"You should put some ice on your cheek, it's turning purple." Sehun says as we walk into a small dinner.

"I will later." I say as he continues to inspect my cheek.

Once we are seated I start thinking about how and what I should tell him. "Sehun, thank you for taking care of my body, that last week I was there." I say softly, not liking the memories that follows.

"What was up with that, Luhan? You were like a creepy zombie or something." He asks.

"I'll tell you that when we get back to the hotel. I have to tell you a lot of things before we leave." I sigh, knowing that it could possibly change his mind about leaving with me.

I have to tell him everything, tell him what the scars mean, show him my tattoos, tell him about me killing Jenn and Jack, everything. I can't live a lie any longer.

"Ok, what can you tell me right now?" He says as the waitress comes to take out order.

"Well, I'm sorry about everything that's happened over the last few days."

"Few days? It's been months, I still don't believe you are actually here." He says looking down at his hands.

"How can I prove to you that I'm here?"
I can't seem to find anything to talk about durning lunch and Sehun spend the whole time staring at me like I've grown two heads.

I try to eat quickly so we can get back to the hotel sooner so I can talk to him. He just stares at me while I eat my food before calling the waitress to give us our check.

She goes really slow and takes her time, making me sort of irritated while I impatiently wait. Once we leave I don't hesitate to pull him back him the hotel and have him sit down on the bed while I pace back and forth thinking about where I should start.

"Luhan," he says softly making me stop pacing.

"What?"

"Will you slap me?" He says in a serious tone.

"What? Is that some new kinky thing you have going on now?" I joke making him chuckle softly.

"No, this just doesn't seem real. I watched you die, Luhan." He says not looking me in the eyes.

"Sehun," I say moving between his legs. "It wasn't me, I'm right here, standing in front of you. How can I not be here, Sehun? If I'm not real then how am I touching you?" I say as I put my hand over his.

His hands wrap around my waist and pull me to him and he buries his face into my chest. I wrap my arms around his shoulders and slowly run my fingers trough his messy hair.

"What happened after you got off the Ferris wheel?" He says quietly into my shirt.

"Ugh," I sigh before beginning the long story. "So, this girl I used to mess around with-"

"What?" He says as his head shoots up to look at me.

"I told you, you were the first guy I've ever been with," I state before continuing. "I had locked her away somewhere, and I'll get to that in a minute because it makes me sound like a creep. But she got out and she was very happy about it. My stepdad sent her to kill me, and she and a few other people I hung around were all there to get me and bring me back to my stepdad.

Jenn has this.. power, and all it takes is one touch and it starts to infect you. She cuts a small line in your body and a parasite gets into you takes control of you.

The last thing I can remember is her grabbing me and I blacked out. When I opened my eyes again I was in my room, and I was choking you." I say getting quieter.

"Sehun, I hope you know I would never touch you like that. You know that, don't you?" I say before he nods.

"When I was in the shower I "left" my body and that was when everything started to get ugly. I was there, just, you could see me, I could only touch my body and that's why it kept moving around. I wasn't trying to freak you out.

I watched you clean up the messes my body made, you didn't need to do that. it killed me, Sehun, seeing you so tired and nervous all the time. I had to stop it before it continued any further, so when you left for work I made myself break a glass an try and get the bug out of me.

I didn't realize how much blood I was losing then you showed up and I blacked out again. I woke up with you on top of me, I-I felt something moving around in my stomach so I pushed you off me and tried to get as far away before falling and throwing it up.

After everything else happened I blacked out again and opened my eyes to find myself in front of what we call The Order."

"What do you mean, 'what we call'?" He says stopping me.

"Sehun, I know I should have told you this earlier but I couldn't but I'm uh, different. I can do things that other people can't and so could Jenn and a lot of other people. But let me finish what I was talking about.

So, the Order is this group of seven people, one that have mastered seven powers but they all have an eighth one that makes them different from the others.

I was sent there because that night I killed two of them-"

"What? You killed two of the people in that order thing?" He says letting go of me.

"No, two of the people that tried to kill me. You have to understand something about me, Sehun, there are two side of me. My stepdad did things to me when I lived with him. Those scars were burn marks, I got tattoos to cover them and again, I'll get to that.

