Jin (pov)

It was around 3 when Jin took a break and decided to lay down and wait for Namjoon to arrive. It was like a daily routine, his Joonie would come and meet him here and both of them would go out to eat or just hang around for a while. It wasn't supposed to be like this, they used to be besides each other all the time except when they had to go on a mission because Namjoon being Namjoon he would never allow Jin to go anywhere near a gun shot area.

He had taken extra measure to make sure his Jinie is safe after he had found him sprawled on the cold floor, looking lifeless with a bullet wound. That was the worst day of his life, during those seconds he had feared to lose his dearest and after seeing his body in that condition he swore to never let Jin in on any mission. He can't bear to see his Love in that position ever again.

But now due to the unknown person stalking the pink haired boy and the letter they received all of them have been on high alert and both of them got less time to spend together. So when ever they get the chance they both cherish it. And on the other hand none of them minded because both of them wanted to see Jeongguk happy and if a certain pink haired fluff ball could make their best friend happy so they were more than willing to help him.

Jin got up as soon as he heard the front door burst open but halted as he saw a maid rushing inside.

"Sir Jin you have to help him! The Boss is out of control again!"

"What do you mean" Jin said as he rushed towards the door.

"The boy is in danger! Boss is not in his right state of mind right now" the maid hurried as she guided Jin towards the commotion which now could be heard.

And indeed in front of him was a sight he feared to see. Something he wished would never happen but sadly fate was cruel.

Jeongguk (pov)

To say furious would have been an understatement to explain how Jeongguk was feeling right now. He wasn't aware of these new found emotions or how to deal with them, all he knew was that jimin had disobeyed him. He had clearly told him the rules which he must follow at any cost, no matter what but when he was greeted by the alluring sight of his baby in only shorts and a very revealing shirt, displaying his soft and smooth skin for every wondering eyes to see, Giving a perfect opportunity to look at his toned thighs, he had lost it. Thinking that how many of his men would have gawked at his jem.

He couldn't control when his possessiveness kicked in and caused him to drag the poor boy out of the room not even listening to a single word coming out of the said boy.

"Ggukie p-please listen to me!" Jimin stuttered, afraid of what's about to happen.

"Gguk!"

Jimin kept on saying his name but Jeongguk ignored it and dragged the boy out harshly tugging at his wrist.

"G-gukie please s-top"

"You're hurting M-minni-" jimin pleaded as he tried to free his hand from the his harsh grip but was cut off as his grip only tightened.

"I told you to fucking follow the rules! And look what you did, you decided to wear the most revealing outfit displaying all your assets for my men to see! What on Earth were you even thinking wearing such a revealing shirt when I had told you very clearly that you're not allowed to wear anything besides the kimono when you're out of the room!"

Jimin on the other hand had never seen Jeongguk in this state before, he was used to the olders bunny smile and doe like eyes which used to sparkle when ever he talked to him, he was used to his caring touch and his soft voice but looking at the person in front of him now, he couldn't find a single quality.

Those eyes were now blank and only anger could be seen within them, his once soft voice was now replaced with harsh words and yelling making the younger frightened, his soft touch was now harsh and tight causing the younger's skin to turn purple.

Jeongguk wasn't aware of how scared the younger was but Jin was able to see within the younger's eyes the fear he now hold, that wasn't the only thing he witnessed. As soon as his eyes landed on the poor boys small hand which was now red and bruised up, he rushed towards them and pushed Jeongguk away from the pink haired boy.

"What the fuck is wrong with you! Can't you see what you've done Jeongguk" Jin yelled as he pushed jimin behind him in a defensive manner, ready to attack if jeongguk decided to move forward.

"Hyung stay out of this! He's fucking mine and he should learn to obey me!" Jeongguk yelled still not aware of how bad the situation had become.

"You've lost it jeongguk, open your God damn eyes and see how scared he is from you, he's fucking shivering and crying! Is this why you brought him here, to make him cry"

As soon as those words escaped Jin's mouth Jeongguks eyes widened in realization. He finally let himself look at what he had done. He did something he feared he would do.

