his heart to his friends. 

"Aww how sweet. Did you get him something too?" asked Sophia curiously. 

"Yes. Lou, show her".

With a lot of grumbling to himslef Louis showed her his heart. The girls cooed at it while Zayn and Niall raised an eyebrow at him. Liam tried to suppress a grin. Even Shawn was able to take a look at it. 

"One word. Just one word and you're dead" threatend Louis Zayn and Niall as he saw their faces. 

"I'm not saying anything" held Niall back his laughter. 

"Just one word" came Zayn closer to Louis and leaned to his ear. "Whipped"

"Oh you're dead, Malik" got Louis furious and wanted to jump on Zayn, who just ran away and hid behind Niall. 

"Shh Lou, it's okay. No matter what he said it doesn't matter" held Harry him back and petted his hair. 

"I could have got him" pouted Louis in Harry's arms. 

"I know, love. I know" said Harry calminlgy. 

"Let's go into the Haunted House" suggested Liam. 

"Hopefully you die there, Malik" glared Louis at Zayn. But nonethless they all went their followed by Shawn and his friends. 

"He's cute when he turns into a angry little hedgehog, isn't he?" grinned Niall at Harry. 

"Hella cute" smiled Harry in awe, making Niall and even Shawn smile too. 

"What is Shawn doing here by the way?" asked Harry quietly. 

"I talked with Hailee and then I just saw him. Now they're here but it's okay.... I think" explained Niall to him. 

"I don't really care as long as they don't cause trouble. But you talked with Hailee..... and?" threw Harry him a look. 

"We're trying... I guess" shrugged Niall indifferent. 

"Trying? In which way?".

"Ay, Harold. Not everyone just knows if they're in love or not" interfered Louis now, still in his arms. 

"Yes, listen to you husband. He might be tiny but he's still mighty and wise" laughed Niall. 

"Oh, you should wish to get lost in there or I will kill you afterwards" gave Louis him the death glare. 

"I should probably run now" realised Niall and run over to Zayn who was talking with Liam. 

"Run for your life" called Louis after him. 

"Just ignore him, babe" hugged Harry him tighter than before. 

"He just can't give me a break. I'm not tiny". 

"Of course you're not tiny. You're big where it counts" kissed Harry his hair. 

"What are you talking about? You haven't even seen my dick yet" snorted Louis and tried to play it cool.

"I was talking about your heart, love. But I'm sure you're big there too". Louis elbowed him for that into the ribs. 

"Are you coming or what takes you so long?" shouted Liam over to them form the entrance of the Haunted House. 

"I don't know. Are you coming?" placed Harry a kiss on Louis' neck. 

"Maybe another time" broke Louis free from Harry's embrace and went over to Liam. Before he entered the house he turned his head around and winked at Harry. 

"Cheeky tiny bastard" laughed Harry to himself. 

"You two really belong together" said Shawn suprisingly before the two of them entered the house too. 

Inside you could hear the girls scream every few seconds and Niall's laugh was heard literally everywhere. Louis found Harry again very soon and decided to protect his baby so no one could scare him. All the ghosts and zombies and whatever everywhere made Harry flinch in Louis' arms over and over again but buried his face in Louis' neck. They had lost track of Eleanor and the rest. Only Shawn and Nick were behind them, more scared than they would admit. 

"How the hell was it possible for you to ever be this coldhearted arrogant womanizer asshole? You're such a scared but adorable clumsy Princess" chuckled Louis as Harry literally jumped out of fear. 

"Maybe I just want you to protect me" got Harry's voice lost in Louis' skin. 

"And I will when you need me" assured Louis him. 

For a moment Louis thought he had heard Shawn mumble something like cuties or something similar but that just couldn't be. He shrugged it off and went with Harry through the dark hallways until they reached the maze that lead to the excit. If you found it. 

"Stay here, babe. Revenge is on it's way. Oh and Eleanor looks way to relaxed" let Louis go of Harry. He planned on scaring Zayn and Eleanor to death but wanted Harry to stay out of it. 

"Okay, but don't take too long" said Harry unsure.

"I would say look for the excit but you would most likely get lost. So just stay there" pecked Louis Harry's lips and then made his way into Eleanor's direction. 

He tip toed silently around until he was very close to her. She was looking around and didn't hear him at all. Louis had to stop himself from laughing like a evil madman. In the right moment he jumped up, graped her waist and screamed loudly. 

"AHHHHHH" screamed Eleanor at the top of her lungs. Louis just bursted into laughter. 

"LOUIS!!! I swear someday I will kill you" tried Eleanor to come down. 

Stifling his laughter he sneaked behind Zayn for a while who was completely clueless. He was kinda focused on Liam and everything he was doing. Suprisingly Zayn was even more scared than Eleanor and tried to catch Louis but failed. As Louis turned to Harry again he saw Shawn hiding behind him. Automatically he got angry. 

