I derped up bad...

Really bad...

I cried...

I know it wasn't a complete fail, and I got the high notes all right, but...

I derped up a big part...

A pretty big part...

I talked to my parents about it, and they said that it'll get better, and they cheered me up a bit, and I feel better now than before, but it's just...

Crap man...

I'm scared to hear my score...

I was confident before I did it, but my brain did the thing...

I panicked at the last-second...

This was an exhausting week, and I've been tripping a lot, so that didn't help too much...

I feel disappoint...

I just hope I made the cut...

Practicing in the auditorium and at school went way more better than the actual audition...

It just could've been a whole lot better gosh darnit...