My thoughts have been overcrowding me so I'm deciding a coping method.so basically when I over think I usually text my wonderful s/o right? But ofc he's barely online so I would listen to ocean waves with my headphones on thinking of scenarios of all my manifestations and how they come to me instantly without a second thought.

Rethink
So while creating this chapter I realized being a magical (girl) can actually go very...wild I suppose so that's why you as a magical are supposed to take care of yourself and train.I'm not playing around when I say stop this "childish" stuff even if you do have a childish personality.The reason I'm saying this is because you can actually die,yeah I know this is a little dark but stop being childish and realize what's going on in the world there's people in need who doesn't have the time you do to wait around and  redo your concept 123383929310 times.(yeah I'm calling you out) The people in need who can't have anyone to help them needs YOU,as a magical (girl)
Don't have to prove yourself to nobody
Everything is your choice.
And as so everything has a consequence.
So as your online (friend,sibling) you can always come to me for help and I'll try the best I can.

  Everything has a reason-cure sea