As his eyes trailed towards his cotton candy, his heart stopped as he looked upon the mess he did.

His cotton candy, was shaking behind Jin, breathing irregularly, tears cascading down his flushed cheeks as his small fists clenched around Jin's shirt.

Realization drowned upon him as he stared into the younger's eyes which were once bright and looked at him lovingly were now holding only one emotion, which he never wanted to see in them Especially if it was directed towards him.

Within those brown crescent eyes he was able to identify fear within them. His cotton candy feared him.

"Oh my gosh, fuck" he yelled as he tugged at his hair not knowing what to do. He ruined everything. It was going so well between them but he ruined it.

"Jimin, baby liste-" Jeongguk tried to take a step towards him but halted as he heard a scream.

"NO! Ggukie stay away from Minnie!"

"Baby, look I'm sorry I didn't kno-"

"No, no , no! Jin h-hung take M-minnie away f-from Ggukie, he scares me" jimin cried as he hid behind Jin, crying histarically breaking Jeongguks heart.

"Shh it's okay Jimin, he won't hurt you now" Jin said as he tried to calm down the poor boy, at the same time glaring at Jeongguk.

"Minnie's h-hurt, my wrist is p-purple, Ggukie hurts Minni-"

"Baby please, I'm sorry I didn't know what got into me please don't " Jeongguk almost begged as he saw how scared his love was from him, how he hid behind Jin not even looking at him.

"Y-you didn't even l-listen to M-minnie! You hurt me!" Jimin screamed as he continued to cry.

Jin turned around and wrapped his arms around jimin trying to calm him down. He feared he might have a panic attack if he kept on crying at this rate.

"Shhh it's okay Minnie, no one will hurt you let's go to my room" Jin said as he nodded at Jeongguk looking at him disappointed.

But before he could move loud steps were heard and in came the rest.

"What the fuck happened?" Hoseok asked as he looked at Jin and then back at Jeongguk.

"Jinie what's going on and why is jimin crying" Namjoon asked as he approached the two.

"He forgot to take his pills that's what happened! I'm taking jimin to our room make sure he doesn't follow us" Jin ordered as he guided jimin towards his room.

"What did you do!" yoongi asked as he took in the scene in front of him.

"I'm a monsters, that's what fucking happened" jeongguk whispered as he slumped down on the cold floor, fisting his hair.

"The fuck you mean get up Jeon and fucking explain this to us!" Yoongi yelled as he grabbed his friend and dragged him up.

"Let's go to the office" Hoseok suggested as he moved towards the door and opened it.

Soon yoongi dragged jeongguk who was still in a state of shock. He was pushed down on the couch and all three of them waited for him to explain.

But to their surprise a single tear shed down his face as he silently sobbed. Hoseok imediately got up and rushed towards his aid. He took him into his arms and tried to calm him down.

All of them were shocked, they thought they would never witness to see him cry or even shed a tear after his mother's death.

But in front of them wasn't a Mafia boss but their friend, a boy who lost everything and had started off a new life with his friends.

The boy who finally found his missing piece was crying over hurting him. All of this was new to him and he didn't know how to react. This wasn't supposed to happen, jeongguk had wished to make jimin happy, give him all the happiness in the world, get him what ever he desired, he never wants to see the younger shed a single tear but look at what he did now.

He made his Minnie cry, he hurt him and above all he created fear inside him.

"I don't know how this happened. I agree I was angry that he was wearing a shirt and painting in front of my men but I never wanted to get this far! I-i didn't even listen to him I just yelled, oh my gosh I yelled at him! Hyung I yelled at him and he even begged me to stop I'm a fucking monster!" Jeongguk yelled as he tried to get hold on himself.