"I swear if you just so much as think about scaring him I will kill you, Shawn!" warned Louis him causing Harry to turn around and almost knocking Shawn over. 

"I wasn't planning to. Niall is my target" cleared Shawn up. 

"Well then, go for it. He deserves it" gave Louis him the go while embracing Harry. 

"Thanks. I'll try my best" grinned Shawn at them. 

Louis watched him how he sneaked up to Niall who was running around like crazy, laughing his ass off. Niall was completely in his own world and didn't noticed Shawn behind him. When he felt hands on his sides he got startled, jumped a little and turned around. That caused them to almost crash together and stand very closely face to face. Now Niall was scared but for a totally different reason. 

After they all finally reached the exit the girls went over to the rollercoaster again while the boys went to the Autoscooter. All except Nick who joined the girls. Always two took one car: Liam and Zayn, Harry and Louis and Shawn and Niall....

Zayn and Louis crashed their cars together so much that Liam and Harry were scared for their lifes sometimes. One crash was so hard that Harry lost his Teddy Bear. Shawn saw that, took the wheel and shocking Niall in the process, picked it up and gave it back to Harry when they were finished. 

"Thanks Shawn" thanked Harry him awkwardly. 

"No Problem, Harry. I see how much it mean to you. Hold him close" smiled Shawn openly at him. 

"I will" smiled Harry back, a little unsure of what to think. 

"Mirror Garden next" shouted Niall. 

Running throught that Mirror Garden was the funniest thing ever. Some Mirrors made you very small like a gnom or tall as a mountain. Some stretched you in weird ways or did other crazy stuff to your body. But one made Louis freeze in his tracks. This one just made parts of you bigger than they were. He frowned when he saw how fat his thighs looked in this one and it remined him of something. 

"You're perfect" wrapped Harry his arms around Louis' tummy when he spotted him standing too long in front of that one mirror. 

"No, you're perfect" forced Louis a smile. 

"Don't even try, Louis. I know you and know that face. You're perfect and I will say it until you believe me" Harry didn't buy that smile. 

"If you want to" rolled Louis his eyes fondly at him. 

"Are you going to give Shawn a second chance? Are you going back?" couldn't Louis hold those Questions back. 

"What? No. I mean... I don't know. He's so.... different" stumbled Harry over his words. 

"I know. I actually enjoyed his company today and that's weird" admitted Louis. 

"Yeah me too and I miss him, but I just don't know" was Harry conflicted. 

"If you want to see him more often than you should.... I think" tried Louis to encourage him. Kind of. 

"Lou, what's wrong?" frowned Harry. 

"I really want to trust him and want to support you when you want him back but I'm afraid. What if chilling with him changes you again? I don't wanna loose you" revealed Louis his fears to Harry. 

"You're not going to loose me. Ever. Shawn will never be ablte to bring the old Harry back. But I have to admit I have this fear too. Only time will show" crinkled Harry his nose. 

Somewhere donw those mirrors was Zayn anxiously watching Liam. They were so close the whole day over but to Zayn it didn't seemed like worth mentioning because nothing really happenend. He had wished this day would give them some moments and maybe bring them back together but no he got Shawn for that. Well he wasn't annoying him and Niall seemed to really enjoy Shawn's company. Everyone did and that felt ... different but not neccessarily in a bad way. 

As a last ride they decided on the Ferris Wheel. It was already dark and stars were sparkling in the sky. This would be so romantic but Liam seemed distance. Zayn really needed to talk to him urgently. Maybe up there. 

"We're going down to the beach. Have on that cheesy wheel" saluted Eleanor and went down to the near beach with Sophia, Hailee, Nick and Kendall. 

"Shawn, you're not coming?" asked Nick suprised. 

"I feel like going on it. I'll come later" said Shawn. 

"Well then, suit yourself" left Nick with the girls. 

Again it was always two. Harry and Louis were the first to go in even though Harry was afraid. But he wanted that cheesy romantic movie like moment with his boyfriend. And they had. With kisses and everything classy. 

Liam and Zayn went together too and marvelled about the view which left Niall and Shawn standing there. 

"You and me?" asked Shawn. 

"You and me" answered Niall and went in with him. 

While Shawn and Niall talked about funny stuff up there Zayn grew even more anxious now. He needed to start the right conversation to get what he wanted to say. Hopefully Liam would get it. 

"You know, Shawn actually suprised me a lot today" started Zayn nervously. 

"Me too. I never thought you could have fun with him like that" agreed Liam obliviously. 

"This just shows again how much a person can change. We never know what caused the change because we don't know what's going on in someone else's life. We never know what goes through another head or what battles they have to fight. That's why it is so freaking important to talk about stuff like that" Zayn told him and held eye contact to signalise that he wasn't talking about Shawn any more. 

"Zayn, I want to apologise. I treated you so badly and hurt you and didn't noticed. I ruinded everything we had and our friendship too and I never gave you a real explaination. I'm so freaking sorry" apologised Liam to Zayn with a trembling voice. 

