Sehun's POV:

"It's ok, Lulu, you were just tired." I laugh as I grab his hands that are covering his face.

"I-I don't know what to say." He says softly.

I didn't want to finish telling him everything that happened for his own sake, after I had told him that I had to tie his pants to keep him from taking them off his face turned bright red. He was as red as a tomato and looked completely embarrassed to the point that he looked like he was going to explode or something.

"I've never done anything like that before I don't think, I'm sorry." His voice catches at the end, is, is he crying?

"Are you crying?" I ask trying to get him to drop his hands.

"No!" He lies.

"Why are you crying?"

"I'm not crying!" He hiccups making the two of us laugh.

"There is no need to cry, Lulu." I say letting go of his hands and wrap my arms around him.

Why do I feel so bad for him? I just have a weird feeling of wanting to make him happy, I want to make his tears go away. Why am I feeling like this, I don't think I've ever felt this way and I can't tell if I like it or not.

"Why am I always embarrassing myself around you?" He says softly into my chest.

"I like when you embarrass yourself." I chuckle.

Luhan's POV:

Why am I freaking crying? I'm just on a roll of embarrassing myself aren't I? I can't even believe I did those things he said. So now I get horny when I'm really tired, great.

"So, why don't we change the subject to something else?" He says as he rubs the back of my head slowly.

I nod while softly chuckling, why is he so relaxed about this? The only reason I think I had started crying was because I just got so embarrassed.

"I usually never cry, this isn't like a regular thing for me." I sigh.

"It's ok, I don't care, I'm not judging you because you're crying."

"I'm not still crying! It was like two tears, at the most." I say making him laugh.

"That's why my shirt is soaked." He jokes.

"No it's not!" I laugh as I push him off of me.

It feels like he's always cheering me up when I'm down, like when I had spilled one of the detergents all over the floor and was freaking out about it. He told me that it was no big deal and then helped me clean it up.

...

I still feel slightly embarrassed about what happened the other night with Sehun. He's told me countless amounts of times that it is no big deal and that he doesn't care. I care, and I still am embarrassed but not to the point where I'm going to cry again.

That'd probably been the first time in ten years since I've cried, I hate crying and I just don't like to do it. It's not what a man does and it makes me feel weak.

Today is the last day of this month, I can't believe I have already been here for two months. Time is going by way to quickly, but I'm going to be able to buy a car soon, maybe even this weekend if I want to go down to the dealership.

"Luhan." I hear Mr. Wu call.

I hurry over to him to find him holding a white envelope. "So you want to do the same thing this month too?" He asks as he hands me the envelope.

"Yes, if that's ok." I smile.

"Of course, here is you paycheck, I added a little extra since you have been staying later when we ask without a fuss. I really appreciate your hard work." He smiles.

"Thank you, Sir." I smile.

"I'll see you tomorrow, have a good night." He smiles before walking away.

I wait until I get home to open the envelope to see how much I made, he really wasn't kidding when he said he was going to add a little extra. It was a lot extra.

I'm gonna be able to get a car! I can't help but do a little victory dance. I'm thankful that no one saw that or I would be extremely embarrassed.

This is great, I've need a car for so long and now I can finally get one.

I'm startled by a knock at my door and I quickly go over to it to see who it is even though I pretty sure I already know.

"Hey." I say as I open it to see Sehun looking towards the parking lot.

"Hey, could I stay the night? My brothers in town looking for me." He asks.

Why wouldn't he want to see his brother?

"Yeah, sure." I say as I stand back to let him in.

"Why don't you want to see you brother?" I can't help but ask.

I know it's none of my business but I really want to know.

"Uh, we didn't get along very well last time he was here. I said some things, he said some things, and I left. My mom said that he wants to apologize but I really don't want to hear it." He says in monotone.

"What did he say?"

"It's a bit personal." He says harshly making my heart sink.

"Oh, ok." I say softly, leaving him while I go to the kitchen.

"Don't get all mad at me now, it's none of you business, don't be a baby about it." He snaps as he comes up behind me and roughly turns me to face him.

I don't know what I should even say right now, I feel insulted, and slightly hurt. His eyes are cold and he seems to be back to his serious demeanor. I know he's just mad about whatever's happening between him and his brother but that doesn't give him the right to take his anger out on me.

"Help yourself to whatever you want, I'm going to my room." I say as I pull my arm out of his grip and walk to my room.

I shut and lock my door behind me before leaning up against it, letting out a soft sigh.

What a great way to end my day.

I walk over to my shower and turn the hot water on before getting in. Just that one short moment got me flustered, I just need to let him cool down, he's only mad about his brother coming, not because of you.

When I get out I put on a pair of sweats and a jacket before grabbing a pair for Sehun if he wants it. I grab two blankets and a pillow as well before opening my bedroom door to find Sehun sitting with his back against it.

"Sorry." I mumble as he stands up.

"You were probably wanting some clothes." I assume as I hand them to him.

He takes them slowly, not looking me in the eyes, but I can't tell if he is still angry or not.

"Thanks." He says softly.

"You're welcome, I'm going to bed, I'll see you tomorrow." I say in the same volume. I really want to try and comfort him but he doesn't seem like he wants any company right now.

I turn to shut the door but his hand grabs my arm pulling me back. Right as I'm about to tell him to let go he presses his lips to mine and wraps his arms around me.

"I'm sorry." He says as he pushes me into my room.

I put my arms around his neck, immediately letting everything wash away. I really love when he does this, and he always does it when I least expect him to.

His tongue slips into my mouth and slowly dances with my as we stumble backwards. I can taste the sweet candy that he had been sucking on making me smile into the kiss.

"Can I sleep in here, with you, if you don't care?" He asks as we stop.

I nod before kissing him once more and shoo him to get the clothes and blankets he dropped.

"Are you still mad at me?" He asks as he pulls his pants down his legs and takes his shirt off.

"I was never mad at you." I tell him as I try to keep my eyes off of him while he changes.

"I thought you were, I really am sorry for snapping at you. I don't have an excuse for my harsh behavior toward you." He says as he walks over to me. "I don't want to make you feel sad, it's just hard sometimes and I know that's no excuse." I scoot over to let him in while he shuts the light off.

"I really care about you, Luhan." He says as he gets in next to me and puts his hand in mine. "I feel like an asshole right now."

"It's ok, hyung. You don't need to, I understand what you are going through."

"Why are you so kind to me? I know it was just one thing but I can't wrap my head around why you aren't even slightly angry at me."

"I don't get mad easily, if I am mad then it must be something serious but not over little things that won't matter five minutes from then. I don't want to go through life holding grudges and missing great opportunities."

AN// hope you enjoyed the chapter!! :) -Meg

*edited 6/28/15*