He did something to me, like I was a lab rat, and split me in half technically. He did that so he could get me to tell him things easier. It's like a good side bad side type thing. And it's hard for me to control the other side once I start something."

"So this- is your 'good side'?"

"Yea, this side has the burns, the other side doesn't."

"Why?"

"Because I had gotten the tattoo done before he split me so the scars stayed and tattoos didn't."

"What tattoos? I've never seen any on you."

"They are on my other side."

I continue telling him everything there possibly is to know, I know that my past was shitty, I was addicted to alcohol, drugs, and sex, but he has to know it all. I know it is going to change the way he looks at me, and talks to me, and maybe even make him change his mind about leaving with me but I don't care.

"Why are you tell me all of this?"

"Because, I'm asking you to run away with me. I want you to know everything before the plane leaves so there is nothing you don't know, so you won't find out along the way and realize that maybe it wasn't the right choice."

"So, you think that something you are going to tell me might make me want to change my mind about you?" He says, as I move to sit down next to him on the bed.

"I don't know, maybe. I had a crappy past an-"

"I don't care about what you did in the past, Luhan. I told you a long time ago that I will never judge you, you have superpowers and can fly around the room or whatever, I don't care, I'll watch." He chuckles. "You're stuck with me whether you like it or not, I don't want to loose you again." He says placing his hand over mine and holding it.

I feel my heart beating faster and I quickly lean over to press my lips against his. It feels like it's been ages since I've kissed him, I know that for me it's only been a few days but for him, it's been months.

I put my hand on his cheek before trying to move back to break the kiss but he stops me. He pulls me onto his lap so I'm straddling him and try to hover over his lap but his hands quick to push me down onto him.

"Makeup sex?" He says smiling into the kiss.

"No, not yet." I say kissing him once more before leaning back slightly.

"What? Why?" He says frantically.

"Can't you just wait until tomorrow?" I feel kind of happy that he reacted like that.

"No! I haven't seen you in months and im not wasting another second of it." He pulls me back to him and lays down on his back.

"Sehun," I whine as he presses his lips to my neck.

"Show me your tattoos," he says as he nibbles on my earlobe.

"I will tomorrow-" I say as he suck on the skin under my ear.

"No, now, but I know you want to have sex as badly as I do so come on." He says continuing to suck and softly bite the skin on my neck.

I can't deny that I do, or how my pulse has quickened but I really do want to wait. But not that much anymore.

"Ok-" I groan before he smiles and rolls over to be on top of me.

"I told you you can't resist me, Lulu." He jokes.

"If I wanted to I could but I don't want to." I defend myself self.

"Ok," he laughs thinking that I couldn't if I wanted to.

"Fine, you have to wait until tomorrow. now get off me." I say trying to get up but he pins my arms down. "Sehun, you said I can't resist you, I'm resisting." I say quickly as his lips lock back onto my neck and his body moves up and down slowly on me.

"Let's see how long that will last," he mumbles making me want to prove him wrong even more.

"Sehun, stop." I whine as he locks my hands over my head with one hand and begins rubbing me over my pants with the other.

"Stop resisting," he says running one of his finger tops under my pants making me groan and squirm trying to get out from under him.

"No," I say squeezing my eyes shut so I can't watch him torment me.

His hand moves up to grab my shirt and tries to pull it off me but I try to keep as much of my weight on the bed so it is stuck on me. "Lift you back up." He commands but I shake my head no.

He continues trying to get me to move up so he can get it off but it's kind of hard when you are only using one hand. Seconds later I hear his chuckle softly to himself before feeling him sit up on my body and feeling something begin to wrap around my wrists. my eyes fly up to my hands which have some type of soft material being wrapped around them by Sehun who has a proud look on his face. I struggle trying to get out as he continues wrapping it tightly around my wrist then sits up and smiles at me.

I put my hands, which are now tied together, in front of him trying to push him off me but he quickly moves them back over my head and looks around the room for a minute like he's looking for something.

AN// Hope you like the chapter! Also, go check out my second book It Will Never Be The Same !! And don't forget to comment vote and share this book!!
-Meg