"Liam, it's okay. Really".

"No, it's not okay. I was a horrible friend and even more horrible boyfriend and a cruel person. You can't even trust me any more and that's all my fault" contradicted Liam shamefully. 

"I understand. You had your reasons. I just wished you let me help you" sighed Zayn. 

"How can you understand? How is it possible that you not hate me to death?" asked Liam perplexed. 

"I could never really hate you for a long time, Liam. I was hurt and angry but that's over. I forgave you and just want you to be happy" put Zayn his hand on top of Liam's. The Ferris Wheel stopped in that moment and they were on top. 

"I'm the happiest when I'm with you" took Liam Zayn's hand and looked deeply into his eyes.

"Really?" was everything Zayn was able to say. His brain wasn't working any more. 

"Really. I hate myself for pushing you away but mostly for letting you go. I would do anything to have a second chance. Of course only if you still want me" avoided Liam Zayn's eyes shyly. 

"Does this answer your Question?". 

Zayn leaned forward, closed the gap between them and kissed Liam with all the courage he had left. His heart beat even fast when Liam kissed him back. He had missed this feeling so bad but it felt like the very first time all over again. 

"Finally" breathed Niall out who watched the whole thing as much as it was possible from his spot. 

 "That was better than any movie I ever watched. I was hoping so badly that they would kiss. Now I'm happy" said Shawn excited. 

"Did you just admit a gay couple makes you happy? Are you okay? Feeling sick maybe?" lay Niall a hand on Shawn's forehead. 

"Ey, don't be so mean. I said before that I'm very happy for Louis and Harry and that they belong togehter and I still think so. Now I'm happy for them. No big deal" crossed Shawn his arms over his chest. 

"I'm just really shocked but in the most positive way possible" let Niall him know. 

"I'm not as bad as you might think I am" stated Shawn surely. 

"We'll see" smiled Niall at him. 

When the Ferris Wheel stopped they all met in front of it and then went down to bea to look for the rest of them. Also because there was still one thing left. 

"I should head for Hailee" coughed Niall awkwardly and left Shawn standing there, frowning. 

"Did I miss something?" asked Liam confused. 

"They decided to try. No idea what that means" told Harry him. 

"This means they're trying to date obviously. I'll go search Nick"said Shawn curtly and then left too. 

"What was that?" blinked Harry. 

"I don't care. Let's go sit down at the rocks" sing-songed Liam happily. 

"Did you....?" asked Louis Zayn in a whisper. 

"Yes" grinned Zayn joyfully. 

"Oh freaking finally. This is great" exclaimed Louis loudly. 

"What is great?" Harry and Liam asked at the same time. Two idiots. 

"That one place down there. Come on Harry, I'll show you" dragged Louis Harry with him away from Zayn and Liam 

Eleanor and Sophia were walking along the shore while Nick and Kendall did who knows what. Niall and Hailee were sitting near the water and were deep in conversation, but were watched. 

When the planned firework finally appeared in the night sky Harry flinched slightly and covered his ears, causing Louis to chuckle at him fondly. They were lying on the sand arm in arm just looking at the stars. But nothing compared to the sparkle in their eyes. 

Liam and Zayn watched the firework from sitting at the rocks. Zayn was snuggled up to Liam and it felt like nothing ever changed. But everthing was different now. He had his Liam back and was sitting with him in the dark watching fireworks while their friends were down at the beach. He felt safe and secure and in that very moment he just knew this time it would be different. They would make it. 

Due to yesterday's event Harry and Louis slept in very late on Sunday. When Louis woke up Harry was already looking at him with those big beautiful emeralde green eyes and Louis thought this was what heaven feels like. For a while they stayed snuggled up in bed until their stomachs protested and needed food. They had a lovely and very delicious breakfast and for a moment the world was just the two of them. 

After breakfast they got dressed in very comfy clothes and went fo a walk in the sun. They ended up swimming for a while in a little hidden bay with some dolphins. The day was absolutely perfect and Louis knew it would only get better. 

Back home Harry went straight to the bathroom which gave Louis the time to prepare everything for his suprise for Harry. He rummaged through the kitchen to get out all the paraphernalias he nedded and then started working on it. 

"Babe, what are you doing there? Are you planning on burning the house down?" appeared Harry in the kitchen. 

"Ay shut up, Harold. I'm trying to cook for you so don't distract me" shushed Louis his boyfriend. 

"You're cooking? For me?" was Harry taken by suprise. 

"Yes if you let me do my work" tried Louis to focus on the chicken in front of him. 

"Why?" asked Harry in bewilderment. 

"Because you deserve. Can you now kindly shut up? I'm trying to work here" answered Louis highly concentrated. 

He was never a good cook and normally wouldn't even try any more but for Harry he wanted to do that. He didn't exactly know why but maybe because Harry cooked so many times for him that he now wanted to give him something back. Although this could be more complicated than expected. 

