I feel like I lost myself and I was gonna name this chapter deja Vu and say what happened at my aunt's house but its not really much because I already said much about my intuition and my deja Vu but like I really lost motivation for anything or anyone I like I wanna drop out of school and I hate myself and I feel like I'm not even dependent on magic and I feel demotivated , anxious , sad I feel like I kinda just wanna run away and go away from everyone yk? Anyways sorry for the random vent