"I don't even know where to start from .." he rubs his forehead out of anxiousness.
She holds hand and assured him "I was young .. I had no idea about the power of my family cause it didn't matter to me nothing would except my dad he used to love me a lot.
I was the most pampered child.
My mother, used to love me too until one day her attitude started to change.
She became a new person someone I didn't know her days and nights were spent outside. She used to come all drunk and wasted.
According to her, dad wasn't giving her love !
I used to cry and wait for both of them ..
He got busy in this world and mom got busy into finding another love.
She almost regretted having a son !" he coughs as his throat felt dry, passes him a glass of water. He gulps down quickly to quench thirst.

"She regretted, giving birth to a son thinking dad got what he wanted from her. A son to rule this .. empire and now .. has got nothing to do with her. He's just taking her around as his trophy wife." it aches to go back down the memory lane.

"I won't say dad was amazing he must have done wrong to her by not giving enough time but what was my fault ?" he asks, sighing.

"Months went by and dad started checking up on her until one day found out that she was sleeping with his rival. He couldn't believe therefore told a group of people to keep an eyes on her activities." he takes a deep breath "dad and I had gone to my school on out way back home one of the men told him about her being in a hotel room.
I was scared to see him going mad.
He took me to the location and barged inside the room with all his guards.
There I saw her in a very compromising position. I saw her getting fucked by another man." he told angrily, throwing the glass on the floor.

"Sidharth?!" she panics, he kicked the table hard before breaking down into painful tears.

"I was just 13 year old shehnaaz !" he cries due to which her heart sank.

"She was naked, dad had already shot his rival it all happened within a blink of an eye. I could not even process heard my father calling her slut and pushing her against the wall.
She was crying and begging him for mercy !
He took the gun and made me hold it for the first time harshly pointing it towards mom.
He told me this was my destiny ..
I was terribly, weeping and begging him ..
Baba yeh main kaise karsakta hoon ?
I can't do this to her ..
My tiny little hands were shaking with fear as he pulled the trigger and shot her on the head .. she fell down with a thud.
The floor soaked with blood ..
I killed her ..
I ran up to apologising ..
My tiny hands were filled with blood ..
I hated my father's sight for doing this to me !
Why me ?
It was their fault ..
Did they give me birth to become a murderer ?
That freaking day, a monster was made !
Sidharth Rao, the killer was born." he sobs like a child his hands tremble as he hatefully sees it.

She cries hugging him tightly "I can't believe you have been through so much." feeling horrible.
It's gut-wrenching "I lost myself that day baba ne sirf apne biwi ko nahi apne bete ko bhi maar dia."she always thought he is born heartless but no its the other way around.

Nobody is born heartless, it's the world it makes you or breaks you. He must be so innocent when his father brutally snatched his innocence away. Who gives them the right to decide for their kids some decisions, haunt you for life and this one is surely on of those for sidharth. He ruined his life by dragging him to this world.
He made him a murderer!
He introduced him to this darkness by snatching away the light and his mother selfishly sacrificed him for her plight.
She could have ran away taking him along rather than pushing him away.
She cursed him by giving birth and regretting the fact that it's a boy whose going to run the empire.
She could have chosen a better life for him 💔

"I left school and started learning shooting cause baba had become a drunkard.
He wanted me to learn all the work and I did but since then never slept peacefully.
All I had in my head was anger & hatred towards my father, I thought it would subside if I kill him. I went to take his life but upon reaching his cabin I found him already dead, a bottle of poison lying by his side. I didn't cry that day, it was like all the emotions had died in me.
I hate them for taking away my innocence !!
I only needed love but none of them were there I had auntie who saw me turning into monster.
I had no one to call as mine ..
I had gone for some drug deal when I met kushal begging on the road.
Within a flash of second, he got hit by a car thats when I rushed him to the hospital feeling pain to an extent that I felt, like I lost someone very dear to me us din meri aankhein pehli baar bhar ayein I owe him alot for calling me his elder brother." a faint smile came on his lips.

"Thanks to him for being there !" shehnaaz spoke kissing his knuckles, feels grateful.