 At some point he noticed Harry standing near him with a phone in his hand. As he turned his face to him Harry only smirked evilly and tapped around on his phone. Because the meal was most likely ready Louis walked over to him and tried to get a look at what he was doing. 

"Hazza, just show me" groaned Louis as Harry hid his phone. 

"You're going to kill me and I want to taste the food before I die" argued Harry back.

"I promise I won't kill you. So please show me" begged Louis. 

"Urgh Fine" gave Harry in and gave Louis the phone. 

Harry was peeking over Louis' shoulder to see his reaction. Louis just rolled his eyes and looked at the screen. There was picture of himself at the stove cooking the meal. Harry posted it on Twitter with the caption: Louis' first ever cooking experience ;).

"Harry, why?" whined Louis. 

"Because you looked cute and I want to remeber that day forever" hugged Harry him from behind. 

"Cheeseball" muttered Louis fondly. 

"Maybe you should shut you beautiful mouth and move your sexy ass over to the food before I keep you here" Harry gave him a pat on the butt. 

"Don't be so impatient. You'll be able to eat today" walked Louis away from him, shaking his bum. 

"I fucking hope so" laughed Harry and put out two plates to set the table. 

A few minutes later the food was ready and Louis was very proud of himself that he didn't burn down the kitchen for once. Now he just hoped it tasted okay as well. 

"What did you even make?" asked Harry curiously as he sat down at the table. 

"I made Chicken stuffed with Mozarella Cheese wrapped in Parma Ham with a side of some Homemade Mash" explained Louis to him with fitting hand gestures and then brought the food to the table. 

"That sounds fancy" said Harry. 

"I hope it tastes fancy too" worried Louis as he stared at the food. 

"I'm sure it's wonderful" encouraged Harry him. 

"Lou, that's pretty good" complimented Harry the food as he started eating. 

"Thanks, Haz" blushed Louis slightly. 

"I could get used to this" sighed Harry happily. 

"This is probably the most romantic thing I will ever do, so please don't get used to it" joked Louis. 

"So being romantic is up to me than, huh? No more gifts, no more suprises?" raised Harry an eyebrow. 

"Exactly. That's over now. You're already mind and there is no way out. You're trapped" wiggled Louis his eyebrows at him. 

"Well, it could be worse" shrugged Harry. 

"Wow, I feel flattered" batted Louis his eyelashes. 

"You should" said Harry with his mouth full. 

For a while they ate in comfortable silence and ust enjoyed being together alone. Only their beeping phones interupted the peace for a second. 

From Nialler @Fishy Freaks:

"Hailee just tried to kiss me and I freaked out. She understood and I know why she did it but urgh... this was a bad idea".

From Zaddy: 

"Why did you freak out?". 

From Nialler: 

"I don't know. It felt wrong".

From Daddy Direction:

"Then this is maybe already your final answer. If it feels wrong than this won't change". 

From Nialler: 

"No, it's just new and unfamiliar. That's all".

From Zaddy: 

"Are you trying to convince us or yourself? This sounds like you like someone else but don't want this because it's wrong in your eyes". 

From Nialler: 

"Zayn, you spent too much time with Larry. I'm not them. By the way, we should write somewhere else or we disturb their date. I saw that they read those texts, so hey guys, hopeou fun but not too much ;)". 

From Daddy Direction: 

"Are you okay? You sound weirder than usual".

From Nialler: 

"Haven't you seen Harry's Tweet?". 

From Daddy Direction: 

"You know I have a life and things to do".

From Nialler: 

"Can someone make him shut up?"

From Zaddy: 

"I will, I'm things ;)". 

From Nialler: 

"Ewwwww, now I want to burn my eyes out". 

"Well, I don't know what to say to this" put Harry his phone away. 

"Their such a bunch of weirdos" chuckled Louis amused. 

"Like us. I take care of the dishes, love. You can go upstairs and set the movie" changed Harry the subject. 

"Dinner and a movie. Classy" grinned Louis and went upstairs. 

Back in his room Louis decided to firstly change into his sleeping clothes just in case he would fall asleep. He undressed til he was left in his boxers and stopped in front of his mirror. He haven't seen himself like this for a while because he always changed so fast in this room since Harry lived here. This reminded him of what he wanted to do. Maybe today was the day. 

Because Louis was busy with staring at his tummy he didn't noticed how Harry entered the room. As soon as he saw Louis standing there his face fell. He should have been turned on by Louis in just his boxers but the only thing he saw was Louis' sad face. 

"Please don't look like that, love" walked Harry over to him. 

"Harry, you scared me" was Louis startled and automatically tried to hide himself. 

"Don't hide from me. I know you hate your stomach and your thighs but I love them" wrapped Harry his arms around Louis' waist from behind. 

"And I know you hate your lovehandles even though I adore them" turned Louis around in Harry's arms and poked Harry's lovehandles. 

"And I adore your little tummy" leaned Harry down to leave a kiss direclty over Louis bellybutton. 

