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     "Sidharth" Shehnaaz called after few minutes of silence that fell into room. Just sound of AC and their breathings

      He hummed with his grip tighter around her. She moved little to turn around and face him, their faces were close enough to exchange breaths when she looked at him closely. He has his eyes closed but didn't let go of grip on her

"Ek wada karen mujhse" She said with hands against his bare chest. He open his eyes to look into hers with hint of amusement them as she touched him on bare skin

"Bolo" He asked

"Kabhi bhi khudko ap harm nahi karenge apni baat maanwane ke liye" She spoke out of stress. She has been thinking about this ever since and can't keep it out of her mind. However he has blackmailed her today has made her think he will do it again and she's terrified of even thought of it now. She loves him and can't hear anything like that from him mouth

"Okay" That was all he said and she believed him. He pressed his lips against her forehead and kissed her gently

He lifted his hand to caress skin of her cheeks softly. Heat rush through her cheeks and neck when she realised that how close they are and he's looking at her with hooded eyes. She did moment to create distance but he gripped on her waist and held her close to him, her heart wasn't beating regularly anymore

"Mein kuch nahi karuga bas naam bata dou us cousin ka apne" He asked in gentle tone. Lies and lies

"Jane de na ab toh krliya haina Nikkah biwi huna mein apki" She winced out. She doesn't want him to do anything bad and she really doesn't believe him when he said he won't do anything, it's impossible for his possessive self to not do anything. She would have believed him if she didn't see what he has done before with her eyes

"Kya ho meri?" His lips sudden curved in smirk. She mentally groan because her cheeks heat up in embarrassment and shyness

"Sid-

"Kya ho?" He demanded with his eyes drifting from her eyes to lips and at this moment he wants nothing more than to just kiss her badly

"Apki.." She paused looking at him. Her heart skip a beat as she caught him looking at her lips

Low gasp left her lips when he pushed her down and hover on top of her. Her doe eyes gaze at him through thick lashes of her and his eyes were turning darker second by second which was making goosebumps rise on her skin

"Meri?" He grunt as he pushed her things apart to get in between her legs and she want to die out of embarrassment she was having right now, never she has been in this kind of situation

"Apki...b-biwi" she said out

A low moan escaped her lips which she covered with her hands when he pulled her closer by hips and she can feel his hardness against her clothed core. Her cheeks heat up while looking at him who held her by wrist of hand that was covering her mouth and pinned her above head. She cannot breath anymore when his face got closer hers and she can't look him in eyes. Too shy for that

"Shehnaaz" the way he's calling her right now made her gulp. His voice is deep yet low. She lifted her gaze to look at him and found herself drowning in his eyes

"And who am I to you?" He leaned closer her face to brush his lips against her. He can feel her chest rinse up and down because of heavy breaths she was taking under him

"M-mere shohur" He was making her nervous with his intense gaze that was set on her

He hummed in satisfaction and kissed on her cheek. He was losing every bit of patience he has in him, he was trying to be gentleman for her which he never was but this was something else. No one can hold back when someone you love that is also your wife lawfully under you breathless. No one can control but he did for her sake and moved away from her. She's just 20 with innocent mindset he's not spoiling her in this way anytime soon. He will wait until he thinks she's ready

She stared at ceiling of room with uneven breath. He didn't even kiss her and she's out of breath, she glanced at him who wrapped arm around her and closed his eyes. Why did he stop? She thought and her insecurity kicked in, it somehow made her think maybe he didn't find her attractive in that way as he has obviously been with models and extremely beautiful kind of girls

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"Yeh asli hai?" Amna asked with frown looking at beautiful ring in finger of her sister's hand. They were in kitchen where Sana and her were making tea for guests

It was looking way too real to her, Shehnaaz was confused until she followed her gaze and looked at ring that she got from her husband right after their Nikkah which happened two days ago and it took amna a while to notice ring that she has been wearing ever since that

"It's fake Tariq road se li thi and how can I afford real ring amna" She lied and went back on adding tea in cups through strainer

"You can't but he can" Amna looked at her while leaning against counter "Usne diya haina?" Amna asked

"Nahi" Shehnaaz didn't look at her just set her eyes on work she was doing

"Us din mein Zain bhai se baat kar rahi thi regarding this matter in my school and by mistake uske muh se nikal gaya he ap Sidharth bhai ke sath ho and he's out of Aryaan" She told her with slightest smirk. Sana hissed, she wants to kill Zain

"Tum Zain bhai se kyun baat kar rahi thi about your school matter huh?" Sana asked trying to change topic on which amna scoffed

"Ek larki ko galti se thapar mar diya mene okay toh principal ko mere parents se milna tha next din toh mein Zain bhai ko lekr gayi as my real brother and bro bande ne esi baat ki Principal se ke now she's scared of me!" Amna said with evil smirk

"Yeh bhut galat baat hai amna!" Sana was too stunned by mind of her younger sister

"Haan toh it's not wrong ke you still meet Sidharth even tho you have promised baba you won't!" Amna fire back folding arm across her chest

"Sh-

"You still see him Shehnaaz?" They turn their heads as voice of maham who stood by the entrance of kitchen with disappointment in her eyes

Sana stayed silent she doesn't wanna answer nor she wants to lie anymore. Maham sighed heavily as she took steps near her younger sister who was biting her lower lip while resuming her work of pouring tea in cups, she looked at her with soft gaze not stern one

"I know it's hard to forgot someone we love Shehnaaz" She hold her hand "But some people aren't just meant to be meri jaan and we to accept that fact" She continued

"Baba has given us a lots of love" She added, Shehnaaz's eyes were starting to fill with water but she didn't cry yet

"Baba ne din raat mehnat ki hai humari school fees ke liye Shehnaaz please don't take any step to make him regret doing all that for us" Maham patted her shoulder before turning to look at amna

"And yeh konsa Zain hai jo tum lekr gayi ho apne school?" Maham asked with hands on her lips

"Zain Narejo" Amna answered her boldly. Maham wide her eyes