She bakes a cake with the help of auntie who's in guilt of telling her the date "beta, I'm scared plan kahin backfire na kar jaye!" sighing, tiredly looks at her for repeating the same nth time.

"Auntie, aap kyun darr rahe ho joh siyappa hoga na kasam lage main sab jhail lungi plz befikar ho jao trust me na." she hugs to calm her down.

She smiles brightly then rushes to get ready in a red saree chose to wear diamond stud and paint her luscious lips with red lip colour.

She gave her long pretty hair a wavy look, takes rose petals and lights up candles to create some romantic environment.

She eagerly, waits by resting on the couch skips dinner too wanting to have it with her sidharth. She is deep down feeling anxious too imagining his reaction.

Today, her body has been acting too much may be her date is nearby the reason her body hurts doesn't realise when the sleep took over.

At 12:00 am, sidharth comes back home enters his room, to witness the most beautiful sight of shehnaaz who looks absolutely gorgeous in red saree he wonders is she ducked up for him.

He's slightly, tipsy as he drank alcohol stayed a bit late in his office feeling terrible. He drinks a lot on his birthday as it makes him feel better it stops him from thinking sanely.

He chooses to get drunk so that he forgets every memory that would take him back to the lane of his childhood. He almost trips while walking up to her due to which she instantly wakes up "hey be careful !" she holds him lovingly.

"Tum pee ke arahe ho ?" she smells alcohol asks out of concern.

He nods, engulfing her back "hmm, you look so hot .. ek dum sexy how perfectly this is hugging your curves that I feel like tearing it off." slowly whispers nibbling her neck.

"Sidharth !" she breath heavily, as he continues to give her open mouth kisses, pushing her hair aside reveals her backless bra that's holding her breasts using only two strings together.

"Hmm .." she moans, feeling weak on her knees as he strokes her back sensually.

She took a deep breath and turns to look at him who groans watching her move "ek sec plz main kuch dikhana chahte hoon." holding his hand.

She dragged near the balcony it's so beautifully decorated that his heart skipped a beat. He lost his sense, noticing a cake.
The smile that came on his lips disappeared the moment his eyes went on it.

She leans over to peck his lips "happy birthday sidharth !" her big orbs twinkling like a star. It drove him insane.
She happily, pulls him closer to the table.

Gritting his teeth, angrily smashed the cake on the wall upsetting her. He couldn't believe, she dared to do arrangements for his birthday. But the question comes who told her ?

"Yeh tumne kya kia sidharth.. maine itne pyaar se bake kara tha !" she says, getting hurt.

He angrily, grabbed her shoulders and harshly pinned her against the wall. She winces in pain unable to bear his strength.

He yelled on her face "how dare you do this ??" shivers, shutting eyes unable to look into him.
"jawab doh shehnaaz kisne bataya?" demands answers "jis se pata chala .. usne yeh ne bataya kai mujhe kitne nafrat hai is din se ?
I fucking hate this birthday !!" she trembles, as he bowls his fist and aggressively punches wall close to her face, shuddering her.

She cried, watching him hurt himself.

She never thought the outcome would be this worse. She was ready to argue and fight back. This worse, wasn't expected !

"Sidharth, stop it kya kar rahe ho?" she yelled, trying to stop him by clutching his arm.

"Khoon nikal raha hai sidharth kya kar rahe ho please stop this shit.. gussa hona mujh par utar loh.. hurt me.. I won't utter a word but this noo please don't do this to us !" she yelps, pulling to herself losing in anguish, he pushes her causing her head to hit the table making it bleed.

She cries, holding head grabbing his attention! "Fuck, khoon nikal raha hai meri jaan." rushes, checking up on her groans in frustration. Gosh, he pushed her, he truly is an animal, he knew a man like him would never be able to caress her like a doll that she's he knew she will be hurt in the process of loving him .. now look damage is done it's irreversible.

"Fuck .. Fuck .. Fuck !" he abuses himself while trying to process whatever happened.

He pulled out a napkin and quickly pressed on her head to stop the blood "I will call a doctor" manages to speak dreadfully.

She stops him from pulling out his phone "I'm okay sidharth plz calm down, mujhe doctor ke nahi tumhare zaroorat hai." he took her to bed pulling out first aid box applies medicine.

Thankfully, just a small scar, his hands were in blood, shaking terribly just like it shook on that specific day when he lost his innocence. He was witnessed to this dark world.