"You don't need to hide from me, ever. I know you slept in you boxers before me but not any more. You don't need to be ashamed. You're perfect to me" rubbed Harry their noses together. 

"Harry?" gulped Louis nervously and searched for his eyes. 

"Mh?" replied Harry and looked into those beautiful blue ocean eyes. 

"I admit I don't like my tummy, but um... there's something you still don't know. A reason why I hide certain parts" admitted Louis scared. 

"You're scaring me, Lou. What is it?" tightened Harry's grip on Louis' waist. 

"I... um.... Can you sit down on the bed? I..- I will show you" stuttered Louis scared to death. 

Hesitantly Harry let got of Louis and sat down on the bed, leaning against the headboar. Louis followed him and sat down in front of him cross-legged. He pulled on his boxers to make them not slide up while at the same time trying to hide his tummy. Harry noticed that with a deep frown. Suddenly he started undressing, throwing his shirt and sweatpants everywhere so he was left in his boxers too. 

"What are you doing?" asked Louis overwhelmed. 

"I thought it could be uncomfortable for you to be the only one half naked so I decided to join you. Now we're even" answered Harry. Louis' love for this boy grew even more. 

"I really don't know how to start this but I really want to open up to you about this. I have to or certain things will never happen. I just don't know how" sighed Louis clueless. 

"Don't pressure yourself too much, love. Maybe it's not the right moment" took Harry both of Louis' hands in his own. 

"It is the right moment. I wan to tell you but I'm afraid" admitted Louis. 

"Afraid of what? It's just you and me". 

"I'm afraid of loosing you after you see this part of me. It's my darkest secret and my biggest weakness. Nobody knows. Well Zayn knows but he never saw it. But you will and then you won't be attracted to be any more and realise how ugly I really am" avoided Louis Harry's eyes.

"This isn't possible. Louis nothing can make you ugly and I will never just leave you, you hear me? You're the sweetest and most kindhearted person in the world. You're stunningly beautiful inside and outside. Your eyes drive me crazy because their prettier than anything else I've ever seen. I love every single part of you and....". 

"And I love you" cut Louis him off. There it was. He said it. The three magic words he wanted to say so many times in the last days but now was the perfect moment. 

"I love you too" said Harry those words back with pure Love in his eyes and Louis' heart would have burst out into pure joy if he wasn't still a nervous wreck. To loose him now would kill Louis. 

"You know that I ... um cut myself back in Malibu and um England" started Louis with a shaky voice. 

"Yeah but also that you stopped completely after ...um ... well" trailed Harry off, unsure if saying it would be good. 

"Brandon's suicide, yes. He was the only one who knew but now it's different" smiled Louis sadly at him. 

"Very different. You're okay now. And look at those. They're all faded and just a few" stroked Harry over Louis' wrist gently. 

"But for a reason, Haz. It was too visible. I didn't wanted anyone to see them so these scars just mark the beginning" pulled Louis his arm back. 

"What are you talking about? You're good right?" panicked Harry. 

"Yes I am. Now. But it was really bad. I had no reason to live. I felt worthless and dirty. The people around me insulted me everyday and at some point you start to believe them when they say you're ugly or fat. Especially when you're already broken. I needed an outlet and the pain helped me forget for a short time. But they broke me more every day until I was mentally ruined. This left scars that will never leave me again in my life and I have to show you. Those at my wrists here are nothing compared to what I'm going to show you now" told Louis Harry his story and readied himself for what was about to come next. 

"Please, give me your hand, Harry" pleaded Louis with fear in his voice. 

Completely lost and worried Harry gave him his hand but stayed silent because he didn't know what to say. Louis held Harry' hand tight and with his other one he rolled up one side of his boxers to show Harry what he needed to see but not enought to reaveal his dick. Seeing that caused memorier floating back through his brain. Flashbacks of how he did that and how broken he was.

Harry' grip on Louis' hand tightened as he saw Louis' naked thigh. He took in a sharp breath causing Louis to panic inside. Harry stared at it with horror, pain and a lot of sadness in his eyes. Louis' upper thigh was covered in white faded scars. Big scars. But what shattered Harry's heart the most were the words written on Louis' thigh. Faded scars but still visivble to show all the pain. Ugly. Dirty. Fat. 

"Lou..." breathed Harry emotional out. 

Louis just shook his head and moved on to the next thigh. With a shaking hand he rolled the other side of his boxers up too to reveal more scars. Harry teared up at the sight. Bitch. Worthless. Fag. 

"That's horrible" gasped Harry out. 

Louis' eyes grew big and he hung his head low. "I understand if you want to leave me now". 

"What? No" exclaimed Harry in pure panic, startling Louis in the process. 

"Shit sorry. I meant it's horrible you had to go through this and that people acutally do that to other people. It hurts see that and to think about it. It makes me really sad and I really feel the need to kill someone. But more importantly I will do everything to protect you from now on, Louis" explained Harry what he really meant. 

"You're not disgusted?" asked Louis tearfully. 

