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when your loved one is angry on you, you gotta pamper them with kisses.

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Ishita waited the whole night, but Rajvir was nowhere to be seen.

Ishita stood up abruptly from the sofa, & ran upstairs towards their room.

She banged the door closed, & plopped herself down on the bed, & cried her heart out.

Why did he ditch her? Did this date meant nothing to him like before? Was it all a trap? Does she mean nothing to him now? He just wanted to marry her & then let her bear the humiliation that his father did, & then ditch her on their very first date after marriage? Was I just a toy for him?

Even though he didn't take her virginity from her, Ishita still felt hurt that he ditched her. She still felt hurt that there was something more important than her to him.

After hours of crying she rubbed her swollen eyes, & went for a shower.

She did her shower, came out of the bathroom, & saw Rajvir in a black suit, talking to someone on his phone.

When he saw Ishita, he said something on the phone, & hung up, not waiting for the person's reply.

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Ishita's POV~

Seeing him standing in front of me, with me staring at him with an emotionless face.

I didn't knew what to feel. Angry? Happy like before? Nervous? Sad? Anxious?

The only thing I felt when I saw him was pain. In pain there is anger & sadness, & that is excatly what I felt when I saw him.

I ignored his presence & went towards the closet, picked out my outfit & went inside the bathroom again, to change.

I came out in my outfit & saw him now sitting on the edge of the bed. I sighed, which got his attention. I just went towards the dressing table & wore my red & green colour bangles.

I saw him approaching me, from the mirror reflection.

"Ishita... I am so sorry.." Rajvir said, & stared at me. When I looked into his eyes from the mirror reflection, his eyes were saying me sorry.

But, I was not going to forgive him so easily. I ignored what he said, & started walking towards the door, but stopped when I heard him say,

"One more step, & I will throw you over my shoulder & shower you with kisses. Trust me, I won't stop once I start" He said, danger in his voice. I smiled, & turned around, & looked straight in his eyes & said,

"Go ahead. I challenge you, it won't make me stop being angry with you, instead it would make me more angry on you" I said & walked out of the room, leaving him standing there dumbfounded.

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What does he think of himself? He will threaten & I will back off? Ha! In his dreams!

After when I left the room, I came down to sleep on the couch. Yes, you read it right, I will be sleeping on couch. There's no way I will be sleeping beside him, when I am angry on him so much that I would kill him.

Before I could go to the couch, I went inside a room where all pillows, blankets, bedsheets are. I took a pillow & a thick blanket & headed towards the living room couch.

I laid down on the couch, & put blanket over me & let the sleep take over me, at least tried to.

I was tossing from right side to the left side & from left side to the right side, but the sleep was nowhere for me. I sat up straight, & sighed, thinking what to do now. I decided to make some coffee for myself, & then watch TV, & then, maybe I will sleep while watching the TV.

I got up from the couch & walked towards the kitchen. The living hall & the kitchen was so silent, that only my bangles sound could be heard.

Upon reaching the kitchen, I started making the coffee. While it was getting heated, I decided to scroll through my phone till it's ready.

I went back where couch was, & started finding the phone, which was nowhere to be found.

I frowned, thinking where I would have kept it, & think thought that maybe I left it in our room.

Should I go or not? I thought. I looked at the wall clock, which showed it was it was 2:30am during the midnight. He should be sleeping, & he won't know that I entered the room, if I don't make any kind of noise.

First I went towards the kitchen, turned off the gas (where I was heating the coffee), & then used a plate to cover the heated coffee utensil.

I then started making my way slowly, & when I was in front of our room, I saw that the room door was slightly open. I smiled a bit, thinking that he had not locked the door, I then slowly pushed the door open for me to get in, I saw Rajvir was sleeping, with a hand on his closed eyes, & one on his stomach. I grinned, & started walking again, towards the other side of where Rajvir was sleeping. I looked at the bedside table, & saw my phone was placed there. I took my phone, & again slowly started walking towards the door, not leaving my eyes from his sleeping state. & When I reached the door, I felt someone was behind me. I tightly closed my eyes, praying that it should not be Rajvir or a ghost. I slowly turned around, still with my eyes closed tightly.

I didn't open my eyes due to the fear, but jolted up when the door closed, the locking sound came.

When I opened my eyes, I saw a figure was really close to me, & the scent was very familiar. The same scent which would make me feel safe even if I am in a dangerous place, the same scent where I would snuggle all day & sleep, not caring about the world. The same scent that would make me feel relax, & loved.

My scent-thoughts stopped the moment, his lips touched my ear robe.

& Then in a split I was spun around, my back was facing a hard chest. & His arms were around my waist, pulling me closer to him.

"I missed you" He said, & buried his face in the crook of my neck.

I didn't reply. I just need to make him realise that I am still angry on him no matter what.

I tried to push him & open the door, but my this action made the situation worse for me. Rajvir threw me over his shoulder & laid me down on the bed, his lips & mine inches apart.

"Thinking about leaving again, wifey?" He asked huskily, while hovering over me. My breath hitched,& my eyes widened, when his hand went inside my dress. His hands were touching my bare waist.

All the while I just kept my eyes down, didn't say anything or did anything. & I am sure, this was killing him. My ignorance was the last thing he wanted, & I had granted him my ignorance. He ditched me on our first after-marriage date, & still expects me to treat normally?

I scoffed at the thought, & looked in his eyes darkly, which were already staring into mine, with so much of love & adoration. For a second, my eyes soften seeing so much love in his eyes for me, but I didn't care at the moment. I masked up my face again with the dark, & emotionless face.

"Move" I said to him, as he was still hovering over me. & I wanted to drink my coffee, & just end this long night.

"I won't, you will sleep here. Beside me" He said, more like ordered me. & I don't like it when someone orders me, even when he knows that the person is angry on him.

"I said, MOVE." I said through gritted teeth, staring darkly into his eyes which were worried & concerned about me.

"Ishita... If you are angry on me because I ditched you on our date, then I am sorry. I was just busy with business. I had alot of meetings to attend, & I was tired. & Thought that I will come & snuggle into you while me sleep. But, everything I thought was a waste, it didn't turn out like that. You didn't even give me a chance to explain why I ditched our date. You know right that you mean the world to me?.." He asked, & I just simply nodded, for him to continue. But, instead of continuing, he kissed me on my lips. I didn't push him, nor I pulled away, instead I kissed him back. Afterall, I love him. & I don't know when to say that to him. All I know is that I am not yet brave enough to tell it to him, even if he has told me that I mean the world to him.