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"Sehun!" I say turning him around to face me. I can't think of anything I can do so make him stay and listen except for maybe one thing. I press my lips to his an try and take a step back to stop the kiss to talk to him but can't fine it in me to stop.

"Luhan." He says softly as he pushes on my chest while his lips continue to move with mine.

I put my arms around his neck knowing he wants me as much as I want him. I tangle my fingers in his hair and pull on it unable to control myself anymore.

"I didn't mean it like that, I didn't mean for it to come out the way it did-"

"Just, shut up for a minute." He says as he puts his arms around my waist and pushes me backward until I hit the back of one of the white couches.

He startles me when his hands run down my back and to the back of my legs, picking me up to sit me on the back of the couch. I almost fall off onto the other side but he moves between my legs and hold my back, tightly pressing me to him.

His lips stop moving against mine and are replaced by a grin before he removes his arms from behind my back and lightly presses on my chest sending me falling back.

I can't seem to control my laughter but neither can Sehun, it just makes me happy to have him here, with me.

I don't know what we are, or if we even are anything but I can't help but be happy, with whatever little thing we have. I continue to find myself trying to hold on to whatever this is, I don't want to loose it, I can't loose it.

"Are you ok?" He asks as he moves over to rest his hands on my legs.

"Hm? Yeah, yeah I'm fine." I say as my smile comes back onto my face.

"Oh, you looked like you went somewhere else for a moment. Were you daydreaming?" He smirks at me, implying I had been having dirty thoughts about us.

"No! Well, kinda, but not the same thing you are thinking about, pervert." I laugh as he helps me back up only to be pushed back down.

"I am not a pervert, you were the one thinking about it." He laughs.

"No I wasn't, I was thinking about something else then you thought I was fantasizing about you." I say crossing my arms over my chest as he walks around the couch to hover over me.

"I said nothing of you fantasizing about me, you said that yourself."

"You were implying that I was thinking about you, and me, and I wasn't."

"Mhm." He says as he looks at me like I'm the biggest liar in the planet.

"I'm serious." I say as I look up at him from upside down seeing that I haven't pulled myself up and off of the couch.

"I bet you are." He says with a small grin on his face.

The more he pushes this the more it makes my mind want to go to that place, him pushing me against the wall while pressing his lips to mine. His hands would be holding mine to the wall keeping me from moving an inch so he can be in full control-

"You are thinking about it now aren't you?" He smirks at me while crossing his arms over his chest.

"No! I wasn't thinking about anything!" I say throwing my arms up and him quickly grabbing them in his.

He bends down and holds my arms to the couch making me unable to move them. His lips connect with mine once more before he grabs my bottom lip between his teeth and slowly pulls in back making me practically melt under him.

"I'll get it." He says confusing me slightly as he stands up and walks to the door.

Someone must have knocked and I didn't notice. I lay there on the couch with my arms in the same place Sehun had left them and take a minute to just think.

"What are you doing here?" I hear two voices say in sync.

I snap myself out of my thoughts and push myself up so I can see what is happening.

I see the back of Sehun and wait a second to try and see who is behind him. He moves out of the way to reveal Baekhyun standing in the doorway with wide eyes.

"Were you two, uh, in the middle of somethin-"

"Yes."

"No!" Me and Sehun say at the same time as I struggle to get myself off of the couch.

"Uh, well you left your wallet in my car. I found it when I got home." He says softly, not looking me in the eyes.

"What were you doing in his car?" Sehun says as his head quickly snaps over to look at me.

"We went to lunch, you already know that." What is up with him?

"Sorry I bothered you."

"You didn't bother me." I say before being cut off.

"Yea he did." Sehun snaps.

"Anyways, I see you later." He says trying to put a small smile on his face.

"Ok, I'll see you later." I say back.

"No, you won't." Sehun says shutting the door on him.

"What the hell?" I say way to loudly.

"What do you mean 'what the hell'? You aren't going to see him again, are you?" He says just as loud.

"If I want to, yeah. That was so rude!"

"I don't give a damn about being rude to him, I don't want you seeing him anymore, Luhan."

"You can't control who I will and won't talk to, we've gone over this before, like, less then fifteen minutes ago."

"I don't want you seeing him, Luhan, at all." He says harshly.

"Why? Why do you even care if I talk to him? I talk to Kai, I talk to Xiumin, I talk to Suho and you don't care. What is so different about Baekhyun?"

"He doesn't just want to be friends with you, and I can see you like him as well."

"Sehun, do you even hear how ridiculous you sound? Just because you think I like someone doesn't mean I'm just going to stop talking to them for you. If I can't talk to Baekhyun then you can't talk to Tao." I say crossing my arms.

"No, now that's stupid, me and Tao are just friends, he isn't even gay."

"Ugh! I'm not going to stop talking to Baekhyun just because you 'think' I like him and he likes me. He doesn't like me like that and I don't even think he is gay."

"Luhan, what's so hard about just not talking to him anymore?"

"Because, we are friends and I don't want to be a douche because you tell me to, and unless you have a damn good reason for me to stop talking to him then I'm still going to." I can feel my cheeks heating up more and more by the second, I know that I don't even want to be out here anymore and I don't want to blow up in his face either.

It takes more then this to get me mad but there is just something different about this that is just making everything seem much more intense then it really is. When I get mad, I turn into a ticking time bomb and I blow up with the slightest thing, that's why I hate getting mad and try not to let things get me mad.

Why does he care who I hang out with? What does it even matter? If anyone is to stay away from someone it should be him and Tao. I know Sehun says he's straight but I just get a weird feeling about them being together. They just get to close for my comfort, and if Sehun really does care about me and how I feel then he should understand, it just doesn't make since to me why they don't seem to like each other.

I've probably been in the shower for an hour at the least, my hands are all wrinkly from the water so I should probably get out. It's eight o'clock and I haven't eaten since one but I'm not hungry at all, that whole argument upset my stomach.

I hate that I never want to talk things out either, I always try to just let it go and not confront the situation when I really should sometimes, like right now, but I know I won't.

"We need to talk about this." Is the first thing I hear when I open my bedroom door.

"No, we don't, I'm not going to stop talking to him. Here, if you still want to stay, there are some blankets in the cupboards by the bathroom." I say setting down a pair of pajamas before going to the kitchen to get a glass of water.

"I don't even know why you care so much, it's not like I would just leave you for him or anything, we're just friends." I say as I walk into my room thoroughly frustrated.

I know I'm being a bit unreasonable but Baekhyun was my first friend here and unless he has a good reason for me not to talk to him then I still am going to. I just can't wrap my mind around why he's so rude to him and it is slightly annoying.

It's not like me and Sehun are anything, he obviously hasn't said anything to me about it so that is just another reason why I'm not going to stop talking to him. If we were something then I would understand more but we aren't and I can tell that there is something going on between him and Tao. I need to cool off a bit, I don't know why this has me so riled up either.

"Luhan, can we just talk about this?" I hear Sehun say as he jiggles the locked door handle.

"Later, I'm tired, it's late." I say trying to blow off the talk.

"It's only eight thirty."

"Yeah, that's late to some people."

"Are you mad at me?" He ask softly a couple minutes later.

"No, I told you, I don't get mad easily." I wasn't mad, I was frustrated, there's a difference.

"You seem mad."

"I'm not, I'm just frustrated, and tired." I say as I shut my bedroom door behind me.

*edited 6/28/15*