"I could never be disgusted by you, love. This is a part of you that makes you feel vulnerable but you trust me enough to show me. This means a lot to me. These scars don't make me love you any less, maybe even more. I promise you to protect you and save you and take the pain away" moved Harry closer to Louis, took both of his hands in his big ones and kissed the knuckles before moving down to his wrists, kissing the faded scars. 

"Harry, what are you doing?" asked Louis breathlessly as Harry started stroking over his thighs and leaning down. 

"I'll take the pain away. I'll kiss the pain away and show you how much I care, how much I love you" placed Harry a first gentle kiss slightly above Louis' knee. 

Slowly and carefully Harry kissed up Louis' thigh. He kissed every single scar and caressed his skin at the same time. The sensation of that feeling caused Louis to fall backwards but prop himself up on his eyebrows to watch Harry. 

As Harry moved on to his other thigh and left kisses on every scared spot Louis felt tingling going through his whole body and as Harry moved higher and like this closer to his dick he felt all his blood rush down into his dick, slightly hardening. There was no way Harry didn't feel it as close as he was with his face to the bulge in Louis' boxers. It literally hit him in the face. 

"Harry" breathed Louis out but it sounded more like a silent moan. 

Hearing that Harry stopped what he was doing and looked up at Louis. Shock but also Lust clearly in his eyes. 

"Shit. Sorry. Harry, I didn't mean to. I was just.... um It felt really..... you...." Louis didn't know what to say. 

Harry just leaned down again and placed a kiss very close to Louis' dick, brushing it in the process. This time he realy let out a quiet moan and felt the reaction everywhere in his whole body. His dick hardened even more. 

Harry moved his hands up and down Louis' thighs now with his hands slightly disappearing in the fabric of Louis' boxers, but never touching his dick. That drove Louis crazy. Especially when Harry placed a kiss directly over the hem of Louis' boxers and started kissing up his stomach. 

"Harry, you really don't need to do that. Just ignore that thing. We said we would take it slow and wait until we're both ready. And just because I'm ready doesn't mean we have to...." tried Louis to hold Harry back even if he enjoyed it a lot. 

"You're ready?" cut Harry him suprised off. 

"Yeah I think I am. I really want to but just because I want to, you don't have to this for me. I want you to be ready to. You said you don't want to rush this and have no clue how it works. And maybe right now you think it would be good because you want to show me how much you care but it doesn't have to be this. Maybe you think you're ready but you only ever liked girls. Seeing another dick for the first time can be scary and doing something even more. You shouldn't....." rambled Louis very strange stuff because he really didn't wanted to force Harry to do somehing just because he wanted to. 

"Shut up, you beautiful idiot" cut Harry him off by simply kissing him. 

Now Louis fell totally backwards on the bed with Harry hovering over him. As they kissed Harry grinded down on Louis suddenly causing their dicks to rub against each other. This friction made them both moan into each others mouths. Gently Harry started nibbling and sucking on Louis' neck and very quickly found his sweet spot. The pleasure that was building up was already so much that he left out soft moans. 

After finishing the Hickey on his neck Harry left a trail of kisses down Louis' chest and torso, nippling at his nipples on the way down, causing Louis to squirm under the touch. Right over Louis' boxers Harry stopped for a second and looked back up at him to makes sure Louis was still with him. Louis nodded approavingly at him to give him permission to take of his boxers. 

Carefully Harry slid Louis' boxers down and Louis kicked them away. Now his dick sprung free and he felt insecure all over. Here he lay completely bare and vulenrable underneath Harry. But Harry just stared at him in awe as if he would be the most precious thing in the world. 

"You're so beautiful" marvelled Harry as he looked down at Louis. 

Louis blushed at that but Harry just pecked his lips again before attaching them to Louis' thighs again. Now he kissed the parts he couldn't reach before and timidly licked over Louis' balls. Louis arched his back at that and Harry became brave again. Teasingly Harry kissed Louis' tip, making him moan, before taking him in his mouth completely for the first time. 

"Oh God" breathed Louis out as Harry started sucking on his tip while still caressing his scars. 

Timidly Harry swirled his tonuge around Louis' dick and started bobbing his head up and down. Louis shifted the sheets as Harry sucked harder and more confidently on his dick. The pleasure was overwhelming him and he knew he wouldn't last long like this. After all this was the first real Blowjob he ever received and it was from Harr, who was just giving his first ever Blowjob. Only that thought alone brought Louis closer to his high. 

"Haz.... I'm close..." brought Louis out between his soft moans. 

"Maybe you should....." wanted Louis to warn Harry that swallowing it at the first time isn't aways a good idea but Harry just sucked harder and faster. 

With a cry of Harry's name Louis came down Harry's throat. He gagged a little bit on it but still swallowed it all like a pro. Harry bobbed his head up and down a few times to help Louis ride out his high and then released him with a pop. A little bit sweaty Harry crawled on top of Louis and kissed him shortly. Louis could taste himself on Harry's lips but could also feel Harry's hard dick through his boxers. 