"I can't imagine the way you must have dealt with the situation.
I am so proud of you and yes it's not your fault. It was their mistake, baba's to put you through this. He chose suicide maybe cause he knew he did too wrong to you and that you will never forgive him.
Your mom, she selfishly chose to avenge your dad by sleeping with his rival.
I am so sorry for everything that you have faced it was their loss not yours sidharth.
You still have a heart that beats for me ♥️
You still have a soul that wants me ♥️
They snatched your innocence but they could not succeed in killing you." she smiles, cupping face.

He relaxes by resting his head against hers taking in deep and gentle breath "I'll give you .. so much of love that you will forget everything.
I want you to promise me, that you will give me a chance to love you and heal your past.
You won't push me away, haina ?" she asks with a lot of hope and softness in her voice.

He nods, sealing their lips with an urgent kiss so fulfilling that she felt consumed by fire. He loves how she moans and runs her hands in his hair "I love you sidharth." breaking away, confesses her heart out, expecting no reply at the moment him opening up to her is more than enough.

"Fuck!" cursing under his breath, tore the blouse along with remaining cloth hugging her perfectly within seconds both of them get naked.

She allows him to go extremely rough on her. He tied up both of her hands above her head "please sweet-heart, stop me if you feel I am going out of the way !" she nods, rolling up a condom.

Harshly, thrusts her against the wall.

She lets out a loud cry, pulling up her trembling leg completely thrusts himself inside, riding her like never before.
She moans, as he kisses him while breaking the walls of her clit.
He doesn't stop, after hitting from front flipped her on the bed then without giving her the time to breath took her from back driving her insane as her hands r tied and she can't do anything to control other than moan, groan and gasp for air their bodies hit against each-other.

He made her cum twice from the back "sidharth plz mere haath khol doh ?" she pleads, her legs r shaking and the juice is dripping, wants to touch him "say that u love me ?" she does "I love you !" she quickly, told "plz na.." he doesn't, taking her again made intense love by nibbling her breasts.

"Ahhh.. Sidharth !" she slaps his biceps, as soon as he took her nipple between his teeth.

He laughs, she smiles softly pulling him over to rest her head on his fragile heart. He patted her head gently.
She smiles drawing circle on his chest.

"Sidharth!" she called out sweetly.

"Hmm .." he hummed, shutting eyes.

"Does it hurt ?" she ask, touching his bandaged hand "nahi, theek hojayega." he assured.

She kissed it numerous times making him laugh because he can't help but love this mad girl.

"Ab ?" she playfully, asked.

"Theek hogaya !" he chuckled.

"Mera kaun theek karega ?" she questions.

"Kya .. deemag ?" he asks, innocently.

She fists her palms and hits on his chest "hatee you at-least for once apne yeh jhooti mohabbat dekha de karo." turning her back at him.

"Oh hello, madam turning ur back at ur partner is considered as bad manners itna bhi nahi pata aur baat karte hai mohabbat ke!" pulls her leg.

"Kya kaha .. did you just say partner ?" she asks, with a million dollar smile.

He regrets, saying this because now she'll be on seventh sky "sleep kal ek important meeting hai mere." shitting eyes, acted sleepy.

"Huh, meeting .. am I not important to you ?" it seriously offended her.

"Not again shehnaaz ?!" he pulls her closer, she makes an attempt to get out of the bed.

"Dare you put your foot down !" he rolls on top his membrane erects turning her face red.

"Say that I am important to you !" she told in a challenging tone.

"What if I don't ?" he raises eyebrows.

"You won't get to sleep with me for seven days soch loh ghata kiska zayada hai." she winks.

"Chance he nahi hai !" he is right after all he is bigger than her in size meanwhile she is a babe who can get crushed under his weight.

"You don't have the right to decide after all you very well know that I have the power to make u cum even if you r not in the mood for it." softly, whispers and nibbles her earlobe.

"I can feel the way your body always wants me. Don't put up challenges that you know you will loose." he clarifies, she hates him for being this brutally honest.

"I hate you!" she engulfs him.

"I will take it as the opposite of it." she entangle their legs literally sleeping over him.

He was planning to sleep on couch but somehow felt like staying glued to her.
He instantly, slept without puffing cigarettes and sipping alcohol.

She raises head to watch him peacefully sleep !

"I love you!" she kisses his wounded hand.

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