AN// HAPPY FRIDAY EVERYONE! I think it's really funny because I write on this a lot yet im failing english😂 (don't worry, I got my grade up) lol
Tonight I have done some serious fangirling over EXO and one direction😂 hope you like that chapter!!! COMMENT VOTE AMD SHARE THIS BOOK!!!(: -Meg

I open my eyes and see Sehun, my hand is wrapped around his neck and he is begging me to let go. What am I doing? How did I get here?

I quickly let go of him and back up until I hit a wall and look down at my hand. There's blood covering my fists and my kunckles ache. This is a dream, it has to be, Jenn probably knocked me out or something.

"Se-hun?" This is fake, that isn't him, this is all just some fucked up dream or something.

"I-I'm so sorry," I say taking a step towards him only to have him finch away from me. Why did I do this to him?

There is a sharp pain in my side making me grab it, I just can't wrap my brain around what's just happened, I refuse to let myself believe that I just did what I think I did. "I-I'm gonna take a shower." I say turning my head from him. Seconds later he leaves the room and I quickly shut the door before walking over to the shower and turning the hot water on. I don't even care about my clothes still being on, I just want to wake up from this nighmare.

My fear of not being able to control myself just seems to be punching me around as I sit in the shower thinking about everything that has happened tonight. I killed two people, tonight and the evidence is all over my hands and I can't seem to scrub it off.

I didn't want to kill them, I didn't have a choice or they would have killed me.

I continue to sit as the hot water soaks my clothes-

My eyes open once more but this time I'm watching myself, sitting in the shower with my legs pressed to my chest and Sehun sitting next to me.

"Sehun," I say but he doesn't seem to hear me.

"Sehun," I say again before trying to tap his shoulder but my hand goes through him and I realize where I am.

As every second passes I watch as my body slowly begins rotts from the inside out, the longer I'm in this state the worse my body will get until I finally gives up and dies. This happened to my cousin, and trust me when I tell you it us a terrible thing to see. After two weeks our insides stop working but our bodys continue to move around, after three weeks we begin to loose hair and teeth and our skin starts turning weird colors. after four weeks we aren't able to move and then whatever is inside us killing us leaves so when we can get back into our body it is to late to do anything but die.

I watch as Sehun helps me out of my clothes and into fresh ones then helps me into my bed. I follow him out of my room and watch as he grabs blankets and goes over to the couch. He should be sleeping in my bed and my body should be out here not in there.

He tries to fall asleep and I can tell he is struggling, his eyes open at the slightest sound and look around the room before shutting again.

I go back into my room and push my body out of the bed and stand it up so I can find where the bug is. When ever this happens there is always a bug and it makes its way under our skin and thats how this all starts. I don't know why I can touch myself but nothing else around me but I'll take whatever I can get.

I'm a mess, there are giant bags under my eyes and my body is actually pretty creepy and lifeless looking. I push it backwards and it stumbles slightly before standing up straight and staring forward once more.

"Move." I say pushing it again only to have it stand up straight again and stare forward. I take my hand and softly slap the body making sure I can't feel anything first. I can't I don't think, I decide to pull my hand back and slap the body as hard as I can only to have my own cheek feel the sting making me feel like an idiot.

Day after day I see my body start looking worse and worse. Sehun trys to ask me what happened and I despratly try to tell him but it is literally impossible for me to so my body sits there staring forward at the wall. I can tell it is freaking him out to, he had tried to get my body to eat and I was happy when it did eat and drink a little. But a little after my body did it threw it all back up and I kill myself as I watch Sehun clean up my mess. I should be doing that, not him, he shouldn't be apart of this shit!

I rub my eyes and fall back onto the bed as I think about all the terrible things that are happening right now. The day he decides to work is the day I take action and try to find the bug.

How am I supposed to get my damn shirt off to look? I grab my arms first and then take my hands and try and get them to grab the bottom of my shirt and I lift it up and immediatly see the small black bump that is slowly moving around under my skin sending chills down my spine.

I push my body into the kitchen and make it knock a cup off the shelf before getting one of the sharp pieces in my bodys hand and looking for the bug once more. I find it in my left arm on the top of my hand and I quickly make myself cut a line into my skin making my own hand burn in pain. I try to force the bug out but it simply goes around the cut and I continue trying to force the damn bug out.

"God dammit!" I yell as my body falls to the floor from loosing to much blood and I quickly grip my arms trying to get the blood to stop coming out as fast. I'm such an idiot, why didn't I think this through?

Moments later Sehun walk through the door and turns the light on to find my body flailed out across the floor with blood covering my arms.

His eyes grow wide and he hesitates before rolling me over and picking my body up and I black out again.

I wake up to see Sehun yelling in my face, his eyes are red and there are tears streaming down his face and onto mine. I feel something move around in my stomach making me throw him off me and stand up. I try to get as far away from him as I can before falling onto my hands and knees to throw up a black thick paste that tries to keep itself in me but I force it out.

I force myself off the ground to go over to Sehun but I barely turn myself around before falling onto the ground, and once again, blacking out.

I find myself standing somewhere, eyes clenched shut, and people are talking around me. I slowly open them and realize exactly where I am. I am standing in front of the order in a black and white stripped jumpsuit with my hands cuffed together behind my back.

"Luhan, you are being charged with Volentary Manslaughter of two of our own, Jack Bryerwood, and Jenn Jonhson. Whitness say that you attacked them, and burned them to death after torchering the two of them-"

"No! That's not what happened! They were getting ready to expose us in public in front of hundreds of people! I got them to leave there and they followed me insisting we fought! They put something in my body that is killing me right now as we speek, I'm down on earth with tubes in my arms pumping shit into me trying to fix whatever it is! Jenn did this to my cousin before and now she has tried to do it to me."

"So you don't deny that you killed them?"

"Yes, only in selfdefence, I would never want to kill any of our own seeing how little there are left of us."

This can't be happening right now, I need to get back down on earth, with Sehun.

"Who is Sehun?" They all ask.

Shit.

"One of my friends, he isn't apart of this."

"What does he know about us?"

"Nothing! He knows nothing,"

"You need to leave him," my father says as the rest of the order agrees.

"What?"

"We will let you go back to earth, you are to move out of that state let alone country. You are not to have any contact with anyone you know now. Including Kris and your Uncle."

"What? They know about this! Why can't I talk to them?"

"Because they can't know where you are. Briant is still looking for you, he will torcher them if you let them know where you are so no, no contact what-so-ever. That's final," He says making my heart drop onto the ground and break into a million pieces.

"Wait, can, can I take Sehun with me? He was seen with me already and Briant is probably going to hunt him down and try to kill him or something. He will be safer with me." I beg the order.

"Luhan, we can't let you. You will make the people around you suspicious-"

"Please, you are already making me leave behind everything, just at least give him the choice to come with me. And if he says no I will go, I'll go to the United States or something, just give him the choice."

"We can't, Luhan. You don't understand, he already thinks you are dead."

"Wh-what? What! Why does he think I'm dead? I'm not dead, I'm down in the hospital right now, I'm going to be fine!" I yell at him but they all give me a sympathetic look.

"It has already been five months since the funeral they had for you. Kris made a fake replica of you and switched it out. Your real body if fine and being contained."

"No, no! You're lying to me! Please, please tell me you are lying to me!" I beg as I try to contian my emotions as best as I can.

"I'm sorry, Son," My father tells me making hot tears stream down my cheeks.

"Please! Just let me see him one more time, let me just take him with me. Please! I have never done anything wrong to hurt us, I've always done what was best for us and I can't live without him, please, I love him."

AN// sorry for any typos or anything, I haven't read over it yet(: -Meg