With a little wink Louis turned them over so he was on top of Harry now, smirking down at him. Shock was written in Harry's face but Louis just kissed him, Harry kissing him back, while playng with Harry's waistband. 

"You don't have to...... I can handle that myself..." broke Harry away from the kiss to stop Louis from doing something he could regret, but he was visibly aroused. 

"Shut the fuck up when I'm about to suck you off. And besides I'm way better than your hand" sassed Louis back jokingly. 

"That's.. TRUE" moaned Harry out as Louis took his leaking tip directly intohis mouth. He was already very close and just needed a little help. 

Teasingly Louis licked at the pre-cum and then took Harry deeper in step by step, swirling his tongue around his dick. That was pure torture for Harry. He squirmed and twitched under Louis' touch and left out moans that were simply beautiful to Louis' ears. Sucking harder on Harry's dick Louis starte deep throatening him while cupping his balls at the same time. This was all too much for Harry to handle. 

"Oh Fuck. Louis" moaned Harry loudly as he came hard and unexpected down Louis throat. 

Without a problem Louis swallowed all of Harry's cum. He licked his lips and helped Harry ride out his high. Afterwards he lay down on Harry's chest and gave him a gentle kiss. Harry wrapped his arms around Louis' back and held him thight. He brushed a single hair out of his face and kissed his forehead. 

For a while they stayed like that and just listend to each others steady breaths and heartbeats. Absently Louis played with Harry's hair while Harry stroked his back gently. Louis propped his chin up on Harry's chest so he could look him directly in the eyes. There was something in Harry's eyes Louis has never seen before and it was a good thing. 

Louis moved up a little bit so their lips could meet. Sweet and innocent they moved their lips against each others. When their tongues met Louis tanlged his hands in Harry's hair and tugged at ih. As they deepend the kiss even more Harry's hands moved further down and he started massaging Louis' bare ass, like Louis actually picutred it before. This caused Louis' dick to harden again. 

Due to their nakedness Louis directly felt Harry's already halfhard dick. Louis slid down a little bit rubbing their dicks together which caused Harry to gasp in Louis' mouth and buckle his hips up a little. Louis liked that feeling so much that he grinded down on Harry and he answered with thrusting his hips up against Louis' in a matching rhythm. Like this they were humping each other and panting into each others mouths. 

"Lou, I.... I want..." broke Harry away from the kiss, panting heavily. 

"What do you want, love?" asked Louis softly. 

"I want you" said Harry and looked deeply into his eyes. 

"Are you sure? This could be a in the heat of the moment feeling" questioned Louis worriedly. 

"I'm really sure. I want you and nothing else. I want all of you. I wanna feel you but only if you want me too" confessed Harry with slightly red cheeks. 

"Of course I want you too, love" clarified Louis. 

"Then please make love to me, Lou" asked Harry barely in a whisper. 

Those words caused a lot of emotions in Louis. A big mix of Love, Affection, Adoration, Lust but mostly Love. And most importantly, no bad emotions. No memories, no flashbacks, no tensing up. Just the need to make his baby feel good. 

Shortly he pecked Harry's lips and then leaned over to his top drawer of his bed side table. He got something out which earned him a confused look from Harry. He put the things near them and leaned over Harry again. 

"What's that?" asked Harry cutely. 

"Never seen a condom?" smirked Louis down at him. 

"No, I mean yes. I meant the other one" blushed Harry ashamed. 

"That's lube, babe. Without it will only hurt you more" explained Louis to him. 

"Will it hurt a lot?" asked Harry worriedly. 

"I will be gentle and we can stop whenever you want" assured Louis him and caressed his cheek. 

"I trust you" let Harry him know. 

Slowly Louis started kissing him again with all the love he had for him. Carefully Louis started kissing down Harry's neck and over his chest, leaving lovebites everywhere. He used his tonuge to play with Harry's nipples causing him to moan loudly and squirm under Louis' touch. Purposely Louis avoided touching Harry's dick as he moved down. Gently Louis kissed up Harry's thighs and finally breathed a kiss over Harry's hole. He felt him shudder everywhere. 

"I have to prep you first, love" explained Louis as he took the bottle of lube and put a lot of it on three of his fingers. 

"You sure?" asked Louis again. 

"Yeah. Just go for it" answered Harry breathlessly. 

Timidly Louis circled Harry's hole with his finger before he carefully pushed it in. Harry tensed up a little bit so Louis stopped and let him get used to the feeling. This also was new to Louis. He never felt like this before. Harry felt warm and thight around his finger and it was a strange feeling but it felt good. 

"Move" said Harry after a short while. 

Still unsure if this felt good to Harry, Louis started moving his finger carefully in and out of Harry, watchin his finger disappear in Harry's bum. It was kinda fascinating for Louis. As Harry visibly relaxed under his touch Louis moved a little bit faster. 