"Isliye, main chahta tha ke tu mujhse door rahe lekin nahi tu kisi ke sunte bhi hai kya bass apne he karne hote hai.
Dekh lia kya huwa ?
Kardia na maine tujhe hurt!
Tu us insaan se mohabbat ke umeed laga re thi jisne sirf chot daina seekha hai.
I hate celebrating my birthday !
Mujhe mere wajood se nafrat hote hai tune kya soch kar yeh sab kuch plan kia meri jaan ?" she reads it in his eyes how much he's hurting from inside their gazes are filled with painful tears.

"Mujhe pata tha you will be angry lekin itna yeh ne sochta tha maine sidharth." she was putting a bandage on his hand now while sobbing hard, so much regret that she felt pathetic.

Holding hand lovingly kissed it ♥️

"I genuinely, thought you will open up to me ye mera ek tareeka tha, to make u confess ur heart out to me I am so sorry for doing this to you." it was clearly her fault and she knew it.

"Tum jab chahoge hum tab baat karainge, okay main force nahi karunge naa he kuch thopunge tum pe just don't push me away from yourself I have come a long way sidharth, tujhe khoo nahi sakte .. please forgive me ?" she requests, sat on his lap and pleads again.

"Kya jaan na chahte thi ?" he seriously, wants to talk now cause he can see she's putting efforts to make him hers if not much he can do some.

"Hum saath kyun ne soh sakte sidharth ?" asked biting her lower lip "dare you do that again I will forget talking and fuck you hard .. so hard that u won't be able to walk for days.. these are mine to bite, kiss and smooch." she turns crimson red.

Nobody can talk dirty during such an important conversation except him. He makes her settle on the bed while he goes over his knees. He himself doesn't know when and how .. did she manage to diffuse his anger quickly.

"Mujhe time chahiye!" he honestly, uttered.

"Kis liye ?" she innocently, questions.

"Is sab change ko accept karne ke liye." sidharth genuinely feels they're rushing he needs time.

"Bass sirf yahe wajah hai ?" she asks again.

"I have a past shehnaaz joh ke mujhe haunt karta hai .. us din se leke aaj tak main kabhi chain se ne soya isliye mujhe tere saath nahi sona tha.
I don't want u to see the vulnerable sight of mine, joh kisi ne nahi dekha, tujhe kaise dikha doon ??" he sounds honest but bitter to her "kyunke, main sab nahi hoon sidharth main tere shehnaaz hoon. Jab tujhe mera sab pata hai, toh mujhe haq kyun nahi jaan ne ka .. yeh toh nainsaafi huwe na ?
You show ur lowest selves, only to your partner I want to see your vulnerable sight and be there to hold you and assure you, that everything is going to be okay.. tujhe kya lagta hai sirf ache mein aap ko ek dusre ke liye hona chahiye ?
Nahi, partner toh woh hote hain joh aapko aapke buraye ke saath accept karein.
I want to see all of you sidharth !" she felt hurt, it was clearly visible from her tone.

"Mujhe adat nahi hai, khudko ko khol kar kisi ke saamne rakhne ke ?" her heart sank.

"Phir wahi baat, do u realise you're hurting me ?" she tries to unlock their intertwined hands, walk out when he stopped her.

"Please, just sit down." he requests.

She denies, shaking head and tearing up "please meri jaan." he pleads, through his dark gaze.

It's new for her to see him requesting calling her by sweet names and gosh the softness in his eyes is melting her down like water.

"Auntie & Kushal are aware about certain things that I should be knowing too." she rightfully, put it ahead "didn't they tell you ?" she shook head.

"Why ?" he asks out of curiosity.

"They are super loyal to their chief." he smiled a bit proudly "auntie knows cuz she saw me being born from an innocent child to a beast while the stupid brother of mine knows from over hearing mine and auntie's conversation."

"Meri kya jagah hai tere life mein sidharth ?" she badly wants to know "mere bistar par mere room mein rehne ke baad bhi mujhse puch rahe ho ?" a very evident fact he puts forth.

"Then, tell me na ?!" she insists on knowing.

"Those are painful scars jitna scratch karainge na utna hurt hoga." he confessed.

"The scars won't heal until an unless you let them heal for once and for all scratch them let me put a medicine of love to heal them forever so that they don't haunt you and you peacefully fall asleep" he understood, there is no use to hide from her.

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