"Gguk you need to take those pills once a month or else you know what will happen, give him some time and apologize to him, explain him what happened"

"How will I even do that, he's scared to even look at me! He has bruises on his wrist, he won't even trust me to touch him, how will I show him"

"Don't worry Jin will calm him down and after a while you go talk to him" namjoon said. He couldn't look at Jeongguk in this state.

Even if they knew it was his fault they couldn't get mad at him because they knew how much he loved that kid.

"How could I hurt my Minnie"

Jimin (pov)

Jimin continued to sob on Jins chest as he cuddled him down on the bed trying to calm him down. Both of them were settled on Jins bed after he had applied s healing paste on jimins wrist and wrapped a thin layer of bandage around it.

"It's okay Jimin, jeongguk didn't know what he was doing" Jin tried to clear his friends name even if he knew it was his fault he still couldn't let this all end like this, despite all he has done Jeongguk still deserves to be loved and be in love.

"W-what do you mean hyung?" Jimin asked as he looked at Jin.

"This is not my place to tell but Jimin, hear him out I know how much he loves you, he would never deliberately do anything to hurt you"

Jimin laid there confused. He didn't know what happened. One moment he was happy and painting and the other he was dragged by an angry jeongguk.

"I want Taetae to come" jimin confessed as he cried, missing his best friend.

"I know I broke one of G-gukie rule, but Minnie is not a bad boy, I didn't want it to get dirty! Hyung I swear!" Jimin explained as he grabbed Jins arms within his small fists.

"It's okay Jimin, remember one thing, there will be many times where you guys will end up arguing over a small misunderstanding but the only way to solve this is to clear it out and talk, you should be willing to listen to the other or else this would end up gaining nothing but losing everything" Jin explained as he layed jimin back down again.

"If taetae was here he would have known what to do, once I had an argument with our manager and taetae went to solve delivering both of our messages like a messenger" jimin giggled as he remembered how annoyed his friend got after running between the two interpreting their messages.

Jin smiled and was glad to hear the cute giggle coming out from the younger's mouth.

"Well that's good but you have to stand up for yourself at times so when Jeongguk comes to talk you have to listen and sort it out okay"

"I'll try hyung but you have to tell him to sit far away from Minnie" jimin declared bossing his hyung in a cute way.

"Of course and just to make it a bit more fun you can ask for anything you want and I'm sure Jeongguk wouldn't say no, especially after this when he's trying to get you to forgive him" Jin said happily seeing jimin come back to his normal state.

"Really!" Jimin got up excitedly after hearing this.

"Yes, except for leaving he will give you anything" Jin reminded jimin.

"Hmm, even if I ask for boxes of Chocolates, gummy bears and paints and oh yes! How can I forget, can he get me a fluffy blanket!" Jimin asked impatiently jumping on the matress.

"Yes yes, you can get all of them but first make him apologize and then demand for all these okay"

"Okay thank you hyung!" Jimin said as he hugged Jin and continued to cuddle.

Jin knew how close him and his best friend were and he felt bad for jimin being in this situation but a more selfish side of him made him think of his friends happiness more.

He wanted both of them to be happy, but that doesn't mean he's not going to give a piece of his mind to Jeongguk, he better be prepared to listen to an hour long lecture.

Jin closed his eyes as he tried to calm himself down, trying his best not to remember what happened a few years ago.

If only jimin knew how innocent and precious Jeongguk was to his friends before all came down. If only he knew what happened to the said boy to make him like this.

Like a monster he confesses to be.

A/n

Okay I know this is going to confuse you guys a bit but it's all going to add up in the end. So just wait till this book ends you guys will get your answers.

So vote and comment and let me know what you guys think.

And it's Namjoons birthday! 😘😘😘
He's such an amazing person, so hard working, devoted and he never gave up. Even after receiving so much hate especially on his looks in the earlier years he kept his passion for music and lead his band. He also inspired Jeongguk. 💜🤧 His leader qualities are amazing and he's the most beautiful person, like have you seen his dimple! And that smile! Like how the fuck can people call him ugly like cmon. That man is too precious to be looked down at.💜💜💜