"I'll ad another" warned Louis him before he pushed a second finger in. 

This time it took Harry a little less to get used to it. The pain wasn't gone out of his face but Louis saw the pleasure he causedhis boyfriend. When he added the third one Harry was moaning and pushing himself against Louis' fingers. He scissored him as much as possible so it would hurt less when it was his dick and not only his fingers. 

"Lou, I think I'm ready" brought Harry out between his pants. 

Louis pulled his fingers out which made Harry whimper at the loss. He graped the lube and the condom and wanted to open it but Harry stopped him. 

"No, I wanna feel you". 

"Are you sure, Hazza?" was Louis a bit unsure. 

"Yes, more than sure. I wanna feel all of you" assured Harry him. 

So Louis threw the condom away, opened the lube again and lubricated his dick a lot with it. He spread Harry's leg a little bit more open and lined himself up at Harry's hole. He leaned completely over Harry and kissed him as he pushed his tip slightly in to ease the pain as much as possible. Harry hissed a little at the feeling and Louis stayed still, letting him adjust. 

"Okay. Move" breathed Harry against Louis' lips after a while. 

Very slowly Louis pushed completely in and pulled out again. Ever so slowly he pushed in again and earned a groan from Harry. 

"You're very big" panted Harry heavily. 

"Am I hurting you? I can stop" was Louis very worried. 

"No, it's okay. Just unusal but good. Keep going" encouraged Harry him. 

Still very carefully Louis pulled out again and pushed his dick back in again with a little more force. He would never risk to hurt Harry even more. 

"Shit. Faster" moaned Harry in pure pleasure. 

There was no pain left in Harry's face, just pure pleasure. Louis started to thrust faster into him and felt the pleasure overtake him as well and all worries were forgotten. 

"You're so tight" panted Louis breathless. 

"You look so beautiful like this, love. Absolutely beautiful" complimented Louis his boyfriend. 

"Faster, Louis" begged Harry and tried to wrap his legs around Louis' waist. 

Lous helped Harry so his legs were wrapped around his waist. This gave Louis a better angle and he could thrust deeper into Harry. Louis picked up his pace and thrusted faster, searching for that one spot that would make Harry see stars. 

"HOLY SHIT. Do that again" exclaimed Harry suddenly and Louis knew he fond his prostate. 

With ever thrust Louis hit Harry's prostate now. Faster and harder as Harry wanted it. The only sounds left in the room were the sound of slapping skin on skin and Harry and Louis. Harry was a moaning mess underneath him. 

As Louis' thrust became sloppier he knew he was close. Harry's leaking tip and his face signaled Louis that he was close too. He thrusted even harder now to make Harry feel as good as possible. 

"I... I'm close.." croaked Harry out as much as he could. 

"Me too" thrusted Louis faster into him. 

"LOUIS" screamed Harry at the top of his lungs as Louis touched his dick and came very hard all over Louis' hand and his own chest. 

Feeling Harry clench around his dick send Louis over the edge too and he came hard into Harry. He thrusted a few more time to help Harry ride out his high and ride out his own before he carefully pulled out. Of course Harry hissed in pain and his breathing was still uneven. 

Louis' gaze fell on Harry's wrecked hole that was leaking with Louis' cum. He was fascinated by the sight and lightly touched Harry's very sensitive hole. Harry let out a sound that sounded like mix between a moan and a hiss. He wiped away some of the leaking cum with his finger but then leaned down to lick it away with his tonuge. Harry squirmed at the touch but seemed to enjoy it in his wrecked state. Louis licked away his cum until he couldn't see anything left. 

Then he stood up, graped a paper towel and went back to Harry, who was still laying dazed and wrecked on his bed. Louis wiped the cum from Harry's stomach and then threw the paper towel in the bin. After that he lay down next to Harry, pulled the covers over them and pulled Harry into his arms, pressing a light kiss to his forehead. 

"That was... amazing. I will never forget that in my whole life" beamed Harry up at him with rosy cheeks. 

"Me neither. That was magical" agreed Louis happily with him.

"But you probably won't be able to walk tomorrow" grinned Louis at Harry. 

"That was worth it. You will always be my first and my last" smiled Harry sleepily but in love at him. 

"And you're mine too, love" gave Louis him a quick kiss on the lips. 

"I love you, sweetcheeks" said Harry totally happy. 

"I love you, too babycakes" replied Louis with the biggest smile on his face. 

They sealed that promise of each others love wiht a gentle kiss and then fell happily asleep next to their love of their lifes after their magical moment. 

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I did it. It finally happened and I'm so happy I wrote it. But I feel like it turned out to be shitty. 

Well, we had Liam's birthday. Ziam is back together. Thoughts on that? Will it be different this time?

Niall and Hailee..... and Shawn. Well, what now?

My babies had sex for the very first time but Louis also revealed his last scars to Harry. What did you feel? Was it okay?

Please vote and comment on my story. This always makes my day. 

I love you guys a lot <3 <3 <3